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[Wears clothes that are too big for me to hide the fact that I'm anorexic and then gets insecure because they make me look fat]

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My favorite thinsp0 rn to help me through a 5 day liquid fast, wish me luck <3

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Manifesting to you all that your old clothes fit larger the next time you put them on

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i want to be pretty and skinny enough for a girl to actually be interested in me for once. once i lost weight the girl i had a crush on started talking to me again - therefore i *need* to lose more

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i need to get takin owe than my sister. i NEED. i NEED. to be skinny by my birthday in october. i have 2 months to get back on track.

#just ed shit

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can people just randomly dm me to keep me on track - i just want to starve <3

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is it bad i want covid purely so i can’t eat and no one can say shit

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back to posting on here hopefully

#tw ed stuff

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Guoir

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school starts in a few days

are you skinny enough?

are you pretty enough?

are you confident enough?

if no what are you waiting for? you have to think about tomorrow and do things to be a better person. you can do it

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woke up today and nearly fully lost consciousness (i was slipping in and out) and my mom was on the other side of the room like ☺️☺️☺️☺️

#low cal ana #tw ed stuff #eating disoder thoughts #anorecya #cw disordered eating #disordered eating tw #disordered eating thoughts #anorekic

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when your mom thinks you’ve got a bad attitude and gets mad at you when really u r just trying not to pass out at walmart

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what you'll have:

- a petite body - boney fingers - amazing collarbones - thigh gap - flat stomach - visible ribs - smaller clothing sizes are you really gonna throw all that away for something as temporary as food ?

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Yes starving is hard but so is

Breaking down in a dressing room

Not fitting into any of your clothes but being too broke to buy more

Looking at your rolls in the mirror

Being the fat ugly friend

Crying over pictures you’re tagged in

Having no pants cause your thighs rub and you get holes in every single pair

Having to spend hours choosing an outfit cause nothing looks right

Being self conscious about your relationship because you’re afraid of them finding someone skinner

Trying not to eat in public due to fear of judgement

Having flabby arms

Being disgusted with yourself

So yeah it’s hard but my life is harder when I don’t do it

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I GOT T3RMED AGAIN. I WAS @/stillhereofc2 PLEASE PLEASE REBLOG TO HELP ME FIND PPL AGAIN

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i was doing better. so much better. and i saw meanspo and i think now we’re back :)