lifesbetterasamermaid

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#listennnnnn #im always gonna be a one direction bitch

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one direction merch stays ON during sex

#hello it’s been a minute but Harry wore a 2012 one direction shirt so here I am

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Louis liked Zayn’s You&I video - 11.06

#love when you think you’re over one direction and then this kinda stuff happens #proof you can never totally get over these fools #💀

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me and the girls

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niallhoran: LETS DANCE

#the way I respect how he disappears and then randomly drops 10 photos and then goes away again #nh

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also when fleetwood mac was like “can i handle the seasons of my life?”

#okay i came on tumblr because i heard olivia wilde was served while on stage and tumblr always has gossip #but more importantly i still love Fleetwood Mac #alright hope everyone is well and safe and i’ll see you all in a year when i check back in

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you kept me like a secret when i kept you like an oath

#mostly im back on tumblr to experience red with everyone #personally! im feeling 19 and heartbroken again

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take care of yourselves always but especially now, in the twilight depression circle-camera era of the year,

#hi it’s been a while #hope everyone is well :)

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you are not immune to 1d nostalgia

#im still here and still not over it

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i- i could honestly weep right now. this is so kind and i am in absolute shock that anything i wrote still resonates with people. thank you??? especially that line, which to this day is my favorite thing i have ever written, so thank you :)

My emo fic moment that will never leave me is from Silver Springs by lifesbetterasamermaid. I’m sure you’ve read it P, it’s when Kings Row is playing a show again and they’re singing Night song and then you get THE MOST EPIC scene. I cry with a lot of things you know I’m very emotional and all of her fics are just incredibly well written, pure poetry but the words on that particular part are just a masterpiece I couldn’t stop and I could feel the tears coming but I just had to finish it all like in a heartbeat because the way she’s going about how Willow feels nineteen again tangled with Harry on his dorm but it also talks about how they���ve grown up now and then it ends with the most DEVASTATING SENTENCE I KNOW IT BY HEART. “And sometimes when you grow up, you lose the things you love.” I had to put my iPad away after reading that it DESTROYED ME.

But such a good fic lol pure gold!

YES I know exactly what scene you’re talking about. That entire fic is like: pain. Here is pain. I love it. @lifesbetterasamermaid is a genius, sooo poetic in all her works. 

tell me about emo fic moments that will never leave you

#damn not to be annoying but 22 year old me that wrote silver springs is losing her mind #today me is losing her mind over this #fic: ss

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hi sav!! this is the same anon thats been messaging u about tym for like years now since it came out lol. just wanna say I still think about that fic on the daily and will continue to do so as I graduate uni and move to a new city and contemplate my whole life. shits stressful but im glad I got rei and harry with me. sending you lots of love <3

hi my friend!!! congrats on graduating and i’m sending all the positive thoughts to you for the move, from experience, it’s terrifying but so worth it in the end! writing rei and harry being in such transitional stages was such a cathartic thing for me after moving to a new city and i am so happy people have and still connect with their story :)

#again congrats on finishing school in these wild times #and also still absolutely insane people still think about stuff i wrote years ago #feels...nice? like i’ve left a little mark in this corner of the internet #fic: tym #tym ask #anon

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kiss and cry: epilogue

A/N: Hi everyone 🥺  here we are at the end. I’m going to post a longer farewell note for this story tomorrow, because I have a lot to say and I don’t want to fit it all onto this post – but I do want to thank @infinitiae​ for my gorgeous, beautiful banner(s), you always knock it out of the park for me. To my friends @niallgolden​ @guccisuitsandblacktattoos​ and @reality-whoneedsit​ who (suffered) with me when I was blocked and helped me and encouraged me to finish this story. 

And most of all to all of you who have read this story, engaged with it, and showed me kindness. I do hope you enjoy the conclusion. :’) 

[ complete masterlist ] / [ wattpad ]

The day of the Grand Prix, Sanjana doesn’t take any chances.

After she makes sure her brother knows where he needs to go when it’s her turn to skate, she locks herself away in the locker room, away from the foot traffic. This time there’s no interviews or rogue conversations that can make her mess up.

No, this time she’s going to control how it happens.

So she ignores the stares, and the whispers, and she focuses on her music. She thinks of all the times she’s stepped out onto the ice, for fun or to compete, and she thinks about how today she’s not only going to reclaim some part of herself — but she’s going to become a different version of herself.

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#honestly i only come to this space to read p’s fics at this point BUT #this was so lovely and such a realistic read and leaves you feeling so peaceful #10/10 recommend #fic rec

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Hiii! Kilo Mizuhara has an upcoming Netflix movie, and her character’s name is Rei! When I found out about it the first thing went to my mind was Tonight You’re Mine lol. That’s all hahaha! Stay safe and Take care!

this is so wild, @ netflix where is my check???

hope you are well my friend and safe wherever you are in the world :)

#i manifested this just saying lol #anon

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new sexuality: unlocked 🔓

#this is important #isbah texted me so i would be aware #nh

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no bc zayn said “niall is my favorite niall makes the best music” and i was transported to 2013...... i sort of have a protection over him almost like he’s my little brother.... i just wanna make you smile is that okay yes zayn i love you......

#ZIALL???????? #IM #give me a second pls this is a very sensitive time #nh #zm