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Veda and Ever

I wrote a very gay story about Ever, a non binary forager who lives in a cottage with her cat, and a large lesbian, Veda, who has traveled her whole life with her her pet wolf. They meet one day and both of them question whether or not they want to spend another day apart.

I don't write very often, so its not very good.

In all seriousness I am really proud of this, I hope you like it.

Word count: 2078

Ever woke up knowing that today they need to go out and get some wild herbs. They have an entire garden full in their yard, surrounded by forest. They practically have an entire bush of herbs growing in their kitchen, but the onions that they were growing just weren't blooming as much as they’d hoped, and they needed some for the stew they were making tonight.

They hopped out of bed, opened their wardrobe, grabbing a pair of overalls, an earthy colored top and a golden colored beanie they crocheted themselves. After they dressed, they walked into the kitchen being met by Chamomile, a light grey cat with pastel purple eyes they had found wandering about their garden all those years ago. Chamomile jumped on the table and nudged Ever with her head, asking to be pet, Ever complied, patting her head a few times.

“Today we have to go out and find some onions for our stew, '' they remarked mostly to themselves. Chamomile replied with an understanding mew.

On their way out, they grabbed a pair of boots and threw the beanie on their messy, raven black curls, and headed out the door. Followed by chamomile walking out of the small cat door Ever had made. Walking away from their small little cottage in the middle of the forest, they ventured on, determined to find what they needed for their stew.

After walking nearly 5 miles Chamomile pawed at Ever’s feet, asking for them to turn back. “I know we’ve been walking for a while, but I need the onions for my stew!” When Chamomile gave no response other than a very disapproving look Ever knew that it was time to turn back. They hadn’t noticed, but now that they had taken a moment to stop, they’re legs were beginning to ache. Ever had turned to the mark on the tree that they had placed so as to not lose their way and started to follow it. After taking a few steps they noticed that Chamomile wasn't following them anymore.

“Chamomile?” They called out to the cat, asking for her to follow. When they turned around to look at Chamomile they noticed that she was eyeing a large bush, “Did you find something?” They asked, stepping towards the gray cat, when suddenly a large wolf leaped from inside the bush growling. Chamomile immediately took a defensive stance in front of Ever, who had taken a few steps back in surprise. When all of a sudden they heard a voice coming from the direction the wolf had.

“Dex? Where did you go?” The voice belonged to a woman, her voice was deep, sounding slightly gravely. The woman walked out from where the wolf had, “Oh, there you ar-” She looked up from the wolf and saw Ever, with their small frame and slender body. Immediately, she felt a need to protect them from anything that came their way, it was almost as if it was instinct was telling her that she needed to protect Ever.

Ever looked at the very tall woman that stood in front of them, taking in her Broad shoulders and muscular build. They noted the sword sheathed on their left hip. They stood silently for a few seconds, neither of them saying a word, when Ever eventually broke the silence.

“H-hi, My name is Ever and this is my cat Chamomile.” They gestured to their cat, who was still holding a defensive position now standing closer to Ever.

“I’m Veda” she shot out her right hand asking for a handshake, which Ever accepted. “This is my wolf Dexter, I swear he won't bite.” She said, noticing Ever’s nervousness. “I didn't know anyone lived around here, I can leave if you want”

“No, it’s ok. Would you like to come have a cup of tea with me?” Ever offered; truthfully, they were lonely and Veda was one of the most handsome women they had ever seen. They didn’t want her to leave, not yet.

“Oh, Are you sure?” She replied, growing nervous under the gaze of Evers beautiful hazel eyes.

“It would be my pleasure. Although we are quite far from my house, do you mind walking?” they asked now wishing they had walked father so that they and Veda could spend more time together.

“No, not at all” Veda replied with a warm smile. Ever couldn’t help but notice the way her light brown hair complimented her amazingly, honey yellow eyes.

They walked in silence for most of the way, both nervous and stiff. Ever, being too caught up in their thoughts, tripped on a branch in front of them. Before they knew what happened they realized that they were pressed against Vedas chest, she had caught them.

