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hxspitalforsxuls · 2 years

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I am very glad that you liked it and can find yourself in the reader! I tried to write this in a relatable way so Eddie could help us and accompany us all in some moments of our lives 💕 I'm happy to be the reason of your happy stimming 🥺.

Little Hummingbird | E.M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Autistic!Gn!reader

Words: 1,3k

Summary: When you're happy you can't help but flap your arms like a "little hummingbird" (or that's how Eddie has seen it since you were kids) and finding your favorite book in the bookstore window won't save you from your happy stimming.

Content warnings: autistic!reader, a lots of happy stimming, pet names, just pure fluff with Eddie, my bad English and writing (this needs a warning too, clearly).

Notes: The reader is not physically described, and I tried to make this gender neutral. Let me know if some part I messed with the pronouns or something. Like a reminder, Autism is a spectrum, so every experience and characteristics are different. I wrote this based in my own experience because when I am excited, I tend to do a lot of happy stims.

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After school finished today, you and Eddie decided to go for a walk around town since you didn't have anything planned for the day. Maybe you could go to the bookstore or go get your favorite ice cream, knowing that it would be a sunny day.

You are happy today, the day was sunny, but not "so" sunny that the sun hurts yours eyes like it does when is too bright; you were listening to your favorite cassette in Eddie's van, a mixtape that he made with all the song that remind him of you; And the most important thing of all, you were with Eddie, and everything was better if you were next to him.

"What's in your little head, sweetheart? You haven't stopped looking at me" he chuckles pocking your cheek with his finger. "I'm just happy to be with you, and I really like watching you drive" you blushed a little while you said that, not used to says the thoughts in your head out loud. But Eddie made you feel comfortable with that... Well, at least sometimes. "You are a perv, babe, you like to watch me? You will not start spying me in my sleep or something?" You giggled knowing that he is just messing with you by the tone in his voice and the cheesy grin that he has in his mouth.

"Love you too, darling" he says looking at you with the corner of his eyes as he drives. You didn't really tell him that recently, but he knows that with your recent actions you were trying to say it to him, knowing that it's hard for you to say somethings out loud. And he knows you, he knows when you are upset or when you are happy just by looking at your face and knows that you loved him more than anything even if you don't say it out loud too often. It's not necessary because he knows.

Soon the van was parked at the lot and Eddie ran to open your door before you did it, he loves doing that. "Thank you, gentleman" you say with a smile on your face as you take his hand to help you out of the van. "Where do you wanna go first? We can go get an ice cream, or to the bookstore, or to the music store" You never were a decision-maker, but you really want to go to the bookstore to see if your favorite book is in stock now, because you've been looking for it for weeks.

"Can we go see the books?" you ask shyly, not sure if that's what he want to do. But he soon brushes away all your worries with a "Of course, love" as he takes your hand and drag you to the store. That's when you see it, placed in the middle of the showcase was the book you were looking for. It was even a hardback special edition that looked beautiful.

You let out a squeal of delight as you run, dragging Eddie with you until you reach the store window. "Babe, babe, babe" you say excitedly as your body bounces and your hands flaps at both sides of your body. "It's the book, it's my favorite book right there!" you're too excited to care about the people watching at you while you do your happy stims. Eddie looks at you with an amused look, grabbing you by your shoulders and jumping with you a little to join you in your happiness.

When you first met him, you were worried that he would look at you like a weirdo or get embarrassed when you "flap" your hands or bounces around on pointy feet, but he showed you otherwise. Every time you do your happy stims, he would bounce a little with you or he would repeat the noises you make, and if you were anxious, he would wrap you in his arms and rock you side to side to calm you down, and let you play with his rings if you need it.

Even, when you were kids, he gave you the nickname "Little Hummingbird" because he pointed out that when you were excited you would flap your arms as fast as one of those bird moves its wings. You don't discuss that with him, because you really like the nickname, but he doesn't have to know it.

