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The Corporation is distinctly opposed to calling pilots "angels". They've released several statements recommending that officers silence any such language, saying it "threatens the integrity of the forces", and that HAKs and the pilots who control them are "tools, not deities". But I mean, when you see the way a suit's holoprojectors form a pulsing ring around a pilot's helmet, or when one slumps forwards out of its cockpit to reveal that thick mass of wires creeping from its back, it's impossible not to see the resemblance. And when, like most of the men stationed here, you've found yourself pinned down by heavy artillery fire from two directions with no chance of survival, but out of the heavens a Bishop-class rig emerges and razes the enemy with what can only be described as holy flame? I mean hell, that's enough to make anyone a believer (pardon my language).

I have a buddy who deals with the HAKs directly. He works in biomechanics, combat simtech or whatever. I asked him once what he thought about the whole "angel" thing. He got real quiet, and he looked directly at me and said, "you don't even know the half of it." And I stared right into his eyes and I could see that same heavenly flame burning in there and I knew that he had seen something he couldn't quite understand, but that he loved with all his heart.

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Can you do something for me, please?

I want you to reblog this if you believe that two people can be very close and physically affectionate with one another, but still have a completely nonsexual, non-romantic relationship. 

Even if the two people in question are capable of being sexually or romantically attracted to one another. 

Because the friendship I share with someone I consider family in a way that transcends blood has been typecast as a romantic relationship ENTIRELY too many times, and I’m beginning to get sick of it. 

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Stepping Stones

My part of an art trade! I've been itching to make some scenes set in space, and my trade partner wanted the Mourning Cloak. it was deff a interesting challenge to like, fit it in the scenes I had in mind, I'm relatively content with the result

#lancer rpg #mourning cloak #mecha #art #the natural habitat of the SSC Mourning Cloak: #The enemy's personal space

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ATTENTION TUMBLR

CHOCOLATE GUY'S BIRTHDAY IS IDES OF MARCH

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For Caesar to survive, he needs at least 50 bandages. If 10% stab him again, he automatically dies

#ides of march #you could use him as a sieve by this point #happy stab caesar day everybody

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everyone on tumblr rn for some reason

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happy international women’s day to both normal and cis girls 💐

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Tumblr's reply to the situation with CEO's transphobia is pathetic and you should not be thanking them for doing the bare minimum of saying he's not speaking for them. They fucking thanked that bitch.

The affected trans women are still banned.

A transphobic manchild offered no proper apology. Or stopped. He is also still in his position.

Tumblr is still factually transphobic. Keep pushing.

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hey look at that

#photomatt is strangely rare in the tags search

and #predstrogen just straight up doesn't show anything recent

Fuck you Matt with your "sensitive feelings", bigotry, and disregard for the safety or even existence of trans people. Maybe try having the responsibility and emotional intelligence my sister had when she was four.

"Queerest site on the internet" my ass

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Werewolf Facts

Foods such as onions, chocolate and grapes are generally fine to eat in human form, but are toxic in wolf form. Dangerous foods should be secured prior to the time around the full moon to prevent accidental ingestion.

In wolf form and around the full moon, werewolves are obligate carnivores. To avoid bloodlust, it is recommended to maintain a high protein diet throughout the month, but especially in the week before full moon.

Werewolves are predators. Proper enrichment activities are recommended to reduce furniture and property damage during the full moon.

Transgender werewolves retain their gender expression during transformation. In most cases, this will also lead to enhanced effects even in human form. The mechanism is not fully understood, but it may be related to the concept of inner self.

Werewolves are highly social. They can successfully pack bond with humans, but play dates with fellow werewolves are recommended around the time of the full moon.

Werewolves love belly rubs. They may be highly physically affectionate in the days around the full moon. Always remember to ask permission before giving pets, she can be very skittish around unfamiliar people.

While the transformation is tied to the lunar cycle, stress can trigger an early transformation. Please be gentle with her in the days leading up to the full moon.

Full moon hangover is very real. Symptoms include malaise, fatigue, aches and sensitivity to light and sound. Carb and protein rich foods can alleviate some of the symptoms. I like to make her a big pancake breakfast the morning after to help her feel better.

Pure silver can lead to skin irritation. Sensitivity to silver alloys varies between individuals, but generally should be avoided. Several alternative white metals exist. For example, I've gotten her stainless steel and titanium jewelry that she absolutely loves. She is a good girl and I love giving her gifts.

Werewolf social dynamics are much more complex and interesting than the outdated alpha/beta/omega model. Please, please, please stop making assumptions about our relationship.

She may smell like dog to you, but to me she smells of pines and mist and fresh fallen rain. Her scent calls to mind the wild freedom of the forest.

Her song is beautiful and haunting. When she howls, I feel the call of the wild and I long to understand it.

Her claws are sharp, but her touch is gentle. Her caress is a soft whisper against my skin. We lay together in the dark, and her body curls around me protectively. Her embrace is safety. I love her.

Her jaws are strong, and her teeth sharp. All her care and tenderness cannot diminish the pain of her bite. I can feel it burning through my veins, her gift to me. She holds me close and murmurs comforts into my ear as it takes hold. Soon I will be like her.

