femur-bandit

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#my gif #pointcrow #alluux

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I want attention so fucking bad and I haven't even started drinking yet good fucking lord

#satin's chatter

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yo can you guys ship Miles and Tosk. good rarepair material

#star trek #star trek deep space nine #star trek ds9 #miles o'brien #tosk star trek

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anyway I'm going to drink tonight and watch star trek and bother no-one and have a good time and forget about my troubles for a bit

#at least I'm going to try to avoid two specific people. I might chat up with others but my focus is going to be star trek #I need to go out and buy chips first. can't drink without chips #and maybe buy some additional booze cause I think I have almost run out of what I had in my room #satin's chatter

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FUCKED UP IN A SOCIAL SITUATION AGAIN WHEN WILL IT STOP

#I am such a stupid motherfucker sometimes dear lord #I try and I try and I try and it's never enough I keep being stupid #oh well. #my intent is good I hope people realise that #satin's chatter

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I've never mentally projected my thoughts at someone this hard before

#HEAR ME HEAR ME PLEASE #satin's chatter

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HASHTAG FOOD

#just ate something and am cooking dinner on top of that because I wanted food #gonna feast #satin's chatter

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the cats got scared out of nowhere and one of them ran over my face and impaled my lip with a claw

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Shell time

#my art #digital art #my oc #oc: shell #plushsona #plushfur #plush furry

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Whatever dysphoria I felt first was really really mild, not even distressing in the slightest, forgettable. But now? I was thinking about my face and my voice and how strangers gender me and I almost felt disgusted with how I look and sound, frustrated, I felt like a stupid tranny who could never "decieve" anyone. And it caught me by surprise. I thought I would never have thoughts like that. Shit's wild huh.

#transgender #nonbinary #genderqueer #queer #gender dysphoria

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catch me at comic con holland todayyyy

#satin's chatter

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omg Macready... he's so babygirl... he looks so good...

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Not sure to make it my real irl name but for now I can mentally draw hearts around it and sigh dreamily

#my art #digital art #myself

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I want to make edgy Johan art but nobody will get it waaahhhh

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I am still an artist even if I barely manage to draw. But I do hope that one day my head will get better and I can draw way more often (+ put more effort into the drawings) than I do now. I want to create.

#satin's chatter

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some old freemind art from 2021 and 2022, I would redraw them but I don't feel like it

#my art #digital art #freeman's mind #freemind #gordon freemind #mlp

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do alters/parts like... see when you're talking shit about them... will they find out about that later...

#just saw someone talk shit about their alter on tumblr and I'm like? won't they see you say that? #satin's chatter