"You ready, Hummingbird? Let's go inside to get you that book" he says with a smile on his face as he puts his hand in your cheek, admiring your happiness. God, he was totally head over heels for you. You started to nod repeatedly, your neck would probably hurt later, but you don't care, your favorite book is waiting for you inside that store. In your excitement you don't really notice that Eddie is getting closer to your face to give you a kiss, so you leave him with his eyes closed and lips pressed into the air as you run straight to the bookstore.

When he opens his eyes, you were already gone, seeing only a blurry silhouette of you as you enter the store forgetting your companion. He chuckled as shook his head, knowing that the only thought on your mind right now was buying the book.

He quickly enters behind you, looking for you at the store aisles. Soon he sees a head appearing and disappearing at the top of a bookshelf, as you keep bouncing up and down while you looked for the book in the section that the employee told you.

"I feel abandoned, love" he pouts at you when he reaches your side, but you are too focused on the search to catch what he says, so you just give him a small kiss on the cheek and take his hand in yours for him to accompany you on your mission.

"I found it!" you say after a while, a little louder that you expected, as people in the other aisles look at you, but you don't care, you finally have the book in your arms. You bounce with it as Eddie grabs your shoulder and guides you to the cash desk. When you finally get there and put the book on desk, Eddie pulls his wallet out of his back pocket ready to pay for it, but you stop him.

"Hey! It's my book, I must pay for it" you say as you frown and cross your arms in front of your chest. You're not angry, but you don't want him to spend his money on things for you, knowing that everything he does for you is already too much, and that edition would probably cost a lot of money. "Baby, I know how much you want it and I want to pay for it as a gift. Take it as an anniversary present" he winks at you as you try to process what he says. Your anniversary is nowhere near on the calendar, but you don't have time to argue because when you open your mouth, he is already receiving the bag from the employee thanking her and saying goodbye as he starts to push you towards the exit with a triumphant smile on his face.

"Let's put that bag in the van and go get you an ice cream to celebrate our non-anniversary" he smiles at you as you stand next to him and walk hand in hand to the parked van.

Soon you where outside the store, still frowning at Eddie's smile. "Happy non-anniversary, little Hummingbird" he says as he boop your nose with his finger and hands you the gift bag with the book inside. "Now I think I deserve a kiss, don't you think?" he grins. You are not a big fan of public demonstrations of love but at this moment you let yourself be carried away by the happiness and love you feel.

The book fades into the background as you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him trying to express all your gratitude, not only for the book, but for the patience and for everything he does for you. You say a little "Thank you, love" on his lips, and he moves his kisses to your forehead muttering a little "Anything for you".

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Your biggest fan | E.M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Anxious! Gn reader

Words: 1.1 k

Summary: You've always had a huge fear of speaking in front of others, and you've already tried everything to try to overcome it, imagining that people are naked, staring at a fixed point, but nothing seems to work. Maybe you should have tried Eddie's method much earlier.

Content warnings: Pet names, swearing, Eddie being a softy, reader is anxious, overthinking, my bad English and writing (this needs a warning too, clearly), fluff. I don´t know if something scape me.

Notes: The reader is not physically described, and I tried to make this gender neutral. Let me know if some part I messed with the pronouns or something.

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Today is the day, you have studied a lot for this presentation in science class, but you can’t help but be nervous. You don´t really like to talk in front of people, the simple though of that make you panic, all the eyes staring at you, your classmates whispering while you speak, maybe about the way you are dressed or making fun of your project.

You really have tried everything, imagining that the people are naked, looking at a fixed point on the wall, closing your eyes, but nothing changes, you still get petrified when is your time to walk in front of the class… You really wish teachers were more comprehensible about it, but they always say the same “you have to overcome this fear” ”when you get a job you will have to speak in front of other people”. You hated it.

Eddie is waiting for you outside your house for you to ride with him to school. As you enter the van you say a small “hi” while you give him a kiss in his cheek. “Hi sweetheart, how you doing?” you have tell him about this task the other day, and he knows you a lot, so with just a look of you he knows that this presentation is eating you alive, but he doesn’t says anything, not wanting to bring the subject.

