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Hey what happened with you? The fan accounts used to go to you or you used to go to them with information or things you found stalking Pedro and now they go to pedropascalunofficial.
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You wake up in the morning and the first thing you read is this shit. Dear anonymous, get on your own nerves.
It's like kindergarten this fuss. You and everyone else couldn't give a shit who sends what to whom. Let the girls do their normal fan pages. As long as nobody stalks and harasses Pedro personally.
And now I'm getting on with my private life, where things have been really busy at work for weeks and I have to see what the future holds.
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Off The Grid - Chapter 1
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Rating: T to M... Will have some E chapters later - Minors do NOT read
Pairing: Niner Skirata x fem!reader (in future chapters). The main focus though in this story is about the Deltas, Omegas and Null- ARCs and how they interact. Sibling shenannigans!
Wordcount: 3,1k
Warnings: None. Canon typical violence
A/N: I never played Republic Commando but I read the books... and it drove me nuts that there was no ending... and that Sev just remained MIA. Well I am here to change that! And obviously I chose to ignore Scorche's appearance and the other's obvious absence in TBB 😉
Sev dividers by @stars-n-spice
Summary: How for Force's sake was Sev left behind on Kashyyyk!!??? No way Scorch is going to take it!!! He's still mad about the decision. So when Niner and Darman finally decide to go AWOL - Delta squad joins them. And once more, Delta, Omega and the Nulls are going to work together to bring him home to Kyrimorut!
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Since the moment they have left the ARCA barracks, neither of them had said a word. Darman walked at a hurried pace towards the hangar, the attack shuttle with which they would leave the planet already waiting for them. Niner did his best to keep up with him. Rede followed in their wake, just as silent but probably for a different reason.
It had only been a few hours since Darman and himself had left Roly Melusar’s office. A few hours since the final plan to go AWOL was now decided. He probably should have been sleeping, but Niner hadn't gotten a wink of sleep all night. Rede, blissfully unaware of what's going on, had been snoring like a vibrosaw for hours. Dar had been lying motionless in his bunk, probably awake too. However, Niner hadn't dared to talk to him. Prying eyes and ears could be anywhere. At dawn, while the other two were packing, he took advantage of a favorable moment and retreated to the 'fresher to use the secure channel in his helmet and contacted Ordo.
“We're on our way to you, vod,” he had said, trying to sound as noncommittal as possible.
“About time,” Ordo had replied. "It wouldn't be long before I would have grabbed Dar by his gett’se and dragged him out of there myself!" It had been one of Ordo's usually harsh answers, and yet Niner had clearly heard the joy and relief in his brother’s tone.
“I am going to report back to you when we’ve left Coruscant’s orbit. If you don’t hear from me during the next three hours, something has gone wrong.” With one click he had ended the connection.
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With every step Niner took, he more and more felt like his pulse rate was going to hit the roof. Everything was as usual. Commandos exercising on the parade ground, droids carrying out cleaning and repair work. And yet he had the feeling that all eyes were on them. He resisted the urge to turn his head and look around.
And what's next? The moment they are going to take off with the shuttle, life as he had known it would end. No army, no training, not even a structured daily routine. All he would have left would be his brothers. At least that would be the way it has always been. Dar, in his black Katarn armor next to him, gave him a sense of certainty. And finally, after so long, he would see Fi again! A thought he found some solace in. Rede, however... What would happen to him? Dar called him a blank slate - Niner thought he was an incalculable risk. To avoid the inevitable predicament and to control the oppressive feeling that was almost suffocating him, he tried to forge plans. He didn't get very far...
Because as soon as the shuttle came into view, he saw the colorfully painted Katarn armors of Delta Squad, as well as the featureless, dull gray one of their new squad member, in its shadow. His heart sank and he heard Dar curse under his breath. Were the boys ordered as reinforcements? Or as snitches? Or had they already got busted even before they left the Imperial compound?
“You’re already out and about?” Boss greeted him as they were within earshot.
“Could ask you the same thing,” Niner replied as both men eventually placed their right hand on each other’s left shoulder in greeting. Even though everyone was wearing their helmets, Niner could tell there was something else just by the tone of their voices. Something unspoken.
“It has come to our attention that you have been assigned to a special ops.”
“Oh yeah?” Darman sounded noncommittal. “Where did you get that from?”
“Holy Roly. We had a briefing this morning about our deployment on Ossos.” When Niner heard that Delta was assigned to another planet, he relaxed a little, at least for his standards. Still, the fact that anyone else was informed about their operation at all gave him an overtone.
"Where are you heading to?" Scorch, who had remained conspicuously calm until now, asked a short time later.
“Well, he didn’t trust you that far, did he?” Darman teased.
“Not everyone can be as buddy-buddy with him as Squad 40,” Scorch sneered.
Then it was quiet. None of the men moved, and Niner wondered if he and Dar were about to end up having to shoot their way into the shuttle. The odds were against them. All of them.
“Anyway, we wanted to bid goodbye to you,” Boss said. “Nah osik
 I forgot your farewell present in the quarters.” He turned to Fixer in a conspicuously theatrical manner and tilted his head towards the barracks. “Go back and get it!”
“Why me?” Fixer grumbled in response. “Can’t Levin go? He’s the new kid on the block.”
Farewell present? Niner tensed imperceptibly, and out of the corner of his eye he saw Darman subtly reach for the vibroblade in his vembrace.
"You're right! Levin, there's a little box in my locker with a fancy red bow on it. Can you please go and get it quickly? Afterwards we’ll head off to Ossos.” Niner couldn't shake off the feeling that something was indeed very wrong. Since their joint black ops on Coruscant, the relationship between the two squads had improved a lot, but he wouldn’t go to the point where they’d give each other gifts. So what did Boss aim at? Call for reinforcements?
Levin grumbled like Fixer had before, although a little quieter and more reserved. The fact that he was the new guy left him little room for negotiations with his sergeant. He turned to leave... a blue glowing circle of a shot sent him stunned to the ground. A split second later, a second one followed and Rede collapsed next to him to the ground, unconscious. Dar and Niner both simultaneously drew their deezes. Win-or-bust. Was it pure coincidence, fate or the subconscious that stopped them from firing straight away? Whatever, Niner sent a silent prayer to the Force.
Scorch shrugged and jumped down from the ammunition box he had been sitting on until just now.
“Are you planning to strike roots over there or are you going to give me a helping hand?” He nudged Darman with his shoulder before grabbing the immobile commando by the wrist and dragging him toward the ramp. “Come on, we can’t take forever before someone notices!”
As if in a trance, Darman and Niner grabbed Rede to haul him aboard the shuttle.
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However, as soon as the hatch was closed, Scorch found himself being pushed against the nearest wall panel and the visor of a very agitated Darman was just millimeters away from his own. Two unconscious bodies on the ground nearby.
“Keep your shirt on, Dar!” It wasn't Niner who tried to calm the situation but Boss. Niner meanwhile had his blaster pointed at Fixer, who in turn raised his hands in surrender to indicate that he had no intention of fighting back.
"You’re quite nervous, boys."
"What are you doing here?" Niner growled. “Spill it, or Fixer can get himself a new face anytime soon.”
The fact that it had come to this, and that he had to threaten one of his clone brothers with a blaster at all, weighed on him more than anything else in his life. No anti-terror ops, no torture training had ever hurt so much. Would he pull the trigger? No...no he wouldn't. Would he? All he wanted was to leave the osik’la Imperial army behind and finally come home to Mandalore. Manda’yaim. Home, even if he's never been there before. But his brothers were there, his buir. A place where he could finally be himself and find his true nature. Since that day on Gaftikar, he had thought time and again about what life had offered him so far... and what it might offer him in the future. So much more
 A’den was right. Deserting and neglecting his duty, the very idea was abhorrent to him, but losing his family would be so much worse.
For the third time within a short period he was at the point where everything would change, and for the third time fate was putting him to the test. But his heart would shatter if he had to stay behind once again. No... Darman had a son, a responsibility, and he would be damned if he wouldn't get him to accept it. Even at the cost of his honor, his happiness and probably his sanity for the rest of his life. If he had to choose between Dar and Delta... There was only one possible answer. Manda, please please don't let things get to this point!
Boss put his DC aside and Scorch followed suit at the same moment, careful to avoid any rushed movements. The tension inside the shuttle vibrated in the air like high voltage.
“You're on your way to Mandalore, right? Just like the rest of Omega and the Nulls. Just like Fi.”
“Fi is dead,” Darman gritted out, emphasizing the last word.
“Sure, and it never rains on Kamino,” Scorch replied.
Niner considered activating the secure channel in his helmet so that Ordo, or whoever was listening, could follow the conversation and take action if necessary. He decided against it. The risk of the transmission being intercepted and falling into the wrong hands was too imminent.
“How did you get that idea?”
“You must think us pretty stupid, don’t you? Atin and Corr are on the list of deserters, as are the Nulls. It was only a matter of time before you too would disappear into thin air. We were just hoping to catch you in time.”
The fact was now outspoken and lingering in the air and Niner was still considering what he should answer next. Scorch beat him to it.
“Take us with you!”
"Excuse me?"
“You heard right! We want you to take us with you. Sev is still out there somewhere and as long as we’re stuck here we don’t have the slightest chance of looking for him.”
For an endless moment, it was dead silent inside the shuttle.
"Please."
“We are on special ops for Holy Roly to track down any surviving Jedi. Nothing more, nothing less,” Darman said, still unwilling to move even an inch away from Scorch.
“Do what you have to do,” Scorch replied bitterly. "But I would have expected you of all people to understand what this is about."
Qiilura... Without actually mentioning the name, Scorch had conjured up memories of their first mission together. Niner, sergeant of the newly formed Omega squad, had refused to accept Dar as missing in action and, together with Fi and Atin, had stalled as much time as possible to save their brother. Sev, however, was denied this help and only the Force knew whether he was still alive. But he was a brother... and they owed to him to do everything in their power to get him out of whatever osik he was stuck in. Tion'ad hukaat'kama? Who has your back? Who if not the clone brother standing next to you?
It had only been a few months since they had run Delta down during the Separatists' attack on Coruscant, because they hadn’t ignored Yoda's orders to leave Kashyyyk, and yet it seemed an eternity ago.
“We don't expect you to join us in our rescue mission,” Scorch added after a moment, not knowing how Omega had thought about volunteering for exactly that very task. “Drop us off somewhere nice and we’ll move on. And you will have the misfortune of never being able to see our gorgeous faces again.” He sounded almost like Fi

Darman thought of Atin. It was him who had initially voted against the decision to go and look for Dar, just as Vau had punched the attitude into him. Yet he had changed his mind. Darman could still hear the echo of his words: 'What if I had to look at your empty place every day? I wouldn’t have much happiness left in life.’ Delta had been through the same tough school. Was ist possible that they changed as Atin had? Or was Scorch just saying what he thought Darman and Niner wanted to hear? After all, until Sev's disappearance, they were in the fortunate position of still working in their original squad formation, which made them self-confident at best and conceited at worst. What if they were simply obeying another command and trying to stand between him and what he wanted most - a life with his son?
It was this very dilemma that was running circles inside his head, and Darman could feel it seething inside his guts. All the ups and downs of the last few months. The pain of Etain's death that he wanted to keep away until he finally would see Kad again. One wrong word and he would probably have blown up the whole ship. Luckily no thermal detonator was within reach.
But the longer they remained on the ground, the more conspicuous they all became. Niner, unknowingly sharing Darman's thoughts, decided to act.
“Dar! Easy!" He engaged the safety of his deeze and took a step back from Fixer.
It was still a few hours flight to Mandalore and as soon as they were clear of Coruscant and before they were about to enter hyperspace he would contact Ordo anyway. In the event Delta had planned an ambush, there was still enough time to take countermeasures.
Niner nodded to Boss and then rushed to the cockpit and Darman was finally able to break free of his paralysis and followed him suit. He collapsed into the copilot's seat while Niner already caused the shuttle's ion engines to coast. Boss, Fixer and Scorch buckled themselves in the rear jump seats. Rede and Levin were still unconscious and handcuffed to crates.
“Ground control, this is Shuttle IAF-024. Request take-off clearance.” He forced his voice to stay calm.
“IAF-024, all clear for take-off!”
The vibrations echoed through the hull as Niner lifted the ship off the ground and launched into the sky above Imperial City. The whole shabla planet could call itself whatever it wanted, it would be the last time that the five commandos watched as the millions of lights of the city blurred beneath them anyway and the atmosphere around them grew darker and darker. Nobody said a word. And with every click they gained altitude, Niner could feel his heart beating faster and faster. He half expected to hear the disembodied voice of ground control telling him to turn back or to see the TIE fighters outside the transparisteel screen shooting them down.
The minutes passed
 and nothing happened.
Finally he dared to open the comlink in his helmet again.
“Ordo? Come in please!"
“Ordo, Ordo
 It’s always just Ordo. Why doesn’t anyone ever ask about me, huh?” a voice spoke up just a split second later. Obviously its owner had already been waiting for the status report.
“Jaing! It's good to hear you. We’re clear of Coruscant and ready to jump.”
“All right, vod. Your beds are set up. Send you coordinates right away.”
Niner blinked to show the incoming data transmission on his HUD. Figures began to materialize before his eyes. “This isn’t Mandalore.”
