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Fuck it Friday

tagged by @daffi-990 @bidisaterevankinard @spotsandsocks @tizniz some more of my sugar daddy buddietommy wip!

The helicopter ride back is both the shortest and longest hour back of Eddie’s life. The minute he’s home and sees Buck, it takes everything in Eddie not to let out a groan. Buck is folding laundry in the middle of the living room, wearing a hoodie and a pair of ratty shorts. He couldn’t look more beautiful. He stops as he sees Eddie enter and then looks behind Eddie to look at Tommy trailing behind him.

“Did you two have fun in Vegas?”

“Sure did!” Tommy supplies. “But your boyfriend hasn’t thanked me for the trip yet.”

Buck gives Eddie a stern look. “Eddie. That’s not how we treat our friends. You know better than that.”

Eddie’s cheeks are a fire engine red. And he’s one to know that. “Th-thank you, Tommy. For the trip.” 

Tommy and Buck give each other a knowing look. This is something all three of them talked about when conducting the scene. “No, Eddie. That’s not how I should be thanked,” Tommy says, voice low. He puts his hands on Eddie’s hips, pulling him forward so their bodies are flushed together. “I deserve a proper thank you.”

Eddie looks Tommy in the eyes. There’s no judgment in them. Tommy is letting Eddie keep the ball on his side of the court, waiting for him to make the next move. Whether that’s to safeword or to keep going, that’s Eddie’s decision.

Eddie kisses Tommy.

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Ever since bi buck canon, I've been a little worried about something that happens to a lot of actors playing queer characters to Oliver but I also don't want to risk speaking it into existence. I'm just glad it hasn't happened yet and hope it won't happen ever.

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Lil Nas X did a cover of Jolene and Dolly Parton responded to it on twitter

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[ID: Screenshots of two tweets. The first one is by Dolly Parton and it says "I was so excited when someone told me that Lil Nas X had done my song #Jolene. I had to find it and listen to it immediately…and it's really good. Of course, I love him anyway. I was surprised and I'm honored and flattered. I hope he does good for both of us. Thank you @LilNasX". The second tweet is Lil Nas X responding to the Dolly Parton tweet by simply saying "HOLY SHIT" in all caps. End of ID.]

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how i feel when someone reblogs my stuff with a really really nice tag

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Everything is like “QUEER history” and “List of QUEER young adult books” or “Top 10 QUEER movies” and queer this and queer that and for the love of god please just say LGBT.

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FUCK IT FRIDAY!!

Tagged by @tizniz @shipperqueen6 @thekristen999 thank you 💜💜💜

putting the F in our Friday again as for reasons (aka @stagefoureddiediaz ) I was reminded of this so in my eternal battle to bring 911 fans into the dragonhold or weyr I offer art and smut to start the weekend from to To Fly The Skies 60K

The gap between them makes him ache, it feels too wide after what they just shared. Buck slides closer, slowly because he feels oddly shy right now. Eddie continues to smile softly and reaches out to take his hand, fingers brushing his knuckles in a gentle caress. It makes his heart flutter, Buck’s eyes drop and focus of the slow movement, his heart is beating faster.

“I’m glad you’re home.” Buck’s voice is soft and quiet, he lifts his eyes to meet Eddie’s and ends up caught there, just looking at him, wondering how this happened to him. How he got to have this man. 

“Me too” Eddie matches his quiet tone not looking away.

“And we’re good now?” Buck checks, biting on his lower lip nervously. Eddie lifts the hand not holding onto Buck and frees his lip from the anxious nibbling, “you’ll hurt yourself like that” he mummers, thumb now running gently across the reddened skin, Buck lets his mouth relax, his breath quickening at the look in Eddie’s eyes.

“Yes we’re good,” he starts to push Buck backwards  “and we have some time before Chris will be back. If you can think of anything we could do?” His eyes crinkle as he says it and Buck’s hit with a wave of love and affection, it’s coming from both of them, flowing freely in both directions.