“Woah, are you ok?” she asked letting go of them, wishing she could hold on to them for just a moment longer.

“Yea, yea I’m good. Thank you” They paused, “for catching me.” they said, continuing to walk.

“You're welcome, I'm glad you're ok.” Veda replied following Ever to their house.

The rest of the walk went pretty smoothly, filled with awkward glances. Once they arrived at Evers house they walked directly in only stopping to take off their boots, covered in mud. Veda stopped halfway on the stone-paved walkway, admiring it all. The house was round, only one floor, and was made with dark wood, the roof was a faded red. There were plants everywhere, some for decoration, some were vegetables or herbs.

“You can come in.” Ever remarked sarcastically from the open doorway, pulling Veda out of her thoughts.

“Oh, yea. Right.” she muttered, embarrassed. She walked into the door, “Your house is beautiful, by the way.” She was met with cream colored walls with dark, faded green accents and a burnt orange couch. Further in the house was a kitchen and dining room with a table next to the window.

“Take a seat, I’ll get the tea ready.” Ever said while cutting a few leaves from a plant next to the stove then filling the teapot with water. Huh, mint Veda thought to herself. She turned around and realized most, if not all, of the chairs were too small for her to fit in. She moved the chair sitting on one end of the square table and sat on the floor with her legs crossed.

Both Veda and Ever turned when they heard a loud thunk come from the living room, Dexter had bumped into the table and knocked off a glass.

“Oh jeez” Veda said as she stood up, bumping into the table that she was sitting at, almost knocking over the potted plant that was sitting in the center. She scrambled to grab it, catching it before it rolled off the table. She met Ever’s gase as they burst into laughter. Confused, Veda asked “What?” with a bashful smile.

“It seems my house is too small,” They said between giggles.

“Yea, Yea it does.” Veda chuckled .The teapot wined, reminding them both of what they were doing.

“Here. You stay there, try not to break anything,” they laughed, “and I’ll serve us tea.” They turned around and grabbed the teapot from the fire and poured their drinks. One small mug for Ever and a larger cup for Veda. Grabbing the honey and both cups, they took their seat at the table. “Would you like some honey?” they asked, handing Veda her larger cup.

“No, thank you.” Ever nodded in response and proceeded to put some in their tea, grabbing the honey wand, placing it in their cup and stirring.

“So, do you live around here or are you just passing through?” Ever asked, wanting to know more about the amazing woman sitting at the table with them.

“No- no, I don’t live around here, or much of anywhere really.” she said with a sigh. Ever tilted their head, not understanding the answer she gave. “I don’t really have a home,” Veda continued, “I travel everywhere I go, I haven't found a place I want to settle. So, I go from place to place, looking for somewhere to stay” She sighed, “haven't found it yet.” She didn't know why she was telling them all of this, but sitting there looking at their face she couldn’t help but feel like she could trust them with it all.

“Wow, that must be hard. I can only imagine.” Ever replied, worry etched on their face. “Why don't you stay here?” they paused seeing the concern on Vedas face, “Just for a few nights.” they suggested. “Wouldn’t it be nice to sleep in a warm bed, even if its just for a few nights.” Ever looked at Veda, who was silent. She couldn’t help but notice the hint of desperation in their voice.

“I really don't want to intrude, you’ve already been so nice.” She said, carefully standing.

“ No- Please.” Ever interjected standing with Veda, “Please don't go yet, I would love to have you here for a few days.” They paused sitting back down, Veda soon following. “Honestly, it can get pretty lonely out here, I don’t get many visitors” Veda hated seeing the way their shoulders slumped, and the way they wrapped their arms around themselves lightly.

“I understand that, the whole being alone thing.” Veda said, mindlessly petting Dex, who was laying next to her. Looking at Ever, Veda knew she couldn’t leave, not yet. Something in her gut told her that she needed to stay. “Okay, I’ll stay, even if it's just for a few nights” She said with a smirk.

Ever’s eyes lit up and they excitedly rushed over to their bedroom and came out with more blankets than one person would ever need. They plopped them all down on the couch and turned to look at a surprised Veda. She had never been cared for like this… not since Val. She walked over to the couch and sat down, even though it was smaller than what was comfortable, and started to feel the blanket that was on top. It was soft, and seemed to be knitted or crocheted.

