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god as my witness tumblr will stop fucking up my formatting after i've posted something.

#shaking my fists #* jann speaks.

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music ask meme : DEAD MAN’S PARTY (1985) by OINGO BOINGO.

a selection of lyrics from the 1985 album dead man’s party. modified slightly for rp purposes. a remake of an old meme.

my life is on the line.

i do not trust my ears. i don’t believe my eyes.

i will not fall in love.

hearts are fragile toys.

there’s murder in the air. 

i had a dream last night the world was set on fire.

i’m dreaming again of life underground.

it doesn’t ever move. it doesn’t make a sound.

just when i think that things are in their place, the heavens are secure, the whole thing explodes in my face.

don’t run away. it’s only me.

don’t be afraid of what you can’t see.

i am not the ghost without a soul.

listen to my heart. you feel the beat.

i got a bed that’s real soft in a room that’s always sad.

somebody might be lost.

i thought i’d go and see.

i thought i heard somebody cry.

you worry too much.

you can’t change fate, but don’t feel so bad.

there’s a full moon in the sky.

it’s the hour of the wolf and i don’t want to die.

i don’t think it’s very fair.

no one beats him at his game for very long.

there’s no place safe to hide, nowhere to run, no time to cry.

why make your life a living hell?

drink to bones that turn to dust.

this is not the first time you tried to get away.

won’t you stay with me one more day?

i even thought it was late at night.

now that we’ve found this precious place, how do we keep from going crazy now?

i caught a saint while he was sinning.

people scream. what do they know?

why run when you can crawl?

i’m hungry for something.

i’m not the same man i was before.

everything you do is wrong.

i haven’t lost the stupid fear of thunder.

i’m not the same ghost i was before.

i disappear whenever it may please me.

why don’t people understand my intentions?

it’s my creation but i do not know.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp lyric starters #rp lyric meme #rp starters #rp sentence starters #ask meme #* mine. #meme: music. #i miss you boingos who oingo

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film ask meme : RE-ANIMATOR (1985) directed by STUART GORDON.

a selection of lines from the 1985 film re-animator. modified for rp purposes.

you idiot! you'll ruin my notes.

of course he's dead.

i gave him life.

your optimism is touching, but a waste of time.

don't know why they keep locked doors around here.

nobody wants in and ain't nobody gettin' out.

i'm sorry, [name]. i didn't mean to scare you.

i just didn't know anybody was here.

what were you researching?

i'm afraid the place is still kind of a mess.

you'll never even know that i'm here.

you didn't say why you left.

the brain can only survive an additional six to twelve minutes.

we all want to retain our personalities in some idyllic afterlife.

perhaps it takes desire. an obsessive desire.

these people are here to learn and you're closing their minds before they even have a chance!

look, it's not you, really. it's just a lot of little things.

do you ever see him?

i told you. he's a little cracked.

i certainly didn't think you'd want to find it like that.

i was busy pushing bodies around, as you well know.

i knew you were fond of it.

you killed him. i know you did.

all life is a physical and chemical process, correct?

i've conquered brain death.

do you agree that he's dead now?

i think you're being blinded by your emotions.

let's go. we're not going to find anything.

something should have happened by now.

i followed you here, and i'm gonna follow you until you listen to me!

it listened to me. it made a conscious act.

i want you to think of me as someone you can come to with your problems.

i don't have to talk to you.

oh, it is not the appearance of life. it is life.

i had to kill him.

i guess i'm just getting paranoid.

i tried to hate you. i wanted so much to hate you.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp sentence starters #rp starters #* mine. #meme: film. #ik there's a thousand re-animator ask memes floating around but i haven't seen them lately

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I thought I’d grow out of vampires but here I am grown loving every anemic goth bat bitch I see

#astarion ancunin. #louis du pointe du lac. the vampire armand. adrian tepes. #* jann speaks.

