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I was listening to Cardigan, by Taylor, and this happened.

So yeah, I guess satosho fandom is stuck with me.

Warning: Spoilers from manga; I think it's fluff with a little bit of angst?

" And I knew you'd come back to me "

The only source of light was a lamp, an old one, sitting in the small table in her bedroom. Not any bedroom, not the bedroom from her house, but her old dorm on that school. The dorm that she left as soon as she could, that she didn't even look behind, that she never missed.

Sitting there, on her bed, she looks at the window, close to her bed, remembering how she made two tall boys help her change all furniture placements, how she explained to them that making her bed next to the window was the only answer to her smoking inside the dorms without someone noticing, and how weeks later Yaga still discovered about it. Sitting there, she remembers everything, her mind working like an old movie, an old camera.

She has been living there since Shibuya, and everyday she wakes up, looks at the ceiling and realises that she is alone, without her boys, without her sensei, only living. Surviving.

But she is alive again.

" What are you thinking about? " Gojo asks, standing on her doorway, looking at her with his big blue eyes. Blue like the ocean, like the brightest sky, looking alive and so much hers.

She doesn't need to worry, even if she does, because he would come back to her every time. It was a promise, their promise.

" About how did you get so . . . " she asks, gesturing to all his body, with more muscles that she remembers, and she remembers all. " when you were sealed."

He laughs, his head falling behind, his throat exposed and very much alive. She is noticing every second that he is alive. It's not a illusion. His laugh is full and loud, and it doesn't look like he had just seen his best friend's body being used by a curse, like he just had agreed to fight sukuna in some weeks, like he was in a damn cube. He just looks like the boy she loves so much.

The man she loves.

He walks to her, making her lay down on the mattress, his body on hers, and he isn't laughing anymore, but he is smiling and Shoko feels so full. Full of love, full of hope, full of life. And when he kisses her, she is not a sorcerer, they aren't preparing for a fight, they weren't separated for months.

When he kisses her, they both are just a couple, in love, and missing each other so much that they can't let their hands out of each other. When she kisses him she is just an ordinary woman loving her childhood love.

Because, that's him. Her childhood friend, love, person. The one she thought would leave her but was always there. The one she loved so much rhY she had to let go. She loves him, and while he is kissing her body she is praying, whispering, for their love, for their lives. She is telling him how much she loves him, how much she needs him.

It's between whispers, sighs and prays that she asks him to never leave, and he promises, even if both of them know he will soon leave. But it's okay. He always comes back. Shoko is so sure of that. He will always come back to her.

And she will always wait for him.

#shoko ieiri #jjk #ieiri shoko #jujutsu kaisen #satoshoko #gojo satoru #jjk spoilers #satosho #gosho #in my defense i have none #cardigan now is their song #i dont make the rules

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Something out of that mafia parents Sashisu that I talked about. So yeah.

Remembering y'all that English is not my first language.

You know when you look at something and feel at peace? Like everything it will be alright, it'll resolve?

Well, she doesn't feel like that at all at that moment, looking at both idiots she calls partner carrying not one, but two kids. Two kids that are sleeping, each one on each idiot arms. She doesn't know what to do.

" They can't stay. " She says, looking at the kids and them at her partners. " We're not a daycare, you know? They can't. Leave them at the police station door. I don't know and I don't care."

She cares, Suguru and Satoru know, she cares a lot and that's why she says that.

" Sho-koooo" Satoru whines, blinking his big blue eyes. He is not using his glasses, the boy on his arms is using that. Shoko is sure that the boy is not really sleeping but she says nothing. At least not about that. " they could say something about us. They saw our faces."

" And whose fault is this?" Shoko asks, crossing her arms.

Suguru knows, and Satoru too, that is one step for her not change her mind. There are two more steps, and of they reach on step 3, well, they would not get the kids.

" Ours...? But shoko, look at them. They're cute. And we just can't let them go and it's cruel. . ."

Shoko knows it's cruel, but her life was cruel to her too and she turned out good. And the kids were brothers, she knows they will stay good with each other. And one part of her, deep on her soul, knows that making the kids staying with them would be so much more crueller.

So she shakes her head and searches for her cigarette and Suguru realizes that's step 2.

" Shoko." Suguru calls, he adjusts the girl in his arms. " they don't have no one. Fushigoro is searched everywhere by everyone, they will search for them. The boy is Zenin . . . Their mom is probably dead. Let's stay with them till we find a place for them. A good place, with good identities. "

And when shoko sights both of them know they had won. They would stay with the kids.

" They are your responsibilities. Yours, not mine."

And when she starts walking to her room, both boys share a smile, a large smile. They know it will be easy, In the end they were assassins, what could be worse than that?