“Did you do this yourself?” She asked, the blanket was very well made. Veda had never had time, nor the materials to learn. Her life had been too sporadic, always moving from one place to another, for her to learn not essential skills.

Ever, sitting on the floor in front of the couch, reached over and touched it. “Yea, I made that myself, took me almost 4 days.” She chuckled remembering, “My fingers were sore for a week after that,” They looked down at their fingers and flexed them, reminiscing the pain. They sat in silence for a while. Ever made their way off of the floor and grabbed a book for themselves and looked to Veda, “Do you want a book to read?” They grabbed the book they were currently reading.

“I’m not much of a reader.” Ever nodded, turned to the shelves and started looking for one of their favorite books, The Land of War and Fire, once they found it they scurried back over to the couch and handed Veda the book they had retrieved. “This is one of my favorites, I think you’ll like it.” they smiled so wide Veda had no other choice but to smile back, their happiness is contagious.

“The land of War and Fire,” Veda read aloud, “Sounds interesting.” They both sat in silence enjoying their books. The only sounds were the soft taps of Chamomile walking about, and the soft turning of pages.

It was getting late, Ever was not a night person, you would find them in bed by 10:30. It was no surprise that when Veda looked up from her book Ever was fast asleep, book in hand. Veda looked at the sleeping beauty in front of her and admired how peaceful they looked while they were sleeping. Though Ever wasn’t an anxious person all their stress carried in their shoulders, tensed and raised slightly. Now, they were completely relaxed.

Veda very slowly got up and grabbed the book from their limp hands, marked the page and set it on the coffee table in front of them. She had been accustomed to staying up late, instead of going to bed she continued reading the book Ever had given her. She enjoyed every word she read. Hours later she lay in the same position Ever had, book laying in limp hands.

A/n: I really hope you enjoyed this story, if you want a part 2 please let me know!!!

#nblw #cottage vibes #cotagecore #aestehtic #fanfic #ocappreciation #gay

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Terminally-Anxious Fanfics

Master list - Fanfics

I’ll be adding to it as I update each fic, and whenever I write more one shots.

Aisling - Blind Virgil and Aid Patton Au - Romantic Moxiety

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Art: Logan and Emile // Remy and Roman // Patton and Virgil // D.C

Lost in shadows - Deceit chooses to attack the sides right after ‘Can lying be good?’ - Platonic/familial Lamp. Finished.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Words hurt - Heavy angst, Virgil centric, (READ WARNINGS BEFORE READING) Finished.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

One shots

Bass timbre - Patton and Virgil being calm and content - Platonic Moxiety

Memento - Virgil centric - Virgil has a dark, dark secret

Lover, protector and knight - Prompt fluffy Prinxiety- Virgil has a panic attack and Roman helps him

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Sparrow’s Masterpost of Fics

-Updated 6/13/19-

I finally made one of these! Here’s the links to all the stories I’ve written, and even some headcanons I’m rather proud of. I’ll try and update this every month or so. You can also find me here on ao3! (Speaking of, there will be some shorter stories/drabbles not linked here but are on my ao3; I ended up liking the ao3 versions better)

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FanFiction Master List

ONESHOTS

The First Born

Gardening

Secret

Topics to Avoid

Teacup

Sitting in Stars

Even Though You Promised

Sleeping at Last

Show Me

Stargaze

Movie Night

Happy Name Reveal Virgil!!

Crash

HEY

Hey Chapter One

Hey Chapter Two

SMOKED

Smoked Chapter One

Smoked Chapter Two

Smoked Chapter Three

Smoked Chapter Four

Smoked Chapter Five

AGAINST MY WILL

Against My Will Chapter One

Against My Will Chapter Two…..coming soon!

PRINCE ROMAN

Prince Roman Chapter One

Prince Roman Chapter Two

Chapter Three….. Coming Soon!