Buck laughs, as Eddie pushes him lower, he lets himself be pressed flat onto the bed, “cool, did you want to get some chores done” he smirks at the look he gets “cos I kinda need to tidy up round here.”

“Shut up” Eddie tells him fondly, as he leans further forward, hands on either side of Buck’s head, swinging his leg over so he can straddle Buck.

Buck likes the direction this is going “You going to make me?” he challenges teasingly.

”Maybe” Eddie’s voice is deep and holds a promise Buck is very interested in investigating. He can’t help notice how the muscles of Eddie’s arms flex as he gets slowly closer controlling his decent carefully until he’s lying flat on top of him, their  bodies pressed together. Buck shudders at the relief it brings, Eddie’s a steady reassuring weight holding him down, enveloping him, with their chests pressed together like this their hearts are aligned, beating so closely to each other. He feels a little dizzy at the thought as he lifts his head up, silently asking to be kissed.  Eddie obliges, dipping down to close the tiny gap left between them, taking Buck’s lips softly with his own, moving them slowly over Buck’s. He teases and pulls at the sensitive flesh gently until Buck’s moaning softly, moving with him. Eventually Eddie pulls away lightly nipping at Buck’s now swollen lip. He sits up moving his weight in just the right way to make Buck groan louder and move his hips in response.

Eddie looks flushed, his eyes bright in the dim room but he chuckles. “You have missed me huh, if a little kiss can get you all worked up like this.” Buck attempts an outraged glare because he says it as if Buck can’t see how hard Eddie is too, as if he isn’t sitting there with a wicked smile as he rocks his hips gently, moving against Buck sending little jolts of pleasure through them both.

Then Eddie rubs against him harder and Buck arches up stifling another moan he manages to say “want me to show you how much I missed you?”

Eddie keeps up the steady rhythm and Buck’s needy whine finally slips out.

“Oh I can tell baby” Eddie sounds extremely pleased by the fact and by the way Buck suddenly gasps out his name.

“Tell me more” he says his voice becoming rougher, letting his own need start to show. Buck knows how much Eddie likes it when he talks in bed, what it does to him. He’s happy to oblige.

“That first night I was so cold without you,” Eddie leans back down to start work on Buck’s jaw and neck, it makes it harder to concentrate but Buck makes the effort, “couldn’t sleep, wanted you to keep me warm.” Eddie hums next to his skin asking for more.

“Missed you arms, your hands” his breath stutters as Eddie’s mouth makes contact with his chest, clever fingers having unbuttoned his shirt without him noticing. Eddie runs his fingers over muscle and sucks marks onto his body then soothes them with kisses. Buck arches up with breathless gasps that pushes his hips forward.  He’s stopped talking so Eddie prompts him “what else did you think or” he hums against his skin, runs the flat of his tongue over Buck’s nipple “do while I was gone?”

Buck gathers himself and continues “Thought about you, things you’d do to me if you were there. Thought about this, your mouth all over me” Eddie grazes his teeth over Buck’s nipple making him hiss in pleasure. “Yeah like that, made me hard Eddie just thinking about you. Wanted to touch myself” 

Eddie sounds cool and collected when he asks “Did you?”

“Tried to be good and wait but I couldn’t, felt so good, not as good as your hand, still wished it was you”

He’s aching now dick trapped in his trousers straining for release.

“Show me” Eddie pulls away, and Buck can see he’s not calm at all, he’s flushed and his eyes look almost black, his desire clear in his heated gaze.

Now Buck’s got room to move, he misses Eddie’s warmth but he makes quick work of his clothes. Eddie’s still dressed, sitting next to him, his eyes burning as he watches Buck revel more and more skin until there nothing left to remove, Eddie takes a deep breath, “Shards you’re so ….” His hand traces across his body, chest, stomach, sliding his hand past his hips to linger over the strength in his thighs, his hand roams freely but he doesn’t touch the one place Buck wants him too. 

