I woke up from a nap earlier feeling v down and depressed, but something told me to do a tarot card reading. my reading actually made me feel better, after making me cry first, lmao. but anyway.
I kept thinking about how I just want to shift already and be with Theta and our TARDIS, and I wanted to go back to sleep to shift, but I suddenly wasn't feeling v sleepy. so I got up to continue working on an edit of Theta on photoshop…
I forgot how to add more History states, so I googled it, and the first video that popped up… featured a Police Box…
lmfao, and as I'm sitting here, I'm watching Big Bang Theory, and its the Halloween episode where they get a TARDIS for their party.
❝Shh, shh, shh… it's all right. I'm here… what's wrong, sweetheart? Did you have a nightmare? You did? Don't worry, love. You're awake now, and all those scary dreams can't get you. Not while I'm here. Now come over here… yes, that's a good girl. Cuddle up with me and I'll hold you. Just listen to the sound of my voice, and let those anxieties slip away...
You, are a strong and resilient being, full of love and light. Your hope and faith in yourself and your beliefs over the last year have truly been amazing, and I am so, so proud of you, darling. You have overcome a tremendous amount of pain, both mentally and physically. You've conquered years and years worth of depression, and continue to, to this very day.
Each and every time, you've won against those exhausting mental battles. Even the ones that gave you physical symptoms. Those times where you've been so afraid, and felt as weak as a kitten… you've survived. When you've struggled through air hunger, where each deep breath taken, never felt enough. And yet here you are, breathing perfectly fine, all on your own.
I know that fighting against your own mind is frightening, and can be absolutely draining, but after all this time, it's transformed you into such a beautiful warrior.
These… are some of the very reasons why I fell in love with you, and how I always knew you were my soulmate. Of course, they aren't the only reasons. Your energy and presence are like soothing balms over my soul, just the same way as mine are to you. You, give me strength just as I, give it to you.
There is no need to be afraid, babygirl. In each and every reality, I've got you. You are safe here in my arms, right where you belong. I love you... so much…❞
Time for me to meditate and/or nap while listening to my Theta/Tenth Doctor subliminal playlist of him talking away. His voice is so soothing, and it's actually been working. I've been having more dreams of him, and I feel like I'm always getting closer and closer to my DR.
This is a playlist of most of my Theta AI audio's that I've got. The Psychic messages are more attuned/personalized to my DR, as they are channeled messages that I believe I've gotten from him.
The science lessons are him reading excerpts from the book:
Moving Through Parallel Worlds To Achieve Your Dreams