LEAVE HIM ALONE

Chapter One

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The Road Trip - Masterlist

pairings: logicality (platonic or romantic, depending on how you view it) words: 20.7k general warnings: swearing, implied deaths, lots of existential vibes & debating life/death, complex moral dilemmas, implied toxic familial relationships (specific warnings included at the beginning of each chapter) summary: from the day you were born, a mandatory appointment to the clinic is made for you so that by the time you turn 21, you know when you are going to die. for some—the lucky ones—they are promised a lifetime to explore everything life has to offer. but for others, life is taken away as quickly as it is given. patton morgan isn’t one of the lucky ones. given only a week to live, patton latches onto a chance encounter with logan fray—a complete stranger with the same fate as him—and decides to spend his final moments exploring what it is like to truly live, die, and be human. to do this, he takes a leap of faith and joins logan on one of the most human adventures one can have: a road trip.

[read on ao3]

note: you do actually start at the epilogue. your brain is not deceiving you :p idk if i made that very clear but thats what you do for Stylistic Reasons ™ :’)

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Epilogue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Prologue

Artwork ( @lemonyellowlogic )

Song (by meeee)

*author’s note below the cut because it got v long lol*

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Juniper’s Fanfiction Masterlist

Munches and Crunches (WTIYS)- Please check this out for details. Deadline for August first.

(My Wattpad is @CasMichaelRose, and my AO3 is also @hitmewiththatfanart33. Comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated!)

All of my works in one place! Enjoy!

Multi-Chaptered

Colorful- Roman is the bullied, bravado-fueled theatre kid with a fixation on Disney and way too much time on his hands. Virgil is the emo, secretly strong theatre tech with a love for cooking and friends he wouldn’t trade for the world. When these two find out they’re soulmates, their worlds get flipped upside down more times than they can count. Can they cling onto their love for each other through everything? (On a short hiatus while I focus on The Dark Prince.)

The Dark Prince- A thrilling twist on Snow White. When a plot to kill Prince Virgil goes wrong, he’s sent crashing through the woods, and into the arms of what seems to be a simple miner. From characters who aren’t all they seem, to dark magic, romance, and adventure, find out if and how our dark prince makes it through this. (Frequently updated/ongoing.)

Lost in the Wrong Story (1, 2, 3, 4, 5…)- When Roman abruptly excuses himself from their board game, Janus feels uneasy while the others dismiss it as his normal behavior. Later that night, when he goes to check on him, he finds a world far more beautiful than he could have ever imagined awaiting him in the Imagination. A world Roman doesn’t want to leave this time. Follow Roman’s worried boyfriends and Remus through classic Disney fairytales as they try to get their partner and brother to come home. (Frequently updated/ongoing.)

One-Shots

Perfect Burden (1…)- Janus is the fallen guardian angel of Remus, and just when the ex-angel creates the perfect life with his charge, the threat of it all being taken away shows up at his doorstep.

Something Special- Virgil is over at Roman’s house the second Remus texts him that he’s upset.

Prince of the Sea (1 & 2)- Virgil hates his life as a prince, and running away sends him falling into a band of good-hearted pirates. Only, when he begins falling for the captain and his family has put a price on his return, he begins wondering what he can possibly do to continue living his life at sea peacefully.

You’ve Always Been My Hero- Roman seeks the comfort of Virgil after he sinks out, and they have a heart to heart.

Xanny- Patton angst based off the song Xanny by Billie Eilish in which Patton finds himself beaten down by the endless cycle of parties and drugs he’s found himself in. He thinks it’s time for some new friends.

Starved- Virgil refuses to eat after being turned. In too much pain to go to school and lamenting his current state, he disappears from his friends’ lives without a word, and his prince comes to the rescue.

Waste Of Space- Logan can’t stand his unrequited pining for Roman any longer. After a nasty argument, he decides it’s time to move out.

Nothing- (Based off of The Things We Used to Share) Logan is torn apart over his breakup with Virgil and decides to call him one lonely night.

God I Hate Shakespeare- Virgil is very vocal about his dislike for Shakespeare and Roman is offended.