“I’m… I’m doing good, just waiting for this to end” you say as you hide you face with your hands, you are getting frustrated with this, why something so silly is so hard for you? “Oh, love come here” Eddie embraces your body as he rubs circles in your back, is not really a comfortable position as you can feel the gearstick burying in your side. But you don´t care, you need your boyfriend comfort to get over this day.

You feel a little kiss at the top of your head and a little tap on your thigh “Come on love, I know that you hate being late to classes. But if you say the word to me, I will drive straight to my trailer so we can eat some pizza and be in the bed all day. It sounds like a plan to me” he stares at you while you pout with his words “Babe, don´t tempt me, I can´t fail this assignment” “I know, I know, let´s go baby” he taps again your thigh and finally start the car way to school.

The day pass painfully fast, leading you outside your science classroom with your hand nervously fidgeting with Eddie´s rings. Before you get to the door Eddie stops, putting each hand in one of your shoulders and squeezing you. “Darling, I hate seeing you like this. You are the most metal person I ever met, you fought with fucking interdimensional monsters, so you can with this, I know that for you is hard and I am not trying to minimize what you feel, but I know you, love, and I know that you will beat this presentation, remember that I will always be your biggest fan” He give you a lot of kisses in the top of your head while you hide your face in the crook of his neck, feeling its unique smell of cigarettes and cheap cologne that you would not change for anything.

“I feel like I can´t do it, I fear that I will walk to the front of the class just to embarrass myself in front of everybody” you feel a knot in your throat, but you cannot cry, Eddie has said it, you can do this. Slowly you separate yourself from Eddie’s body looking into his eyes “I love you baby, thank you for everything” you give him a big kiss and no letting him say anything you enter the room, trying to feel confident about yourself…

Nope, forget it, as you see all the eyes staring at you when you enter the room your throat starts to close making it difficult for you to breath. You slowly back off and run out of the class, bumping into your boyfriend's chest that was still waiting for you to close the door.

“I can´t do this, they will be going to laugh at me, I will be the school mockery” you say as you hide your face in his chest, trying not to cry. You hear a little chuckle, and you frown, you are obviously in distress and him is laughing of you? “Sweetheart, look at me” he put each hand at the side of your head making you look at him “You are overthinking this too much, you have done this a lot of times before this assignment, and you always get an A for your work. Just breath slowly and calm yourself baby, I know you can”.

“I don´t want to do this Eds, what if we go to your trailer and follow the plan you have said early?” you look at him desperately, but he shakes his head. “Love is too late to run of this, also, your teacher is walking to here and he already saw you” you sigh, knowing that he is correct, but the fear is still in your body, your body trembling with anxiety about the project. Eddie could feel it, he knows that you are almost crying and hate seeing you like this, so he mumbles a little “Fuck this” and hold your hand “Let’s go baby, you have a project to present, and I will be right in first line cheering for you”.

You don´t have time to answer as he pushes you to your seat, and he sits right next to you, not letting go your hand in any moment. The teacher enters the room and scans it with his eyes finding Eddie's indistinguishable hair among the students.

“Mister Munson this is not your class, so I’ll have to ask you to leave. Also, I have a feeling that you can't miss any more of your classes” he says looking exhausted of dealing with teens all day. “I´m sorry but this will be my class for today and I will not leave until it finishes” Eddie will not give his arm to twist, but unexpectedly the teacher just sighs and shakes his head “I can´t deal with this right now, do what you want as long as you don't interrupt my class”

Eddie is happy with himself, winking his eye to you and sending you a kiss, trying to distract you from what comes next.

When the time come, and you must present your project in front of the class, you do it looking straight to Eddie's eyes, that brown puppy eyes that look to you with so much love and adoration. You speak like your boyfriend is the only one in the class hearing you, and you do it without an effort gaining applause of you teacher as you finish your presentation.

You grin yourself and look at Eddie, maybe he will have to enter to your classes more frequently.

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hxspitalforsxuls · 2 years

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Little Hummingbird | E.M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Autistic!Gn!reader

Words: 1,3k

Content warnings: autistic!reader, a lots of happy stimming, pet names, just pure fluff with Eddie, my bad English and writing (this needs a warning too, clearly).