"Of course not! We can’t let you come in right here on an Imperial shuttle and risk the transponder signal being traced.” Jaing chuckled softly. “Besides, if you and Dar are suddenly off the grid just like that, we wouldn’t want anyone to come looking for you anywhere near our place, would we?”
Of course not.
“Mereel and myself will come and pick you up. We are going to override the shuttle’s transponder signal and come up with a suitable plan for your disappearance.”
Niner wasn't surprised that the Nulls had already thought so far. Nothing was left to chance. There were already more than enough deserters from Kal Skirata's ranks on the Empire's long list; two more designation numbers could be the final straw. Strictly speaking
.
“Jaing? There’s something else.”
“Doesn’t sound good, vod. What's up? Don’t tell me Dar was willfully obstructive once again and his fiery temper was showing. Ordo’s going to kill him.”
Ohhhh
 There was still the matter of the agitated Darman and the Jedi to be dealt with. Niner had thought about their last conversation again and again and wondered what he could have meant when he said Melusar is going to get all the Jedi he wants. Granted, he had an inkling. But with all the unforeseen commotion with Delta, the matter had actually slipped his mind. Until now. Well, that was a problem he could take care of once they arrived on Mandalore. First there were other matters of urgency.
“We have passengers on board.”
Niner could practically hear Jaing’s smirk. “You haven’t picked up a few stray Jedi to join our distinguished, little commune?”
He snorted a restrained laugh. “Just over Dar’s dead body. No
 we have two unconscious Sparti clones
 and Delta.”
For a moment Jaing was seemingly speechless, then he blurted out: “You’re kidding!”
“Am I Fi or what?”
“Can we trust them?”
Niner knew what he was getting at. Kal'buir had more or less openly admitted that he wanted to provide a retreat for clones who, let's say, wanted to consider an alternative career to the army. Yayax Squad had answered his call, as had several others. Delta, however, had never given any indication that this would be an option for them at all. Even when the circumstances became obvious.
"I think so. I am not sure though."
"Affirmative. Hold on a second!” The line went dead and Niner took the opportunity to enter the coordinates into the navcomp and caught a breath. It was a relief to know that no matter what, he wouldn't have to handle it alone anymore.
“Niner?”
"Yes."
“The six of us are going to pick you up, just in case there is any trouble. Kal'buir and Vau don't know. We don’t want to spoil their joy of reunion in advance.”
"Copy that." The navcomp's calculation was complete. Four hours to the LZ. “We jump. See you then. K'oyacy, Jaing.”
“K'oyacy, Nin'ika!”
Niner levered and activated the hyperspace drive. Outside, the stars blurred into a blue swirl.
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Please don't disturb me! I'm just reading and craving more chapters.
Off The Grid - Chapter 1
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Rating: T to M... Will have some E chapters later - Minors do NOT read
Pairing: Niner Skirata x fem!reader (in future chapters). The main focus though in this story is about the Deltas, Omegas and Null- ARCs and how they interact. Sibling shenannigans!
Wordcount: 3,1k
Warnings: None. Canon typical violence
A/N: I never played Republic Commando but I read the books... and it drove me nuts that there was no ending... and that Sev just remained MIA. Well I am here to change that! And obviously I chose to ignore Scorche's appearance and the other's obvious absence in TBB 😉
Sev dividers by @stars-n-spice
Summary: How for Force's sake was Sev left behind on Kashyyyk!!??? No way Scorch is going to take it!!! He's still mad about the decision. So when Niner and Darman finally decide to go AWOL - Delta squad joins them. And once more, Delta, Omega and the Nulls are going to work together to bring him home to Kyrimorut!
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Since the moment they have left the ARCA barracks, neither of them had said a word. Darman walked at a hurried pace towards the hangar, the attack shuttle with which they would leave the planet already waiting for them. Niner did his best to keep up with him. Rede followed in their wake, just as silent but probably for a different reason.
It had only been a few hours since Darman and himself had left Roly Melusar’s office. A few hours since the final plan to go AWOL was now decided. He probably should have been sleeping, but Niner hadn't gotten a wink of sleep all night. Rede, blissfully unaware of what's going on, had been snoring like a vibrosaw for hours. Dar had been lying motionless in his bunk, probably awake too. However, Niner hadn't dared to talk to him. Prying eyes and ears could be anywhere. At dawn, while the other two were packing, he took advantage of a favorable moment and retreated to the 'fresher to use the secure channel in his helmet and contacted Ordo.
“We're on our way to you, vod,” he had said, trying to sound as noncommittal as possible.
“About time,” Ordo had replied. "It wouldn't be long before I would have grabbed Dar by his gett’se and dragged him out of there myself!" It had been one of Ordo's usually harsh answers, and yet Niner had clearly heard the joy and relief in his brother’s tone.
“I am going to report back to you when we’ve left Coruscant’s orbit. If you don’t hear from me during the next three hours, something has gone wrong.” With one click he had ended the connection.
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With every step Niner took, he more and more felt like his pulse rate was going to hit the roof. Everything was as usual. Commandos exercising on the parade ground, droids carrying out cleaning and repair work. And yet he had the feeling that all eyes were on them. He resisted the urge to turn his head and look around.
And what's next? The moment they are going to take off with the shuttle, life as he had known it would end. No army, no training, not even a structured daily routine. All he would have left would be his brothers. At least that would be the way it has always been. Dar, in his black Katarn armor next to him, gave him a sense of certainty. And finally, after so long, he would see Fi again! A thought he found some solace in. Rede, however... What would happen to him? Dar called him a blank slate - Niner thought he was an incalculable risk. To avoid the inevitable predicament and to control the oppressive feeling that was almost suffocating him, he tried to forge plans. He didn't get very far...
Because as soon as the shuttle came into view, he saw the colorfully painted Katarn armors of Delta Squad, as well as the featureless, dull gray one of their new squad member, in its shadow. His heart sank and he heard Dar curse under his breath. Were the boys ordered as reinforcements? Or as snitches? Or had they already got busted even before they left the Imperial compound?
“You’re already out and about?” Boss greeted him as they were within earshot.
“Could ask you the same thing,” Niner replied as both men eventually placed their right hand on each other’s left shoulder in greeting. Even though everyone was wearing their helmets, Niner could tell there was something else just by the tone of their voices. Something unspoken.
“It has come to our attention that you have been assigned to a special ops.”
“Oh yeah?” Darman sounded noncommittal. “Where did you get that from?”
“Holy Roly. We had a briefing this morning about our deployment on Ossos.” When Niner heard that Delta was assigned to another planet, he relaxed a little, at least for his standards. Still, the fact that anyone else was informed about their operation at all gave him an overtone.
"Where are you heading to?" Scorch, who had remained conspicuously calm until now, asked a short time later.
“Well, he didn’t trust you that far, did he?” Darman teased.
“Not everyone can be as buddy-buddy with him as Squad 40,” Scorch sneered.
Then it was quiet. None of the men moved, and Niner wondered if he and Dar were about to end up having to shoot their way into the shuttle. The odds were against them. All of them.
“Anyway, we wanted to bid goodbye to you,” Boss said. “Nah osik
 I forgot your farewell present in the quarters.” He turned to Fixer in a conspicuously theatrical manner and tilted his head towards the barracks. “Go back and get it!”
“Why me?” Fixer grumbled in response. “Can’t Levin go? He’s the new kid on the block.”
Farewell present? Niner tensed imperceptibly, and out of the corner of his eye he saw Darman subtly reach for the vibroblade in his vembrace.
"You're right! Levin, there's a little box in my locker with a fancy red bow on it. Can you please go and get it quickly? Afterwards we’ll head off to Ossos.” Niner couldn't shake off the feeling that something was indeed very wrong. Since their joint black ops on Coruscant, the relationship between the two squads had improved a lot, but he wouldn’t go to the point where they’d give each other gifts. So what did Boss aim at? Call for reinforcements?
Levin grumbled like Fixer had before, although a little quieter and more reserved. The fact that he was the new guy left him little room for negotiations with his sergeant. He turned to leave... a blue glowing circle of a shot sent him stunned to the ground. A split second later, a second one followed and Rede collapsed next to him to the ground, unconscious. Dar and Niner both simultaneously drew their deezes. Win-or-bust. Was it pure coincidence, fate or the subconscious that stopped them from firing straight away? Whatever, Niner sent a silent prayer to the Force.
Scorch shrugged and jumped down from the ammunition box he had been sitting on until just now.
“Are you planning to strike roots over there or are you going to give me a helping hand?” He nudged Darman with his shoulder before grabbing the immobile commando by the wrist and dragging him toward the ramp. “Come on, we can’t take forever before someone notices!”
As if in a trance, Darman and Niner grabbed Rede to haul him aboard the shuttle.
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However, as soon as the hatch was closed, Scorch found himself being pushed against the nearest wall panel and the visor of a very agitated Darman was just millimeters away from his own. Two unconscious bodies on the ground nearby.
“Keep your shirt on, Dar!” It wasn't Niner who tried to calm the situation but Boss. Niner meanwhile had his blaster pointed at Fixer, who in turn raised his hands in surrender to indicate that he had no intention of fighting back.
"You’re quite nervous, boys."
"What are you doing here?" Niner growled. “Spill it, or Fixer can get himself a new face anytime soon.”
The fact that it had come to this, and that he had to threaten one of his clone brothers with a blaster at all, weighed on him more than anything else in his life. No anti-terror ops, no torture training had ever hurt so much. Would he pull the trigger? No...no he wouldn't. Would he? All he wanted was to leave the osik’la Imperial army behind and finally come home to Mandalore. Manda’yaim. Home, even if he's never been there before. But his brothers were there, his buir. A place where he could finally be himself and find his true nature. Since that day on Gaftikar, he had thought time and again about what life had offered him so far... and what it might offer him in the future. So much more
 A’den was right. Deserting and neglecting his duty, the very idea was abhorrent to him, but losing his family would be so much worse.
For the third time within a short period he was at the point where everything would change, and for the third time fate was putting him to the test. But his heart would shatter if he had to stay behind once again. No... Darman had a son, a responsibility, and he would be damned if he wouldn't get him to accept it. Even at the cost of his honor, his happiness and probably his sanity for the rest of his life. If he had to choose between Dar and Delta... There was only one possible answer. Manda, please please don't let things get to this point!
Boss put his DC aside and Scorch followed suit at the same moment, careful to avoid any rushed movements. The tension inside the shuttle vibrated in the air like high voltage.
“You're on your way to Mandalore, right? Just like the rest of Omega and the Nulls. Just like Fi.”
“Fi is dead,” Darman gritted out, emphasizing the last word.
“Sure, and it never rains on Kamino,” Scorch replied.
Niner considered activating the secure channel in his helmet so that Ordo, or whoever was listening, could follow the conversation and take action if necessary. He decided against it. The risk of the transmission being intercepted and falling into the wrong hands was too imminent.
“How did you get that idea?”
“You must think us pretty stupid, don’t you? Atin and Corr are on the list of deserters, as are the Nulls. It was only a matter of time before you too would disappear into thin air. We were just hoping to catch you in time.”
The fact was now outspoken and lingering in the air and Niner was still considering what he should answer next. Scorch beat him to it.
“Take us with you!”
"Excuse me?"
“You heard right! We want you to take us with you. Sev is still out there somewhere and as long as we’re stuck here we don’t have the slightest chance of looking for him.”
For an endless moment, it was dead silent inside the shuttle.
"Please."
“We are on special ops for Holy Roly to track down any surviving Jedi. Nothing more, nothing less,” Darman said, still unwilling to move even an inch away from Scorch.
“Do what you have to do,” Scorch replied bitterly. "But I would have expected you of all people to understand what this is about."
Qiilura... Without actually mentioning the name, Scorch had conjured up memories of their first mission together. Niner, sergeant of the newly formed Omega squad, had refused to accept Dar as missing in action and, together with Fi and Atin, had stalled as much time as possible to save their brother. Sev, however, was denied this help and only the Force knew whether he was still alive. But he was a brother... and they owed to him to do everything in their power to get him out of whatever osik he was stuck in. Tion'ad hukaat'kama? Who has your back? Who if not the clone brother standing next to you?
It had only been a few months since they had run Delta down during the Separatists' attack on Coruscant, because they hadn’t ignored Yoda's orders to leave Kashyyyk, and yet it seemed an eternity ago.
“We don't expect you to join us in our rescue mission,” Scorch added after a moment, not knowing how Omega had thought about volunteering for exactly that very task. “Drop us off somewhere nice and we’ll move on. And you will have the misfortune of never being able to see our gorgeous faces again.” He sounded almost like Fi

Darman thought of Atin. It was him who had initially voted against the decision to go and look for Dar, just as Vau had punched the attitude into him. Yet he had changed his mind. Darman could still hear the echo of his words: 'What if I had to look at your empty place every day? I wouldn’t have much happiness left in life.’ Delta had been through the same tough school. Was ist possible that they changed as Atin had? Or was Scorch just saying what he thought Darman and Niner wanted to hear? After all, until Sev's disappearance, they were in the fortunate position of still working in their original squad formation, which made them self-confident at best and conceited at worst. What if they were simply obeying another command and trying to stand between him and what he wanted most - a life with his son?
It was this very dilemma that was running circles inside his head, and Darman could feel it seething inside his guts. All the ups and downs of the last few months. The pain of Etain's death that he wanted to keep away until he finally would see Kad again. One wrong word and he would probably have blown up the whole ship. Luckily no thermal detonator was within reach.