#shoko ieiri #jjk #ieiri shoko #jujutsu kaisen #satoshoko #gojo satoru #geto suguru #sashisu #satosugusho #assassin parents Sashisu #assassin au #sugusho

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Left behind

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Dead on Arrival ; banjjakz @ ao3

Beneath the clinical stink of disinfectant and latex lies a smell so alluring that it forces Utahime’s eyes wide open, raises the hairs on the nape of her neck, erupts a rippling sea of gooseflesh from her shoulders to her calves, and extricates a croaked, broken whimper from the tight, wet cavern of her throat: “Alpha?” Shoko’s hands still where they brush over bare back. “That’s a funny joke.” 

Or: Customarily, betas are the ideal secondary gender for a healthcare provider– this fact remains consistent in both the human and Jujutsu realms.

So why, then, does ever-neutral, beta Shoko reek like a pining alpha? Who is she involved with and why hasn't she told her best friend any of the sordid details? Not that Utahime cares about Shoko's sex life, or anything. She's a consenting adult entitled to privacy. That’s fine.

It’s fine.

She’s fine.

‪♡‬ read on ao3 ‪♡‬

likes + reblogs appreciated!

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And imagine like, no one of them think they are friends, and one day the kids are out and they see the four of them drinking and laughing alone.

" what the hell, Gojo sensei was right? They are his friends??"

jjk characters but in an abbot elementary-esque au!!!! geto, gojo, and nanamin as teachers and shoko as the clinic doctor!!!!

gojo teaches the 1st graders, loves nap times more than the kids, brings them out on the playground or the local museum trips. his students are loud and chatty and asks the most interesting questions (of course they're kids).

geto as the math teacher (HOT™). nanamin as home economics teacher (also HOT™).

i have to think more about this.

#no one of the kids believe thay Gojo and them were really friends #i would say that Gojo dates Shoko #the kids shocked when they see Satoru kissing Shoko

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Gojo (reaching over Shoko to poke Geto): Baby girl

Geto (pokes back harder): Not in public!

Shoko (taking a drag of cigarette): you’re probably wondering how I got here

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The idea of them trying so hard to make Geto not feel like a third wheel, or bring left out that to others Geto is dating one of them, and everyone is surprised when they discover that actually Gojo and Shoko had been dating the whole time.

The idea of Suguru being a third wheel when Shoko and Gojo are on a date never fails to amuse me.

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Shoko is very vague when it comes to her relationships, normally she never admits certain things to her family until she’s with some of her cousins and offhandedly mentions she’s got a boyfriend

Cue all hell breaking loose and Shoko doesn’t realize her mistake until she’s sober again which she will not admit anything ever again unless she wants nosy and gossiping family members all over her love life

Her family members going all out to find out more about Shoko’s mysterious boyfriend since she won’t tell a thing

Kinda Outsider POV at times since it’s just Shoko’s family members trying to guess at what type of person Satoru is:

“Shoko’s boyfriend is from the city, I’m betting tall and hardworking.”

“Since Shoko’s a doctor and all that maybe this boyfriend of hers is a doctor too?”

“I don’t know, I just can’t see Shoko dating some office guy that’s just too basic for her…”

“How about, someone her parents wouldn’t approve? Like a biker? Or bad boy? Am I getting my point across?”

“Does anyone know what Shoko’s type is? Maybe she slipped something out back when we were teens?”

“Not trying to call Shoko a gold digger, but what if this guy is rich? Like I wouldn’t blame her for shooting her shot with a rich guy.”

“No, that’s totally out of Shoko’s league, I’d say someone she met back in medical school, speaking of medical school how the hell did Shoko even graduate in just two years?!”

“Child prodigy am I right? So I guess at her boyfriend being a tech guy, like, works at a huge company and all that stuff.”

Then Shoko tells Satoru all of this and it’s like:

Shoko: “Satoru, I fucked up, listen, I told my family offhandedly that I had a boyfriend while I was drunk, no details, nothing like that and now they kind of want to meet you.”

Shoko: “Kind of is an understatement.”

Satoru: “Cool, so Shoko what’s the best way to impress the future in-laws?

Shoko: “My parents are probably going to invite me to some family gathering and then tell me to bring you along, so make a good impression.”

Satoru: “Got it!” *Finger guns*

Shoko fucks up big time and Satoru will not stop teasing her about it

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Again, some sketches

#shoko ieiri #jjk #ieiri shoko #jujutsu kaisen #satoshoko #gojo satoru #jjk spoilers

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satoru gojo and his smile lines

suguru geto and his crows feet

shoko ieiri and the wrinkles around her brows

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Day 27: Vamp/Werewolf

This is inspired by a fic that @tiressian is writing about Witch!Shoko meeting a injured wolf in the woods that turns out to be Werewolf!Satoru

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all is well and they are silly and wholesome

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The big three

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gojo Satoru/Ieiri Shoko Characters: Gojo Satoru, Ieiri Shoko Additional Tags: Teacher/Student Roleplay, Established Relationship, Implied Sexual Content, Fluff and Humor, Crack Series: Part 35 of SatoShoko Mixtape Summary:

Satoru and Shoko try roleplay. It goes about as well as you’d expect.