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"Let's put that bag in the van and go get you an ice cream to celebrate our non-anniversary" he smiles at you as you stand next to him and walk hand in hand to the parked van.

#eddie munson #eddie munson comfort #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson x gender neutral reader #eddie munson x gn!reader #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #stranger things #autistic!reader #autistic spectrum #eddie munson x autistic!reader #autistic!reader x eddie munson #eddie munson x autistic reader #eddie munson fanfic #happy stims

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hxspitalforsxuls · 2 years

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Aby's Masterlist

Let me know if you'd like to be tagged in my future stories!

Stranger things

Eddie Munson

Everything would be alright | E.M x Autistic!Gn!Reader

Summary: Sometimes the world is too much, too bright, too noisy, too difficult for you. Is in that moment that you really need an Eddie in your life, someone who know how to redirect your harm, who knows how to distract you and make your anxiety a little less. Oh god, everyone should have an Eddie in their lives.

Lullabies | E.M x Anxious!Gn!Reader

Summary: Whenever you need him, Eddie will be there for you, whether it's because you're bored, lonely, or because anxiety is slowly consuming you. You just need to call him and he will quickly be in your room whispering lullabies to calm you down.

Little Hummingbird | E.M x Autistic!Gn!Reader

Your biggest fan | E.M x Anxious!Gn!Reader

and many more soon...

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hxspitalforsxuls · 2 years

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I'm glad that you liked it! I hope you know that you are not alone and that there are always people in the world who would be happy to help you at times like this. It makes me happy to think that this fic helped you feel accompanied by Eddie 💕

Lullabies | E. M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Anxious! gn! reader

Content warnings: Descriptions of anxiety attack, pet names, swearing, Eddie being a softy, a little hurt/comfort (?, reader is anxious, reader cries, fluff, my bad English and writing (this needs a warning too, clearly).

Notes: The reader is not physically described, and I tried to make this gender neutral. Let me know if some part I messed with the pronouns or something. This was very self-indulgent of me because after seeing the news today my anxiety started spiraling in my mind and I didn't know what to do to stop it, so i wrote this to make myself feel better. Also, i really need an Eddie in my life.

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Just as you were about to hang up, you hear him mumble a small "Hello?" in a sleepy, raspy voice on the other end of the line. You feel guiltier for that, you didn't want to disturb him while he was sleeping, but your anxiety was getting the better of you, and you know that hearing his voice would be one of the only things that could calm you down in this state.

You were standing by your phone, waiting for the other person to answer. The sounds of the phone only making you more anxious. It's 2 a.m. and you feel guilty for calling him so late, knowing he probably fell asleep not long ago after his gig at The Hideout.

"Is anyone there?" he could probably feel your deep, shaky breathing as you try to form words in your mouth, scared that he'd hang up if you didn't speak. "Listen bro, it's fucking 2 in the morning, please go bother someone else-" he couldn't finish his threat as you finally got the words out of your mouth, a whiny little "Babe" that you know he might be able to hear.

"Sweetheart, is that you? Is something wrong?" His tone of voice changes quickly, now sounding more awake and concerned. You never call him at night, even though he's told you a hundred times that if you need him, you just have to call anytime. But you never call him, and he knows it's because you don't want to bother him, or because you're embarrassed to ask for help when you need it. So, if you called him today at 2 am it's because something happened.

You keep silent with the phone to your ear, trying to calm your breathing to get to talk to him, but you can't, your mind is racing at the moment without giving you time to breathe or concentrate on anything. Your chest hurts from the breaths you are forcing out. Eddie is very worried about you on the other end of the line, and you hear how he's trying to gather his things quickly. "It's okay baby, I'd be there in ten, okay? I'll be there with you, just try to inhale and exhale for me".

You mumble a small "kay" as you try to focus on your breathing, your vision becomes blurry as tears begin to gather in your eyes. You hear a "See ya, love" before Eddie hangs up. Your hands shaking trying to put the phone back in place and failing miserably, just letting it hang up.