Eddie’s watching him intently eyes dark and hooded. “Show me” he asks again then comes back to press soft bites into the flesh of his neck up to his ear, making Buck whimper, he whispers  “don’t rush baby take your time.”

Buck’s eyelids flutter shut, his hands traces the outline of his cock, he lets his fingers drift lightly up and down, he’s only starting to tease himself. He can hear the hitch in Eddie’s breathing and opens his eyes to see him staring down the length of his body, he’s transfixed by the sight of Buck’s hand sliding up and down. Buck wants to push them both a little further.

“I touched myself like this, thinking about you, wishing it was you.” He lets his grip get firmer he wants a little more, he moans at the feeling and at the thought that Eddie’s watching, enjoying what he sees, getting harder. He can feel him against his leg, a firm solid line, he smiles when he starts to move, rubbing himself against Buck’s thigh. He’s trying to be quiet but he’s not doing very well. Eddie shifts slightly Buck doesn’t realise where his hands have gone until he feels a finger slide between his legs to circle slowly around his entrance, 

“Did you touch yourself here too? Imagine me here?” 

He had but he can’t say it because Eddie fingers have pushed in a little and taken his words away.

“Buck?

He’s panting now, feeling a little desperate “yeah yeah I did, didn’t feel like this, more, please.” The last word comes out as a desperate moan. Eddie gives him more, pushing in again but only a little, teasing him more than anything until Buck’s a shivering mess within a few minutes.

Eddie’s voice pulls him out of the wave of sensations “I wasn’t planning on fucking you Buck, was planning on riding you, make you come like that but now I can’t choose.” Buck can only gasp, Eddie has two fingers in him and it’s not enough,

“both we could do both” he stutters out. Eddie laughs, “so greedy” he kisses him and slides his fingers out, keeps a little pressure there so Buck twitches trying to get them back.

“No, you look so good, sound so needy, I think I’ll fuck you” he sounds so casual, like they’re discussing what to have for breakfast and he’s not driving Buck out of his mind. Buck’s nods to show he’s on board, he can’t talk because Eddie’s other hand is in his mouth fingers sliding in and out. Buck’s playing with them with his tongue, moaning around their thickness thinking about Eddie’s cock in his mouth instead. “You look so ready for it baby, is that what you wanted while I was gone, my cock in you making you come?

Fuck it was, and it sounded even better now it was Eddie suggesting it while his fingers are dipping back in stretching  him, when Eddie lets his fingers slide from Buck’s mouth over his throat and rests his hand above his heart, Buck quickly makes it clear what he wants. 

“Please Eddie can we, will you? I want it.”

Eddie moves, grabs the salve they use for just these occasions and with one quick pull brings Buck to the edge of the bed leans over for more kisses as unbuttons himself, uses the salve with more teasing fingers and then lines himself up, bending Buck’s knees, and slowly so slowly pushes in. The long slow slide makes them both moan and Buck’s hands grasp at the covers of the bed.

Eddie keeps his pace slow, enjoying Buck’s increasingly frantic noises, his words of encouragement to go harder, faster, he doesn’t listen, trying to make this last. Buck’s hands seek and find his own cock and start to move around it, firm hard strokes, he doesn’t want to wait any longer, with each stroke he sounds even wilder, until it’s too much temptation for Eddie and he does what he Buck’s begging him to do, increases the pace and is rewarded in a few moments with increasingly frantic moans.

”yeah Eddie just like that,” he’s panting and gasping, getting so close “harder, there, yeah, that’s it I’m so close, he lets out a strangled whimper “ yeah, there ah, you’re gonna make me come, yes” he can hear his own ragged breathing as the words peeter out and become a long high gasp as he comes with a bone deep shudder. Eddie watches wide eyes tracing the evidence of Buck’s pleasure spread out all over his chest and with only a few more thrusts joins him with his own soundless gasp.

