lilysofthevalleys

[lilysofthevalleys]

5 months 6 day sobriety bye bye

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms #sadgirl

[lilysofthevalleys]

[lilysofthevalleys]

oh no my head is so unprotected i surely hope nobody shoots it and kills me instantly

[lilysofthevalleys]

i’d rather my arms feel hurting from cutting not freaking shots

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms #sadgirl

[lilysofthevalleys]

my skin is itching to start being cut again

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms #sadgirl

[lilysofthevalleys]

pretending my body is a corpse and all my scars/wounds are lacerations from when i was brutally murdered

[lilysofthevalleys]

[lilysofthevalleys]

i want to cut myself cut cut cut cut cut

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms #sadgirl

[lilysofthevalleys]

The amount of times I’ve said my fresh sh wounds were cat scratches is insane

Justice for my cats man😭🙏

[lilysofthevalleys]

it feels embarrassing to be alive

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms

[lilysofthevalleys]

who wanna relapse ME ME ME ME ME ME

#self destruction #self destructor #i’m not here #tw self h4rm #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw depression #i wanna kms #imma kms #sadgirl

[lilysofthevalleys]

[lilysofthevalleys]

[lilysofthevalleys]

why do i feel crazy i just want to be skinny

[lilysofthevalleys]

I CANT STOP LISTENING TO CARAMELLDANSEN PLEASE HELP ME PLEAXE HELP

#caramelldansen

[lilysofthevalleys]

girl world is weighing yourself after using the restroom and completely naked so the fabric won’t add any weight

#self destruction #i’m not here #self destructor #tw ana diary

[lilysofthevalleys]

reapplying my mascara after making myself throw up

#self destruction #self destructor #tw ana diary