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Rooms by Design, 1989

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mark sloan, the visionary that you are. everyone should’ve listened to your instinct right here and there

#greys anatomy #mark sloan #I will always be a owen hunt hater #like has anyone seen the way he kisses people first of all #tv shows

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#ester exposito #ester exposito icons #vogue #it girl icons

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mama pours me tea, and it brings tears to my eyes for the second time that night; her cruelty and her kindness both maim me. her kindness because I can’t hate her, not fully. and her cruelty because I can't love her fully either.

#mother daughter relationships are so complex sometimes #I think about this quote so often #how can you get over this kind of bond? #and to feel this way yet know that the daughter does not escape the mother experience anyway #poetry

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i wake up thirsty and i think of palestine. i go to the doctor’s office and i think of palestine. a sign in the corner of the waiting room says ‘this is a place of healing, disruptive behavior will not be tolerated’ and i think of palestine. they probably weren’t thinking of bombs and snipers and mass graves in parking lots. i call my parents and i think of palestine. i drive to the grocery store and i think of palestine. i look at the clear blue sky and i think of palestine. i put the dishes away and i think of palestine. i feed my cat and i think of palestine. i listen to music and i think of palestine. i read poetry and i think of palestine. i text my friends and i think of palestine. i think of palestine and i think of palestine and i think of palestine

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emails I can't send

Green Love Letter by Masa-San, Fujino, Kanagawa, Japan

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“Anyone who takes the time to be kind is beautiful.”

— Richelle E. Goodrich

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Stone-hewn graves at Heysham, Lancashire. Believed to be 11th Century. 

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North Carolina // Peter Stout

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i have not stopped thinking about this from the moment i saw it

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one day, he wakes, strange looks on his face; pauses then says: “you’re my best friend” and you knew what it was. he is in love.

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Emily Skaja, from “Thank You When I’m an Axe”, Brute

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“Please don’t stop the pets”

(via)

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nostalgia garden 🌷 new vlog series for my youtube channel with fragments of my days reading & writing for my dissertation

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Actually life is beautiful because the sound I make while trying to breathe around hot food sounds like my dog trying to eat an apple. When I yawn my cat tries to put his face in my mouth like a little dentist man and when he yawns I put my finger in his obligate-carnivore trapzone and we both know he will not hurt me. When I do not fold my clothes, they do not hold it against me.

I am demonstrably sad, and lonely, and full of fear. But there are other people who will hold my hand, who will point out the hawk overhead, who will give you That Look in a public place. The other day at a coffee shop a child said "look! It's snowing!" so all of us strangers went to go look out the windows. It wasn't the first snow and it won't be the last but wasn't it lovely, like that?

How wonderful to live in a world where birds and frogs both say beep! How wonderful to have an ocean of beautiful sharks with their dinosaur teeth! How wonderful the moon and her changing face, how wonderful the bees and their dancing to communicate, how wonderful shrimp and their forbidden layers of vision! How wonderful, you, and what you will give the world! The way we love things enough to spend entire blogs devoted to them? How people will let me explain my Pokemon team to them? How we will both jump at the scare in the movie, how we laugh so loudly, how it feels to give someone your baking? How wonderful to be alive. I am sorry for forgetting.

This is the process of getting better. With wonderful people and wonderful strangers and wonderful friends: I am getting better, slowly. Thank you, whoever you are. In some way, you've been wonderful, and left a wonderful place in the world to ripple out to me. In some small way - isn't it beautiful - I promise, you've been helping.

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Stop normalizing the grind and start normalizing whatever this is