Sinking- When Virgil spends the night at Roman’s house the first time, Roman wakes to find him sobbing in the bathroom. His fangs won’t go back in and he’s terrified Roman will find out. His boyfriend does anyways, and his reaction was not what was expected.

Word Association- Patton is frustrated with his best friend, Logan, being completely oblivious to his flirting, so he comes up with a plan.

Below and Behind- Logan tries to get Deceit to talk to him, but he just won’t open the door. They both realize it hurts to not be listened to.

You Complete Me- Virgil begs Roman to stay. However, the stubborn prince is convinced they don’t need him, and is dead set on running away to his kingdom.

Good Person (1 & 2)- Virgil shows up in his old hoodie after revealing his secret to Thomas because he doesn’t believe he’s welcome anymore. When his host intends on answering the big question, things are said, tears are shed, and there are plenty of things going on in his head.

Never Been Touched- Roman learns that Virgil’s never been touched before their accidental hand-holding after the Valentine’s Day video. Cuddles ensue.

Cold- Roman makes the drastic mistake of drinking the contents of the cup.

Hold Me- Life with the light sides wasn’t easy. On one particularly lonely night, in pain and with no one else to turn to, Virgil resorts to Deceit.

Royal Runaway- Logan goes after his son Roman when he runs away.

Logically- What happens when Logan is low on sleep, questioning everything, and alone in his debate room?

Drabbles For the Soul: Angsty Royality, Angsty Intrulogical, Angst/Fluff Roceit, Cute Prinxiety, Injury/Fluffy Logince, Deceit Prompt, Angsty Prinxiety, Sleepxiety Shenanigans, Protective Prinxiety

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Touch-Starved II

So this got long. Prince kind of came in and stole the show, and then I realized that I had a whole to go before I reached the end. I hope you like it. Especially since there’ somehow 600 of you now, and that’s terrifying. So yeah, really hope this turned out all right. Also @slutsanders, tumblr is not letting me tag you for some reason. So if someone else could tag them that would be great. And please let me know if you want to try and tag you on the later parts as well. Anyway Part I is here. Part III Part IV

Anxiety was hiding.

He had been for the past three days. He’d been living off tap water and the granola bars he kept in his room, but unfortunately those hadn’t lasted very long, and now he was hungry. But if he wanted to get food, he’d have to go to the kitchen, where he might see the others.

Anxiety knew he couldn’t avoid them forever, but he didn’t know how to face them. Didn’t know how to face their newfound pity. Anxiety could admit it, he was scared. He’d gotten used to being alone, to being overlooked, and now that was changing.

Part of him wanted to be hopeful, to think that maybe this was a good thing. But mostly he was just scared. What if he got used to the attention and then once they deemed him “fixed enough” they left him alone again? Or worse what if trying to spend time with them made them realize why they were better off without him?

Anxiety curled up tighter on his bed. He wished he’d never said anything.Then nothing would have changed. It wasn’t like he needed physical contact anyway. Logic was wrong.

His stomach growled, and he cringed. While he may not have needed physical contact, he did need food. He glanced at the clock. It was just past midnight. The others were probably asleep. Maybe if he went now, he could grab some food and make it back without seeing anyone.

As his stomach growled again, Anxiety made up his mind. It was worth a shot. Carefully and quietly, he crept out of his room, cringing at the slight creaking of the door. Balancing on the balls of his feet, he made his way to the kitchen.

Not wanting to risk turning on the light, he began to grope around in the dark. He pulled more granola bars out of the pantry, as well as a loaf of bread, and a box of crackers. Setting them on the counter, he then moved to the fridge, hoping to at least grab some fruit.

But when he opened the fridge, he was stunned. Sitting on the middle shelf was a foil-covered plate with a note reading For Anxiety on top of it in Morality’s handwriting. He pulled it out, staring at it in disbelief.

Morality had left this, for him? Even though he didn’t know if Anxiety would even see it? Had he been doing this every night?

“You should eat that,” a voice remarked from behind. “Morality will be thrilled.”

Startled at the unexpected noise, Anxiety’s hands fumbled with the plate, and dropped it. It fell to the ground and shattered, the ceramic shards now scattered around his bare feet. He hissed in pain as some of them cut into his skin.

