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raise your hand if you are worried about bucky applebees

#kristen applebees #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #bucky applebees #d20 fhjy #fhjy

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I hope Bobby Dawn meets Jawbone and the sheer force of Jawbone's queer energy kills him on sight

#bobby dawn #jawbone o'shaughnessy #dimension 20 #fantasy high

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The tragedy of the Rat Grinders are you with me.

Kipperlilly struggles so much with anger, feeling that everything is unfair and the world is out to get her. She talks about it with the counsellor and he suggests that she tries harder to make things right. She goes quiet. She's only a kid, her best friend is the kindest person she knows. Her best friend is dead and she didn't come back. She could've come back. Why didn't she choose to come back for her best friend?

Buddy knows that he's loved. These new friends of his sure are pretty dang troubled but he's safe. He's held in someone's hands. There's a girl who turned away, who lost the faith, but he's not like her. He knows he's right. She seems nice enough. She calls him a bitch. She clearly loves her friends. She threatens him when he offers to watch out for her brother. Why is that scary? He'll protect the kid, he'll make sure he stays strong. He offers to revive her party if they fall. They don't believe him. Her eyes pierce through all illusion as she makes sure he'll be true to his word- of course he will, he made an oath- but suddenly his breath is caught, his chest feels hot and his body won't move. The last thing he sees is the horror in her eyes. What's wrong? He tries to ask. It'll all be ok. Helio won't let anything bad happen. Wouldn't he? It's dark. It's cold. When light and warmth appears, he grasps it desperately. It's not Helio- Helio didn't save him- but it's close enough. He chooses rage.

Ivy and Mary-Ann and Ruben and Oisin are kids. Ruben feels spiteful- he votes on a name because he knows it will upset his friend. He's just a kid being thoughtless but he was murdered. Mary-Ann doesn't seem to care much, she has her mango soda and her music and her soft toys. She asks a boy if he's drinking mango soda too. He calls her a freak. She's just a kid trying to relate and she was murdered. Ivy wanted to adventure. She went into the mountains with her friends. She was just a kid and she was murdered. Oisin likes the smartest girl in his class. She doesn't know his name. He wants her to like him but now he's murdering people. His classmates, his party members, his friends. She thought he was cute but now it's too late. He was just a kid with a crush but he was murdered.

Lucy is good, she's sweet and kind and best friends with the cleverest person in the world. Her friends get rid of the name her best friend loved so much. She tried to protect her friends but it wasn't enough. They all died. She couldn't save them. They all chose rage. Lucy can't choose rage. She has faith. She can't come back I'm sorry, please understand, I can't come back, I'll be ok, I can be at peace, why can't I rest in peace?

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fantasy high junior year #the ratgrinders #kipperlilly copperkettle #buddy dawn #ivy embra #oisin hakinvar #mary ann skuttle #ruben hopclap #lucy frostblade #i'm so normal about them

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say hi, intrepid heroes!

#dimension 20 #neverafter #dimension 20 fanart #pretty art #not my art

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Thinking about how Sandra lynn is a full elf and will probably watch fig and jawbone die someday

#same with gilear and fig #and hallariel and fabian #we don't talk enough about the inherent tragedy of half elves #not for them #but for their Elven parent #who knows when it all starts that they will outlive their human partner by centuries and have to watch their child die of old age #and no parent should have to outlive their child #dimension 20 #fantasy high #sandra lynn faeth #jawbone o'shaughnessey #figueroth faeth #hallariel seacaster #gilear faeth

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You don’t say.

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I'm probably gonna get yelled at for saying this but sometimes something isn't a real problem in fandom, you just learned a Japanese word describing a general fandom practice and got scared and decided it meant "The Bad Ones" of that practice

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On Discomfort and Morality

My father finds gay men uncomfortable.

He's told me before that it's like a knee-jerk for him. Something he doesn't consciously control. He sees two men behaving romantically, and his body reacts with mild discomfort.

In the 1960s, when he was in high school, most of the boys in his form thought he was gay on the simple fact that he wasn't homophobic. He wouldn't participate in insulting queer people, he didn't care if someone was gay, he wouldn't have a problem hanging out with gay people. So people thought he was gay. That's how prevalent homophobia was in his formative years.

When I was 10, my dad told me very seriously that Holmes and Watson were gay. That it was obvious from the literature and the time period that they were meant to be a gay couple. When I was 14 and I came out to my parents as bi, when my mum was upset my dad ripped into her for it. Told her that she was being stupid, that it was my life to live how I wanted to and that she needed to get over herself.

My dad formed my views on censorship: that being that it was completely ridiculous and thoroughly evil. He didn't believe in censorship of any kind. If I asked him a question about sex, he answered it honestly. When I was 12 and I asked him about homosexuality, still young and uncertain, he told me that there was nothing wrong with it. That it was just how some people were. That there was likely an evolutionary reason for it. And that for some people it was uncomfortable on an instinctual level.

He taught me that just because you're uncomfortable with something, doesn't make it wrong. He also taught me that most people don't understand this.

I see a lot of this on the internet as of the last few years. The anti shipping movement, the terf movement, the anti ace movement. It all stems from discomfort that people have crossed wires into believing means wrong. Really every -ism and -phobia out there stems from this same fundamental aspect of humanity.

The next time you see something and you automatically think it's disgusting, or wrong, or immoral, I invite you to ask yourself: is this actually wrong or does this just make me uncomfortable?

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losing the idgaf war badly (I want to be in love and to have someone be in love with me)

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have you seen this one by chance? saw it reposted to pinterest and thought of my favorite public transit blog

Finally a way to market trains to the cruel capitalist

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Well, how old are you Grant? Smartypants, Episode 1

#smartypants #mike trapp #grant o'brien #dropout #dropout tv

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literally no better feeling than blurting out some loud dumbass joke with your buddies and hearing a total stranger ugly-snort-laugh as they walk past bc their own laughter caught them by surprise. find joy and connection in the spontaneity of strangers you son of a bitch. i fucking got your ass

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btw if any of y’all are following me and you’re a Zionist get the fuck off my follow list!!!!!!!!!

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riz shows up in legend lore because he summoned the night yorb. if kipperlilly is reviving ankarna just so she can be mentioned in the legend lore wiki i will forgive all of her crimes

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #kipperlilly copperkettle #riz gukgak