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this book i just finished reading was so good and quotable but not for tumblr rp purposes

#great book!! this body’s not big enough for both of us — if you are interested #* jann speaks.

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It is a cliche to say that a building's windows look like eyes because humans will find faces in anything and of course the windows would be the eyes. The house of Usher had dozens of eyes, so either it was a great many faces lined up together or it was the face of some creature belonging to a different order of life -- a spider, perhaps, with rows of eyes along its head.

T. Kingfisher, What Moves the Dead

#horror quotes #horror writing #horror analysis #ghosts #writing references #writing analysis #haunted houses #* mine. #just my post not my quote !! #sorry i powered through this book in a few hours and it's making me feel clinical

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book meme : WHAT MOVES THE DEAD by T. KINGFISHER.

a selection of lines from the novel what moves the dead. modified slightly for rp purposes.

i'm delighted by obscure passions, no matter how unusual.

it's cold and poor and if you don't die from falling in a hole or starving to death, a wolf eats you.

god, but it was a depressing scene.

i am, for the most part, not an imaginative soul.

he was the gentlest of souls, though he did collect rather odd things.

i swear to you, if i had not heard his voice, i would not have recognized him.

you look like you've been dragged arse-first through hell.

you have grown into an outrageous liar.

in some ways, it's rather refreshing to be treated in the same way as a fungus.

i will tell you, this is a recent dissolution.

i think it might be enough to make anyone ill.

i do not know how to deal with this sort of death, the one that comes slow and inevitable and does not let go.

death that simply comes and settles is not a thing i have any experience with.

i knew most of them would die anyway, but if they died in front of me, it felt worse.

we were friends once. i hope we still are.

i hear things now. everything. my own heartbeat. other people's breathing sounds like thunder.

sometimes i fancy i can hear the worms in the rafters.

but this place has made me afraid.

you don't pull punches in the morning, do you?

what sins could you possibly have?

you know i'm not a superstitious soul but i swear there's something wicked here.

they say mushrooms spring up where the devil walks and where the fairies dance.

perhaps they believe that the fungus is part of them.

it's in god's hands, not mine. perhaps not even his.

are you a witch, then?

don't listen to him. the dead carry lanterns down in the deep.

this place breeds nightmares.

he complains of nightmares. says the walls breathe them out.

i begin to think that this place has killed all of us, in its time.

most of us go to the devil without him having to personally oversee things.

the dead don't walk. you of all people know that.

really, what good would it do? have you not seen enough bodies in your time? maybe it helps other people, but it's just one more face to haunt your dreams.

headache is always preferable to heartache.

perhaps this miserable place has weighed down my spirit and left me vulnerable.

they don't fear ghosts where you come from?

i don't believe the dead actually care about those things.

[name], i have come to think of you as a sensible person, but there is something quite unsavory about all this.

you don't believe in possession, of course.

the dead may walk but i will not walk among them.

this thing, whatever it is, it's what's killing you. devouring you alive.

i've been dead for at least a month.

i could never help anything that killed you.

i know exactly where i would place the match.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp sentence starters #rp starters #* mine. #meme: book. #books about scary mushrooms and spooky hares

[jannwrites]

Can you make an ask meme based on the 1933 movie The Invisible Man?

yeah i can do that.

#hey sorry this took 2 months to get to if it's any consolation i currently have 310 hours in baldur's gate 3 #* jann speaks. #this was fun! i love consuming media

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film ask meme : THE INVISIBLE MAN (1933) directed by JAMES WHALE.

a selection of lines from the 1933 film the invisible man. modified slightly for rp purposes.

how did they get him out?

it’s the coldest winter we’ve had down here for years.

i hope he’ll be a bit more communicative this time.

i don’t think there was one when we came here.

i want to be left alone, and undisturbed.

you’ll be the death of me with your slowness.

i wish you’d leave me alone.

put that horrid thing down and listen.

it’s good to go away when you’re finishing a difficult experiment.

i had a terrible feeling last night.

