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[eyesinthedarks]

uhhh i thuiink people should be allowed to kill each other without consequences if they both consent. i think that's what real love is

*i am booed off stage immediately*

[eyesinthedarks]

all the times that i thought he would come back to me, they were simply dreams. i know that if he came back it would kill me.

right person, wrong time (variations on heartbreak)

@leemartenspoetry on tumblr

vita sackville-west & fegan’s 1924 café in dublin

everything everywhere all at once (2022)

@heavensghost on tumblr

i had to get out by indigo de souza

‘calling a wolf a wolf' by kaveh akbar

river by joni mitchell

‘english song’ in a little larger than the entire universe: selected poems by fernando pessoa

slumber by ron hicks

fish in exile by vi khi nao

penitent magdalene by antonio ciseri

@ojibwa on tumblr

this is what the drugs are for by gracie abrams & the awakening by angelo morbelli

as good as it gets by fizz

lonely this christmas by mud & picture of the christmas tree at trinity college dublin, taken by me in december of 2022

this is what the drugs are for by gracie abrams & picture by andrew collins via globalnews.ca

@inanotherunivrs on tumblr & a polaroid of me taken by my ex-boyfriend

‘in a dream you saw a way to survive’ by clementine von radics & a picture of my ex-boyfriend's window, taken by me

bluets by maggie nelson & the poolbeg generating station, dublin

‘unrequited’ by sasha m george & inheritance by matthew w. cornell

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@ faraway on instagram & lavender sprigs farm cut by linda jacobus

the museum of heartbreak by meg leder

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‘seaside improvisation’ by richard siken

@ dracarysgang on twitter

@-love-letters-i-never-sent

@fromdarzaitoleeza on tumblr

explosions by ellie goulding

‘i had a dream about you’ by richard siken

the beatrice letters by lemony snicket

la la land (2016)

‘catalog of unabashed gratitude’ by ross gay

@stuckinapril on tumblr

@deathlywounded on tumblr

some are always hungry by jihyun yun

‘speaking practice’ by franny choi

 a self-portrait in letters by anna sexton & a picture of my ex-boyfriend in a lake in Orfű, Hungary

@sunsbleeding on tumblr

‘there is no absolution for the fallen, only the dying’ by p.d

#heartbreak

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I need friends man, if you're okay with me messaging you to start a friendship, please reblog this post (':

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[eyesinthedarks]

I wanna be the cute stalker girl who's crush is actually much smarter and better at it. I wanna be the one who is loved in secret. I want a love like "Stalker's Game." I want a love that's desperate and all-consuming.

Wanna be stalked by a boy that's super bad at it and really obvious with it just so I can always figure out he's there and know how much he cares for me

#mouse thoughts #lovesick #yandere #irl yandere #obsession #obsessive thoughts #yandere community #obsessive love #actually obsessive

[eyesinthedarks]

Join forces with the old gods Lepus

WHICH ONES VIA

#mouse talks

[eyesinthedarks]

[eyesinthedarks]

Viva la revolution

VIVA LA REVOLUTION (Which revolution???)

((ALSO HI I'M BACK AGAIN))

[eyesinthedarks]

Can you call it "love" if it isn't obsessive, possessive and harmful? How do you desire someone, if it isn't with each single fiber of your being? How do you know it is real if it doesn't destroy you?

Being consumed by your own object of desire, isn't it the purest form of being alive?

[eyesinthedarks]

tearing up my fucking skin

#mouse thoughts #lovesick #yandere #irl yandere #obsession #obsessive thoughts #yandere community #obsessive love #actually obsessive

[eyesinthedarks]

the desire to be needed by someone, to be so carnally craved, that's the kind of devotion i want.

#this

[eyesinthedarks]

i feel like a fucking parasite

#mouse thoughts #yandere #lovesick #irl yandere #obsession #obsessive thoughts #yandere community #obsessive love #actually obsessive

[eyesinthedarks]

I kept an ask from an old anon in my inbox, should probably delete it, but the way that they spoke to me made me feel wanted, and no one has wanted me in so, so long.

Is it wrong to want to feel wanted?

#mouse thoughts #lovesick #yandere #irl yandere #obsession #obsessive thoughts #yandere community #obsessive love #actually obsessive

[eyesinthedarks]

I will give myself on a golden platter to you for a droplet of attention. Anything.

