liamthewitch

[liamthewitch]

When you've been hiding your pain for so long that all your friends think your fake smile is your real one...

[liamthewitch]

Look at this... 👀

Look at this... 👀 https://pin.it/6O2EDT4

Yuppp

[liamthewitch]

Got some new nails! What do you think?

[liamthewitch]

Hey @fae-ngel! Nice to get to know you a little bit! I'll do your game but I'm gonna add some stuff to it! 😁

What I go by: I go by Liam a lot, but I also use Kai. I only let close friends and family members use my real name.

Pronouns: he/them

Age: 14 about to be 15!

Sexuality: Pansexual

Hobbies: drawing, making music, sewing, poetry, writing short stories, and collecting things.

Asthetic: Grunge cottagecore/ witch asthetic

My favorite things to do: listen to music while riding the bus, take nature walks, play with my little sister, and read.

Single/Taken: I'm taken, and today is actually our 5 month mark!

Animals: I have four dogs! Their names are Ralph, Rocky, Fudge, and Coco! They're chiweenies! Three boys, one girl!

Favorite Color: Black, any browns, any greens, and purple. I don't mind other colors but those are my favs.

Currently reading: Long Live The Pumpkin Queen by Shea Ernshaw; The Devil's their by Lisa Maxwell; Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Theif by Rick Riordan ( for the millionth time)

Last song: The Mashocism Tango by Tom Lehrer

Last series: I'm currently watching three so Stranger Things, The Vampire Diaries, and the Twilight series.

Last movie: The Witches Ball

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: I dont really have a preference there.

Currently working on: I'm working on my mental health. I'm also working on fixing my eating habits for the sake of my partner.

I'm tagging @aresagainstthemachine @fae-ngel

[liamthewitch]

cutting someone out of your life won't always feel good.

online, people say cut them off casually. they say - you'll feel amazing and your life will be so much better, trust me.

sometimes it isn't better. sometimes the other end of that is hard, and kind-of worse. it's lonely, and angry, and sad. it's picking up the phone thinking to text them. it's not being able to listen to that album anymore, it sounds like the time you spent with them. sometimes it's slow, guilty nights.

sometimes even the worst people are lovely. they can make your whole life glitter. yes, that glitter is also shattered glass - but it does all sparkle, don't it? they filled your hours and your mind. gave you something to hold on to, even if that something was anger and hurt. without them, life can be... bland. undefined.

you can sit there, knowing - they were a magnet pulling my compass off and then still wish you had that pull back. now your compass is just spinning around on its own.

it's worth it, always. but sometimes feeling like-it's-worth-it takes months. sometimes years. you'll look back from the ever-slow progress you've made, and there will be no confetti you did it! or big-sudden sense of peace. just plodding along carefully. missing them. hating yourself for wishing it hadn't happened.

it's okay. it won't always be easy to leave.

but some future version of yourself is looking back at this moment and saying - thank you for doing it. it saved me.

[liamthewitch]

poeit

[liamthewitch]

Look at this... 👀

Look at this... 👀 https://pin.it/6t9TByw

[liamthewitch]

Look at this... 👀

Look at this... 👀 https://pin.it/5aVW8mu

[liamthewitch]

Look at this... 👀

Look at this... 👀 https://pin.it/6IF8r2p

It's not mine

[liamthewitch]

Jamie Varon

[liamthewitch]

Wrote this one today about embracing our hidden emotions and healing through love.

[liamthewitch]

Got some new shoes

[liamthewitch]

My toxic trait is not telling anyone anything is wrong until it builds to the point I can't contain it and then I either explode or isolate until I can function again

[liamthewitch]

Do you ever wander why? Why your alive? Why do you have to go through all the crap you do? Why you have to pretend? Why can't you be happy? Why can't you escape? Why Why WHY!? JUST WHY?! Why do people say their gonna stay when they're not? Why do people use you? Why haven't you learnt your lesson? Why do you have to be jealous? Why do have to feel these things? Why do you feel stuff so deeply even when you feel nothing? Why don't you feel anything? Why can't you feel anything? Why do you trust? Why do you keeping falling for the same the ove and over again? Why do you keep giving the chances? Why do you have to be so kind? Why can't you stand up for yourself? Why are you a coward? Why!? Just why...

Why...

Why must I give up everything, and get nothing in return?...

I'm so tired...

I just want everything to stop...

#sad #nobody #tell me why #why me #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #why must i be this way #im so tired #tired of life #just wanted to get this off my chest #just want to be loved #just want to be left alone #questioning life #lost myself

[liamthewitch]

I customized my shoes. What do you think?

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[liamthewitch]

my current cycle of existence