I just really do not think I’m going to make it to 30, I barely think I’m going to make it through the year. I’m just tired of being alone and feeling alone. No one wants me and I try so hard and it never pays off. I’m just always used and told that I am good enough but no one wants to take me on dates or spend time with me outside of there house. It’s embarrassing and I don’t know what to do anymore. I just don’t think I’m going to make it. I don’t want to be here. I have no purpose and my life is literally going no where. I don’t have friends and everything just fucjing sucks. I literally think about killing myself so often to the point where I can almost feel the knife on my wrists I don’t think any amount of medication or therapy is going to help. I just don’t want to be here anymore.
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Idk why I stopped updating but I’m 100lbs down and keeping it off🤪
Okay but can we appreciate my weight loss like omfg. I only lost 37lbs but I’m so proud of me😭😭
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Why would you fuck Adam sandler
it was on my bucket list
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