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Ok so Imma take you on a lil journey of my (BBroken14) VTuber model, since I have, let'S say, upgraded her.

The first one, an abomination of a first attempt.

Then the second version, which is already a big improvement.

Version three is what I was using until today, I love her she's great, sadly not enough raccoon-ness.

NOW. BEHOLD. THE BABE.

I made her so much prettier than I had to xD BUT I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF LOOK AT HER SHE'S GORGEOUS

So yeah I just wanted to show off how beautiful she is :)

I did not make the dress, gloves, necklace or hair, I got them off BOOTH, all for free.

Let me know what you think of her :D I am also gonna redo some general aesthetic stuff for my streams, maybe here too.

#vtuber #vtubers on tumblr #vtuber model

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i actually NEED and REQUIRE a reader that is self aware that they’re in a show and is only there for simon because they’re in love with him (i’m also thinking of some obsessive vibes, not like full on yandere but just obsessed)

PINE MY SAVIOUR THIS ACTUALLY MADE ME WRITE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE MONTHS <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Little warning there is violence... If I had to say how bad..... maybe Wayne level? all directed at Jake btw Yeah this went so far off the rails :D

y'all know the drill Based on the show Al lkept gender-neutral

You were just a character in a show. You knew that. Your life was just entertainment. You weren't even one of the important ones, just an extra off to the side, barely any lines. If you looked up into the sky, the clouds formed almost a screen, some days even a face. The face of the person watching you.

You saw the world stand still when they paused the show, time rewinding and speeding when they went ahead or back. You knew you were in a show. You knew that nobody else did. You saw that door that followed you everywhere. That studio door with big, red EXIT text. You knew you could leave.

But you didn't want to. After all, you had everything you needed. You never really had to eat or sleep or even use the bathroom. You knew exactly how it all went, becuase it did so over and over and over. You knew your cues, you knew what everyone would say and when.

Then again, there were of course bad parts. The constant repitition of events and days, the never changing people and conversations... The continuously reoccuring death of the guy you were in love with. You loved him, eventhough you weren't supposed to. You read it in the script- which appeared one morning on your nightstand- nowhere was even a single mention of your feelings for him. Yet they still existed.

You didn't know when they appered, you just noticed they did one day. There was no explanation either. Maybe it was because he looked good, which he did. Maybe it was because of the way he behaved, so different than all the other guys. Maybe it was something more, maybe it was everything.

You saw it every time. You had to, it was in the script, the law almlost. Every restart you find yourself in the library at the same time as their detention, every restart you see the school being egged, the teacher leaving, and him dying. You on the upper floor, putting books away as part of your volunteer librarion position. You could recite it all word for word, you knew the timing perfectly. When the first egg hits the window, when Ms.avery leaves and when he takes a drink and when he collapses and when it's too late.

You started hating your time-loop. You started hating your show. Why were you cursed to know? To be aware? To relive this all over and over. You knew who was behind it. You knew why and how. You could stop it, you were convinced. If you told him not to do it, if you changed one single thing. You weren't supposed to. You didn't know what would happen if you did. Anything could. That, was infinitely scarier than the loop itself. You tried so hard to stay out of it, to fulfil your role until the end. When would that be? You had no idea. Maybe there was no end. Maybe this was purgatory. Eternal damnation and suffering for whatever sins you may have previously committed.

You had started counting the reruns once, but you gave up after 5. You felt as if that was over a century ago. Truly, you were slowly going mad. You just wanted it to end, to finally be able to do what you wanted to do. You wanted change. After countless nights awake you decided.

So you stepped out of line. You went off-script.

The next restart you followed along, until a few minutes before the end of classes, a few minutes until they were supposed to meet to start their dare. Such a stupid thing to die for. A dare. He seemed so much smarter than to ever fall for that. But maybe your version of him was just better in that sense. You waited outside his class. How they let you in this morning is beyond you. How they didn't notice the baseball bat was hilarious, if not a little pathetic. Worrying even.

Your own teacher didn't even notice you leave class early, neither did anyone else. It's as if you weren't even there. But the watcher noticed. They rewind. Let it play. Pause. Rewind again. Pause. They're looking at you, you know it. You could see the camera behind you reflected in the glass of the classroom window. First change.

When the bell finally rang you could see him inside, packing up and genuinely being deuchey as always. You felt as if you would hate him regardless of murder. He was just the kind of guy everyone hated, except the other characters around him.

When he finally started his way to the door, you got ready. Bat laying over your shoulder, foot tapping the floor. You were impatient, insanely so. You just wanted to see what would happen. Sure you could always have just gone through the door, but now you wanted to go out and make a change. Go out with a bang, as they say.

You line up. He exits. You swing. He stood no chance. Crashing against the wall through the force of the bat, you could hear a crunch, a grump, and a thump as he fell to the floor. Good, it only took one hit. Not to say you weren't ready to dish out as many as needed to get the job done.

Everything paused. You got to revel in the looks of your peers, their shocked faces and phones out, the ones caught mid scream, the ones that are somehow already crying. You turned around to face the camera and bowed, a thank you to the watcher for allowing you this moment and watching.

They rewinded it countless times. You got to relive it countless times. Every time you swung a little differently. Once aiming for his chest, once his crotch, so on and so forth.