But the longer they remained on the ground, the more conspicuous they all became. Niner, unknowingly sharing Darman's thoughts, decided to act.
“Dar! Easy!" He engaged the safety of his deeze and took a step back from Fixer.
It was still a few hours flight to Mandalore and as soon as they were clear of Coruscant and before they were about to enter hyperspace he would contact Ordo anyway. In the event Delta had planned an ambush, there was still enough time to take countermeasures.
Niner nodded to Boss and then rushed to the cockpit and Darman was finally able to break free of his paralysis and followed him suit. He collapsed into the copilot's seat while Niner already caused the shuttle's ion engines to coast. Boss, Fixer and Scorch buckled themselves in the rear jump seats. Rede and Levin were still unconscious and handcuffed to crates.
“Ground control, this is Shuttle IAF-024. Request take-off clearance.” He forced his voice to stay calm.
“IAF-024, all clear for take-off!”
The vibrations echoed through the hull as Niner lifted the ship off the ground and launched into the sky above Imperial City. The whole shabla planet could call itself whatever it wanted, it would be the last time that the five commandos watched as the millions of lights of the city blurred beneath them anyway and the atmosphere around them grew darker and darker. Nobody said a word. And with every click they gained altitude, Niner could feel his heart beating faster and faster. He half expected to hear the disembodied voice of ground control telling him to turn back or to see the TIE fighters outside the transparisteel screen shooting them down.
The minutes passed
 and nothing happened.
Finally he dared to open the comlink in his helmet again.
“Ordo? Come in please!"
“Ordo, Ordo
 It’s always just Ordo. Why doesn’t anyone ever ask about me, huh?” a voice spoke up just a split second later. Obviously its owner had already been waiting for the status report.
“Jaing! It's good to hear you. We’re clear of Coruscant and ready to jump.”
“All right, vod. Your beds are set up. Send you coordinates right away.”
Niner blinked to show the incoming data transmission on his HUD. Figures began to materialize before his eyes. “This isn’t Mandalore.”
"Of course not! We can’t let you come in right here on an Imperial shuttle and risk the transponder signal being traced.” Jaing chuckled softly. “Besides, if you and Dar are suddenly off the grid just like that, we wouldn’t want anyone to come looking for you anywhere near our place, would we?”
Of course not.
“Mereel and myself will come and pick you up. We are going to override the shuttle’s transponder signal and come up with a suitable plan for your disappearance.”
Niner wasn't surprised that the Nulls had already thought so far. Nothing was left to chance. There were already more than enough deserters from Kal Skirata's ranks on the Empire's long list; two more designation numbers could be the final straw. Strictly speaking
.
“Jaing? There’s something else.”
“Doesn’t sound good, vod. What's up? Don’t tell me Dar was willfully obstructive once again and his fiery temper was showing. Ordo’s going to kill him.”
Ohhhh
 There was still the matter of the agitated Darman and the Jedi to be dealt with. Niner had thought about their last conversation again and again and wondered what he could have meant when he said Melusar is going to get all the Jedi he wants. Granted, he had an inkling. But with all the unforeseen commotion with Delta, the matter had actually slipped his mind. Until now. Well, that was a problem he could take care of once they arrived on Mandalore. First there were other matters of urgency.
“We have passengers on board.”
Niner could practically hear Jaing’s smirk. “You haven’t picked up a few stray Jedi to join our distinguished, little commune?”
He snorted a restrained laugh. “Just over Dar’s dead body. No
 we have two unconscious Sparti clones
 and Delta.”
For a moment Jaing was seemingly speechless, then he blurted out: “You’re kidding!”
“Am I Fi or what?”
“Can we trust them?”
Niner knew what he was getting at. Kal'buir had more or less openly admitted that he wanted to provide a retreat for clones who, let's say, wanted to consider an alternative career to the army. Yayax Squad had answered his call, as had several others. Delta, however, had never given any indication that this would be an option for them at all. Even when the circumstances became obvious.
"I think so. I am not sure though."
"Affirmative. Hold on a second!” The line went dead and Niner took the opportunity to enter the coordinates into the navcomp and caught a breath. It was a relief to know that no matter what, he wouldn't have to handle it alone anymore.
“Niner?”
"Yes."
“The six of us are going to pick you up, just in case there is any trouble. Kal'buir and Vau don't know. We don’t want to spoil their joy of reunion in advance.”
"Copy that." The navcomp's calculation was complete. Four hours to the LZ. “We jump. See you then. K'oyacy, Jaing.”
“K'oyacy, Nin'ika!”
Niner levered and activated the hyperspace drive. Outside, the stars blurred into a blue swirl.
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Chapter 57
Boro-Borosa needs help. Sona is not the only one to set off.
Pairing: Din Djarin x OC Female!
ReaderRating: Mature/Explicit (+18)
Warnings: Canon-Typical Violence / Love / Action&Adventure / Blood&Violence / Drama & Romance / Slow Burn / Fluff&Smut
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When Sona went to see Cara the next morning, Paz was already at her door.
"What do you want?" she asked gruffly and walked past him. Paz followed her and grabbed her shoulder, but she shook him off.
"To know what you've decided!"
She could hear the nervous tremor in his voice.
Sona bit her lips and dodged into an alley where there weren't so many people. A few had already noticed the two of them arguing. She gave Paz a sour look and had to control herself not to shout.
"You push a child into a hole and leave him lying there and you ask me what punishment you're getting?"
Paz shook her head.
"I didn't do that, he must have overheard me and ran that way in fright..."
Sona stared at him.
"What could he have overheard you doing?"
Paz swallowed, looked to the ground and raised his hands in resignation.
"Bo-Katan..."
Sona snapped.
"I couldn't tell her anything. I don't know anything. She's so angry!" Paz lied. He was aware that if he told the truth, he would be an outcast and would surely be locked up. But even the untruth didn't reassure Sona. Without saying another word, she left Paz standing there. She was angry with herself because she should have listened to her feelings much sooner. She could feel Paz following her, but she ignored him. At least she tried to.
As always, the door to Cara's office was open and Karga was there with one of his bounty hunters, talking to Mythrol and Kadin. Cara nodded to Sona, who hid her anger despite herself.
"Ziv made it through the night okay, but they're going to give his body some rest before they operate on him again!"
Sona exhaled in relief and she could sense the same action from Paz. If the boy woke up with the memory, Paz would get his just punishment. She would like to tell everyone about it now, but perhaps his contact with Bo-Katan was still useful.
Suddenly an alarm went off on the radio and everyone flinched in shock. Many conversations and noises came in and Mythrol had trouble understanding anything for a while.
"What's going on?" asked Karga. It couldn't mean anything good if there was this commotion. Kadin was on the other radio, wearing a headset and talking to a captain who probably knew more. Kadin took off the headset and Mythrol looked up at everyone.
"All planets are being called upon to send rescue ships with medical personnel and other helpers, if possible working droids. There was a catastrophic earthquake on Boro-Borosa and other strong aftershocks that destroyed the capital and the other cities. First responders were probably also injured in the aftershocks. Soldiers from the New Republic are already on their way!"
Sona froze. While most people only knew Boro-Borosa by name or knew that Din had recently been there with Liara, Sona had a personal connection.
"Walli!" she exclaimed, startled, and everyone looked at her questioningly.
"Her sister lives there," Paz replied when Sona didn't respond. Cara touched the weaponsmith on the shoulder and that brought her out of her stupor.
"I have to see her!" she shouted and wanted to go, but Karga held her back.
"We'll ask at the medical center which of the doctors is expendable and also collect materials. We'll also look for volunteers, including those with medical knowledge! Then they will set off together. Acting hastily won't help now!"
He nodded to her and Sona took a deep breath. Karga was right. She nodded, then he left the office with the bounty hunter to devote himself to the task at hand.
"I'll go with you," Paz said forcefully and Sona didn't contradict him.
When Sona stepped onto the ramp of the rescue ship with her rucksack a few hours later, there was a lot of hustle and bustle around her. Goods were still being loaded and families were saying goodbye to their loved ones and friends. There were also many Mandalorians at her side when they heard about the disaster. Paz stepped up beside her and she knew he wanted to make it up to her. She couldn't bear to be near him... Sona raised her hand when she spotted Cara and she nodded to her. Sona sighed, started moving and looked for a seat. As the ship took off, she hoped they could help many and find her sister alive along with her husband.
A shaking woke Sona, she hadn't been able to sleep for a long time because she was so worried, but eventually sleep overcame her. Paz was standing in front of her, his hand still on her shoulder. In the other, he held a bowl of fruit. She took an apple and noticed that the others were also eating.
"We land in an hour!" came from the loudspeaker. During this time, everyone was lost in thought. Two doctors from the hospital were talking about the possible injuries and how they would proceed. Sona swallowed when they talked about amputations and was really glad when the jump out of hyperspace pushed her into her seat and the men ended their conversation. At first they could only see the darkness of space through the narrow windows, but then it became brighter. Clouds passed by and then they flew over sand dunes.
"We've been assigned to Amos!" the pilot announced and Sona closed her eyes. Hopefully Walli was all right.
They found a place on the edge of the still intact spaceport. It had been specially built for vibrations and had suffered only minimal damage. As the ramp lowered, warm air and all kinds of noises hit them. Basic and various languages could be heard alongside the typical droid sounds.
Soldiers could be seen running towards other new arrivals who had landed in front of them. A woman, her name Ajuda embroidered on her jacket, welcomed the troops from Nevarro and smiled warmly at them despite everything. She looked curiously at the Mandalorians' armor. A Twi'lek from Karga's guild approached her and handed her a datapad. All the names of the helpers and their loadings were written on it. She nodded and waved to a droid to unload the ship.
"I'll show them where they'll be staying first and then we'll assign them to their tasks!"
They were taken to a container containing cots and wet cells. They left their luggage there. Sona turned to the female soldier.
"My sister lives here with her husband!"
The woman looked at Sona, her expression regretful.
"We've set up several military hospitals outside, maybe their names are on their lists!"
The soldier did not speak of the other list and Sona smiled gratefully at her.
As they approached the large forecourt, Sona stopped, shaken. So much had changed. On her last visit, she had enjoyed the smells, the colors and the life in every corner of this city. She had stayed far too short a time. She looked at the large white gate that led into the city. It had indeed resisted the tremors, some of the mosaics had fallen out, but the high walls around it had collapsed along with the buildings. Orbaks pulled out the rubble on carts, Banthas were waiting there to transport it further. Among all the helpers of different races, the smaller creatures with their trunk-shaped noses stood out. Blarinans.
"They were the first to come!" said Ajuda gratefully, who had noticed where everyone was staring. Ajuda took Sona aside while she sent the others to a shelter where the work was being distributed. "I'll take them to the military hospital!"
Sona nodded and climbed into the glider. They drove past supply tents and droid charging stations and reached the city limits. In front of them, Sona could see a landscape of tents as far as the eye could see. All the medical personnel were here. Several containers caught her eye.
"That's where the operations take place, the doctors were able to save some lives!"
While Ajuda talked to another soldier and checked the lists, Sona observed those who were bustling around. Pregnant women with only minor injuries walked up and down their paths. Uninjured children played with each other, their relatives somewhere in the tents. Elderly people supported each other and lamented having lost their homes.
"We've found someone with that name!" Sona heard and followed the soldier. Her heart pounded in her throat as they walked through the rows of wounded, just a little privacy through a curtain. Near the end, Ajuda pulled it aside and Sona saw her brother-in-law.
"Nhean!" she exclaimed. His eyes widened, his leg was in a cast and one arm was bandaged. His usually bright blue eyes had lost their sparkle, but she could see the surprise in them. Ajuda left the two of them alone and Sona took a seat in the chair next to the bed.
"Did you find Walli?" he asked, his voice busy and knowing immediately from Sona's worried expression that this was not the case.
"My mother died, I was in the oasis when the earth started shaking that night. Walli had stayed at home. A technician from the city was in the oasis, she had checked the measurements. She took me with her and I immediately started to help. It was so terrible. And then there was this aftershock, that's when it hit me..."
Nhean pointed to his leg.
"I wish I could help!"
Sona squeezed his hand tightly and firmly.
"I'll find her!"
After three days of searching, however, Sona no longer believed she would see her sister alive again. An AZ droid hovered next to her and Paz, while another team had just recovered bodies and were now taking them away. At night, when the others took over her work, Sona lay awake. When she closed her eyes, she dreamed of the chaos and, above all, the smell. Even now, it was in her nose again and she envied the droid for not being able to smell it.
They had come so far and had reached the neighborhood where Nhean and Walli lived. They found toys, cooking utensils, clothes and other private things that had once belonged to someone. They were either in the military hospital or still under the rubble. Droids used thermal imaging cameras to see if there were any living people to be found. And indeed, they had some hits. Then it became quiet, any work nearby was interrupted and they tried to make contact before looking for a way down. But they became rarer...
Sona hooked her helmet onto her belt, took a drink of water and wiped her sweaty forehead. Today the sun was burning down on her mercilessly and despite the cooling function of her helmet, it was unbearable. She spotted colorful scribbles on a still-standing wall as she let her gaze wander. Branches of a fallen tree protruded from between the stones. An intrusive beeping could be heard and she noticed how the droid with the thermal imaging camera moved across a field and flew back again. It beeped again and reported several bodies.