what does it matter, if he’s in trouble?

he was so strange those last few days before he went.

what things should men leave alone?

he cares nothing for you, [name].

i can’t work or sleep until i know.

there’s a way back, you fool. there must be a way back.

i came here for quiet and secrecy.

do you know who you’re talking to?

you’ve driven me near madness with your peering through the keyholes and gaping through the curtains.

i’ll show you who i am and what i am. 

he won’t believe me. you tell him.

he’d never touch a thing with madness.

everyone deserves the fate that’s coming to them.

sit down, unless you want me to knock your brains out.

may i have a cigarette?

you’re frightened out of your wits, aren’t you you?

if you raise a finger against me, you’re a dead man.

i meant to come back just as i was when you saw me last.

we’ll soon put the world right now, [name]. you and i.

don’t stare at me.

don’t leave me. wait for me.

we’ve got a terrible responsibility.

his mind’s unhinged. at present he’s mad.

i can persuade him to help you.

we’ve a busy day ahead. you must sleep.

you know how clever he is.

even the moon’s frightened of me, frightened to death.

i’ve no time now but believe me, as surely as the moon will set and the sun will rise, i shall kiss you tomorrow night.

aren’t you pleased you’ve found me?

i came with you to keep my promise.

i’ll do anything. everything you ask me.

i always said you were a dirty little coward.

i meddled in things that man must leave alone.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp sentence starters #rp starters #* mine. #meme: film. #my triumphant return

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film ask meme : ANTIVIRAL (2012) directed by BRANDON CRONENBERG.

a selection of lines from the 2012 film antiviral. modified slightly for rp purposes.

i'll take this one.

i understand your fascination with her.

she's perfect somehow, isn't she?

her eyes seem to reach right beneath your skin.

celebrities are not people. they're group hallucinations.

the human face is a powerful messenger.

listen to what you're saying.

you're seriously buying into all this?

i'm sure the kid can shed some light on the situation.

with a whisper, she could have anything she wanted. anyone she wanted.

i've been trying to reach you.

i think my body's starting to turn on me.

i already feel like a different person.

i don't understand how this isn't considered cannibalism.

so do we have business?

did you know health tulips have solid-colored petals?

it's a weird business.

be tactful if the subject comes up.

i've never really cared for her.

the afterlife is getting extremely perverse.

this all must feel a bit personal to you.

you were one of the last people to see her alive.

do i get to know what's killing you?

do you want me to hurt myself?

i don't even think dignity's still a valid currency.

i'll admit, i was a little insulted when i found out you weren't gonna share it with me.

your clock is counting down at a manic pace. you need a friend.

now, i would love to do this properly, if you would just stop freaking out.

i think you're a lot worse than you're letting on.

don't look so worried. you're a commodity.

i'm afraid you've become involved in something sinister.

have you started bleeding yet?

i don't mind the sight of blood.

i've mostly stopped sleeping.

this is all very unlucky for you but i'm hoping we can help each other.

a belief in god, it's always struck me as a sign of dangerous infantilism.

you play the skeptic but i don't believe it.

well, now you share your death with her, and that's a powerful bond.

i need someone non-responsive to talk to and you're cheaper than my therapist.

it doesn't look like your little vacation did you much good.

i've got more of my blood here if you want it.

whatever it is you're into, it's attracted a lot of dangerous attention.

i refuse to be pulled into a crazy mess.

i've been having some trouble at work.

if it had been up to me, we would have taken better care of you.

that's a shame. we could make you excitingly famous.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp sentence starters #rp starters #* mine. #meme: film. #guess what i just watched

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film ask meme : SAINT MAUD (2019) directed by ROSE GLASS.

a selection of lines from the 2019 film saint maud. modified slightly for rp purposes.

forgive me my impatience but i hope you will reveal your plan for me soon.

can you feel that?

i daresay you'll be seeing this one soon.

who's your saint?

you're prettier than the last one.

