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#home cooked memes #my roommate made the mailbox one #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #transgender memes #autism lol #adhd yapper over here

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#lego #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #sth #sonadow #sonic lego #rouge the bat #knuckles sonic #knuckles the echidna #miles tails prower

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#I have no idea what this is but now I want to know

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Ben Styer, “Melody for Walk to the Reservoir”

#amazing

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shadow the hedgehog jacket

i started it in october 2023 and finished it in may 2024

faux leather costume jacket, fur fabric, paint and thread, metal spikes and skulls

#AAAAA #EPIC #shadow the hedgehog

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death note the musical goes so hard

#EPIC #death note #death note fanart

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she allegoried on my cave til i [JOKE PENDING]

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Consider the fact that even if L told Light his full name, Light couldn't kill him because he'd spell it wrong. Lawliet is not pronounced at all like how its spelled and imagining Light writing down like ten different versions and then sobbing when he accidentally makes L immune to the death note ( because thats what happens if you misspell a name four times ) brings me great joy

#death note #l lawliet #light yagami

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

#GORGEOUS #2d animation #cat

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sorry if i’m being a party pooper but because rabies is apparently the new joke on here ??? please remember that rabies has an almost 100% fatality rate after symptoms develop so if you’re bitten or scratched by an animal that you aren’t 100% sure is vaccinated then GO TO A DOCTOR. it’s not a joke. really. 

#long post #holy shit #rabies #virus #animal death

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Photographs of trans men and trans women marrying each other. Ishaan and Surya in Thiruvananthapuram India in 2018, Helen and Felix Fenlon in Hull England in 2013, and Tista Das and Dipan Chakraborty in Bengal India in 2019.

#:D #transgender

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hold on a fucking second. delaware is a state?? i thought it was a river? or is the river more important than the state? why don't i know this? (i should mention i don't like in america, i'm just confused)

there is delaware (state) and delaware (river) 

both are equally strange

the state is a tiny little cryptid thing

the rive is a monster that spans new york, pennsylvania, new jersey and delaware. also washington crossed it once and that was like kinda a big deal i guess. like crossing the rubicon in rome.

the state tries to me more important with its “im the first state!!!” bs (seriously its even on the fucking license plates) but we all know. its the river.

#long post

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the color of forgiveness

#beautiful art

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Forgive me

#amazing

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#sonic the hedgehog #sonic #sth #nature #nature photography #nature aesthetic

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I’m really scared that I’m becoming an unlikable person as I unmask. I’m more blunt, I talk more, I advocate for myself more and I’m perceived as argumentative when I’m just trying to offer my thoughts/ explain myself. I make sure not to actively be an asshole, so it’s really more just my tone and the social norms that shouldn’t really matter.

I see people give me looks of annoyance when I speak. The exasperation when I finally work up the courage to actually ask a question.

It’s really freeing to not have to think so hard about my every breath or word in social settings but I still really want people to like me. I guess I need to accept that not everyone will, that’s just how it is, but it makes things hard because then those people will treat you shitty.

And then I wonder… is it just my fault? Maybe I should go back to masking. Maybe it’s not worth it to ‘be myself’ or whatever if it will bring ridicule. Even though there’s that crushing, continuous weight that comes from having to conceal parts of myself, maybe I need to just deal with that so I can get along with others.

But I’m also not sure that I COULD go back now.

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On autistic unmasking

Quotes: Mary Oliver - Blue Iris / Heather Havrilesky - How to Be a Person in the World / Rainer Maria Rilke - Journal of My Other Self 

Franny Choi - Shokushu Goukan for the Cyborg Soul / Clarice Lispector - The Stream of Life / Joy Harjo - Break My Heart

Sylvia Plath - The Unabridged Journals / Marie Howe - What the Living Do / Derek Walcott - Love After Love

Art: iwishiwereaplant - One / Ruben Pang - Light the Caretaker / 九水巷 - Untitled 

#this is so beautiful #autism #web weaving #unmasking