"There seems to be a cavity giving them shelter. They're moving!" declared the AZ droid and the work began. Some of the rubble was cleared away, then they heard children crying and a woman shouting. Even though the voice was muffled, Sona knew immediately who it belonged to.
"Walli?!" she called out several times and then finally received a relieving answer. They lowered food bars and water packets through a small gap so that they had something until the rest of the debris could be carefully removed. In other areas, other search teams had also found survivors and you could feel everyone bursting with positive energy.
And then it was finally time, they got the mother and baby out first. The older boy hung limply in the arms of a rescuer, followed by Walli. She and Sona hugged each other, crying with joy. "Ori'vod (older sister)!" Sona whispered gratefully, kissing her on the forehead. Walli clung to her. Sona gently wiped the dust from Walli's cheek. She looked at the debris, startled.
"My helmet!"
Sona frowned. Walli nodded.
"Yes, I had it with me!"
Paz, who had heard the conversation, put his water bottle down on a ledge, went back and spoke to the droid.
"Why did you have the helmet with you?" Sona wanted to know and Walli sighed. Her hair was just as covered in dust, falling down as she moved, but otherwise she looked fine.
"Nhean wasn't home and I felt a restlessness in me all day that I took the helmet into the bedroom. I felt a certain security radiating from it... When it started to shake, I put it on after all this time. I thought that if something fell on my head, I would be better protected. I ran into the stairwell, up to Danica and helped her with the kids. On the way down, everything was crashing down around us and I thought we were going to die. But Ahio saved us. He controls the Force and stopped the debris, we were locked in the void. It was a basement room, we had stored water there. Ahio was pretty weak since then and slept most of the time. The encounter with him didn't do Liara any good either. He showed her something, a prisoner called Cara!"
Sona looked at the boy who was receiving medical attention.
"He saw it?"
Walli nodded.
"It must have been terrible. Liara wasn't well and he had nightmares for many days! Did she make it?"
Sona nodded and another paramedic came up to them and wanted to check Walli over.
"I got him!" she heard Paz say and saw the AZ coming towards him, taking off his helmet so he could climb back out of the pit. Then she felt this vibration. One of the aftershocks. Not the first since they'd been here.
"Oh no!" exclaimed Walli, who also knew the cause, and then the ground shook. Not violently, but enough to shake the body. Sona still hadn't gotten used to it. She saw the bottle fall off the wall and Paz's helmet, which he had placed on top of it, wobbled.
"Watch out!" someone shouted, but by then it was already happening and pieces of wall were sliding into the pit. Sona would never forget the sound of one of them hitting Paz.
The hum of the ship taking off went through her whole body and Sona sat exhausted in her seat. They had been helping for several more days and had also been to Sorra, one of the other cities. Now they were flying from Amos back to Nevarro, while new ships landed and brought helpers. It would be some time before they had cleaned up everywhere. They had heard again and again from the locals that they wanted to rebuild everything. Perhaps not everything would be as big as before, but they still didn't want to give up.
The gate of their city had also held up and would hopefully soon be able to welcome the people of Amos again. But not everyone was staying. Walli and Nhean sat opposite Sona. Despite his injuries, he was feeling much better now that his wife was back with him. The sparkle in his eyes had returned. Danica also came with them. Ahio could hardly wait to run into the ship. Sona was happy for the boy that he was fit again. Her gaze went to the almost empty seat next to her. Only his helmet was on it. She stood up and looked out of the window; the pilot had told her that he would fly over it. And he did. It was late when they took off, the sun had already set, but it was almost daylight in the desert. Torches had been set up in front of the graves and the lines hardly wanted to end. So many who had not survived the quake or who had died helping. Paz was now one of them. As they jumped into hyperspace, Sona's communicator came on. She smiled with relief when she read the message. Ziv had woken up again.
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Hello police! Please arrest the author of this story. She torments readers and characters.
All good things come in threes? You need several attempts before you finally give them their happily ever after.
The scene in the cantina 😅 Rex
I would have loved to see that sunrise too đŸ€©
Time After Time
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Rating: 18+ Minors do NOT read
Pairing: Cody x fem!reader
Wordcount: 10k
Warning: Fluff, Romance, flirting and pining, porn with plot and feelings. Cody loves to hand in command and you can’t convince me otherwise.
A/N: This story was soooo long on my to-do list... almost two years by now. And yes... it's pretty much self-indulgent as I am an accountant.
Summary: One night when you pull an all-nighter again to deal with the upcoming audits, Commander Cody is the only one willing to help you out of your misery. It's the first of a few awkward encounters, but it seems never to be the right place nor time.
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It's around midnight while you're still sitting at your desk, on the brink of a headache. Absent-mindedly you rub your temples. Patience has never been your long suit, but neither has giving up. Annual accounts have always been the most stressful time of the year for you, but ever since you joined the GAR headquarters as a management accountant, audits became a nightmare. The sheer amount of accounting processes and the blatant lack of accountants just orthogonal to each other. Back then as you started to work for the GAR, you were sure it would be the key to success on your career trajectory. Now you think it’s been your biggest mistake. There are only a few days left until the contortionists from the Republic Treasury Audit Division will review the records and turn everything inside out within this building. And there were still so many figures missing. Right now you ascertain that you have absolutely no clue about the count of operative starfighters, vessels and vehicles of any kind
 let alone the number of clones in the service of the GAR. And what’s even worse
 especially the last figure - assets and not human resources - doesn’t even seem to be of any interest. Not to the High Command, not to the RTAD or the Senate and even less to the civilian population throughout the galaxy they defend.
All you need is someone in charge to provide you the missing information, to put their Tarsus Valorum on the reports. You sent a flood of letters to several departments during the last weeks. But every request you made was rejected, every comm call remained unanswered. And so you still sit alone in front of a mountain of work like a nerf in the headlights.
It’s all too much. And after you stared at your screen for another few minutes and your vision becomes blurred, you bury your face in your hands and let your frustration wash over you and your tears run free. There’s no one around to judge you anyway or think you're childish. Crying doesn’t help you along with your work, but at least it does give you an outlet for your stress right now. Just like the strangled sob that leaves your throat and rings out in the office.
You don’t hear the approaching footfall, and only when someone knocks at your doorframe do you look up puffy from crying. All the possibilities! Hundreds of employees with access codes to this section of the headquarters, but it has to be none other than Marshal Commander Cody to show up in the middle of the night and find you in a mess. Now you don’t feel just swamped but also dumb. It’s not that you would actually know him. You met him a few times in the mess hall or ran into him in the hallways. You never exchanged words, it still was enough for you to develop a secret crush on him. Though you’d rather die than to tell anyone. He’s far out of your league, busy and simply Cody. The Cody

“My apologies ma’am. May I come in?”
He fills the whole door frame with his shape. Formidable the only word to describe him in his battle worn armor with the iconic sunrise painted on it. With his helmet clutched to his side, he gifts you with his bare face. His handsome face with the scar at his temple, dirty from sweat, dust and whatever. Flushed. And radiant, dark brown eyes. And ruffled hair. He looks tired. Dead on his feet. And still so young somehow.
“Oh. Yes. Sure. Uhmmm
 c-come in , sir,” you stutter and sound as if you have difficulties articulating even one simple sentence. He must take you for a moron. A squeamish moron. To save the last bit of dignity you have, you get up from your chair and wipe the tears off your face. It’s a hopeless endeavor.
His armor rattles as Cody walks into your office. And now you can smell him and the blaster residues that stick to his gear. It’s such a warm, masculine scent. Your pulse accelerates for another reason.
“If my chrono isn’t broken, and I am sure it is not, you shouldn't be here anymore,” he chides you, politely avoiding mentioning your emotional state.
“Tell the HR,” you answer tiredly. It makes him hum with awareness.
“So it’s not only the troops that are understaffed.”
“No. I’d say ‘run short’ is the name of the game.” Once again you look at the reports on your desk in resignation and that’s the moment your tears resume falling. He responds with a comforting ‘now, now
’ and then he actually asks what your problem is. He does care, you realize in amazement, even though he seems to need a snatch of sleep himself and shouldn’t be anywhere but his bunk right now. Even though he doesn’t even know you. And you probably should say it’s nothing and send him away to his well-deserved downtime, but instead you relish the little time and conversation you share with him and tell him about the annual reporting, the audit and the missing authorisation.
“For the first time, I don’t have a clue how to get my job done,” you eventually confess hoarsely. It’s one thing to know about the difficulties you are facing, but saying them out loud only makes it worse. “I think I will pull another all-nighter, make up some figures, and then show up at the High Command’s door to sign my fucking reports.” You didn’t mean to curse, but you’re far too agitated to control your language at this late hour, so all you can do is blush in front of him in embarrassment.
“I see. Will you excuse me for a minute, ma’am?” He asks and then turns away to leave you. Just like anyone else always did.
You stay behind, still crying, but at least you had the chance to talk a few words with your crush. And once you are done with your reporting, you’ll be able to daydream about this moment for the rest of your life. What a miserable life if dreams are all you got. You sit down, slap your flat hand on the tabletop, curse because it hurts, and then start typing while you glare at your screen. About five minutes later you interrupt your work yet again, because the refreshing scent of hot caf fills your nostrils.
“I thought if we want to make it through the night, we could also get some help.” He puts down a tray with two mugs and a plate with cookies, and then he’s smiling at you. A lovely, boyish, charming smile that makes your heart skip a beat.
“And I took the chance to make myself slightly more presentable.” He washed his face and combed his hair. Now he looks like the poster boy of the GAR with his observing eyes, the kind expression and the impressive build, still tired but above such kind of deficiencies. If you’d be standing, your knees would give out. So you only sit on your chair all weak as he comes closer and towers over you.
“What do you need me to do mesh’la?” Now you see that he brought his datapad too. You wonder if what you’ve heard of is your sleep-deprived brain playing tricks on you?
“Uhmm
 I
 I don’t want to keep you from sleeping or whatever you were up to.”
“That’s not the answer to my question,” the commanding undertone just comes so naturally to his way of speaking. It eluded a sense of certainty and comfort.
“I need the actual status of assets and then the reports to be signed.” He leans down to have a closer look on your computer.
“Okay. I can do that.”
Well, that was an answer you certainly didn’t expect. With a last attempt to save him from working overtime and doing paperwork that is obviously not his business you ask him: “Are
 are you authorized to provide and sign the data, sir?” But then again it’s Commander Cody.
“Well, let's find out, I'd say. Besides
” the Commander turns his head to look around in the deserted building, putting on an unimpressed expression. “There’s no one here to compromise my authority. And if someone were here,” he winks, not even knowing how he’s almost giving you a heart attack with that little gesture, “I want to see them try, mesh’la.”
Now that makes you actually laugh, even though your voice is still hoarse from crying. But you are more than grateful that he’s here and moreover, willing to help you. Your daydreams are going to be so much better.
“Okay, let me see what you’ve got. But no more of this,” he orders you politely but firmly, gesturing to the way your cheeks are still stained with tears. You give him a consenting smile, but even before you can wipe the tears off your face, he does it himself. His warm, large hands cup your cheeks, and his thumbs gently brush away the moist patterns.
Oh
 shit. Neither of you moves for a remarkable long second, keeping up eye contact, and there’s no way he doesn’t hear your heartbeat. Even though you can’t quite determine the look in his eyes, it almost immediately threatens to make you pass out, burns on your skin, and you literally feel the shiver rolling down your spine with the way his gaze flicks over your face. Force, he looks like he has an inner monologue about what the fuck he’s doing here with you, and eventually he drops his hands and takes a step back.
“See? Much better now.”
You only nod in response, while you still try to get your head around what just happened.
“May I ask your name?” There’s a change in his voice that stirs butterflies in your belly and you sincerely hope that your own voice doesn’t betray your excitement when you tell him your name.
“Suits you,” he says. “And for tonight I’m Cody for you and not ‘Commander’ or ‘Sir’. I’d say that’s only fair if we spend the night with one another.”
And with that, he sits down next to you at your desk, relaxed in marked contrast to you, but there’s some kind of tension hanging in the air, almost tangible. If someone had told you this morning that the day would end like this, you would have called them a liar. Now you find yourself caught in one of your wildest dreams. Well, maybe not the wildest, but definitely in a situation you would have never dared hoping for.
For the next three hours you sit side by side, immersed in work. He peruses classified documents, names numbers and figures and you note them down in your records. From time to time he comms someone. You have no idea who he’s talking to, but the way he speaks tells you it can only be one of his siblings. Sometimes the entire conversation is in a foreign language you don’t understand. But the melodic words that fall from his tongue send warm shivers through your entire body. You bite down on your lip to hide the smile when he talks.
Another time he leans over to check something on your datapad
 and his cheek almost brushes against yours. To hold back the gasp that threatens to leave you an almost inhuman task. All figures are forgotten in an instant when you have him so close that you inhale his scent and sense his warmth on your skin. Almost imperceptibly he turns his head and the hair on his forehead brushes along your temple. Did you hear him sigh quietly? You try your best, but it’s hard to concentrate on anything but his presence after that moment

“I’ve seen you before, mesh’la,” he says out of the blue, taking you off guard as he signs another document. You’ve seen him on several occasions, you just wouldn’t have guessed it was mutual.