you can't just lock yourself up here. you should be around people.

don't be petulant. you're getting dangerously norma desmond.

sorry to call you back early.

things are different now.

take care of yourself, darling.

no one sees what they don't want to.

stay with me. i don't want to be alone.

have you seen a lot of death?

when you pray, do you get a response?

nothing feels real anymore.

i keep thinking about that last moment and wondering what it will be like.

tell me I'm wrong.

my little savior.

to save a soul, that's quite something.

i can see you.

don't let her drink too much.

honey, come back to me.

no hard feelings. i'm sure you're great in bed.

it's not right that she spends her last days getting worked up over a silly girl that doesn't care about her.

i am reminded of myself in the first flushes of your love.

it's no fun if you cheat.

i wasn't expecting to hear from you.

i will go to bed when i damn well like.

don't run away. i'm talking to you.

you got a little carried away, didn't you?

no. you're lost.

there's my little saint.

you know you shouldn't take anything i say serious.

you should have some fun while you still can.

i've got more important things on my mind.

how could mere human frivolity possibly complete with the heavenly father's warm heart?

[name] expressed other concerns.

all i feel of you now is this pain.

if you're trying to teach me something, i can't see what it is.

quite frankly, it all just seems such a waste.

i was ready and open and alive, and this is my reward.

perhaps you aren't as wise as i thought.

i can't help but feel an act of spite has occurred.

i shudder to think what awaits those who shun you.

you never seemed to like me that much.

you owe me a drink.

i thought i did what you told me to do.

please don't let me fall again.

i should have expected resistance. nothing worthwhile comes easy.

never waste your pain.

what if you are smirking or indifferent or think me a clueless idiot?

how will i know what to do?

it was sweet of you to come but you mustn't worry.

you're right. back then, i was so lost.

i was unkind to you.

you made me think of things i didn't want to.

you must be the loneliest girl i've ever seen.

snap out of it, honey.

you have no idea how dull it is to be dying.

i hate to be the one to break it to you but it's just you and me here.

nothing you do matters.

take some responsibility for your actions.

it's clear now you are as weak as your faith.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp sentence starters #rp starters #* mine. #this movie just altered my brain chemistry #meme: film.

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film ask meme : THE BROOD (1979) directed by DAVID CRONENBERG.

a selection of lines from the 1979 film the brood. modified slightly for rp purposes.

you're not looking at me, [name].

i guess you're just a weak person.

it makes me feel...guilty inside. 

i can't let the heart speak.

don’t speak to me. show me.

show me your anger. then i can understand it.

he's starting to get passionate about the whole thing.

she pretends the whole thing never happened.

there must be some other answer to what you've seen.

i guess you know, now, what it feels like. being blamed for everything. to have the past distorted, so you don't even recognize yourself anymore.

thirty seconds after you're born, you have a past. and sixty seconds after that, you start to lie to yourself about it.

i guess i've been indulging in a horrid bout of nostalgia these last few days.

you're being so unfair, sweetheart.

tell me the rest of the story that goes with this picture.

you're sure you don't want a story?

nothing's wrong, except with me.

he thinks that i'm turning into my mother.

that's very unfair of him. that's very arrogant of him.

i don't want you to think that i don't love you.

oh, god, i love you. but you didn't protect me.

you know, i was even thinking about going out to that old house again.

[name] encouraged my body to revolt against me. and it did.

i have a small revolution on my hands and i'm not putting it down very successfully.

are you saying that I'm just supposed to bury the girl's mother and not tell her about it?

sometimes it just kills me to think i might have screwed my kid up already.

we'll go up there together, and kick their ass.

i've a feeling i've just been recruited to babysit.

the thing was in the house. it was in the house all the time.

you bitch! you're killing my family!

this creature has never really been born.

i feel so guilty for my part in it. i wish it had never happened.

we had beautiful things, things that you couldn't understand.

we'll have them again, if you'd just leave him alone and stop poisoning him against me and taking advantage of his loneliness.

your life is just a little too complicated for me right now.

that's just fucking wonderful, don't you think?

i'll bleed for you. want me to bleed?

that's silly, right? repulses you, i can see that.