You sit on the floor with your head between your knees, waiting for Eddie to arrive. Nothing bad has happened to you, everything was fine one moment, but then you turn on the TV to watch some news and your mind starts spinning in thoughts about all the things that were happening outside, about everything that could happen to your loved ones, about what could happen to you. You really tried to stop the train of your thoughts, trying to concentrate on something else, but nothing really helps the anxiety that starts to run through your body like a creeper. Then, after a while trying to deal with it by yourself, Eddie's name comes to your mind, knowing that he could help you out of that hole you dug yourself.

You don't know how many minutes pass as you sit on the floor hugging your knees and trying to breathe, starting to feel dizzy for the lack of oxygen. But soon you hear your front door close and footsteps running toward your room. You know it's Eddie, because he has a spare key in case of emergencies or times when you feel too lazy to walk to the door to open it for him.

You soon feel his body on the floor next to you as his arms wrap around your body pulling you closer to him while he begins to place small kisses on the top of your head. You don't even know at what point you start sobbing into his chest, it was all getting too much for you. "Shh shh shh baby. It's okay" he coos "I need you to breathe, love, you're going to make you sick" as he says that, he lovingly grabs both sides of your head and arranges them so that your ear is pressed on his chest. The sound of his heartbeat instantly calms you down

He starts breathing deeply, trying to get you to copy him, and after a few tries and some supportive words whispered in your ears, like "you're doing great honey" "keep breathing like that" and "it's going to be okay", he achieves his purpose, getting your breathing to regulate. But even after that, he doesn't let you out of his arms, and you really don't want to let go at all. Feeling safe in his arms as he starts humming songs with his lips pressed to your head. You recognize some of the melodies as songs from metal bands he likes, but the way he hums the melody and murmurs the words makes it feel like a lullaby, which soothes you as you begin to feel calmer and sleepier.

Eddie never asks too many questions, knowing that you will talk to him when you feel ready to express how you feel. His priority is always to make you feel okay. Even if you wake him up at 2 am in the morning without even knowing what made you feel so anxious in the first place. He always takes the time to understand you and make you feel calm and loved.

There is no doubt that Eddie loves you with all his heart, and you love him as much as he does.

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Lullabies | E. M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Anxious! gn! reader

Notes: The reader is not physically described, and I tried to make this gender neutral. Let me know if some part I messed with the pronouns or something. This was very self-indulgent of me because after watching the news today my anxiety started spiraling in my mind and I didn't know what to do to stop it, so i wrote this to make myself feel better. Also, i really need an Eddie in my life.

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He starts breathing deeply, trying to get you to copy him, and after a few tries and some supportive words whispered in your ears, like "you're doing great honey" "keep breathing like that" and "it's going to be okay", he achieves his purpose, getting your breathing to regulate. But even after that, he doesn't let you out of his arms, and you really don't want to let go at all. Feeling safe in his arms as he starts humming songs with his lips pressed to your head. You recognize some of the tunes as songs by metal bands he likes, but the way he hums the melodies and mumbles the words makes them sound like lullabies, soothing you as you start to feel calmer and sleepier.

There is no doubt that Eddie loves you with all his heart, and you love him as much as he does.

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Everything would be alright | E.M

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Autistic! gn! reader

Words: 3k

Content warnings: autistic!reader, meltdown, the descriptions in this fic could be a little overwhelming (I'm sorry :c), overstimulation swearing, reader hurt themselves (scratching the scalp, and burying nails in the hand), mention of blood, Jason (He need his own warning), reader cries, my bad English and writing (this needs a warning too, clearly), bullying, pet names, Eddie carrying you in his arms. I don't know if something scape me.

Notes: The reader is not physically described, and I tried to make this gender neutral. Let me know if some part I messed with the pronouns or something.

Reminder: Autism is a spectrum, so every experience and characteristics are different, i wrote this based in my own experience. And really this was very self-indulgent of me because the world was too loud these last days, and i really need an Eddie in my life. Thank you for understanding.