“I thought you didn’t even notice me,” you answer, dumbstruck. “I mean, I’m just another person in the crowd.”
That makes him glance up at you, with a lopsided grin on his lips. Cody then puts the stylus down, deliberately slow. He reaches out and tilts your chin up towards him, making you meet his eyes.
Your eyes widen at his approach, heart stopping, and your breathing picks up slightly

“To begin with, anyone who wouldn’t notice you in a crowd would be an osi’yaim,” he states and you are a trembling mess while you try to hold his gaze. “And aside from that, you do know that you talk to a clone, right? I depend on spotting individuals in the crowd. Distinguishing the little differences that makes each one special
 and I am not talking about the markings on armors.”
Force, help me! You long to know what he’s thinking of right now while you get aware of the arousal simmering beneath your skin.
“What do you mean?”
He gently skims along your bottom lip without ever touching it
 In all honesty, you are afraid of how your body would react if he doesn’t stop right now. But do you want him to stop?
“I mean that
” Cody leans a little closer to you, faces almost touching

The chirp of his comm disrupts whatever he was going to say
 going to do.
“What is it?!” he growls as he answers the call. It is Waxer to let him know that General Kenobi called a briefing.
There’s regret shimmering in his eyes as he looks up at you for the next time.
“I just got an oh-eight-hundred call and I need to get some things done before that. I am sorry mesh’la but I have to leave.”
“It’s okay, Cody,” you say sheepishly. Embarrassed, now that the magical moment is gone. “I kept you busy far longer than it was decent anyway.”
He smirks in response. And when he rises from his seat he takes your hand to drag you with him.
“Hush! It was a pleasure to spend time with you. But now you need to go to sleep. Take a day off tomorrow,” he says and then dons his helmet. Cody is gone, but the Commander remains for a few more thrilling seconds.
“And yes ma’am, that’s an order!”
Rooted to the spot and not really even breathing, you
 just keep staring at him while he leaves. Ohhh, he looks so darn gorgeous in his armor, even more now that you got to know him just a little better. Your chest suddenly feels incredibly tight. He doesn’t look back at you
 and you wonder if you will ever see him again.
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It’s loud and crowded when Cody enters the mess hall this afternoon and immerses in a sea of plastoid armor with all different colorful markings. Almost every table is occupied with cheering, chatting or contesting brothers. And kark, some di’kuts started a food fight - again. He straightens his posture and puts on an air of importance, Rex would call it a scowl, and just like that the commotion reduces to a tolerable level. Maybe he should have stayed in his quarters. But then again, there was this tiny glimmer of hope that if he makes a detour through the offices in the headquarters on his way over here, he might get a glimpse of you. Yet your desk was abandoned and Cody couldn’t deny the slight sting in his chest.
Six weeks since he met you and helped you out of your misery. Six weeks in which he reconsidered that night in his mind over and over again. There was this moment you both had. Moments. There have been more. He was smitten with you and your nature. And he assumed that you reciprocate this feeling. Well, if he's honest to himself, you didn't say or even hint anything like that, but there were those tiny signals, a lovely blush, a silent gasp, held breath
 All he wanted was to toe the invisible line between the two of you and see if he was right, but then he almost overstepped and lost his self-restraint as he touched your face. He still can remember how your skin felt so warm under his touch and how your eyes were glassy. But what if he mistook fear for arousal? If his comm wouldn’t have stopped him, he would have leaned down to kiss you. Back then he was sure you would have kissed him back, now he isn’t anymore. And maybe all he would have got was a slap in his face. He still can’t suppress a smile at the thought as he lines up at the serving counter. At least he would have worn a mark of you on him.
“What are you up to, Codes?” Rex all of a sudden appears behind him. “I know that smile.”
Cody, taken by surprise, still maintains his composure and wears a smug grin as he turns towards his brother. “Forging plans, vod. You know we never get to rest.”
“Sure.” Rex grins back at him just as smug. “Don't your plans by any chance have something to do with a certain woman?”
Cody shouldn’t have called Rex that night. Ever since then, his brother teases him, challenges him to go and find you and sort things out. And he wants to! Force, he really wants to! But there are always disruptions, foreseen and unforeseen, to bar him from talking to you. For example being deployed on another third-class backwater planet in the galaxy that all of a sudden seems to be of great importance to the supreme chancellor and the senate. Tz.
“Of course not.”
“Of course
 not,” Rex parrots. “And that she just entered the mess hall is nothing but a coincidence. Hm?”
That’s the moment Cody almost does lose his composure in public. Shit, he almost even drops his tray. Rex takes it off his hands.
“Go! Talk to her. I’ll get your food for you.” His brother has the audacity to throw you a smile and then gently gives him a push in your direction, not only hoodwinking him but also undermining his authority.
“Rex’ika, ne shab'rud'ni!” he growls low-voiced. His brother only chuckles. Cody straightens his posture and walks over to you.
“Hey.”
You are the first to speak when he eventually stands in front of you in a corner of the mess hall. And the six weeks apart all of a sudden melt into thin air when he looks at you. No: ‘Hey Cody’, he hears with regret, but no ‘Hello Sir’ either. Dare he hope that you are unsure of how you interrelate with him? He takes it as a good sign.
“Su cuy'gar, mesh’la,” he greets you and you cast down your eyes bashfully. So you still get flustered when he speaks Mando’a to you.
“I wasn’t sure if you would want to see me at all. I had the impression the captain compelled you to come over.”
Your words sting him. The last time he saw you, he cradled your face and stroked your cheek. And then he went away
 like a di’kut. Yes, duty called as it usually does, but the war didn’t end that night anyway. The order of the galaxy wouldn't have been thrown into turmoil if he would have stayed with you just one minute longer. At least not more than it already was. Is. If he only would have talked to you sooner, he could have saved you from such thoughts. Then again, it’s not his fault that he’s been deployed in the middle of nowhere. ‘Spare me your excuses, Commander!’ he scolds himself.
“Rex didn’t need to compel me. I would have come sooner if I had the time,” he confesses and for whatever reason he leaves out the fact that he was trying to visit you in your office just a few minutes ago. After a moment he adds: “I am sorry.”
“You don’t have to be sorry,” you say quietly, voice almost drowning in the noise of the facility. Then both of you fall silent again, nothing but pleading gazes. So much to say, so much more to ask. So much he wants to do. But this is neither the time nor the place for it. Too many prying eyes and eavesdropping. Again.
“How did your annual audit go?” Cody catches at a straw to keep the conversation rolling.
“Oh pretty good,” you answer with a chuckle. “The auditors were nothing less than impressed by all the documented figures I provided. At least until they realized that this meant a lot more work for them. They left crying last week.”
Cody laughs. As a result, some of the nearby 212th troopers suspend their meal to gape at him in disbelief. It’s not that Cody wouldn’t be blithe among them, but most of the time he’s so engaged in keep things ticking over: pulling their shebse out of the fire, battleplans, strategic meetings, briefing, debriefing, kicking clankers, picking General Kenobi’s lightsaber up, preventing General Skywalker’s haywire plans, dealing with the fact that fate plays havoc with schedules
 whatever. And most of the time he’s just incredibly tired. Not that he would let his exhaustion show, but it gets more and more difficult for him to maintain the image of an unwavering Marshal Commander with each day longer the war rages on. He just can’t allow himself to be Cody when he’s with them most of the time.
“I knew you’d call the shots, mesh’la.” He cocks his head and winks. “I wouldn't have expected anything less from such a mirdala, mesh’la dala like you.” You smile at him brightly, and he’d gladly give years of his short lifetime if it would mean that he could spend his remaining existence watching you.
“Are you ever going to tell me what it means that you are calling me, Co-... Commander?”
He locks eyes with you. “Oh, but that would spoil all the fun. Right?”
For a second he assesses the risk of you asking one of the other clones what his words mean
 and decides that you probably won't be that bold. And if you’d prove him otherwise, he still can threaten the vod you ask with death if he ever tells. Sure, as if that would stop him. His thoughts are immediately interrupted as he watches you chew on your lower lip, heat spreading on your cheeks as you try to maintain eye contact with him for a few more moments before you get too flustered and give up, trying to hide your face at your shoulder. Kark! He’s in trouble. His own accelerating heartbeat tells him so.
Reaching out his hand, he tilts up your head gently, completely forgetting the surroundings and the hundreds of clones and otherwise employed around. It’s just you and him.
“Don’t you dare and hide that smile from me.”
You softly shake your head while his index finger still props up your chin. There’s a shimmer in your eyes and his own reflection within. Just a little push
 and this time he could lean down to kiss you, tasting those sweet lips for the first time.
“Ahhh Cody
 I was hoping to find you in here,” General Kenobi’s voice suddenly appears out of nowhere. Like a scalded loth cat you take a step back and out of his reach. He longs to chase after you and stop you from going, but you already murmur an excuse and head off to the service counter. He watches as Rex hands you the tray with food he probably got for him while he finds himself drowning in a flood of words from his General.
Force help me!
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Another day passing by more or less eventless. Nothing but paperwork, dull meetings and tasteless slop in the mess hall. You sigh silently to yourself as you make your way back to your office, no longer hungry but all the more downcast. It would have been better if you had gotten takeaway food from the Fondorian diner on the way home, but it's not the dubious deli food that drives you to the headquarter’s canteen every day anyway. And yet he hasn’t shown up for more than a month by now. Your clandestine research has shown that the 212th is currently deployed on Geonosis, a fact that’s frightening you more than anything. The daily reports of extraordinary depreciation adding fuel to the fire of your anxiety. You don’t even dare to watch the holonews anymore, instead you keep your life in its usual frame to distract yourself
 more or less successful. You go to work in the morning, drag yourself through the business of the day, walk back home in the late afternoon. A matter of routine. Sometimes you meet friends. But when you listen to them talking about their partners only makes you notice how lonely you truly are.
Being single wasn’t too bad until you met Cody and allowed your daydreams about him to become more tangible while he kindled your fantasies all the more with the deliberate looks he gave you. Fleeting touches and inklings of his own intentions
 just to ghost out of your reach again. Stars, it’s as maddening as it is thrilling.
Distraction is what you need, for your own sanity. Maybe you should have a walk in the skydome after work before you go home and
 do nothing once again. You could com your bestie and ask her to join you. Yes. That’s what you’re going to do. Still one hour of work left and then

Stopping dead in your tracks, your heart drops into your guts as you reach the door to your office and find it occupied. Instantly you wonder if you overstepped your authority by any means or got into subsequent trouble with the RTAD. Once again you wonder if joining the GAR was your best idea. Your concerns only last for so long. No less than Commander Cody himself sits behind your desk, still fully armored with his helmet on its rightful place between his shoulders, arms resting casually on your desktop. You only gasp in surprise.
“Are you coming in or what?” he orders softly, his low baritone slightly disguised by the vocoder in his helmet.
“Okay.” It’s all you can say as a shudder quite suddenly runs down your spine at the vibrant tone of his voice, for real and not just a memory in your dreams. The step you take is the only audible sound in the room beside the low ‘swoosh’ as the door closes behind you. Did
? Did he just lock you in here with himself?
“I
 I didn't expect you to be here, Commander. Is there anything I can help you with?” You ask him, resting your back against the wall panel as casually as you are able to muster up, amazed by the courage you found somewhere deep inside you and the urge to tease him subtly.
Instead of answering, he cocks his head just a little, the black, unfathomable visor pinning you in place for what feels like eternity. And you hold your breath, your palms starting to sweat, while you wonder if he’s assessing your behavior. Is he amused, mystified or turned on? With his helmet on you can’t tell, but you want to believe there is a smile hidden inside.
“Actually, there is something you can help me with, mesh’la,” Cody eventually says, a dangerous edge to his soft tone. The quiet command almost vibrates through you. It’s the third time that you meet him
 and something feels different about him. The first time he was kind and attentive, almost courting you. The last time, he showed a hint of awkwardness for a split second. And this time? He holds an air of dignity. Is he here to bring something to an end that hasn’t even started yet?
Cody then rises from your chair, straightening up to his full height and as he slowly approaches you while you take a step away from the wall to meet him in the middle of your small room.He absolutely towers over you with his frame. Such an impressive warrior! He would be absolutely intimidating if
 if you wouldn’t know who he is inside his armor. The plastoid, adorned with the iconic sunrise, is battered and tainted by the dust and dirt of Geonosis. Telling you a story of devastation and bravery in the field. You stare up at his dark visor, wishing nothing more than to see his handsome face, and yet enjoying the thrill.
“Yeah? Which is?” You whisper, your body beginning to tingle.
Nothing. For a few more, agonizing seconds while you blink up at him and he just stands there in front of you, waiting. Your heart is racing, and you’re basking in the confidence emanating from him, deadly, awing and oh so calm.
“You could explain to me how it is that I can't stop thinking about you. Not even in the most unlikely moments,” his voice eventually breaks through the silence. The words linger in the air
 and all of a sudden an unprecedented heat wave rushes through you. Did he just say what he said?
“I
,” words fail you and you virtually feel his gaze on you. Although you can’t see them
 you just know that Cody’s eyes observe your face closely. The blush that’s creeping across your cheeks.