Once their heartbeats settles they rearrange themselves. Eddie pulls Buck in close, kisses him starting between his birthmark and the thread score that’s healing.

Buck mummers “welcome home” and Eddie smiles into the kisses he’s leaving against Buck’s face.

It is very good to be back.

@monsterrae1 @shortsighted-owl @the-likesofus @hoodie-buck @loserdiaz

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@weewootruck @giddyupbuck @rainbow-nerdss @lover-of-mine @fortheloveofbuddie

@watchyourbuck @loveyouanyway @saybiwithme @bewilderedbuckley @ronordmann

#🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 #911

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I want to dance with you tonight (and for the rest of my life)

Bucktommy / E / 14 932 words

Cover by @ronordmann 💙

Mood board by me

Three months after Tommy kissed him passed so fast, but Buck enjoyed every second of it. Every date, kiss, hug, sex. Every text till the next opportunity to meet again between their shifts. Tommy makes him feel happy, giddy, smitten and, most importantly, wanted. He isn’t the one chasing so hard he forgets about himself this time, or the passive one, letting relationships just come to him, not trying to do much. No, now he takes as much as he gets. Of course, during their first three weeks Tommy was the one who was making most of the moves. He would set the dates, time and date, just asking Buck if he wanted to have another date and then tell him when and where it would be. Tommy was the one buying him flowers, initiating kisses or any form, even not sexual intimacy - always making sure Buck was ok with everything, never rushing him to do something Buck didn’t want to. And it made Buck feel safe. Soon he was the one to lean and kiss the man, or hug, or put his hand on Tommy’s tight, while the man would drive him to the next date’s destination, any time he wanted. Or Buck and Tommy enjoy their relationships, fall in love and go to Madney wedding together

#911 #bucktommy 🥰🥰

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stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong

aka rival firefighters 🚒 | buddie | chapter 2/10 | Explicit

Eddie’s just finished helping load up the last patient into the 118’s ambulance, Wilson already in the front with the engine running and ready to go, and Han in the back, settling in beside their patient, when Buckley finds him again.

“Diaz! Are you a match? Because you ignite a fire within me.” Buck says, stupid cocky smile in place.

“Are you a smoke detector? Because you’re really loud and annoying.” Eddie shoots back, way too mentally worn out from triage to go another round with Buckley.

A loud laugh rips out of Wilson, echoing through the cabin while Han laughs so hard he almost chokes on his gum. Once Han’s recovered, he wipes his eyes, looking at Buckley and wheezing out, “Oh my god you can’t be serious?”

Eddie uses the question as his chance to slip away and make his way back to his own team. Only for Buckley to call out to him not even seconds later.

“Hey, Diaz!”

So close. He was so close.

He comes to a stop but doesn’t turn around, not wanting to give Buckley the satisfaction or whatever.

“I hate it when you go! But I love to watch you leave!”

Eddie shakes his head and can’t control the huff of a laugh that breaks free. This guy really is something else. Eddie doesn’t even bother with giving him the finger or retaliating, just continues walking until he’s back with the 136.

Read Chapter Two on AO3

#911

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the thing is, i don't want the love confession to come from eddie for buck's sake, or out of some 'buck needs to be chosen and eddie needs to choose' thing, or because i think buck needs to hear how much eddie loves him (side note: i think buck does know how much eddie loves him. maybe not the exact shape of it, but he knows, come on)

i want it because the last time eddie took that kind of big emotional risk to ask for something he really wanted out of a relationship - to ask someone he loved to be with him, romantically - it blew up horribly. shannon asked him for a divorce, and then she died, and i think there's still some part of eddie that's sitting at that table, getting his heart broken, and that's why he has never taken that kind of risk since. he takes the safe route. he does what he's supposed to. he protects his heart. so for him to finally be able to go, i might be wrong about this, and if it doesn't work out it's going to hurt like hell, but i want it enough to ask for it anyway - idk. i want that for him. i want the next big emotional risk he takes to end happily.