[name] knows i'm addicted to him and he doesn't care.

i think i must be getting stronger, because somehow, i just don't feel threatened by her anymore.

this is the first time i've seen the place.

somebody's following me. somebody's always following me.

he just got bored with the rest of us.

they'll kill you if you try to take her away from them.

they're the children of her rage.

i'm not going to be the only one to pay for that anger.

i thought you said you weren't going to come and see me while i was here.

i wish it were true. god, i wish it were true.

we lost touch. that's the only reason all this ever happened.

what's been happening to me has been just too strange. too strange for me to share with anyone from my old life.

i'm ready now. i wasn't before, but i'm ready now.

i seem to be a very special person. i'm in the middle of a strange adventure.

no, i disgust you. i sicken you.

you liar. you're lying. you're lying! i know!

you make them stop, or i'll kill you.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp starters #rp sentence starters #rp sentence prompts #* mine. #tosses this on the dash at 11:45pm #meme: film.

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tv show ask meme : GUILLERMO DEL TORO’S CABINET OF CURIOSITIES (2022). (2/2)

a selection of lines from the horror anthology cabinet of curiosities. modified slightly for rp purposes.

PICKMAN'S MODEL.

behind everything beautiful lies the dark.

beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but what about the horror?

you can't rush perfection.

all i said is i don't see what the fuss is about.

i just fail to see what's so interesting about them.

i think the rats got to her.

these are...powerful. the darkness, the ugliness, the corruption.

we cannot let sympathy or altruism shield us from finding the truths of this world.

sometimes, when i'd wake in the night, i'd hear them through the floor.

what is happening to me?

i mean, you knew how important this was to me.

i don't even recognize you anymore.

what is art in this modern world without truth?

i think we need to give them some names. i think they deserve that.

someone's up awfully late this evening.

Ii's my business to catch the undertones of the soul.

if there are any ghosts round here, they're the tame ghosts of a salt marsh and a shallow cove.

i feel like you're disappearing from me.

the darkness has a way of catching me.

it must be shocking to see the state of things here.

do you feel it, [name]? the fear.

what you make--it crawls behind the eyes, it makes you crazy.

i know where fear lives.

DREAMS IN THE WITCH HOUSE.

don't you worry. i'll help you figure it out.

i promised you I'd protect you. you remember that, don't you?

who has the power to break it down?

i know the other side is real. i've seen it.

maybe it's time that we consider what else we can do with our lives.

the house has undeniable powers.

you care more about your dead sister than the living.

i've seen a forest. a forest that takes the dead inside.

wait, wait. you're telling me that you put an unknown chemical from an unknown gentleman into your body?

what we need to do is knock some sense into you.

i think you're desperate, [name].

i think you'd do anything, anything, to prove that what you've been fighting for is real.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry i couldn't save you when i had the chance.

if i hadn't been so afraid, i wouldn't have ended up here.

i couldn't think of anything else but seeing you again.

i have to investigate that house.

something stalked you here. it followed you through the door.

there's something in there trying to hurt us.

i feel the energy her anger left behind.

they stuck pins in her to see if she would bleed.

what demons have you been conjuring?

the dead want you now.

i hope you understand what you brought to this world.

what i've done cannot be undone!

i told you, you couldn't escape me.

i'll ride this body as long as it will last.