His confession comes unexpected - even to himself. Over the last few weeks, Cody tried to push the reminiscence of your encounters aside. But everytime he attempted, the pictures only came back more forcefully. The scent of your hair haunted him in the darkness of Geonosis’s caverns. The sensation of your skin beneath his fingertips kept him awake when he should be sleeping instead. Focusing had never been so difficult. And he knew that he could only produce relief if he’s going to see you. Still, he would have rather died than tell anyone about his feelings. Not even to Rex... but his brother would probably see right through him at first glance.
Your eyes are still fixed to his visor. Even though he regrets that he can’t watch their natural beauty unfiltered, Cody nevertheless appreciates the way the thousand and one filters and sensors inside his helmet highlight the effects he has on you: the lovely tinge of heat on his HUD, the quiet sound of your every breath in his ears, every shaky inhalation you take, amplified by technical appliances and filling his senses.
“... I 
why
 Why would you think about me?” you murmur hesitantly, unaware of the way you gradually make him lose his sanity.
There you are, the most stunning creature he had the chance to meet, either by a lucky coincidence or Force’s providence, clad in the chaste uniform of the GAR. He wants to know how you’d look without it. Cody’s eyes begin to wander, taking in the tiny inches of exposed skin on your hands and neck, the way the gray, solid fabric hugs your hips. Again, his hands feel that pull, that ache to touch you. He wants to dig his fingers into the soft flesh at your waist
 This time there aren’t lightyears of space between you to prevent him.
Osi’yaim, he curses himself, trying to maintain the remnants of his self-control. In his mind Cody conjures up the image of his DC-15 blaster carabiner, mentally disassembling it and putting it back together, as he’s been drilled in years of training, at distraction. He gives up the pathetic attempt and decides to play with fire. You watch with widening eyes as Cody begins to round you; his fingers merely ghost along the neckline on top of your shoulders as he practically prowls around you. Why? Why is he just not able to keep his hands off you?
Just another small step
 and then he stops to stand directly behind you, the proximity of him... of his warmth is causing you to shiver. His words even more.
“You can’t think of any reason?” He whispers suddenly close to your ear. Already so pent up, you feel more than hear yourself making a quiet noise as he teasingly adds “Mesh’la.” Stars, you wonder if you are caught in a dream. If you have dozed off during work and soon you’re about to wake up and he’s gone again.
“I’m not sure
 Cody,” your voice is wantonly breathy, desperate for the attention he’s giving you. Pressing your legs together, you instantly feel the arousal pooling between them. No
 this feels real. More than just real. How is it possible that this one man set you on fire and got under your skin, even though you've only shared so little time? You close your eyes in delight.
The way you breathe his name sounds like a revelation. Oh, you know how to tempt him! Cody can sense the tension rolling off your body even without the sensors, the little tremble of your thighs as you try to hold still in front of him. If you only knew that he struggles with the same restraint, he’d be a goner. Strange enough, he actually savors his restraint as well as endure it, and he can literally feel the strain coursing through his body, every muscle inside him is tense.
And finally
 his composure falters and he gives in to the temptation.
“Because
 ” he whispers but instead of finishing the sentence, Cody lowers his head. The unmistakable motion of a kiss as adamant plastoid touches your skin.
If only he could throw away his buy’ce and bury his face in the crook of your neck, he’d breathe you in to revive the reminiscent of your scent and would taste you for the first time. But it’s afternoon and not in the middle of the night, and with the considerable risk of someone barging in the next moment he rather forsakes the thought. It is not the consequences he has to bear that worry him, it’s your reputation, your career and future at stake.
You whimper a soft sigh when he hums into your neck, the pleasant rumble through the vocoder vibrating in your chest. Your breathing is fast and uneven, a burning desire sparking in your core, just at the idea of his mouth on the sensitive, fragile skin. You hear yourself begging him to take off his helmet and him chuckling in response. All you need is his touch and the closeness that he is willing to give you in this precious moment

And yet the Force is fickle.
Only a few moments later the comm at your desk buzzes, commanding your attention. Cody groans and you throw an exasperated look towards the blinking indicators on the device. “Fucking shit!!! Can.. can we just ignore it? Can’t be that urgent”, but he’s already taking a step back from you, his hands that were resting on your shoulders only a split second ago ghost out of reach.
“It’s alright, cyar’ika,” he hums. “We’ll get another chance.” And you slowly nod in enforced confirmation, shooting him an apologetic look as he walks out of your little office. This time, when he reaches the threshold, the Commander stops and throws a glance back at you. The slight tilt of his helmet
 it’s a silent promise he gives.
Cody watches in mild amusement as you slump in your chair and sigh. His own arousal is burning inside him and almost combusting his armor, but he does his best to shove it to the back of his mind and sustain the image of the dutiful Marshal Commander. Silent and loyal.
Whatever reason the Force has to interfere, it is better to be a good one, he grumbles in the privacy of his helmet.
You answer the call and have a hard time focusing on the flood of information that the treasury agent is letting rain down on you. Several times you try to disrupt him, but you don’t stand a chance every single time. How close joy and sorrow are to each other. Your eyes flutter as you conjure up the image of Cody standing behind you, the smell of danger emanating from him.
Only then do you notice the flimsi on your desk and you reach for it. A handwritten note with what most likely is to be his personal comm.
Are you going to be brave enough to call him?
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In the wee hours you wake up to the buzzing of your comm. Still so tired, you root for the device on your nightstand. Still two hours until you have to get up. You groan silently. But the continuously buzzing sound won’t let you fall asleep again and so you answer the call.
“Hm?” Not very eloquent, but the best you can do for now.
“Good morning, sleepyhead,” a warm baritone greets you.
From one second to the other you’re wide awake. “Cody?”
This isn’t the first time that the two of you talk. Ever since he gave you his comm and you called him for the first time, both of you spend spare moments to keep in contact with each other. Five minute calls after a battle, short text messages during the night. You even sent him a picture of you so he could save it on the storage device of his helmet and watch it on his HUD whenever he misses you. At least you hope he does as you don’t know for sure.
“The very one,” he chuckles. “Did I comm at a bad time?”
“You mean because it’s 4:00 am?” You smother a yawn. “No. I am always happy to hear from you. No matter what time it is.”
“Is it? I’m sorry, but I wasn’t aware of this fact.” A flat out lie. There’s hardly anything going on in the galaxy that Cody isn’t aware of, even less something as ordinary as time zones.
“Liar.” That makes him chuckle again.
He seems to be calmer than usual. Less rushed and harried. You’ve only seen him once like that, namely during the night you met him so many months ago. Spring is gradually turning into summer by now. Not that it would make much of a difference on Coruscant with its regulated climate, aside from the blooming oasis under the Skydome. And still there’s hardly anything different in your strange relationship with him since then
 then again everything has changed. You talk to each other, sometimes you flirt with each other
 but neither of you ever dares to mention the almost kisses you shared. Out of courtesy. Out of a sense of duty. Out of fear.
“There’s something I want to show you that couldn’t wait,” he says softly, rousing you from your thoughts, before asking you if you could switch your comm to vid transmission.
Smiling to yourself, you do as he asks, sit up and lean on a pillow against the headboard of your bed, happy that you’re about to see him. Your own appearance might still be a bit disheveled, but he surely doesn’t care. Only

The first thing you see are Cody’s powerful legs, arms casually resting on his thigh plates, while he obviously sits on a rock. Actually you should be embarrassed that a view like that turns you on more than anything. What would you give to sit on his lap just once. But then another thought crosses your mind. If you don’t see his face
 and his body like that
 Does it mean that he shares his view with you?! That would be
 ugh
 Even though you can’t see him, this feels even more
 intimate. He must have switched on the surrounding noise cancellation, cause all you can hear is his steady breathing. It’s just him and you.
“You ready, mesh’la?”
“Ready for what?”
“Oh, you’ll see soon enough,” he implies. Sometimes this clone can be such an enigma.
“If it’s not your handsome face
”
“No. It’s something much better.” What could probably be better than him? But you decide that you teased him enough and keep your remark to yourself.
Cody then raises his head, and the camera in his visor captures a stunning scene. The pastel-colored sky is speckled with orange and peachy clouds that reflect on the surface of a huge lake in front of him. Reed grass sways in the wind and some seabirds chase after unlucky fishes in search of their breakfast. A gentle breeze wafts through huge trees. For a moment the galaxy seems to hold its breath.
“Where are you?” You ask quietly.
“Bakura. We got intel from Clone Intelligence about a possible CIS hideout on here. But Grievous either
” he cuts himself off there, putting a stop to unpleasant topics before they even can start. “Let’s not talk about war for one moment, mesh’la.”
“Okay.”
No matter what you say
 even saying nothing at all and just listening to the other one existing is just enough, more precious time you share with him, never knowing if it’s the last time you’ll ever hear from him. And so both of you settle in a comfortable silence, easily becoming a part of it, breathing slowly and listening to a silent heart beat while you stare at the picture on your comm.
And then
 the sun rises over the lake and bathes everything in the softest, golden glow you ever saw. The colors grow hazy on the ripples, the sky and surface blur at the horizon and make the place look almost impressionistic. It’s awing. Stunningly beautiful and calm. Just like him you realize. And all of a sudden you know why he painted that sunrise on his armor
 and why he shows you this one. Your cheeks suddenly burn with heat, tears well up in your eyes at the sentiment. It’s so incredibly thoughtful of him, so profound, the trust that he puts in you and the things he reveals to you about himself just with the things he shows you and without even saying a word. The veritable Cody inside the shell of the Marshal Commander.
You clench your eyes shut tight, telling yourself to breathe, and you put your hand over your mouth to stifle the sob that threatens to leave you, completely ignoring the fact that he probably has a live vid transmission on his HUD right in front of his eyes.
“I wish you’d be here with me to see it yourself,” Cody admits softly, and you recognize the truthfulness in his voice.
His wish conjures a picture in your mind’s eye, a silly little fantasy, where you sit side by side and your head rests on his shoulder. He’s not concealed by his armor but wearing just a cotton tunic. His fingers intertwined with yours. And there would be nothing to do beside wasting time and forgetting the galaxy around you.
“Maybe one day
 you could show me?”
“Nakar'tuur. Cin vhetin.”
“Will you ever teach me Mando’a, Cody?” You ask him yet again.
“Hm
”
All of a sudden a deafening noise tears the silence, killing whatever answer he was about to give.
“Osi'kyr!” You watch him jump up and as he turns around you see a huge fireball and clouds of smoke in the sky.
“We’re under attack! I need to go, mesh’la.”
“Cody
!!!” You almost choke on his name. “Be safe!” But he doesn’t hear your last words anymore as he already ended the call to get the situation under control. All you can do is to send a prayer to the Force.
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It’s already late and pleasantly warm. Coruscant’s air is sticky with the pouring rain outside. Raindrops glint in the headlights of innumerable speeders and reflect the glow of the billion lights. But Cody hardly even notices any of that as he makes his way to your apartment. The Negotiator docked just 30 minutes ago. And for once he didn’t give a fuck about the debarking schedule. The moment his feet hit Coruscanti ground, he switched off his comlink and flagged down a taxi to get to you, leaving a confused General behind. Waxer is going to act as his representative.
Not even one second longer is he going to waste time! The last attack was too much of a close call.
It's been five days since he last slept. His head aches, his legs even more. He tries to fight the fatigue as best as he can, yet barely makes it from the landing bay to your door, almost collapsing onto your threshold. With one hand he already loosens the seal of his helmet while the other presses the button on the wall panel to ring the bell.
And finally the door slides open and Cody is blessed with the sight of you. Your hair is messy and you wear light, comfy clothes, your entire appearance not at all like it usually is at work. No trace of the serious accountant and only the gorgeous woman he longs for ever since, and a sigh of his name that sounds like a prayer. Maybe that’s why he’s losing his last bit of self-control. He takes a step towards you as you smile at him brightly... and another... and then he drops his helmet in your hallway and doesn't stop walking. Cody simply grabs your waist and gently pulls you along a few steps until his broad body presses you against the wall behind you
 and then he's lifting you completely off the ground, both your legs wrapped around his waist. He fits in between so easily.
There's a split moment of ragged breathing and surprised gasps, your face so close to his like it has never been before. So close that he can smell the sweet fragrance of your breath, and feel it warm on his own face....
Cody kisses you.
Your lips are as sweet as the rest of you, sweeter than uj'alayi, and Cody didn't think that anything in this galaxy could taste
 could feel this good. In all truth, he's been longing for this moment much too long, postponed it too many times to take it slow now. He has merely wished to look at you again as he came over, finally telling you how you make him feel all the time, even though you're lightyears away. How you’ve been his first thought as they made it through that assault on Bakura. He's been hoping that the expression of delight he would find on your face would hopefully match to what he knew are his own feelings. He even expected it to a certain degree. But what he found was a burning desire.
He kisses you like it’s all he ever wanted. And in a sense it is. He had spent a lifetime stricken with pain and devastation, denied everything soft and tender. This mere touch of his small, sensitive patch of skin on yours, it's as if his entire being coalesces with yours in this moment and you give him everything he missed. He nibbles your bottom lip as you softly whimper to beg you... to implore you to let him in.
The silent plea coaxes a low moan out of you, that Cody swallows eagerly as he finally slides his tongue in your mouth. He's certain that at that moment the whole planet turned upside down, so spontaneous and urgent is that kiss. So intense as he licks deep inside you after wanting it for so long. Your hands rake his back in search for purchase, your body arches from the wall into him and you squirm in his hold to get even closer to him. Your breath so heavy and desperate, makes Cody ache and overpowers his senses as he surrenders helplessly with his eyes clenched shut in a trance of sensations.