You were lost, truly. Maybe you had gone mad. Surely you weren't supposed to enjoy this. Surely.

Suddenly, the repitition stopped, everyone once again frozen, and you finally stopped to catch your breath. Turns out swinging a baseball bat full force 10 times over is quite the feat. When you turned to the camera, you didn't see it. Even after spinning for a bit you still didn't. Everything went a little dark. You heard footsteps. Someone else's footsteps.

You turned and saw...

"You're really gonna keep doing that forever?"

He was stood at the end of the hallway, and it made you realize everyone besides you, him and Jake's body were gone.

"I mean" you managed between pants "I've kept this all up for so long. Atleast this is something different."

He stepped closer, until he was on the other side of you. He looked the body over. "You really did a number on 'em."

"Good as I could. Aiming with this thing is surprisingly difficult." You spun the bat around in your hand before resting it on your shoulder again.

"You know what's gonna happen now?" he asked. You just shook your head. You truly didn't know.

"I've got no clue. Hope it's interesting atleast." You sat against the wall, laying the bat on the floor.

"You're surprisingly calm right now. You're not freaked out?" He sat down too, both of you waiting for whatever would happen next.

"We're literally only characters in a show. You being self aware is nothing compared to that." Through your mania it hadn't even truly set in. "Now that you meantion it though, how'd it happen?"

"I think it's because I'm one of the narrators. Or maybe because I died." You were neither of those, so your hopes of finding out why you were self aware died. "Jake died too and he's still a dumbass." you replied, making him chuckle.

"Guess he's just too stupid." "Maybe..."

You sat in silence for a while, small amounts of dread starting to settle in. You truly were scared of the consequences, yet in the moment you couldn't stop.

"I made you self aware, by the way." He admitted. "Being the only one was starting to get lonely."

Maybe that was why you liked him. Why you 'saved' him. Why you just beat Jake to death multiple times.

"I did think you'd step out of line sooner."

"Yeah sorry... I was just scared of what would happen. Still am."

"Me too."

And as the world around you faded more and more, turning into darkness, you sat there thinking of it all. The years of the same loop. The repeating converstaions and days. Your entire life.

You regretted going off-script.

Once again thank you so much pine for the idea!!! I just wrote 1431 words IN ONE SITTING. WHAT THE FUCK. I hope you all enjoyed this, it definitely went so far off the rails xD

~Taglist~ @pine-ferret

#one of us is lying #oouil #oouil tv show #simon kelleher #oneshot #x reader

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I was talking abt games to my english teacher (cuz she's awesome) and we talked about Overwatch a little and I told her I love playing Junkrat cuz he's so fun to play and she said

"Well Junkrat is actually kind of hard to play"

To you maybe.

To me, he is my sweet rat boy who I love so much. He can do nothing wrong.

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #junkrat

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when ur reading fanfic and one character was cooking and the other comes up to them and they start making out and everyones like starting to take their shirts off and the author STILL hasnt mentioned anyone turning off the stove

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whoever styled mark here, i love you for this because he looks so damn good

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When I see Simon I want him to bang me against a wall-

in the most loving way, every time i see simon i want to bang my head into a well

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Hey everyone, Lemmi here with a kinda important update, this time in written form because I don't have the time/opportunity to make a video.

First of all, I am no longer in any way associated with the WAYNE/Loverboy. Discord server or any of its members. I wish the server and members only the best. Meaning if you want to join, you'll have to ask them (I will not tag them here, sorry, but you can find them on some older posts)

Secondly, I will no longer be streaming as Lemmi. It's gotten so tedious constantly switching, so I will go back to only BBroken14. There's a handful of reasons, but that's the main one. The stream plans are adjusted accordingly, meaning all server plans removed and everything moved to BBroken14. Don't worry, I'm still gonna stay Lemmi on here.

Thirdly, I am so sorry but I have lost all inspiration and motivation to write for Simon. If you have unanswered asks, I am sorry but they will probably never be answered. You can still send them in, maybe I'll get my motivation back.

This doesn't mean I will be completely inactive, atleast hopefully, because I want to post other fanfics of other characters. I will make a post only for that, so be in the lookout for that in the near future.

Thank you all very much for supporting me this far, and once again I am sorry for anything unfinished.

-Lemmi

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mark mckenna as simon kelleher - s1 x e8

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inspired after me and a friend made that into matching pfps

#one of us is lying #oouil #oouil tv show #simon kelleher #janae matthews

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That moment when the movie starts in 10 minutes and the entire cinema is empty and you and your mother are the only people there.

Hey, I'm not complaining xD

#ghostbusters frozen empire #cinema

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Phoebe is 100% a girlkisser in the new Ghostbusters movie

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Streaming Hogwarts Leacy!!!

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I made something :D

Please fill it out if you can, no worries about any information getting to me, I only see your answers.

I'm gonan use this for something later on :D

~Taglist~ @eamons-redguitar @pine-ferret @pl4ntz111

#one of us is lying #oouil #oouil tv show #simon kelleher

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One thing that literally nobody can change my mind about when it comes to our favorite asshole, is that if you were to turn him into an animal he would be

A black cat.

A black cat that hides in dark spots, knocks over everything and screams in the middle of the night for literally no reason. Cuz he's an asshole.

#one of us is lying #oouil #oouil tv show #simon kelleher