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hey winter! long time no see, it’s anon sofi, the other I watched a schlatt vid and thought about you and hoped that you were doing good. Because you’re a wonderful human and writer and miss you from time to time 😔

I also read your last post and wanted to thank you for speaking up about your own experience. I didnt watched any of these youtubers so obviously I feel like it’s not my place to voice or comment my opinion. But of course the shit abuser can rot in fucking piss and shit and every so called “fan” that tries to defend him too. I just you want you to know that even if we don’t truly know each other physically, emotionally I’m supporting you in every way possible and that you are loved by all your followers, including me. You’re so brave, intelligent and kind, something you should feel so proud of. ilysm sweetheart <333

Hello Sofii! Long time indeed, i hope youre doing well! Sorry for the late reply, theres such a shit storm happening not just on twt but everywhere else as well.

Many more ccs have turned out to be absolute ass hole abusers. And its awful that so many young impressionable fans have taken to still support abusers. I read something along the lines that these ccs are good talkers and manipulators, hence the cult following even after everything was proven true. But then again that doesnt justify supporting a literal criminal. I hope there was something more permanent like terminating their platforms but that hardly ever happens. Take cmc for example, or even a lot of popular actors and singers. Big sigh. On one hand I want to completely avoid and boycott these abusers and on the other hand I want to constantly remind people of what *crimes* ccs have done. Might just block.

Your message is truly so kind and sweet. I feel like my "betrayal as a fan" is a small fraction in this whole situation but I appreciate your understanding. I haven't uploaded anything for months but still you've been so nice and supportive of me and this little blog. I hope to get that spark back and start writing again.

Sorry for the late reply;_; Sending good vibes your way !

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#❄mail❄ #anon sofi #talking

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I hope he rots in hell

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Tw: my experience with abuse

I'm not the biggest shubble watcher but from what snippet I've seen, she is such a sweet person, my heart hurts knowing how she was mentally and physically tormented and abused by the 'accused'.

I am not either of their friends, I am a fan. Was. Still, there is a sense of betrayal that I, as a fan, feel. It's a bit selfish to share these thoughts, but as a fan, I would like to.

I live in an abusive family, there aren't enough words in this language to describe the insane and manipulative behaviour of my alcoholic dad. Naturally, I stick to the closest form of comfort and that happens to be people on the internet. One of them happened to be the 'accused'. After Shelby, who I'm incredibly proud of, spoke up, I found there were uncanny parallels between my father and the 'accused'. The financial abuse, the physical abuse, the twisting of words, the portrayal of a normal relationship, the hunger for power and money and the unhygienic filthy environment.

I threw up a little in my mouth after hearing every. Unknowingly I found comfort in an abuser and I hate myself for it. And I am genuinely grateful for Shelby sharing this. I hope she heals and finds peace after all this.

There is a chance the 'accused' and the abuser might not be the same person, even though there is convincing 'evidence'-- still, until proven innocent, I will not be supporting the 'accused'. [Edit: He confessed and we hate him.]

You are allowed to support shelby and respect her wishes and at the same time choose to not support a possible abuser.

#support shubble

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You are allowed to support shelby and respect her wishes and at the same time choose to not support a possible abuser.

#support shubble

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My ear have been blessed.

#HIS VOICE #jschlatt #schlatt

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HI IS ME YOUR FRIEND CHRLIE HYPERFIXATION YOU SAY???

dude. Thinkig about charlie being able to carry me just sends me over the moon. On his back, princess style, koala or even over the shoulder-- pls he's just so strong and he makes it look so easy and it makes me fall for him even more

OH MY GOD WINTER YOU'RE SO FAST i'm on it queen o7

BUT I AGREE I AGREE. HE COULD JUST LIKE. LIFT ME UP LIKE PEOPLE DO WITH THEIR CATS YK

#reblog #me from my other acc #showf4alls #moot

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fanfic should be fun fic. if you are not having fun, please step away, take a break, do whatever you need to in order to have fun with this hobby we share

#....

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Been suck on the last part of hcs, H for habits -what are eachothers habits that you start doing?

If you have any ideas please feel free to share my brain is so fried!

#for schlatt #delete later #talking #I NEED HELP AAHHH

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Uni is beating my ass into a fine paste

#talking

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I SAID SLOW DOWN

700?hoowhowhow

SLOW DOWN THE 500EVENT IS GOING TO TAKE LIKE HALF A YEAR

but also thank you all for reading my silly little stories i pray every day that schlatt never joins tumblr

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How is this man 24? He has been 30 for 5 years?

#/lh #/j

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Everyone who simps for Foolish.... I've fallen down the same rabbit hole.

I've tried everything in me to not simp for him bc I know once I'm in the rabbit hole theres no coming out.

#HHES GOT ME IN A CHOKE HOLD #HES SO- #HE'S EVERYTHING AAHHH #talking #foolish gamers #foolish

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The only good thing staff added recently

Mutuals we are doing this

#reblog

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I am on the S.I.M.P. Boat for roier and Mariana and I'm so excited for you to write for them ♡♡♡♡

Edit: foolish has also been on my mind lately👀

okay y’all. i LOVE writing for chuckle sammy, don’t get me wrong. but maybe i can start spreading out who i write for a little bit? like, give me some requests for karl! for quackity! for foolish! maybe tina or niki! maybe i even start writing for some of the creators from other countries that are on the qsmp like mariana or cellbit or roier! i’m not quite sure yet, but i’d definitely love to try writing for some new people!!! if anyone has any ideas please drop them in my ask box :>

love you all very much and hope you’re well!

#reblog #talking

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WINTER!! that schlatt fic was SO GOOD! i opened tumblr to do something else but completly forgot everything after i read this masterpiece. You are so talented at building up these scenes and characters, everything feels so natural and real and good!

Dana! My friend it's been so long~ , how are you man?!

And thank you thank you, I'm so glad you like it! That apocalypse fic was definitely a first of it's kind that I've written and I don't think that it'll be the last. I was so fun writing everything and setting up the scenes. Oh and putting into google a 'how to make a molotove cocktail?', that was also something. I put a great deal of effort into making the whole story a good pase and organic dialogue for the characters [as much as I wanted to write a cute romantic kissy scene in there]. OOFFF and you just saying that put such a big smile on my face!!!! THANK YOU AGAIN!

I totally not cooking something more with the apocalypse/tlou lau. Nothing at all.

#❄mail❄ #talking

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Posting these here bc i thinks these are deleted ( photographer [@ station3media] [from @ AlveusSanctuary from charity event almost everything from that charity event is gone???] i couldnt find the bookmark of it.

Nov 4, 2021

#jschlatt #schlatt #thank goodness for google photos #the photographers whole page was whipped and the photos from the event :( ? #idk

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Thank you dotgiff

You know whats dear to me that I'd like to share? Theres a video schlatt posted on twitter where he's shooting at a gun range and theres a long lock of hair that falls out from the force of the gun. That lock of hair is dear to me.

'that i'd like to share' -> doesn't include a link smh you mean this?

#reblog #i love #schlatt