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“I had a dream where you were finally happy all together... but there wasn't any trace of me left.”

-Shoko Ieiri

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[LISTEN] -  always an angel, never a god - a Shoko Ieiri playlist that very much is meant to represent her post chapter 236. Sad tunes by female musicians. Also - female rage. Gege doesn't seem to want to show us her feelings, so I will do it through song! All songs are Shoko centric, but some definitely could be directed towards either Satoru or Suguru or both!!!!! I tried to have this sort of follow a narrative that takes place pre, during, and post the Shinjuku Showdown arc, while making sure the music still flowed. IDK, I took this very seriously lol. Tracklist: 1. I don't like my mind - mitski 2. in hell - japanese breakfast 3. final girl - chvrches 4. days of oblivion - metric 5. not strong enough - boy genius 6. doomsday - lizzie mcapline 7. both all the time - faye webster 8. you always get what you want - the japanese house 9. when was that? - angus and julia stone 10. only the strong - laura marling 11. girls against god - florence + the machine specific lyrics for each song under the cut!

I don't like my mind | mitski I blast music loud and I work myself to the bone and on an inconvenient Christmas, I eat a cake a whole cake all for me and then I get sick and throw up and there's another memory that gets stuck inside the walls of my skull waiting for its turn to talk and it may be a few years but you can bet it's there waiting still for me to be left alone in a room with the things that I've done a whole cake so please don't take take this job from me

in hell | japanese breakfast with my luck, you'll be dead within the year I've come to expect it there's nothing left to fear, at least there's that and under the fluorescence, another sterile room where no one ever tells you just how clinical death looks and I can't unsee it the two shots it took hell is finding someone to love and I can't have you hell is finding someone to love and I can't see you again

final girl | chvrches swallowing the seeds of sin we sewed into the ground keeping secrets until everything became a bit too loud I would wash it down, I could drown it out by filling up the silence with an organ sound and by writing sentences I used to think were quite profound and it feels like the weight is too much to carry I should quit maybe go get married only time will tell in the final cut in the final scene there's a final girl does she look like me?

days of oblivion | metric all the times that now and then appear as only dreams all the stuff from way back when that's coming up don't self destruct you don't have to call for the wrecking ball or burn the world to ashes all you have to do is ask me to I'll stop you where the descending stairs drop I've unlocked all the doors and I've lost all the keys and I live in a mansion made up from memories I know I need you don't ever leave me I'll never leave you behind I know you need me the way I need you I'll never leave you don't ever leave me behind not strong enough | boy genius do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement? I don't know why I am the way I am not strong enough to be your man I lied - I am just lowering your expectations half a mind that keeps the other second guessing close my eyes and count always an angel, never a god I don't know why I am the way I am there's something in the static I think I've been having revelations coming to in the front seat, nearly empty skip the exit to our old street and go home go home alone doomsday | lizzie mcalpine doomsday is close at hand I'll book the marching band to play as you speak I'll feel like throwing up you'll sit and stare like a goddamn machine I'd like to plan out my part in this but you're such a narcissist that you did it on Halloween I had no choice in the matter why would I? it's only the death of me both all the time | faye webster will I stop crying for once? it's hurting my eyes there's a difference between lonely and lonesome but I'm both all the time I'm loneliest at night after my shower beer and I'll go to sleep without turning out the lights pretend like somebody's here you always get what you want | the japanese house and you've left now but it's better that I know you're gone and I breathe out dizzy from the last hour of holding on and does he do right by you? and does he work so hard? I know you'll miss me, but you'll call me back you always get what you want when was that? | angus and julia stone I wonder if you can hear me wonder if you can feel my heart beating now I wonder if things will be okay wonder if things will keep changing will I fall down? take me back to when things were easier take me back to a place where I belong take me back to a place that feels like home when was that? only the strong | laura marling we've been here a thousand times wish I could go back and find letters I wrote you in my mind perhaps I could unknot us from this awful bind hope that you can change my mind had to leave this crying all behind I hope that you don't think that I'm unkind just somebody told me only and only only the strong can survive

girls against god | florence + the machine if they ever let me out, I'm really gonna let it out I listen to music from 2006 and feel kind of sick but, oh god, you're gonna get it you'll be sorry that you messed with this oh, tell me it's not over yet and in my darkest fantasies, I'm the picture of passivity waiting for you side of stage suppressing all my private rage oh, it's good to be alive crying into cereal at midnight and if they let me out, I'm really gonna let it out when I decided to wage holy war it very much looked like staring at my bedroom floor but, oh god, you're gonna get it you'll be sorry that you messed with me

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Shoko, Gojo and Geto spending last summer together