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Should I close up shop here and archive? I love this blog and character, but I can't seem to regain the traction I had before SPN ended, even though SPN is only one of my writing influences.

It will have been a ten-year run which is awesome for a Tumblr blog, but agh, I dunno! Gabriel has spiritual significance to me far beyond rpg.

#ooc #i had to totally overhaul the blog in early 2020 #but i still found great new mainverse partners #sometimes even that isn't enough to sustain creative energy #lmk your thoughts (reply to this post. no anons please)

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“you’re covered in blood” oh don’t worry. It’s all mine

#haha DDDDX

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#food cw

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Once again recommending donations to the Palestinian Children’s Relief Fund. Not only is it a credible organization, you can donate any amount, so even if you don’t have much money, you can still contribute what you can towards humanitarian aid in Gaza. It takes donations via credit, PayPal, and mailed checks.

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#seems legit

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"It's about that time, folks...."

#ic #happy crisminth <3

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I love seeing certain takes about certain characters and going "congrats. You've fallen for the front they put up"

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Guys, you don't need character.ai what you need is an rp partner on discord

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I don't know who needs to hear this, but fatphobia isn't okay just because you hate the person. Trump won't see your fat jokes, but the fat people around you will. Do you want to be a safe person for fat people, or do you want an acceptable way to mock people and indulge in some cruelty?

Also, Trump is a fascist, a sexual predator, a bad businessman, and a reality TV star. His weight is the least terrible thing about him.

#this

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You can and you will.🩷

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The high holidays are coming fast!

Jewish Pride Always is at Diaspora.

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falling

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“𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝐻𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓇𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁 𝑀𝒾𝒸𝒽𝒶𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝑒, 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈.”

.ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴡᴏʀᴅ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇᴀᴛꜱ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.

ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ɢᴜɪᴅᴇʟɪɴᴇꜱ ᴘʀɪᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛɪɴɢ &/ᴏʀ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ

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In the middle of a strike.

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Mary Oliver, from “We Should Be Well Prepared”, Red Bird

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𝐈𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐞 || 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 || 𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐃𝐢𝐯. 𝐋𝐞𝐱 𝐋𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐑𝐏 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐠

I was looking for a breath of life A little touch of heavenly light But all the choirs in my head sang no

But I only needed one more touch Another taste of heavenly rush And I believe, I believe it so 

(promo cred: @untilthcyrot)

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Who am I kidding. I wanna be in love. I wanna be loved. I wanna be trusted and cared about.