#mouse thoughts #lovesick #yandere #irl yandere #obsession #obsessive thoughts #yandere community #obsessive love #actually obsessive

[eyesinthedarks]

Dewdrop you get a smooch /p

i wanna kiss all my mooties :3 /p

pspspps cmere if u wanna kiss

[eyesinthedarks]

blinkie resources masterpost

i love blinkies. here are some resources to find/make your own! sometimes updated, if you have any more resources please let me know :) flash warning for all of these! also, the colors don't mean anything, they're just based on the sites lol

if you want your site/blog removed from this list, please tell me and i'll remove it!

(special thanks to https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=418294, https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=691100, for a lot of these!)

blinkies.cafe - templates to make your own blinkies, with different font + size options

free blinkies arena - THERE ARE OVER 20,000 BLINKIES HERE WHAT

glitter graphics - a place where people can upload their custom blinkies and other graphics

archive.org - search old websites for old blinkies!

https://y2k.neocities.org/blinkies - a blinkie collection

https://www.deviantart.com/tag/blinkies - the deviantart tag for blinkies

https://blinkies.neocities.org/ - the blinkies.cafe templates in their original states

https://sparklelobster.neocities.org/blinkies - a blinkie collection

myblinkie - like blinkies.cafe

https://anlucas.neocities.org/GifFiles - a place for all types of gifs and graphics, but has blinkies

https://cyber.dabamos.de/88x31/index.html - a ridiculously large collection (over 4,000!) of 88x31 blinkies, regularly updated

https://blinki.es/ - a blinkie collection with categories

https://tenor.com/search/blinkie-gifs - the tenor tag for blinkies

https://collection.ju.mp/#blinkies - a blinkie collection

https://gifcity.carrd.co/#blinkies - a blinkie collection

https://plasticdino.neocities.org/blinkie/blinkies - a blinkie collection

https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=522522 - a collection of gore/blood/generally horror stuff-themed blinkies and other graphics (additional warning for scopophobia, also one of the icons is someone shooting themself in the head, even though it's heavily cartoonized thought i'd let you know)

https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=408809 - all twilight graphics

https://slipmoth.neocities.org/stamps - a blinkie + other graphics collection (the site is gore-themed, but the actual collection isn't)

https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=513573 - a mostly emo-themed blinkie collection

https://notmerlin.com/other/horrorgifs/indexb.html - a very halloweeny horror/spooky gif collection

@graphics-cafe - a blinkie collection similar to this blog, run by the owner of blinkies.cafe! you can also submit templates for blinkies.cafe here, if you're interested (i think they're the owner, anyway - correct me if i'm wrong!)

https://forums.terraria.org/index.php?threads/noxs-blinkie-archive-blinkies-glitter-graphics-and-more.114001/ - a blinkie collection

@geocitiesblinkies - another blog similar to mine

@blinkieaddict - blog similar to mine

@graphic--horde- blog similar to mine

@transbro - blog similar to mine, reblogs a lot more old web stuff in general though. blinkies.cafe contributor!

@radiotrophicfungi - makes blinkies!

@glittergroovy - blog similar to mine

pixelsafari.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

pinkukingdom.neocities.org - where the site owner stores their custom blinkies

murderscene.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

adriansblinkiecollection.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

hhgreggcult.neocities.org - a blinkies + other graphics collection

coppertone.neocities.org - where the creator stores their custom blinkies, has “(pokemon type) trainer” blinkies for all the types!

jaysplace.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

@weirdblinkies - posts weird blinkies

blinkies yay!!! - a blinkie + other graphics collection

raven-writes.neocities.org - a blinkie + other graphics collection

blinkie-net.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

laboratory.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

vinnyvistazo.com (custom blinkies) - where the site owner stores their custom blinkies

vinnyvistazo.com (blinkie collection) - a blinkie collection

blinkiec0llection.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

shishka.neocities.org - where the site owner stores their custom blinkies + blinkie collection

strawberrysblinkies.neocities.org - a blinkie + other graphics collection

octodogs.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

blinkiesarchive.neocities.org - a work in progress blinkies collection with many categories, but only has music blinkies right now.

remi-collection.neocities.org - a blinkie collection

biscuit.crd.co - a blinkie collection

supplies.ju.mp - a blinkie collection

raining-starss.neocities.org - a blinkie + other graphics collection

allyratworld.com - a blinkie + other graphics collection

[eyesinthedarks]

need to create applications for someone to sing to i swear. SOMEONE LET ME HOLD YOU AND SING TO YOU AND BE POSSESSIVE OVER YOU AND JUST. BE ME.

#mouse whines #lovesick #irl yandere