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Social Experiment

to all the boys I’ve ever liked, thank you for entertaining my daydreams. I realize that our relationships were mainly in my head. you were probably a guy that I saw in the library often. you may have been a classmate and I said a total of 10 words to you during the semester. maybe you were my roommate (a story for another time). yikes. no matter the origin, I recognize that my emotions…

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okay, so what's next?

okay, so what’s next?

today, my horoscope (which I trust), told me to make room for what’s next … okay, what the fuck does that mean? cryptic ass message. can I get some more details? I’m at this point in life where I want to change my life for the better. but it’s getting kinda messy. send help! I want to skip to the part where I have all of my shit “together” and I’m satisfied. but I recognize how toxic that…

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behavioral f*ck ups

isn’t it kinda fucked up how you can have every intention to be your best self but your brain is like, “nah, I’m good“ yeah, same. what the fuck brain!? I recently began reading this book, How to Not Die Alone. ( A book on how to not … die alone. if you want more look up the synopsis lazy — also don’t judge me. dating is hard!) the author writes about how we struggle in relationships simply…

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#black #boy #feelings #life #queer

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metamorphosis?

lately I haven’t felt connected to anything. I have felt distant to the people I am usually close to. it’s like being at a party and talking to no one. feeling odd, but not having the energy to initiate conversation. everything feels hard… even optimism feels like a task. at times, being the “best” version of me is a chore. a skill that I must practice —hoping that at some point it becomes…

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today sucked

today I accidentally deleted my favorite playlist.a playlist that i had been working on for the last year … hurt is the least of it. I can’t lie to you, at the time, I wanted to cry. still do. I don’t care about a lot of things in this world but one thing that I do care about is, my music. from the time that I wake up to the time that I go to sleep… I am listening to music. cliché but music…

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the start of something new?

the start of something new?

Hi friends! It’s been a while, right?! Recently, I looked back on my blog posts while I was in London and I felt nostalgic to say the least. For a while, I considered that to be the biggest journey of my life. Preview(opens in a new tab) I was on my own in a foreign placeI truly had no fucking clue what I was doing.Lots of personal growth I remember feeling so insecure yet in awe by all that…

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#black #blogger #growth #nyc #queer #self awareness #self improvement #youth

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No one else cares for your success, so you have to care. You have to force yourself to get up early, you have to force yourself to turn your phone off and revise, you have to force yourself to workout, you have to care for the whole world because no one else cares until they start seeing results. And they won’t ever see your results if you don’t care enough first. It’s your life, they are your goals, your dreams, it will be your success but it has to be your effort and your work first and foremost x

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