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✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PROFILE⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶ CHARACTER ONE. JOO HANA

STAGE NAME. HANA

BIRTH NAME. JOO HANA

BIRTHDATE. AUGUST 12, 1999

ZODIAC. LEO

BIRTHPLACE. DAEGU, SOUTH KOREA

ETHNICITY. KOREAN

LANGUAGES. KOREAN (NATIVE), ENGLISH (MODERATE)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀CAREER⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

OCCUPATION. IDOL

COMPANY. FLEURY RECORDS

GROUP. DREAMCHIC

POSITION. MAIN DANCER, LEAD RAPPER, VOCALIST, VISUAL, LEADER

YEARS TRAINED. SEVEN (7)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀PHYSICAL⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

FACECLAIM. YOO JIMIN

HEIGHT. 162cm (5’4”)

BLOOD TYPE. A

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀PERSONA & PERCEPTION⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

EVER THE CHARMER, HANA HAS ALWAYS BEEN KNOWN TO GET HER WAY. WITH HER FLIRTATIOUS PERSONALITY, SHE FINDS IT HARD TO NOT CATCH HERSELF AT THE CENTER OF DATING RUMORS. SHE’S A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY, HER DEMEANOR FREQUENTLY LIKENED TO THAT OF A GOLDEN RETRIEVER. A WIDE-EYED AND EXCITED GIRL WHOSE NAIVE IMPULSES ALWAYS GETS HER IN A WORLD OF TROUBLE. SHE THINKS PURELY WITH HER HEART IN FAVOR OF HER HEAD — WHICH MANY BELIEVE IS THE CULPRIT BEHIND ALL OF HER ISSUES.

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PROFILE⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶ CHARACTER TWO. MICKEY MOON

STAGE NAME. MICKEY

BIRTH NAME. MICKEY MOON

KOREAN NAME. MOON HANEUL

BIRTHDATE. FEBRUARY 16, 2000

ZODIAC. AQUARIUS

BIRTHPLACE. VANCOUVER, CANADA

ETHNICITY. KOREAN

LANGUAGES. ENGLISH (NATIVE), KOREAN (FLUENT), MANDARIN (MODERATE), JAPANESE (BEGINNER)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ CAREER⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

OCCUPATION. IDOL, SONGWRITER, PRODUCER

COMPANY. FLEURY RECORDS

GROUP. DREAMCHIC

POSITION. MAIN RAPPER, LEAD VOCAL

YEARS TRAINED. NINE (9)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PHYSICAL⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

FACECLAIM. JULIE HAN

HEIGHT. 170cm (5’7”)

BLOOD TYPE. AB+

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀PERSONA & PERCEPTION⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

IF HANA’S A CHARMER WITH A KNACK FOR DATING POOLS, THEN MICKEY IS THE EVEN MORE UNBELIEVABLE AND PROBLEMATIC VERSION OF THAT. KNOWN FOR CAUSING PROBLEM’S IN RELATIONSHIPS AND HAVING PULL GAME SO UNBELIEVABLY STRONG SHE’S PROBABLY HAD A GO WITH PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE’S GIRLFRIEND. THE WORD ‘FAITHFULNESS’ ISN’T IN HER VOCABULARY BUT SHE SURE KNOWS HOW TO ROMANCE A WOMAN. THOUGH PROTECTIVE OF THE ONES SHE TRULY CARES ABOUT, MICKEY IS THE TYPE OF PERSON TO JUST LET THINGS HAPPEN. SHE’S SO LEVELHEADED AND SO NONCHALANT TO THE POINT IT BECOMES ANNOYING TO SOME. ‘NEVER STRESS, STAY BLESSED,’ IS HER MOTTO, CHOOSING TO NEVER LET THINGS SHE CAN’T CONTROL UPSET HER. SHE TAKES ANYTHING SERIOUS - “I’M HERE FOR A GOOD TIME, NOT A LONG TIME.”

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PROFILE⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶ CHARACTER THREE. HAILEY SEO

STAGE NAME. HAILEY

BIRTH NAME. SEO HYERIM

ENGLISH NAME. HAILEY SEO

BIRTHDATE. SEPTEMBER 2, 2000

ZODIAC. VIRGO

BIRTHPLACE. SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA

HOMETOWN. LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA

ETHNICITY. KOREAN

LANGUAGES. ENGLISH (NATIVE), KOREAN (FLUENT), FRENCH (FLUENT), MANDARIN (MODERATE), JAPANESE (CONVERSATIONAL)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ CAREER⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

OCCUPATION. IDOL, MODEL, ACTRESS

COMPANY. FLEURY RECORDS

GROUP. DREAMCHIC

POSITION. LEAD VOCAL, LEAD DANCER

YEARS TRAINED. THREE (3)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PHYSICAL⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