THE VIEWING.

you're like a legend.

hey, buddy, got a smoke?

i was intrigued for sure.

what kind of flowers are these?

well, it looks amazing and sounds amazing.

i am not gonna let temptation get the better of me.

it made its way across all that chaos, all of that potential destruction, longer than many human lives, to us here tonight.

i want to know what your stunning mind makes of it.

now i'm even more curious than ever before.

dead worlds seed new, living ones, time and time again.

she's proven what others refuse to admit about the nature of the universe and humanity.

it's hard to talk about it in words, you know?

your presence here has made this night so much brighter to me.

science tells us you can never truly know the future state of a particle.

perhaps control of the machinery is your real ambition.

i want something that doesn't exist.

there's a void inside of me, you, everyone. an endless abyss.

everyone has a black hole inside of 'em. what i want is for mine to stop eating everything up all the time.

you are really harshing my mellow, man.

yhe truth is much more complicated.

i can't tell you about an image you already have in your mind.

i saw his blood, i saw his tears.

oh, a test where i have to do cocaine? finally, a test i can pass.

it's not as if you've never done this before.

it made me nostalgic for things that never happened.

you brought me all the way out here to show me a fucking rock?

did you not hear anything we just said right now?

THE MURMURING.

birds carry our souls, our beliefs, our hopes.

but that word...that word also suggests a voice, a whisper, a prayer uttered in the dark when we think we have lost it all.

pop me in a room with a stack of books, and I'm happy.

who wouldn't want to lift off and fly away from the world like that sometimes?

if there is a god, he certainly is a very cruel one.

i'll check, you go back to bed.

what are you doing here in the gloom?

what are you reading?

they sound different. more melancholy.

you haven't had any sleep. you're very tired.

it might help if you tell me what i'm meant to be listening for.

you get that crease, just there, when you're trying to solve a mystery.

this is beautiful. but when i look at it, all i feel is sad.

she must have felt very trapped here.

is it so wrong to read a dead person's letters?

and how do you know they're dead?

god forbid i should feel something.

the minute some people step into a falling-down old house, they start seeing ghosts.

you haven't cried at all. not since...everything happened.

people say they see things here, but it's just a morbid fascination with other people's misery.

how am i ever supposed to help you if you never tell me anything?

why is it always about me? you went through this too, [name].

i feel lost. i feel...angry. i feel completely heartbroken.

i try and i try, and i just feel you slipping away.

take my hand. you won't be alone or cold anymore.

i've been so lost.

#rp meme #rp ask meme #rp starters #rp sentence starters #rp sentence prompts #* mine. #part 2 finally after *checks watch* eight months #meme: tv.

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shadowed for an aging in place/palliative care position today 😝

#i think i had a selfie tag but idr what it was #* jann face.

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movie ask meme : JACOB'S LADDER (1990) directed by BRUCE JOEL RUBIN.

a selection of lines from the 1990 film jacob's ladder. modified slightly for rp purposes.

don't leave me.

yeah, you and everyone else.

fuck off! mind your own business!

i didn't want to wake you.

it is tomorrow. four a.m. how come you're so late?

why can't you remember their names?

they're biblical. they were prophets.

i don't let anybody call me that.

you're a real heathen, you know that, [name]?

you sold your soul, remember? that's what you told me.

is that the one who died?

sorry. it just took me by surprise. i didn't expect to see him this morning. god, what i wouldn't ...

he was the cutest little guy. like an angel, you know. he had this smile ...

i don't like things that make you cry.

it's amazing, huh [name]? your whole life, right in front of you.

they're gonna get me. they'll tear me to pieces.

i never hurt anybody when i was alive.

i don't understand you philosophers.

she said you were a son of a bitch and she regrets the day she set eyes on you.

i think she still loves you.

my brain is too small an organ to comprehend this chaos.

you know, you look like an angel, [name], an overgrown cherub. anyone ever tell you that?

this city is filled with creatures. everywhere.

they're like demons, [name].

it's the pressure, honey. that's all it is.

those guys tried to kill me tonight. they were aiming right at me.

says here the world's comin' to an end. the battle of heaven and hell they call it.

listen to me. i'm going out of my fucking mind here.

let me look at your hand.

according to this, you're already dead.

you are out of your mind, man. out of your fuckin' mind.

