isthisakitchenorsuicide

[isthisakitchenorsuicide]

Have you ever invested yourself so much into a craft and/or career that it has taken over your entire personal life? In my case, I went from being a stage actor/server(waiter). As time does, I aged and got tired of dealing with other people and their personal issues. So I swayed to the kitchen life. Now! Understand, I’m not a perfect human being and has many know… the BOH(back of house) lifestyle/people you meet is a YO-YO. We are all damaged. Almost all of us looking for a home. A sense of belonging. Brotherhood or sisterhood. A family. But this industry will chew you up and spit you out. Literally. The family members And coworkers I’ve lost to the crippling depression and the eagerness to want to work and numb everything else out of life. I absolutely remember my brothers and sisters from the culinary field in the beautiful light they shed through their work and creativity. But… those lives lost… live through me. I don’t exactly know where I’m getting at with this post… just know you are not alone. There is ALWAYS someone who will listen, who will care. Take those bruises and cuts from everyday life, but, always remember this. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don’t hurt the ones you love. Once that deed is done you don’t know how your loved ones will react and you can’t help them when you’re gone.

Love, peace, and chicken grease.

Don’t worry, I’m still here.

PMRockstar.

#depression #kitchen life #love #youre not alone #express yourself #don’t hide #connection