FACECLAIM. KIM CHAEWON

HEIGHT. 160cm (5’3”)

BLOOD TYPE. O

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀PERSONA & PERCEPTION⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

A TRUE PERFECTIONIST AT HEART, HAILEY PUTS HER ALL INTO EVERYTHING SHE DOES. SHE’S A METICULOUS WORKER, WHO PAYS CLOSE ATTENTION TO DETAIL AND MAKES SURE THAT EVERYTHING IS PERFECT - ‘PERFECT OR NOTHING,’ SHE BELIEVES. HAILEY IS A FIRECRACKER OF A GIRL AND A CONTROL-FREAK AT THAT. IF SHE’S NOT IN CONTROL HER WORLD IS SIMPLY FALLING APART. SHE MAKES SURE SHE’S THE BEST OF THE BEST, AT THE TOP WITH THE ELITE: WHETHER IT WAS BEING A STRAIGHT A SCHOLAR IN SCHOOL, MAKING SURE SHE GOT INTO BROWN, SECURING HER SPOT IN THE GROUP, OR JUST MAKING SURE SHE ALWAYS STOOD OUT IN PERFORMANCES - SHE JUST HAS TO COME OUT ON TOP. WITH THESE TENDENCIES COMES HER UNSTOPPABLE MOUTH, BRUTALLY HONEST AND WILL SPEAK HER MIND NO MATTER HOW IT SOUNDS OR WHOSE FEELINGS GET HURT. IT MATTERS NOT TO HER BECAUSE HAILEY IS ALWAYS RIGHT. IT’S HER WAY OR THE HIGHWAY.

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PROFILE⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶ CHARACTER FOUR. CHEN ZHIRUO

STAGE NAME. RUO

BIRTH NAME. CHEN ZHIRUO

BIRTHDATE. JUNE 6, 2001

ZODIAC. GEMINI

BIRTHPLACE. WUHAN, CHINA

ETHNICITY. CHINESE

LANGUAGES. MANDARIN (NATIVE), KOREAN (FLUENT)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ CAREER⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

OCCUPATION. IDOL

COMPANY. FLEURY RECORDS

GROUP. DREAMCHIC

POSITION. MAIN VOCAL, MAKNAE

YEARS TRAINED. FOUR (4)

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀ PHYSICAL⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

FACECLAIM. NING YIZHUO

HEIGHT. 162cm (5’4”)

BLOOD TYPE. O-

✧ . ﾟ 🎧⠀PERSONA & PERCEPTION⠀⌣ㅤ♩⠀ ✶

‘UNSTABLE’ IS A WORD COMMONLY USED TO DESCRIBE RUO. NOT YOUR AVERAGE PICKLE, SHE’S PRONE TO HAVE MORE DRASTIC REACTIONS TO SITUATIONS AND AN IRRATIONAL THOUGHT-PROCESS. THOUGH SOME MAY VIEW HER AS A BIT OF A DITZ, RUO IS AN EXPLOSIVE GIRL, A TICKING TIME BOMB READY TO GO OFF AT ANY MINUTE - WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT. HER DELUSIONAL, HEAD-IN-THE-CLOUDS, AND OVEREXCITED NORM CAN SHUT OFF WITHOUT WARNING, LEAVING OTHERS AROUND HER TO WONDER WHICH VERSION OF RUO THEY’LL GET TODAY.

#ʚĭɞ ― CONNECTIONS ˊˎ-#they have beef LOL

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envieuu · 1 month

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𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 !

A miscellaneous collection of headcanon questions for multi-muse blogs / rp hubs / RPers with more than one blog. Warning for mentions of alcohol / drugs.

Which of your muses is the best at cooking?

Which of them is the worst at cooking?

Which of your muses is more likely to burn their food, whether or not they can cook?

Which of your muses is more likely to eat something even if it has fallen on a dirty floor?

Which of your muses is more likely to talk in their sleep?

Which of your muses sleeps the most?

Which of them is more likely to suffer from insomnia?

Which of your muses is more likely to have sleepwalking episodes?

Which of your muses drinks the most / is more likely to get drunk?

Which of your muses doesn't drink at all / drink the least?

Which of your muses does drugs / is more likely to develop a drug problem?

Which of your muses has the highest "body count" when it comes to sleeping around?

Which of your muses is the most talkative?

Which of them is the quietest?

Which of your muses is the most sociable?

Which of them is the shiest / less outgoing?

Which of your muses would win, if all of them had a drinking contest?

Which of your muses is the worst sore loser?

Which of your muses is the most likely to survive an apocalypse?

Which of them would die first?

Which of your muses is the biggest gossip?

Which of your muses is the romantic at heart?

Which one of them is the most cynical?

Which of your muses is the most likely to murder someone just to prove a point?

Which of them is the most likely to endanger their life for a stranger?

Which of them would throw anyone (including a loved one) under the bus to save themselves?