He doesn’t even know how he made it to your bedroom. A trail of discarded pieces of armor and clothes leading the path to your bed anyway. Yet by the time as he gently lays you down on the mattress, pinning you down with the weight of his own body, Cody gets aware of the heat of hot skin touching hot skin and the pleasant shivers it causes. Your eyes meet, both of you breathless, flushed and disheveled with his hands buried in your hair.
Cody lets himself moan softly, leaning into you and hiding his face in your shoulder. No helmet to keep him from you, no air filter to disguise your pure scent. His whole body lit up like a livewire, he latches onto your warm skin as he wanted the last time you met. Finally... Finally, he can feel the thunder of your rapid pulse under his lips, beautiful and vivid, so much better than he imagined. The taste of your skin salt, soap, and the essence that is you, mingled with the scent of his own sweat and the dust on his armor. You squirm, grinding against him and his much too evident arousal, scraping your fingers over his scalp. You breathe his name, whimpering at the feel of his wet, hot mouth on you. And as he sucks and nibbles, his teeth scraping and gently pinching
 as he’s tasting you in another sensual way... his groan is punched out, broken and hungry. His own needy sounds rumbling through him, startle him. Body going rigid with the awareness of his impatience, he pulls back just enough to look at you.
“I
 I’m so sorry mesh’la,” he pants. But kriff it! He needs you. Needs you so much it almost hurts. And yet there’s this subliminal self-contempt that he brought you in a situation like this. That he’s rushing things after months of longing.
“Cody,” you say softly, shaking your head. “There’s nothing you need to apologize for.”
You look up at him, and his heart throbs at how the diffused light from outside bathes you under him. Your eyes shimmer. Passionate and curious - beautiful and profound like the ocean or a meadow in summer.
“We both knew that, if the threads holding us back would snap, it would get heated
” you voice the obvious, it doesn’t make up for his lack of patience. So many times he imagined what it would be like to bed you, in every scenario he was more
 level-headed. More like himself.
“But I don’t want it to be fast and heated,” he eventually answers, even though he’s all too aware of the pulsing hardness between his legs, a reminder of his lust.
That makes you chuckle so lovely. Biting down on your lip to hold back the frustration about the sudden reprieve of your makeout. Yet he doesn't want to withhold the pleasure from you at all. Quite the opposite

“And what is it that you want?”
“I need you, sweetness
” he tries to keep the huskiness of his voice under control. “But I want you
 to take me
 to take that tension off me. I want you - slow.” Each sentence he underlines with gentle rocking of his hips against yours. With your own arousal coating your thighs and his erection it’s an inhuman task to not give in just yet.
"Oh....!" your flustered exclamation is lost in the chaste kiss he steals from your lips. Tough on the outside, soft on the inside. With you he can show both, the Marshal Commander - and Cody.
“You want me to
?” you ask, not quite knowing what it is he asks you for.
“Hmmm,” he hums in response, his gaze captured by the flushed love bites he left on your neck and shoulders. “I want you to lay your hands on me, mesh’la. Mark me as yours. And later
, “ his voice fades into a low whisper before he sucks another beautiful red mark in your skin.
Your movements are instinctive as you take a hold onto his waist and he rolls the two of you over until you’re on top of him. So that’s how it feels to surrender.
“If that’s what you want
” you whisper in his ear, and his mind cries “yes”, his fingers dig just a little deeper in the soft flesh at your waist.
Yes, that’s better
 he feels like he just might drift away if you weren't holding him down so gently, the sweet ache of a heart beating much too fast in his chest is taking its toll on him as he melts beneath you. Your quiet voice seduces him, calms him.
You reach out your hand and let gentle fingers run through his hair, winding up his black strands and tugging gently. Soft fingertips ghost over his face, the scar at his temple. You’re so scared to touch him, afraid the image of the man you crave for will dissolve as soon as you feel him beneath your fingertips.
“Stars, you’re beautiful,” you purr.
You didn’t mean to say these words out loud, but when he lays in front of you like that, bare and spread out on your bed
 you couldn’t hold them back if your life would depend on it. Cody. The Commander who once stepped into your office and refused to leave your thoughts ever since. No dream could ever be sweeter than this moment when his quiet sighs echo in your bedroom. He told you to go slow on him
 so that’s what you do. It stretches your patience to your limit nevertheless. Ohh... you feel like you’re about to combust. Heat pools deep in your tummy, pouring downwards, pulsing between your legs and trickles down on his thighs like molten pleasure. Still both of you are willing to ignore
 for now.
His muscles flex beneath you as your fingertips barely brush his upper body. From his flushed face, along his neck and collarbones, down to his chest and over his abs you trace each hill and valley, examining every scar. Then you shift and bend your head... Cody inhales deeply and you drink in his scent as your warm breath fans over his hip bone. He arches off the bed as you place tender bites on the insides of his thighs.
Lips so soft cover his body with kisses, hands so fond shower him in tenderness. And with each gentle bite you give him, you elicit another moan from him. With every cautious suction on his skin, you leave another mark on his body
 and you make him beg for you.
“Please
 don’t teas-hmmm
,” his words blur into a low moan as you sink your teeth into groins, making his cock almost jump from arousal.
“Turn around,” you say, asking him to get on his knees. Somehow these words send an unknown thrill throughout his entire being. Cody isn’t sure what possessed him to throw himself at your mercy. Never turn your back to anyone, protect your neck from others at all costs, a lifelong drill to ensure his survival. But just the thought of your lips on his skin, his weak spot, enough to offset that instinct. The intense tingling rushing through his entire body is everything he wants.
He shudders as you place hot open mouthed kisses to that delicate spot behind his ear, and your scent, your closeness, your presence is filling his senses once more. How things have changed. He still remembers the moment both of you were in a similar position
 teasing promises he made. Now you are going to fulfill them.
His whole body is emitting a buzzing energy, painfully aware of how close you are, how your buds are peaked as they skim his shoulder blades like feathers with your soft, shallow breathing. And then the inquisitive tip of your tongue travels down its way along his spine, dances and draws swirling moist patterns along the curve of his flanks. He can’t remember ever being more aroused, his hand slaps the wall in despair.
“Are you feeling fine?” You ask some time later as you feather your fingers over his back and slide them around to his chest, pressing yourself against him from behind. Warm, soft, lost in this moment just like him.
“Yeah
” he gasps, instantly going rigid as you wrap your hand around his hardness. Force! Your hand on him feels so much better than his own.
“Relax
I’ve got you, my love,” you whisper, brushing your thumb along the tip of his cock and humming into the crook of his neck as you apply the warm drops of precum on his flushed skin. Cody only moans hoarsely, leaning forward to brace an arm on the wall, spreading his legs slightly to give you more room for your tender care.
“Hold on tight to me,” you murmur, ever so gently stroking his throbbing length up and down, and you hold him with a hand splayed out on his pecs. He doesn’t find the strength within himself to maintain his patience
 and starts to thrust his hips with your movements. Slow and steady
 maddeningly overwhelming.
Cody closes his eyes and drifts away into that calm, vulnerable silence between desperation and bliss. He feels the tension simmering from his shuddering shape, just about to snap.
“I’m so close,” he pants, chest heaving as he tries to ease the ache in his crotch. It’s becoming all too much

“Mh-hmmmm. I can feel it.” Your voice is sending him closer and closer to that precipice. “Are you going to come for me, Commander?”
And with that he’s devastated, whimpering and pleading. He throws back his head and lays it down on your shoulder, squirming in your hold and moaning as you keep sucking and caressing him. You bite down on his neck, your teeth causing a delicious pain, and you moan together with him, as his cock all of a sudden pulses in your hand
 warmth is coating your fingers and his stomach as he spurts hot white ropes of his pleasure.
As you lay down beside him, nestled against him, he listens to his own breath getting quieter, and feels his heartbeat dying away. Strange enough, his body feels absolutely amazing. The tiredness and exhaustion are still there but almost causing him to feel all safe and fuzzy. The warmth that surrounds him is seeping into his every cell, and he’s never been more satisfied.
“You’re tired, hm?” you whisper, admiring his sleepy eyes, the flushed cheeks of his afterglow.
“Hmm
,” he hums, eyes fluttering while you skim your fingers over his stubble. “But I don’t want to sleep just yet, mesh’la.”
Cody reaches up his hand, to lay his index finger on your lips. He just holds it there for a second, and then tracing it slowly along the gentle curve of your shape... down and further down, watching you closely with wide, innocent eyes, awaiting your permission. “I want to return the favor, want to taste you.”
“Cody,” you give off a shy smile. “You should rest.”
He brushes his nose against your temple, silencing you. “I wouldn’t be much of a gentleman if I’d leave you unsatisfied.” He feels you smile against his cheek at the strangled sound that leaves his throat, just as he stifles a silent yawn.
“And I wouldn’t be much better if I’d strain you. Sleep my sweet Commander and indulge in your dreams. I’ll be here when you wake up...”
“Kriff! You’re
 you are right. I’m so tired...” he admits as he holds you, pulling the soft blankets over you both.
You rest your head on his chest and snuggle up to him, his strong arms holding you close and never letting go of you as the minutes drip by. He thinks about how he’s going to take you apart in every single way you can imagine. For hours
 and how he can die happy knowing how you’ll moan his name. It puts a sleepy smile on his face.
And for the first time in months, you both fall into a deep slumber.
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Chapter 56
While the catastrophe has befallen Boro-Borosa, they still don't know about it on Nevarro. But they also have to deal with small problems until something happens here too.
Pairing: Din Djarin x OC Female!
ReaderRating: Mature/Explicit (+18)
Warnings: Canon-Typical Violence / Love / Action&Adventure / Blood&Violence / Drama & Romance / Slow Burn / Fluff&Smut
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Cara replayed the recording for the third time and smiled. She was sitting alone in the office, she had sent Mythrol away when the encrypted message arrived. She wanted to check it first before anyone else saw it. As a result, no one had seen the tears of joy that welled up in her eyes when she first saw it. Cara was very happy for Din and Liara. And this child was so lucky that they had found her. A child's laughter made Cara look out into the street. Since the Mandalorians had arrived, the streets of the city had become even livelier. At first, the inhabitants of Nevarro had watched the new arrivals with suspicion; there had been a lot of damage and casualties last time.
Now the fighters were back, but they no longer seemed as dangerous as they all remembered. Probably also because they were no longer hiding and showing their faces. It also helped that the children had no reservations about each other and treated each other normally.
As a result, there were soon twice as many children in the school and just as many rushing through the streets and getting up to mischief.
Yesterday they had a lot of work to do when they opened the cages with the monkeys at the market and then they ran away. It took hours to catch them all again. Another laugh rang out and a horde of children ran past.
"Are they plotting again?"
Cara flinched, startled, as Sona stood in the doorway and her hand went to her gun. She hadn't noticed the woman. Sona raised her hands reassuringly, annoyed. Seeing Cara smile after all these weeks was progress. So was the fact that she was working again and yet every shock sent fear through the young woman's limbs and made her freeze.
"I'm sorry," Sona apologized and Cara shook her head. There was another alarm in the room and she tried to calm down. She was safe.
Cara took a deep breath, then nodded to Sona.
"I'll probably be busy again soon!" Cara joked, before asking Sona to join her. She pointed to the holoscreen and played the message. Now Sona realized why Cara had smiled, she felt the same way. "Din has finally found his family again and started a new one in the process! It's so nice that we Mandalorians are growing again!"
The news that the Hidden Ones would soon be making their way to Nevarro made Sona happy. And she hoped that everything would be peaceful, they had fought each other too often in the past. Cara stood up and reached for the hologram stick.
"Then I'll show Greef and the others the good news!"
Sona shook her head vehemently and stopped Cara. She stood in her way.
"No!"
Cara frowned. Sona sighed.
"There is someone I no longer trust. So please keep this information secret, I'm afraid Bo-Katan will know immediately!"
Cara looked at Sona in astonishment and she suddenly looked very tired.
"I just hope I'm wrong. I don't want to voice my suspicions either, so that you can continue to have a clear view of things!"
Cara nodded in understanding and turned away. In the next room, she locked the flash drive in the safe. A brief sting on her temple made her lean her head against the wall. The memory of the torture and this situation confused her. A reassuring, warm hand touched her on the shoulder. Sona knew about everything, she had told her, and the weaponsmith had just listened at first, before talking to Cara and helping her out of the clutches of nightmares.
"Here you go and I've put some sweets in your bag," said the shopkeeper, winking and handing Ziv the purchases. He thanked her and held the bag close to him.
"And give my best wishes to your mom!"
Ziv nodded and said goodbye. He had picked up the things he had ordered after school had finished, as his mother didn't get home from work until late. Ziv meandered through the hustle and bustle with his heavy school bag on his back and his shopping. He noticed two of his classmates who had just reached home and waved to him. The delicious smell from one of the cooking areas caught his nose and Ziv hurried, as he was hungry. Once home, he stowed away the groceries and took his food out of the fridge to warm it up. He threw his school things into his room and devoured his meal. He had the radio on in the background. When it was so quiet, he felt uncomfortable, but he would never tell his mom that. It had been difficult for her to go back to work, but it had to be done, the support from his former employer after his father's death had run out. Now his mom was looking after the old people who couldn't afford the droids. It was also no problem to take his little sister Izy with him. So Ziv spent most of his time alone at home, but conscientiously did various chores at home or homework so that his mom could rest a little after her work and she didn't have to worry. Above all, Cara had refrained from telling her about the monkeys. Since the Mandalorians had come back, with all the children, he had made new friends. Every now and then they did a few things that weren't allowed.
