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"Can u multitask,” yes actually I am losing my mind and chilling at the same time

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okay so. when i was reading the 2005 supernatural forums there was a bit of talk about phone numbers and voicemails that i didn't really pay attention to until this morning when i found something more

right after 'phantom traveler' ended, people started talking about dean's phone number that john gave in his voicemail

but i watched that moment and went, where are they getting this completely different number from? on bluray john gives the number as 785-555-0179

and then i see this

so at some point, the producers went back and overdubbed the number john gives with a different number, but the people who were watching it live heard 866-907-3235. and they called it. and this is the voicemail they got (youtube recording of it)

so, the first time dean's phone is given out on the show, the viewers are prompted to call it and get a voicemail. 11-2-83 is the night mary died.

the next time dean's phone is said on the show, in 'home', they're also prompted to call it.

and they find out that the voicemail changed

(i couldn't find a recording of this voicemail)

since dean gives out john's full email address in this voicemail, people start writing it too. and the day before 'asylum' airs, they get a reply

so now they have a day's head start on figuring out what this connects to. and this person gets it

dean does, in fact, get a similar message as them in 'asylum'

i don't know, seeing people this engaged with the show from the very beginning is just cool

before the season 2 premiere they got one more e-mail, this time jo's

if you wrote her, she would write back "Do I know you? Aren't you a friend of Ash?"

according to the spn wiki, this message was automated up until s05e10 'abandon all hope', after which the e-mail no longer responded. :(

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I don't want any of this. There are so many people who deserve a good life and haven't gotten one. I am not one of them. I don't even have a 'good' life. It's about as mediocre, boring, and broken as it gets. It's better than a lot of people get. It's not enough. I'm not enough. There are so many people who would take what I have and turn it into something so much better. But I can't do that. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being told that I need to do more. I don't know how to do more. I don't know how to keep trying the same things over and over until they work. I'm so tired of trying to have the life I want. I'll never get it. The best I can do is to make what I can out of the life I have for what little time I have left. There are so many people out there that should have lived longer. I am not one of them.

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The relationship parallels in season 8 are so interesting to me.

Like they give us Amelia Richardson who is constantly trying to choose between her new boyfriend Sam who is helping her recover mentally from the loss of her husband, and her husband Don who she has so much history with and is still in love with.

Then you have Dean who is one way or another trying to choose between Benny, who helped him through purgatory and the loss of his angel, and Castiel who Dean will never stop fighting for.

But I mean what’s subtext, right?

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When does it ever just stop?

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I'm actually happy people don't notice that I'm not okay, but at the same time I'm upset that they don't know me enough to realize

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I really don't know why I keep on hoping that i can be loved.

That my love will be corresponded, but something i've learned is that I'm not worth it.

Never considered, never cared for, never an option.

Fox D.

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For @bebecas’ 2×2 Milestone Event - Day 4: Parallels // “Talk about deja vu.” // it was all a dream ↳ 5.15 | 8.17

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basically this entire storyline summed up

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Not sure if today is a throw my body of the bridge kind of day or quit my job.

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#trauma art #trauma poetry #triggering stuff #sad art #self h@rm

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If you are feeling down, remember that you are a Louis Tomlinson fan get the fuck up because he didn't raise no pussy!

#daily motivation #louis tomlinson #louis #louis tommo #tommo #louies #louis and his louies #larries #larry stylinson #larry is real #one direction #1d #directioners #louis and harry

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"What am I now ?"

"You're the habit that I can't break"

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"What am I now ?"

"You're the feeling I can't put down"

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"And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again"

"I'll always need ya, infront of me, infront of me"

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"woke up alone in this hotel room "

"nothing wakes you up like waking up alone"

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"I've been praying ever since New York"

" I know you left a part of you in New York under your bed in a box"

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" I can’t unpack the baggage you left"

"All that’s left of us, is the cupboard full of clothes"

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"I got so lost inside your eyes

"I looked you in the eyes, saw that I was lost"

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" You’ve got my devotion but man I can hate you sometimes"

"It’s hard to think you could ever hate me"

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"Just let me know I’ll be at the door, at the door hoping you’ll come around"

"I know you said that you’d give me another chance but you and I knew the truth of it in advance that mentally you were already out the door"

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"The fridge light washes this room white, moon dances over your good side, this was all we used to need. Tongue-tied like we’ve never know, telling those stories we already told"

"Face to face on the kitchen table, this is everything I’ve waited for"

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"I’ll be coming right back home to you"

"I’ll make this feel like home"

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"Understand I'm talking to the walls"

"These high walls never broke my soul, and I watched them all come falling down.I watched them all come falling down for you"

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"And I've been praying, I never did before"

"And I'm too far gone to pray"

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NEED I SAY MORE???

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just remembered about the finale. straight up wtf

#a rusty nail #what a time to be alive #spn #supernatural #castiel #destiel #dean winchester #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #painful