She beckons to me and we run wild through the forest. We hear the song and I know its meaning. Together we add our own voices to the ancient melody. We are bound together now by the curse and our love.

#i love this #good writing OP #werewolves #i always figured that werewolves needed high-protein diets #what with the shifting and all #and the ending is beautifully written.

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Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.

REBLOG IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS A TRANSFEM SAFE SPACE.

We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.

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Justice for predstrogen.

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From instructions on how to opt out, look at the official staff post on the topic. It also gives more information on Tumblr's new policies. If you are opting out, remember to opt out each separate blog individually.

Please reblog this post, so it will get more votes!

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Matt is harassing Avery on twitter now

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funny how predstrogen got full-nuked right as a lot of discussions about transmisogyny started getting widespread. trans women start talking about our hurt and it gets us removed from our spaces. goddamn incredible.

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It's Rita. We're done here for now

I'm sure everyone's heard by now that something's happened at least so I'll try keep it short [lie]. This post is a rough explanation and not a defense, if mutuals want to add evidence of what I claim then please do so, I will have a note to friends at the end, feel free to skip to that 🧡🤎

I got terminated on predstrogen due to mass false reports about sexually explicit content, I had evidence of these mass false reports, and when I asked support for help they stated "As you know, you posted sexually explicit content and additionally harrassed people"

My issue isn't with the account termination, it's the double standard around it

I've had multiple accounts. The first (madhopz) was terminated for content on sideblogs when I was doing sex work and I know I won't get it back. The second (sadhopz) was targetted by lolcow forums, and took half a year to get back, only once I humiliated myself to support by screenshotting and documenting what they were saying about me and sharing images of me. The third (predstrogen) I mentioned and I'll get back to, but I was never emailed to explain why the fourth (Avewy/Predesterone) was terminated. All we know is that it was right after the CEO got upset with me, I broke no rules and said no one should attack anyone, I posted no explicit content, none.

A man twice my age and worth $400,000,000 threatened to call the cops on a trans woman online, and then deleted me when I mentioned this

To add insult to injury, he refused to call me "she" the entire time, referring to me as "they" and backpedalling to vaguely refer to me as The Account. I'm a fucking person, and you know that by threatening to pin the cops on me. Eventually even slipping and calling me "it" before respecting the womanhood of the person he would gladly talk about and "make an exception for"

My complaint to his post was that he says I was banned for harrassment, which is a lie. I was banned for mass false reports of sexual content, despite having been told by staff directly a month prior that my blog does not break that rule, and have had people admit to collaborating on reports. But my biggest issue is that even if I was banned for harrassment, then what did they do about my own harrassment?

They did fuck all and told me my stalkers should not be removed from Tumblr

After banning me without a reason, I immediately got an email back about harrassment and stalking that I sent a support ticket about in December. They banned me twice before looking into this, and their conclusion was "we won't do a thing". These are people who have been on my ass all of last fucking year calling me a rapist and a pedophile, and they ignored it. Does that sound like a man who cares about harrassment on his site, or only when it happens to him?

After the ban on Predstrogen and I moved to Avewy, they were everywhere. Inbox messages claiming I was sending asks to children threatening to rape them, anonymous people stating they're our victim and are scared to speak out about what I did to them. It all only happened now. They've turned a blind eye and given these people a win. I saved it all in an #archive tag as proof if I was ever asked or got through to support, but that didn't happen when i was terminated without warning or reason

When Matt deleted me himself, he deleted everything I posted and saved as evidence for my situation. Anonymous asks slandering me, reblogs of people organising to get rid of me, my own documentation of what staff did, all of it was deleted with @avewy/@predesterone.

I don't want to be on this site anymore, I was happy all day today because I feel free without it. But I miss my accounts, because of all the memories with them. I don't want to use them, but I want @madhopz, @predstrogen, and @predesterone back so that all the times ive had with friends, lovers and strangers arent completely eradicated. Every single thing uploaded to Predstrogen is gone and marked mature now, even my face and identity, because this was a sexual content ban and not harrassment as they say. They found another reason after the fact

Give me my identity and my memories back

To all my friends and mutuals, thank you. Even people I've had falling-outs with have been nothing but kind and I want everyone to know I appreciate it. I saw every ask before deletion, I see how many people are on Discord. I can't keep up, but knowing you reached out at all means the world to me

I was happier today off this site than I have been in months. I'm not driving myself to breakdowns anymore by being on here, my mental and emotional state has been in ruins. Maybe I'll come back on this account, but for now I'm leaving it blank and still and moving on.

This post is incredibly meandering and too long, but I'm not trying to defend myself or document everything, I'm trying to make sure I say something to people I care for instead of disappearing, you deserve it. I'm doing well, please find me elsewhere.

My Twitter is mAD_h0PZ

My Cohost is Predstrogen

My BlueSky is predstrogen.bsky.social

My discord is Avewy, and my server is Public

My steam is mAD_hOPZ

Goodnight, thank you 🧡🤎

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I don't normally make "political" art like this, but after recent events I felt I had to say something