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(waa i can't put on anonymous- welp! lol)

Thankyou! This made my day! 💖 I will be sure to do so!

#I dont know how to tag this but yes

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This speaks for all of us with high functioning autism. <3

I'm fed up.

I've seen another of these posts where they say "high functioning" ND and autists have it "good", or whatever.

Being "high functioning" doesn't make it less of a struggle. Just a different kind of struggle.

I'm "supposed" to be better at life if my symptoms are "lesser", if I'm abled to mask so well, right?

Wrong.

I'm just in an eternal loop of burn-out and anxiety.

By being categorised "high functioning", by being unseen, I fell through the cracks. That means I didn't get any help, I was on my own. I'm expected to be a successful, self-reliant adult and I'm clearly not. I'm a mess.

I'm invisible. That's no cool super-power, believe me.

People just asks me "what's wrong with you?" but expects me to be like them. "High functioning" is bullshit. That's not a grocery lists of symptoms you have to check. That's not a badge to earn. You can never speak a word and use AAC full time and not being able to "take the joke" and fake your way in this allistic world, and still being a functioning adult that isn't breaking down every two minutes. Which one is "high functioning", tell me?

It depends of your definition of "functioning", I guess.

There's no high or low, just different experiences.

And just because you can do something doesn't mean you don't need help with it. Because being able to do something doesn't mean you can't suffer from it. It doesn't mean you want to have to battle and cry and bleed to do it.

I'm just so tired of this "high functioning" bullshit.

Find another word, people.

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I'll add, a bit more calmly, that what I think is wrong with this is the criterias people uses to decide if it's low or high functioning.

It's based on the symptoms and traits neuroatypicals finds jarring (and thus make the diagnosis criterias) instead on looking on negative effects the disorder have on us, beside, you know, the things that make us stand out.

I know autists that are "obviously autistic", that get accommodations, and I see them thrive. In the meanwhile, I see autists that are categorised as "high functioning" that are chronically depressed because they got to a point where they can't cope anymore. Masking and living unseen and unhelped in the allistic world is exhausting and traumatic.

I'm not saying "low functioning" ND have it good. Certainly not so. There's horrific things done to so many of them because allistic people want to "cure" them and make them "normal". So, no, they don't have it good.

What I'm trying to say is, different experiences make different results, but you can't say one is worse than the other.

That's what anger me with these posts I've seen. That people erases my struggles because of some misconceptions about my life and how I experience it.

I just want a peaceful community linked by our similarities, where we can learn from our differences, instead of fighting over petty things like stuffs like this. What's the point of a feud?

#actually autism #actually autistic #autism #autism spectrum disorder #high functioning autism #high functioning autism is real

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How long must I wait?

You lied to me 💀

#jshk #nene yashiro #tbhk #hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk reboot #amane yugi #tbhk manga #yugi amane

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Tsukasa

We are now starting to see more sides to Tsukasa.

He seems to have a passion for music and singing

And he'd selflessly do anything for his brother. No matter what the price was.

#jshk #tbhk #yugi tsukasa #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #hanako kun #amane yugi #yugi amane #tbhk manga #yugi twins

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Who is your fav character?

I'm personally tsukasa fanatic

#jshk #tbhk #nene yashiro #hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk reboot #amane yugi #tbhk manga #yugi amane

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🥲

#yugi twins #jshk #tbhk #hanako kun #tsukasa yugi #yugi amane #amane yugi

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I'm so sorry...

Its the Tsukasa gang

#cursed images #jshk #tbhk #tsukasa gang #tsukasa yugi #sakura nanamine #hyuuga natsuhiko #jibaku shounen hanako kun

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Who do yall want next?

#aoi akane #jshk #tbhk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #tbhk manga #akane aoi

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I love you guys 🥹

#teru minamoto #jshk #tbhk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk manga

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Drawing tbhk in my artstyle (unfinished)

#jshk #tbhk #nene yashiro #hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #tbhk reboot #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk manga #yugi amane #tbhk hanako #tbhk fanart #very bad picture quality because yes

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Hello there~

Whats your favorite tbhk ship?

#jshk #tbhk #nene yashiro #hanako kun #tbhk reboot #jibaku shounen hanako kun #yugi amane #tbhk hanako #tbhk manga #toilet bound hanako kun

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Which one are you?

#tbhk #hanako kun #jshk #nene yashiro #jibaku shounen hanako kun #tbhk reboot #yugi amane #tbhk hanako #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk manga #kou minamoto #mitsuba

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I'm back everyone~

#tbhk #jshk #nene yashiro #jibaku shounen hanako kun #tbhk manga #yugi amane #tsukasa yugi #tbhk tsukasa

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Salutations!

#kou minamoto #jshk #tbhk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #minamoto #toilet bound hanako kun

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Top of the day to ya laddies!

#jshk #tbhk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #nene yashiro #tbhk manga

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i cant believe shijima is alive, mitsuba is alive, aoi (fem)'s character devolepment is down the drain, KOU DOESNT EVEN KNOW NENE.. AND THE LITTLE TOILET GHOST IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. yeah im letting a fictional story mess up my life :'(

Oh my god. This entire chapter was a information overload. I'm hoping to god this is just the start to an arc and it will all go back to normal again eventually! (Like it usually does) We can get through this, stay strong! (meanwhile i'm sobbing and having an emotional breakdown from a toilet ghost manga chapter)

#tbhk #jshk #hanako kun #tbhk reboot #nene yashiro #jibaku shounen hanako kun #yugi amane #tbhk hanako #tbhk manga #toilet bound hanako kun

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Hellooo

#jshk #tbhk #hanako kun #tbhk manga #tbhk hanako #jibaku shounen hanako kun #yugi amane