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The day has started like any other, the sound of your mothers' screams trying to wake you up fulfilled its purpose, but that didn't matter to you because today will be a good day. You have a math test in the third hour but you studied like a week for that so you feel totally prepared to face it, in the lunch hour you will go to the Hellfire table and eat with them like you always do, and after school Eddie and you will go for a walk while eating your favorite ice cream. You mentally review your day repeatedly preparing you for what is coming, everything was going to be according to plan.

When you were dressed and ready you go to the kitchen where your mom was eating breakfast before going to work, so you sit next her after greeting her and pour yourself some juice to drink while you wait in silence for Eddie to come get you for school. He always was outside your house between 7:15 and 7:30, knowing that with giving you a range of hour it was lest probably to upset you for him arriving late, an after you made this deal with him, he followed it to the letter, calling you before if something happened and he can't go for you.

At 7:20 his van parked outside your house, so you simply say goodbye to your mom with a move of your hand and go to sit to the copilot seat greeting Eddie with a kiss on his cheek.

"Hello sweetheart, how did you sleep today?" He says watching you with his beautiful brown eyes like you were a truly work of art. Every time he glances at you, you feel like you fall more and more deep for him.

"Everything okay, did you sleep well?" He simply nodded while making the car start to drive to the school. The music begins to blast from the speaker making you jump a little from the sudden noise and cover your ears. Usually, you like the same type of music than Eddie, metal, rock, and those genres, but sudden noises and loud music really wasn't something you like.

"Shit shit shit, sorry babe, I forgot to decrease the volume. I am really sorry love. You okay?" You nodded while lowering yours hands now that you know that the music is at a normal volume. He was eyeing you from the corner of his eyes while he drives, making sure that you really were okay.

"Its fine, it only scared me a little, but it's alright Eds" You know that he worried a lot about you, he always tries to make you feel comfy everywhere you go, always carrying fidgets toys for you, and defend you if someone make you upset or says something about you, maybe punching someone in the nose every now and then if is it necessary to make them stop. And on top of all of that, he is one of the only persons that really knows how to treat you if you were overwhelmed or having a meltdown. He knows you like the back of his hand, and with just seeing you he knows clearly what you want or need without you saying it.

Well, maybe he was babying you a little, but you really love him for that, because you feel loved and appreciated like you never feel before.

"We are here love. Are you with me?" You feel a little poke in your cheek, and you realized that you were in the parking lot of the school. Your mind was in another place while Eddie drive to here. "Yes love, I am back sorry, i was thinking of my math test, I am nervous" You give him a side smile while he slowly brushes his thumb for your cheek, watching you with his eyes full of love.

"You are the smartest person I ever met sweetheart and I know that this test will be easy peasy for you. Want me to escort you to your class, darling?" You giggle a little with a blush. Although you and Eddie were a couple for more of a year, and best friends from about seven years, you really can't get used to the pet names and sweet treatment that he gives you.

After he goes with you to the door of your English class and asked you lots of question like if you need something, or if you bring your Walkman with you to lower the noise of the hallway in the recess, he assured you that he will be waiting for you outside your class when its finished, giving you a little peck as he goes to his classroom.

The English class was boring, you sit next to a girl named Susan and you never really talk to her, but she seems a kind person. You don't put a lot of attention in the class as your mind start thinking of the show that you are seeing with Eddie and you loved so much that you can stop thinking about it, or the book that you read last night and had you in the edge of the seat while you read.

As the bell ring, you put the Walkman headphones in your ears because the noise of the students upset you when it's too much. Eddie, like always, was sitting in the floor in front of your class, waiting for you to get out, and smiling to you when he sees you. You really don't understand how he do it, maybe he exits early his classes just to be with you or something like that, but every time you try to ask him, or tell him that is not necessary he simply brush the subject away.

The recess ends without you noticed, and soon you are being escorted for Eddie to your next class, and that repeat again with the second class and recess, soon enough you where in front of your third class, the math class where you have a test right now, and the class that you share with Jason Carver, a person that can be described as an ass. Eddie would wait for you in the cafeteria when the class end, knowing that you would take your time while doing the test.