#911

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write the fanfic. yes, even if you think it's not gonna be good. because it could very well become the one fic that completely rocks one (1) stranger's world

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we all got that one mutual that we’re lowkey studying

#if you're studying me just an fyi i'm really boring #sorry #not getting much of a thesis

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(X)

#nah but the way Eddie is popping that champagne and the way buck is spraying it #could you BE any more subtle???? #911

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

tagged by @spotsandsocks @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus @wikiangela @diazsdimples

How many works do you have on ao3?

atm 22 published fics

What's your total ao3 word count?

88,186 words

What fandoms do you write for?

911, 911 Lonestar, and I used to write for Schitt's Creek

Top five fics by kudos:

Teach Me New Things (E) - 911, 734 kudos

50 Coffee Dates (G) - 911, 435 kudos

cause I believe that we were supposed to find this (T) - Lonestar, 247 kudos

Check (E) - 911, 205 kudos

It's Photoshop (T) - Lonestar, 157 kudos

Do you respond to comments?

yes! sometimes it might take me a while, but I try to respond to every comment I get

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

a tossup between yes I know that he's my ex and Nothing's Gonna Happen

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Public Relations - Schitt's Creek

Do you get hate on fics?

no, i'm too unknown as a fic writer to get hate I think lol

Do you write smut?

lol yes! working on a couple of smut fics for buddietommy rn!!

Craziest crossover:

none, I don't really do crossovers

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

none that I know of.

Have you ever had a fic translate

no

Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

no

All time favourite ship?

rn buddie has my heart, but i'm LOVING bucktommy (and buddietommy) so all my attention is on them

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

...all of them? although there's a couple of longer fics that I think i'll not necessarily abandon, but turn into og works

What are your writing strengths?

dialogue, definitely

What are your writing weaknesses?

getting into a character's head, portraying feelings, although I think I'm getting slowly better at that.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

until duolingo laid off their a bunch of their translators and started using ai, I was using it to learn Spanish and felt pretty comfortable with the language, but if I ever do use Spanish in fic, I would want a native speaker to look over it to see if it makes sense. however, I never found a reason to put it in fic yet.

First fandom you wrote in?

a:tla

Favourite fic you've written?

yes I know that he's my ex

it's my first time writing intense emotion in a fic and I'm really glad I pulled it off. so i'm really proud of it.

tagging @911-on-abc @eddiebabygirldiaz @monsterrae1 @theotherbuckley @thewolvesof1998 @paperstorm @carlos-in-glasses @bidisasterevankinard @daffi-990 and anyone else who wants to play!

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The majority of people are horny. People are always going to be horny. You cannot stop people from being horny. Throughout history there have been extensive attempts to suppress horniness and they haven’t worked. You can be mad about it all you want but horniness will prevail against any adversity. There will always be an aspect of horniness within society. Sexuality cannot be contained by having missionary sex with your spouse alone in the privacy of a dark bedroom.

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sleepover weekend!

it’s that time, guys (ﾉ^ヮ^)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

fmk, would you rathers, or have you evers!

ask me anything about a fandom, character, or ship (unpopular opinions!)

ask me about my headcanons! (be specific!)

make me choose?? (between anything!)

tell me about your crushes (tumblr + real life!)

rec me stuff! (films, books, shows, clothing shops, anything!)

ask me for recs! (^^^)

vent to me! tell me about your day, what are you looking forward to??

what you’re thinking about/doing right now!

talk to me about anything!

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So we all know that Tumblr is US-centric. But to what degree? (and can we skew the results of this poll by posting it at a time where they should be asleep?)

Reblog to increase sample size!

#yes

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sick of hearing about "healing crystals" that "cleanse your mind and body of negative energy" i want to know which rocks can hurt you and fuck up your vibe so bad

#maybe it’s in a different translation #but i reread that story recently and no where did it say cain killed abel with a rock