“Woah, easy there” the voice spoke up again. It was Prince.

A hand reached out to grab his shoulder, but Anxiety shrugged it away. He didn’t need this.

“I’m just trying to help,” Prince said exasperatedly, “Hold on, I’ll get the light.”

After a few moments and the sound of shuffling, Anxiety screwed his eyes shut at the sudden brightness as the lights flickered on.

“Well that looks bad,” Prince remarked, staring at Anxiety’s feet.

“No shit,” Anxiety muttered, staring at the ground.

Prince approached him cautiously. “Don’t freak out,” he told him.

“Why would I freak-“

But before Anxiety could finish asking his question. Prince’s hands were on his waist, swinging him up and over, depositing him on the counter. As soon as the hands loosened their grip, he jerked back, glaring at Prince.

Prince looked unrepentant.

“I needed to get you out of the way to clean this up,” he explained, “And I didn’t want to risk you stepping on any of it.”

Anxiety supposed he could see the sense in that. Grudgingly. He stayed still on the counter as Prince fetched a broom and pan and began sweeping up the mess. From the looks of it, Morality had made him chicken and peas. Anxiety regretted dropping the plate.

Once the mess had been swept up and thrown away, Prince turned back to Anxiety.

“Alright, Black Veil Bride,” he said, “Let’s get those cuts cleaned up.”

“I can do it myself,” Anxiety snapped, eager for this encounter to end.

Prince didn’t look impressed. “I’m sure,” he replied sarcastically, “But I have more experience treating injuries than you, and besides, it is somewhat my fault that you obtained them. Now hold still.”

Running a washcloth under some water, and grabbing a med kit from under the sink, Prince approached, picking up Anxiety’s right foot. Anxiety resisted the urge to squirm in discomfort. He was all to aware of Prince’s closeness, all too aware that this surge of concern was only motivated by pity.

And yet, he couldn’t bring himself to pull away. Like in his last conversation with Logic, he felt almost frozen in place, staring as Prince gently wiped away the blood.

“These aren’t as bad as they looked,” Prince murmured. “They’re actually quite shallow. I’ll finish cleaning them out and then put some bandages on them.”

Anxiety had only meant to say sure, but what came out of his mouth was, “Why do you care?”

Prince looked up, frowning. “I know we don’t always get along,” he said, “But that doesn’t mean I’d leave you here bleeding.”

“Not- not just this,” Anxiety said, feeling as though the words were bubbling out of him with little conscious thought. “This whole thing, the whole touch thing. Why do you care? It’s not like it matters”

Prince’s grip on his foot tightened, before he let out a long slow breath.

“You know how I’ve rescued maidens from towers in the past?” he asked, seemingly quite randomly.

“Yeah?” Anxiety drawled, not sure where this was going.

“Do you know what they said the worst part of being in those towers was,” Prince said, now looking much more solemn than Anxiety was used to seeing him. “They said the worst part was the loneliness. The way they felt isolated from anyone and everyone. I remember one girl refused to let go of me for some hours, because she was afraid I’d turn out not to be real if she let go.”

“Okay, what does this have to do with me,” Anxiety asked, feeling slightly uneasy.

“Anxiety, you weren’t locked in a tower, but we did leave you alone,” Prince said softly. “We shouldn’t have. I, at least, should have known better. We may argue, but you’re still part of this family, you’re still under my protection. And I failed you. Please let me make it up.”

Anxiety could only stare. Prince looked genuinely remorseful. And pleading. His eyes begged Anxiety to say yes.

He didn’t need help though, really, no matter what Prince might think. But as he opened his mouth to tell him that, Anxiety couldn’t bring himself to say it. Instead he just muttered, “Just finish bandaging my feet, I want to go to bed.”

“Of course,” Prince said, his eyes still watching Anxiety. “I’ll do that now.”

Sitting in uncomfortable silence, Anxiety watched as Prince cleaned and bandaged his feet. He was being surprisingly gentle, and Anxiety didn’t know what to make of it.