Like freeing the monkeys from their cages. It was great fun at first, but then they caused more and more chaos and one of them escaped to the Anzellans' workshop. The little creatures made a louder racket than all the monkeys put together.
Cara had all the culprits line up and clean up. Ziv's job was to help the Anzellans and apologize to them. They were a little vindictive and he now had a few more afternoons to show up there to work off the damage. Although, it wasn't that bad there. There was a lot to discover in their collection. Ziv sighed and picked up his backpack to do his homework.
They hadn't had much to do, so he didn't think twice and ran outside. He wanted to go to the tunnel, where he had lost his Mandalorian necklace a few days ago, which he had been given by Din when he had been rescued by him. When the Mandos came back and reported on how Din and Liara were doing and what they had already experienced on their journey, he had been pleased to hear from them again. He was also glad to hear that they would be back here soon, once they had finished their search for Din's family. Ziv scurried down one of the side streets that led to the old entrance. You weren't supposed to go down there anymore, there had been cave-ins from a few eruptions of the volcano, but Ziv knew where to go and it was safe.
He walked down the steps, the dusty, dirty smell greeted him. His flashlight lit the way for him and after a few minutes it did indeed glitter in the light. Ziv whooped and picked up the chain. The ribbon was torn, but the pendant was still on it. He put it in his pocket and was about to go back when he heard voices. They were coming from the old smithy. Curiosity got the better of him and the boy crept towards the vault.
"... he wants to go to Aq Vetina and build the new home there..."
It was the voice of Paz, the great Mando, Ziv found him a little terrifying. He and Sona had come back with Cara, they hadn't been well for a while afterwards. Perhaps also because Ezer hadn't survived. There were several days of mourning for the young bounty hunter. Ziv wondered who Paz was talking to, he understood immediately that it was about Din as the place had been mentioned a few times by the other Mandos. A female voice replied.
"This is quite enough for me. I know where this place is. That's where I killed his parents and that's where his last hour will have come. Even if I have to wait many more rotations for them there, it will be a joyful wait!"
Ziv was shocked by the malice in his voice. He absolutely had to get to Cara and tell her about it. Slowly he walked backwards, caught on a beam and fell backwards. It was loud enough to alert Paz. He came rushing out and saw the boy struggling to his feet and staring at the man with wide eyes.
"You know what you have to do!" the woman's voice sounded from the holotransmission and Paz said yes. Ziv swallowed, then ran off, and from the sounds of it, Paz did too. The smell of sulphur increased and Ziv was aware he was running in the wrong direction, but there was another turn and he had to catch it. Unfortunately, his flashlight was flickering, the energy was fading and he would miss the path. He heard Paz shouting threats and, despite the warmth, he felt freezing cold. Ziv glanced backwards, noticing the glow from Paz's torch. When he turned back around, Ziv's eyes widened in shock, but he couldn't stop. There was a gaping hole in front of him, and he jerked his arms, hoping to catch his weight and fall backwards. But it was in vain, his body fell and Ziv screamed until he hit the ground. A wave of pain seized the boy and immediately sent him into a deep unconsciousness. Paz heard the impact, stopped at the edge and glanced down the few meters. The boy was lying next to some rocks, open wounds visible. That solved the problem, he thought and turned away.
Yazmin put the sleeping Izy in her bed and left the nursery. She was just as tired herself. In the kitchen, she noticed the bag of fruit bears and smiled. Ziv had received another present. She took a few and snacked on them. The sweetness was good for her now. When she had entered the apartment, everything had been dark and she assumed that Ziv was already asleep. She decided to leave the boy alone and went to bed too. Tomorrow was her day off and she would cook him his favorite meal.
The radio was on, scrambled eggs and bacon were sizzling in the pan and Izy was toddling around barefoot. Yazmin hummed along to the song, looked at her watch and sighed.
"Ziv, honey!"
After she had set the table, there was still no sound from Ziv's room. Yazmin knocked on his door, getting a little angry now.
"Get up!"
The murmur that usually followed failed to materialize and she opened the door.
"You're coming to..."
A few clothes were scattered around, but the bed was untouched. Yazmin was confused and ran to the bathroom, but it was empty too. Izy followed her mom laughing, she hadn't understood the seriousness of the situation. There was a rucksack in the kitchen, so Ziv hadn't left for school early. Yazmin ran her fingers nervously through her hair, then turned off the stove, grabbed Izy and knocked on the neighbor's door. She hadn't seen him since yesterday either. The neighbor took Izy from her, recognizing her mother's helplessness.
"I'll look after the little one. Go to Cara and find him!"
Yazmin nodded and ran off.
Cara was discussing today's appointments with Mythrol and Kadin, a new member of Nevarro's security staff, when a woman came rushing in, completely upset.
"Yazmin?"
"Ziv's gone!"
She reported everything, presumably that he had disappeared yesterday and she hadn't noticed.
"I wish I'd looked in on him again!" she reproached herself and sank into a visitor's chair. Cara shook her head.
"You couldn't have known. We'll go to the school now and ask everyone there if they know anything!"
Yazmin nodded and the women set off.
"Maybe the Anzellans didn't let him go yesterday. I wouldn't be surprised. We'd best go and check there now!"
Yazmin frowned irritably and stopped.
"Why Anzellans?"
Cara paused and sighed.
"He didn't tell you anything?"
Yazmin shook her head. Cara told her about the incident with the monkeys and Yazmin closed her eyes. When she looked at Cara again, she noticed how horrified her mother was.
"I get paid well, but I hardly ever get to see my big boy. And the fact that he hides this from me..."
Cara ran her hand along Yazmin's arm as they were about to reach the workshop.
"At that age, you're always keeping secrets from your parents!"
She winked at Yazmin and she actually grinned as she thought about the past.
The little creatures were chattering loudly and Cara needed some time, she understood the language, but too much at once was borderline. She knelt in front of the entrance and nodded a few times. Yazmin was crouched beside her, but she had gotten out after the first few words and was just hoping the Anzellans could help them. Cara sat up and waved into the workshop before the door closed.
"He was supposed to show up today, they don't know where he is. If we find him, they'll insist he works off his debt!"
The women got up and walked on to the school. Lessons were already in progress there and Caz was reluctant to be disturbed. Cara explained the situation, pointing to Yazmin, who was pacing back and forth outside the window. The droid interrupted the lesson and they asked the children if they knew anything. But they all said no. Two said the last time they had seen him was when he was leaving the market on his way home. That didn't help Cara, since the shopping and his rucksack were at home, he must have left the apartment again afterwards.
Cara took Yazmin back to her office. She was still beside herself with worry. Cara informed Greef that they had a missing person case. Shortly afterwards, he appeared with several bounty hunters from the guild.
"We're going on a search now. Don't worry, we'll find him!"
Yazmin thanked them all and looked after them as they disappeared into the alleyways. Two of them wanted to search everything with their ships from above, on and far behind the lava fields.
Over the course of the day, more and more people came to hear about Ziv's disappearance. Yazmin was overwhelmed by the willingness to help and began to cry. She had been holding back the tears the whole time, but as time passed and they didn't find him despite the many helpers, her nerves were frayed. Sona, who had brought over some food, comforted the worried mother. She gave her hope, but the feedback was always negative.
"He can't just disappear into thin air!"
Cara secretly agreed with her, but there were plenty of places in and around the city to hide or find herself in a helpless situation. The day was drawing to a close and Cara sent Yazmin to her apartment, above the office, so she could get some rest. Izy was in good hands with her neighbor, who had immediately agreed to continue looking after the girl. Cara took turns with Kadin during the night, asking for situation reports from the searchers. A team would continue to search the tunnels in the morning, but it was not entirely safe due to the danger of collapse in some places.
Dark shadows had settled under Yazmin's eyes. Her sleep had been restless and now she hoped the coffee would give her a boost. Cara yawned furtively behind her arm before biting hungrily into a chocolate roll that Greef had brought them with a few other goodies. His bounty hunters were ready to help again today. There was a knock and a woman entered with a boy. Gry, one of the Mandalorian women, and her son Rufo, whose red hair looked almost more intense than his mother's. Cara knew Rufo well, he had a lot of nonsense in his head and was the one who had freed the monkeys. But he too would have to serve his sentence for a few more hours with the merchant.
"He has something to tell you!"
Rufo looked at those present, somewhat unsettled, while Gry put his hands on his shoulders to encourage him.
"Is it that bad?" Cara asked and Rufo shook his head. He swallowed.
"Did you find his necklace?"
Cara looked at Yazmin, who was now sitting upright and staring at Rufo. Cara answered in the negative.
"He lost it the other day when we were in the tunnel..."
Yazmin gasped, Gry raised his hand.
"I was down there with him, there was something in one of the quarters that once belonged to us. They didn't leave the secure area! Rufo confessed to me this morning that they were still there, otherwise I would have informed you yesterday!"
Rufo nodded.
"He noticed upstairs that the chain was gone. But as it was already time to go home, he wanted to look for it another time. But we only went to the old quarters, honestly!"
Sona shone her light over the dusty floor. Behind her, Paz moved around, looking into every niche they knew. The weaponsmith had immediately offered to search her old home. A strange feeling had accompanied her since they had entered the tunnels, she just couldn't grasp it. At the former smithy, she paused and noticed the many footprints. A search party had already been here, but had turned back as one of the paths was impassable. But there was another one and they were now walking along it. They kept calling for Ziv's name, but got no answer.
"If he was hiding here, he would have realized by now that we were looking for him," Paz grumbled and Sona noticed how the giant slowed down. She turned to him, shone a light in his face and blinked.
"Maybe something's happened to him!"
She noticed the flicker in Paz's eyes, but suppressed it. The two of them continued to search, the smell of sulphur was very intense and it was getting warmer. Paz shone his torch along the corridor, pointed at the rubble and tore at the floor.
"This is as far as it goes!"
Sona nodded, but she didn't turn back. She sensed that Paz was desperate to leave this place and the uneasy feeling intensified. When she sat down in front of the hole and shone her light into it, she froze. Sona jumped up and pushed the astonished Paz against the wall. She screamed at him, it echoed off the wall.
"You son of a bitch. What did Bo-Katan promise you?"
Paz swallowed and pointed to his temple, the same scar as Cara's. Sona shook her head, then left him and climbed down to Ziv. When she touched the child, she couldn't believe it, but she felt a pulse beat and oxygen escaped from his mouth. She immediately relayed the location via the communicator and looked up at Paz, who was giving her light. His hand trembled and he closed his eyes. Hopefully he would soon be punished for this.
Ziv was already in one of the treatment rooms when Yazmin arrived at the medical center with Cara. She caught sight of Sona. The boy's blood was on her hands and clothes. Yazmin let out a scream and collapsed. Cara tried to hold her mother down, but it was only with Greef's help that they managed to maneuver her onto a bench in the waiting area.
"He was alive and I'm sure they'll be able to help him!" Sona tried to reassure her, but realized that she would further unsettle her mother in that state. She immediately left the center to clean up and change in her accommodation. Paz wanted to follow her, but Sona shook her head.
"Don't you dare leave here. You will speak to the Creator and hope the boy survives!" she hissed at him. Paz glared after her, then sat down in one of the rows of chairs to wait like the others.
Flora looked anxiously at the monitor, which showed them the boy's data. When the door opened and the Twi'lek entered, she handed the pad to the doctor.
"He must be operated on immediately. I will inform the relatives! Let Doctor Gago know and I'll follow!"
Flora nodded and set to work.
Yazmin saw a doctor coming towards her and she began to tremble. Cara squeezed her hand and stood by her.
"I am Doctor Loris. I'm going to operate on your son with my colleague. He has many fractures, but we will leave them untreated at first. His internal injuries are very serious and have priority!"
Yazmin swallowed and nodded, she had understood the doctor. He smiled encouragingly at her and then hurried into the operating theater.
It took a long time, new blood reserves were requested again and again, but they were able to stabilize the child. "He seems to be a bit of a fighter, lying somewhere for so long with these injuries alone..." said Gago, looking after the patient, who was now being taken to the intensive care unit.
"Let's hope he survives the next 24 hours and then we can repair the fractures. Only then will I be persuaded to have a drink of joy!" Loris tried to put the brakes on his colleague. But he also secretly hoped that the boy would recover. Hopefully his head hadn't sustained any damage...
"I'll talk to the mother and let her see him!"
Gago nodded and the two of them left the operating theater.
Yazmin sat next to her child's bed, cables and tubes everywhere. A machine was helping him to breathe. The doctor had explained to her that they had put him in an induced coma while they had not yet operated on him because of the fractures in his leg and arms.
"That way he is completely pain-free and his body can recover. He needs all the strength he can get!"
The wire mesh on his head was supposed to measure brain waves and pressure; his brain was swollen from the impact. So far, everything was still fine and he was given medication to help him lose weight. Despite the bruises and abrasions, his face was pale and Yazmin gently ran her trembling fingers over his skin. Her eyes watered again.
"I'm here, my darling, everything is going to be all right now!"
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