You walk right to your seat and prepared yourself for the test, mentally reviewing the themes that you studied over and over again for the last week. That's when instead of the teacher entering the classroom, another person enters, a teacher that you don't know, and that clearly isn't the one that has to take the test today. You frown, not understanding what is happening, you prepared for the test for today, so why the teacher wasn't here to take the test?

That's when the new teacher says that Mr. Cornell is sick and couldn't come to work today. You frown more, the test was today, you reviewed your day in the morning and in the third hour you have the math test that you have been preparing for a week. You start to play with your fingers trying to low the anxiety that you were feeling in your body.

"Do you have a problem with this?" That sentence snapped you from your thoughts, the teacher was in front of your desk watching as you frown and mutter something to yourself, that is when all the class turns around to see you, a bundle of nerves. You hear some laughs, and someone whisper "freak" in your right ear making you jump a little, everyone laughs at you, and the teacher don't do anything about it. He simply seats at the desk saying that the class were free to do anything you want as long as you where inside the classroom and don't use electronics items, such as Walkman's.

That was the sign for the noise to begin, everyone in the room talking all at once. You could hear some girls talking about make up, and some other group talking about a party the Friday, you even can hear the noise that the teacher was doing tapping his finger in the desk while he read. Every sound overlapping each other in your head making you dizzy, your hands clutching your ears like your life depends on it. And in this moment its feels like that statement was real.

The test was today, you have it written in with your blue Bic pencil in the calendar next to your bed, you prepared yourself for a week for this, why the teacher wasn't here? why he didn't notify before? You try to tell yourself that emergencies could happened, and that Mr. Cornell couldn't watch the future to know that today he would fall sick. But in this moment your mind can't understand it. The noise of your classmates was too loud, and there is a light above you that flicks and makes you wince every time. You shut your eyes and lean your head in the desk, trying to make you small for a moment.

You try to get your Walkman from your backpack, but the teacher desk was in front of you, so he denies you as soon as he sees you, making another set of laughs directed to you. Everything was too loud, and soon you feel blood dripping out your hands, without realizing it you had been burying your nails deeply. It stings, adding another bad sensation to the list, making tears run down your cheeks.

Suddenly you feel a hand in your shoulder and a girl's voice asking you if you were okay, but the touch made you jump and brush off the hand fast. You don't like the physical touch, only Eddie's, or persons from your groups of friends, but they always ask before touching you.

You stand from your desk with a jump, you're breathing fast and heavy, as your eyes scan the room trying to understand everything that is happening. You watch that the girl that have talked to you was Susan, the girl from first period, but in this moment it doesn't matter. Everything was too much.

You tried to run to the door, but soon the teacher was standing in front of it "Where do you think you are going?" God, you just want to run out of this place, but you can't seem to form the words in your mouth, your thoughts were running too fast for that, and you don't have the energy to make noises. "Oh god, look! The freak is crying!" you hear some of the jock mocking you. You tried again go around the teacher and finally leave this place, but he doesn't give the arm to twist. Everyone or at least most of the class were laughing at you, Jason in the front of everyone. "What happens freak? The mouse got your tongue?" He pushes your shoulder making you trip over your feet, and that is the moment you feel the water boil inside you. Pushing the teacher out of your way, you ran away from that hell.

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After like 20 minutes Eddie started to worry, you always take your time when you do a test, checking if you have any errors at least three times before give the test back to the teacher. But never this much.

The members of Hellfire follow him with their eyes as he walks from one side to another in front of the table, fidgeting with his rings. "Damn it, I'm going to their classroom" he says suddenly. "Maybe they went to the bathroom or something Eddie, there is no need to worry" Mike says trying to calm their dudgeon master, but it only seems to make it worse. "No no no Wheeler, you really don't understand" Eddie says without even look at the kid, running his hand over his face anxiously. "Eddie? A girl is walking towards here" warns Dustin, looking confused by the sudden female presence.