[name], you little devil. you never told me you could dance like that.

i wanna leave. get me out of here.

go to hell! go to hell, goddamn you!

if you go crazy on me you're goin' crazy by yourself. you understand?

there were all these demons and i was on fire.

i thought you said it was a nightmare?

i'm not going anywhere. i'm right here, [name].

come on, go back to sleep. you can still get a couple of hours.

you must have friends in high places, that's all i can say.

it's not worth it. you'll never win.

how many times can you die, huh?

god i hate this area. makes me nervous.

i'm not sure where i can talk anymore.

something's wrong, [name]. i don't know what it is but i can't talk to anybody about it.

you always used to listen, you know?

they've been followin' me. they're comin' outta the walls.

sometimes i think i'm just gonna jump outta my skin.

i don't know who they are, or what they are. but they're gonna get me and i'm scared, [name].

it's like i was coming apart at the seams.

they keep telling me i'm already dead, that they're gonna tear me apart, piece by piece, and throw me into the fire.

it's like they're crawling out of my brain.

he saw these creatures coming out of the woodwork. they were tryin' to get him, he said.

it's not worth goin' over again and again. whatever happened, happened. it's over.

i'm gettin' a headache just listenin' to you.

so tell me. am i still an angel?

this is your home. you're dead.

i'm not dead. i am not dead.

this is not a dream! this is my life.

i was in hell. i've been there. it's horrible. i don't want to die, [name].

you're a regular basket case, you know that?

you know what eckart said? the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life; your memories, your attachments. they burn 'em all away.

they're not punishing you. they're freeing your soul.

i'm not here. you haven't seen me.

the truth can kill, my friend.

hey, i'm not the problem. you've got bigger problems than me.

don't fight it. it's your own mind. it's your own fears.

it's hard to believe that the world could be so hellish on day and like heaven the next.

i love you when you're angry.

hello, [name]. i knew you'd come here in the end.

your capacity for self-delusion is remarkable.

you're a real dreamer, you know that? only it's time to wake up.

if you're frightened of dying you'll see devils tearing you apart. if you've made your peace then they're angels freeing you from the world.

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[jannwrites]

music ask meme : exuvium [OBLIVIøN pt. ii] (2022) by CRYWOLF.

a selection of lyrics from the 2022 album exuvium [OBLIVIøN pt. ii]. modified slightly for rp purposes.

deep in the ground, i am breathing.

the finest light could never reveal the softness with which you hold me.

from where have you come?

you cradle us like a child, more than anything else that lives and breathes and calls our name.

i looked up at the blackness around me and realized it was everything i had feared since i was a child.

i got on my knees that night to pray and saw you in a vision.

you're under my skin. you're unwrapping all that i am.

i wanted to stay deep in your head forever.

to love you is to be buried.

i feel myself unraveling. suspended and strange.

listen, no matter what you see here, no matter what erupts from my deaths, no matter what ruin comes of us when i'm gone, promise me. promise me when you sleep, when you dream of me, it will be in colors of white.

in my dreams i'm swallowing your eyes and mouth.

this isn't feeling right. it never was.

i'm dying to leave this world behind.

i see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes.

i'll look into the wind. i'll look into the flame.

i'll dig into the earth and swallow it again.

i saw you last night, you know.

i breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded room.

you know you've always wanted to be the darkness i'm not.

darling, you're still alone.

your heart is torturing me.

all that stays with me is the fear inside my gut.

you've been my reason to breathe.

i've been splintering apart.

now i don't even know you and that's the best part of it.

all i know, you're the only thing that i see in color.

what is your soul made of?

last night i woke up and saw you again.

i thought we promised to be honest with each other.

when were you going to tell me you'd become the reaper?

i've forgotten what it's like to feel weightlessness.

find me in the low light.

maybe if you take time, we could still escape this place.

if i told you "jump now," would you let it all erase?

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[jannwrites]

your media taste is unparalleled

#thank u <3 #* jann speaks. #anonymous