When he had finished, Prince stepped back. “There,” he said, “All done. You can go back to bed now. Although,” and here he hesitated, “It might still hurt a little to walk. I could- I could carry you if you like?”

“I can walk,” Anxiety snapped, but on seeing Prince recoil, he relented slightly.

“It’s not that bad,” he insisted, looking away. And then more quietly, forcing out the words. “But thanks for offering I guess.”

Prince smiled at him. “It’s no trouble,” he replied. “I’ll let you make your way back to your room now. Hopefully, I’ll see you tomorrow? It’s not the same, having no one to banter with.”

Anxiety groaned internally. He’d really be an asshole if he said no. He supposed he could make an appearance. “Yeah, I guess,” he said, hopping off the counter, suppressing a wince. Okay, that actually did sting a little.

“I’m glad,” Prince said, now looking much more cheerful. “Well then, good night, Anxiety.”

With his last words, he reached out to give a quick squeeze of Anxiety’s shoulder before drawing back, almost too quick for Anxiety to react.

“Night” Anxiety replied, aware that his face was tinted red. He was so tired of this bullshit.

He trudged back towards his room. But despite his wish to just go to sleep and forget everything, Prince’s words kept floating through his mind.

The worst part was the loneliness. You’re still part of this family.

Anxiety groaned, he still couldn’t believe how guilty Prince had sounded. And Logic had sounded the same when he’d last talked to him. He just didn’t get it. But they were so determined. It was ridiculous.

Maybe, just maybe, he thought, reluctantly, I can indulge them a little. For their sake, not mine. Just enough so they wouldn’t feel so freaking guilty. Then everything would go back to normal.

Anxiety rolled over. He’d deal with this in the morning.

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MASTERPOST

Sander Sides

Wings-of-anxiety Chapter 1 Chapter 2 (Ao3)

Meaning of names (Ao3)

Onesie Love (Ao3)

The Shadows

Drawing the Line

Feeling Catty

Vigilance

Fighting, La Llorona, & Brotherly love

A Stitch a Day Keeps The Bad Thoughts Away Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

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Jacksepticeye

impersonating (Ao3)

Hiding in plain sight (and being terrified while doing so) (Ao3)

The Birthday room (Ao3)

Magical Birthdays

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Star Wars

Time Travel in the Star Wars Universe series (Ao3)

Namedays (Ao3)

Bonds (Ao3)

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Digimon

Perseverance (Ao3)

The war is over (so why can’t I relax?) series (Ao3)

Gravestones (Ao3)

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Masterlist of Fics

Oneshots

Series

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Sanders Sides fic rec list!!

Because honestly, why the hell not, and because fanfic authors deserve more recogition.

These aren’t in any specific order, they’re just some of my personal favourites. If available, I will link the Ao3 version, but I’ll also @ the author’s tumblrs so if you prefer reading fics on Tumblr, you can search the fics up on their blogs!

the Blood, Guts and Gore AU by @quillfics42 and @izzyfandoms! The Tumblr blog for it is @blood-guts-and-gore-au, and there’s also an ask blog, @ask-bgg-au. It’s an amazing serial killer AU where Roman, without the knowledge of his three husbands (Logan, Patton and Virgil) or four sons (Thomas, Remy, Emile and Dorian), is a serial killer called the Prince, and he’s been going around killing people who he thinks deserve it for years. One day, Remy discovers Roman’s secret identity, and decides to join him under the pseudonym of the Knight. It’s definitely tied with LAOFT for my favourite Sanders Sides AU of all time, because it has amazing writing, an interesting story, believable and lovable characters (I even love Dorian, even though I usually can’t stand sympathetic Deceit), and some adorable LAMP and domestic family fluff. However, please be careful, as it does get very graphic (violence/gore) at times. Also, there’s semi-sympathetic Deceit involved (although honestly it’s just an adorable child that you don’t even have to associate with Deceit).