"Eh sorry, you are Eddie, right?" she says without even looking at his eyes, looking like she's hiding something or as if she was embarrassed, Eddie only nodded recognizing her from your class, and soon he sees your backpack in her hands, this only makes him more anxious every time, imagining the worst. That is when he heard it, Jason and his jocks laughing about something as it was the best of their lives. Eddie scans the cafeteria, and his eyes lock again in the girl in front of him, trying to understand what is happening. The girl soon speaks, blurting out everything making it difficult for him to understand, despite it he was able to rescue some words "crying" "run away" "blood" and the most important of it, he heard your name. And that its all it matter to him, snaping your backpack of her hands without saying anything and rushing out of the cafeteria with only one thought in his mind. He must find you. The hellfire members were soon next to him saying they would split up to look for you at school. But Eddie doesn't hear them.

Robin joined the search after Eddie asked her if she had seen you, but there wasn't any clue of where you could be. And suddenly he realizes, the most obvious place you could be. A dark quiet room that reminds you of him. The Hellfire club room. And after telling the others that he knows where you are, and to return to the cafeteria. He run to the room, not wanting you to spend another minute alone in that state.

When he finally reaches the door, he knocks quietly to let you know that he was entering, not wanting to scare you or make everything worse. You were curled as a ball in his throne scratching your head with your nails and sobbing hard. He knows that your skull would probably be bleeding after all the digging of your nails, but he can't run to take yours hand away. It would only startle you more and make everything worse.

"Hello there, love. it's me, Eddie. I'm here sweetheart. You are safe now" he says softly, approaching to you slowly. But you don't react to his voice, everything that happened in the classroom repeating over and over again in your head, still hearing all the noises, and feeling the flick of the light above you.

"I am going to put you some music in you Walkman babe. It's that okay?" You don't really respond to that statement but he knows that the music would help you calm. He warns you verbally every movement he makes, not wanting to scare you. Soon enough you feel your favorite song through the headphones, he doesn't put them in your ears, but he left them in the table in front of you, so you could still hear the music. You soon stop to scratch your head but still have your hand in your scalp, making you feel safe.

"I'm going to take your hands away, love. You are okay with that?" You slowly nodded knowing that with Eddie everything would be fine. He lovingly takes your hands off your scalp, whispering assuring things like "you are okay" "you are safe now", etc. After that, he stays for a moment massaging your head. Waiting for you to gradually get used to his touch. Your crying gradually decreased with his loving touch. Now you feel ready to approach to him, wrapping your arms around his neck so you can hide your face in there. "Is it okay if I carry you so you can sit on my lap?" You nodded again against his neck, not feeling ready to talk right now. "Okay sweetheart. One, two and up" he says while he carries you and soon you are sitting in his lap as he embraces you with his arm around your waist.

You put your head in his chest, feeling his heartbeat in your ear calming you. And he starts whispering your favorite song and rocking you with him side to side, soothing your overwhelming self and feeling like he was singing you a lullaby to slept, as you feel how your body finally relaxes. "You tell me when you are ready to go home darling. Okay?" You mutter a little "'kay" knowing that he would hear you.

He doesn't stop the rocking and the singing until you tell him. But that moment never comes, as you fell asleep in his arms with the soothing sensation. Drained of energy after the meltdown. Eddie feels how your breathing slows down, realizing that you were asleep, but he keeps rocking you for some minutes more, enjoying the feeling of having you close after all the stress of the moment.

He carries you through the hall and to the van, bumping into Robin when he goes to the door. She scans the situation with her eyes and without emitting any word she forms the question with her lips "Everything alright?" Eddie looks down at you for a moment and nodded slowly, smiling to her to calm her concern.

While he was driving down the road, he couldn't stop looking at every minute at you, verifying if you were still asleep, and comfy in the seat next to him. He sees the dried blood in your hands and under your nails, but he wouldn't say something about it because he understands that you don't hurt yourself on purpose, you only tried to drown away the overwhelming feeling that you were having.

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You woke up with the feeling of being carried. You look around trying to understand where you are. That's when you see the bands posters and the mess in Eddie's room. "Go back to slept sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere" He left you in his bed, taking off your shoes and then repeating the process with his. After that, you feel a kiss on the forehead as he wraps you in his arms, soothing you to sleep again. If you are with him, everything would be alright.

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