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worst feeling ever is when you're daydreaming and trying to envision a character but bc you're falling out of hyperfixationland it becomes hard to envision their face and it's like they're slipping from your grasp. it makes me feel like i'm losing memories of someone i love and it's sad but also feels dumb since they're not REAL 😭

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It's so annoying how frustratingly difficult it is to translate daydreams into actual words in a text document! Because it's oftentimes not that the daydreams are just things i'm imagining, vague ideas of what happens or is said, no no no. I'm straight up thinking, very specifically, word for word what happens. I'm straight up sounding out sentences like i was reading a fanfic but in my head. but the moment i actually try to translate these words into, well, Actual Words, they just disappear!!! Whyy

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therapy isn’t enough i need to live in my daydream world

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levi is such a cool name actually, 10/10 might steal it

Ahhhh thank you!! I use it more as my middle name these days. It was originally my first choice for my first name (named after a veritbond of mine) but right around the time I was choosing it, it became a very popular baby name and I specifically didn't want something popular. I still like it when people call me that though, being known by your middle name is cool, I just don't introduce it as my first name in person

#have some lore abt me #not madd #ask #anon

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u dont like brid?? 🐤? cheep cheep?

#para: gil #you have no idea how gil coded this is

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can't believe nobody else is as obsessed with my paras as me and doesn't make any content about them 🙄 i have to do everything around here

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daydreaming save me.... save me day dreaming......

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you ever think about your paras and you’re like omggg :3 I LOVE THEMM!!!!!!!!!!!

#gil my beloved #i deserve to be hugged by him i think

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watching the world i created in my head go up in flames after i set the fire

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Thinking about The Paras again btw

#so scared to talk about them bc the source and fandom are awful #but i wanna talk about them so bad #but i dont want anyone to recognise them #me every 6-8 months when i remember they exist #theyre in love your honour #they invented gay people #and romance #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreamer

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I don't understand how people just Do things without daydreaming. like how are you not off in a silly little fantasy world rn

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On the edge of sobbing about my paras not in the silly haha way but in the they're never going to be real and I'm never going to be them and I'm never going to have what they have and I'm never going to feel what they feel irl kind of way

#madd felt a little silly tonight #decided to remind me why its maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreamer

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but if i don’t daydream so hard that i forget i’m real at least once a day i’ll die

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💭🔮✨ THE ULTIMATE DAYDREAMER’S GUIDE ✨🔮💭

💭 What is it?

This is a guide both for those in the Daydreaming Community, or want to learn more about it. It is meant to be an archive of all things relating to MaDD & ID, and is curated/run/owned by yours truly!

💭 Can I link this on my blog/post/etc?

Yes!! The whole reason this doc was made was so that it can be passed around as a general resource, so you are more than welcome to link it anywhere you want. The same goes for anything linked within the doc itself -- not that I own any of it anyway lol.

💭 Can we give suggestions?

Suggestions are highly encouraged & appreciated! I am only one person running this doc, after all, and will not be able to uncover/document everything without some help. You can send me stuff through DMs or my ask box.

💭 What happened to the original doc?

I wish I knew! It was brought to my attention that it had gotten flaged for review for...some reason. I've tried figuring out how to request a review for it, but it won't work. So I've resorted to just making a new doc. Sucks, but that's all I can do right now.

Because this is a whole new doc, I'm going to be tagging some people so the word gets spread a little bit. Sorry!

@blue-bubonic @writingmadd @thedaydreamdictionary @burningivy @chamomilemanor @dreaminpeaches @daydreaming-memories @scorpiolight-madd @whizzergoingmadd @fallingmaddlyinlove @blue-madd @skiaismadd @maddgicalgirl @heartofdaydreams

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All of my characters are autistic. What sets them apart is what kind of autism they've got.