the Love and Other Fairytales fic series by @tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors - an amazing fantasy AU where Logan’s a changeling, Patton’s a human with a siren voice, Roman’s a witch, and Virgil’s a spider prince! As I’ve said above, this is tied with BGG for my favourite Sanders Sides AU of all time, because it has beautiful writing, a capturing story, absolutely adorable LAMP (in the end, although it does take quite a bit of angst to get there), and lovable original characters - May Gage is such an amazing grandma and I love her and her relationship with Roman very much!! And Greta is such a good character as well, and I love Bell with all my heart, and…the list goes on. It also has some cute Remile on the side, which, while it isn’t usually what I look for, is also quite enjoyable to read! Also, after the main story is done, there’s still tons of oneshots being written, which are mostly tooth-rotting fluff, but also contain some really sad and heavy parts that just make me love the characters even more. You’ll have to set some time aside to read it though, because currently, the main story and oneshots put together have a whopping 270.5k words, and the oneshots are still going strong! And if you’d think that something might get boring to read after so long, it really doesn’t - it’s amazing all the way through, and it deserves every bit of love it gets. Also, this AU is what got me interested in floriography. Trust me, looking up the meanings of the flowers mentioned really makes the story amazing on a whole other level. Warnings for…a lot of stuff, more than I can list here, but it’s all tagged on the individual chapters/oneshots. Also, villain Deceit, so if you’re not into that, you probably shouldn’t read.

Love you Lo-Lo by @quillfics42 (yes, again jksdfkjls)! This is the one I linked yesterday. It’s an adorable LAMP fic where Logan wakes up from a two-year coma after a car accident with no memory of the last five years, meaning he doesn’t even recognise the three people who say they’re his fiancés. It has some quality angst, and Deceit is a complete asshole, but the ending is cute and very satisfying.

For When There’s Nothing Left To Do by @aliferous-ly - a really cool AU with an interesting and original magic system. Deceit is the villain, but his motivation is actually something different than just “i wanna be evil” and it’s really well executed! And it ends in some really cute LAMP as well.

Anomalies by @rainbow-sides - Roman, Virgil, Patton and Logan are four brothers who all react differently to the death of their mother. This has some good familial LAMP, so much angst, and makes me heartbreakingly sad, but it’s really well-written and I love it a lot. There’s also some Rosleep, although it’s not the focus of the fic. Heavy warnings for suicidal thoughts, self-harm, panic attacks, parental death, grief, self-hatred, and many other things that are all tagged on the individual chapters.

The Light and the Dark by @rose-gold-roman - Virgil has the power to control shadows, and he’s been trapped in a lab for experimentation for years, until one day, Logince come along and rescue him and Patton from the lab. It ends in some really cute Moxiety, and it’s amazingly written, and I love it very much. Warnings for mentions of suicide and torture.

Of Trying and Towers by @parsnipit - a really cool fantasy AU where in an attempt to overthrow the monarchy, Thomas gets seperated from his Sides and Virgil, who is captured and held in a tower by an unusally polite dragon, has to find the other sides, finish overthrowing the monarchy, and find a way to get Thomas back. There’s some really cool dragon stuff involved! There’s also some endgame Prinxiety, although it’s not the focus of the fic. Warnings are tagged on the individual chapters, but it’s nothing graphic, usually just mentions of certain things like death.

A Lesson in Practicality by @residentanchor - honestly most of you probably already know this one, but I’m putting it here anyway because it deserves it. Roman, Virgil, Patton and Logan all move in together, each hiding a secret superpower from the other three. It eventually all comes out, and a whole bunch of stuff happens. Slow burn Prinxiety and Logicality. There’s also a sequel, Probable Theorem, that’s still a work in progress, and a collection of oneshots/deleted scenes, Not Quite Practical. I’m pretty sure this was the first Sanders Sides fic I ever read, and I found it through the animatic series on YouTube by @robinsdraw, which is really good too!!

I have concluded that I have A Type of fics I like to read. I hope y’all enjoy them as much as I did!!

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gotta-love-alejandra · 4 years

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Sanders Sides fic rec list!!

Because honestly, why the hell not, and because fanfic authors deserve more recogition.

I have concluded that I have A Type of fics I like to read. I hope y’all enjoy them as much as I did!!

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