Which of your muses is the quickest to fall in love?

Which of them is the more disillusioned when it comes to romantic relationships?

Which of your muses would kill to prove a point / that they are right?

Which of your muses is the biggest pet person? How many pet did they have in their life?

#ask games <3 #fake idol community #fake idol group #fictional idol community

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envieuu · 1 month

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𓆩♡𓆪 ─┈ THE PRODUCTION OF ENVIE … NAILS FROM ❪ DRAMA ❫ ERA !

Often known for having a remarkable beauty team and art direction process, ENVIE is frequently praised for their nail art. Their nail artist is the now renowned nail tech known by the name SOO HIRA, or her username @/HIRACRYLICSZ on instagram. They’ve worked with Hira since their debut era, making her name more prominent in the industry and giving her a large clientele — usually idols and influencers booking with her, courtesy of ENVIE’s nails’ popularity.

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envieuu · 2 months

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𝐎𝐂 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒!

feel free to tweak questions + all emojis r listed in text form bc i can't see some of them aAAaaAA! sorry if any of these questions are too similar i tried to avoid that but .. there's a lot lol! categorized by emoji type.

i wanted to make one because i could not find one on tumblr already that had a ton of questions. this was created by combining ones under the #oc ask game tag + my own contributions. hi charmymemes nation i'm back.

people

👁️ EYE - what colour are their eyes? do people notice their eyes? is there anything special about them (shows emotion easily, literally magical...)?

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

👊 PUNCH - are they quick to violence?

💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?

😨 FEARFUL - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"?

💤 SLEEPING - do they fall asleep easily? what helps them sleep?

food & drinks

🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?

🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?

🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?

☕️ HOT BEVERAGE - do they prefer hot or cold drinks? what is their favourite drink?

🍓 STRAWBERRY - do they eat their fruit & veg? what is their favourite fruit or vegetable?

🍰 CAKE SLICE - favourite cake flavour? are they specific about types of cakes?

🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?

plants & nature

💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite?

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion?

🌺 HIBISCUS - do they have any allergies?

🍁 MAPLE LEAF - what is their favourite season? why?

🍃 FALLING LEAF - do they enjoy being in nature? what is their favourite outdoor activity?

☀️ SUN - are they a morning person? what is the first thing they do in the morning?

🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?

🌹 ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

🍀 CLOVER - do they believe in luck? are they lucky?

🌏 EARTH - will they give up the world for someone they love? is this decision easy for them?

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

activity

⚾ BASEBALL - can they play sports? what is their best position if they play a team sport? what's their strong suit (speed, power etc.)?

🏊 SWIMMING - can they swim? or are they afraid of water? how well do they swim? how do they feel about swimming in the ocean?

objects

📣 MEGAPHONE - how loud are they? what do they speak like? got a voice claim?

📖 OPEN BOOK - do they like reading? what's their favourite genre?

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

📸 CAMERA - do they enjoy having their picture taken? what's their go-to pose? do they like taking photos? what do they take photos of?

🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?

✂️ SCISSORS - what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people?

💡 LIGHTBULB - is your oc a planner? do they write down every small detail or just wing it?

💎 DIAMOND - how rich are they? can they live the lifestyle they want to?

🎁 PRESENT - what types of presents would they be most happy to receive? are they good at gift giving?

🍼 BABY BOTTLE - what are their thoughts on children?

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

👑 CROWN - what does your oc want to be remembered as? why?

✏️ PENCIL - is there a particular quote / lyric that you associate with them?

🎵 MUSIC NOTE - what is their playlist like? their favourite artists? do you associate a particular song with them?

🎤 MICROPHONE - are they good at singing? what is their go-to karaoke song?

🎷 SAXOPHONE - do they play any instruments? are they any good at it?

📚 BOOKS - how were they at school? what is their best subject? what is their worst subject? do they have a favourite subject?

👖 JEANS - what is their go-to outfit?

🎨 PALETTE - can they draw? what do they like to draw?

🎡 FERRIS WHEEL - are they someone who wants to kiss at the top of the ferris wheel?

⏳ HOURGLASS - are they usually late or on-time?

🔫 PISTOL - do they trust people easily? how easily will they turn their back to someone? have they been backstabbed before? will they betray someone if given an ultimatum?

🎀 RIBBON - how would they fit into other worlds / aus? what aus would you like to try out? what fictional world would they fit / not fit into?

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

📦 PACKAGE - what are some "most likely to..." that can apply to them?

🖍️ CRAYON - what advice would you give to them?

⚙️ GEAR - what are your ocs thoughts on science & art? which do they give more importance to? how much value do they place on each?

🔧 WRENCH - are they good at fixing relationships? or do they tend to avoid doing so?

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

📏 RULER - is your oc well educated? where did they get their learning from?

transport

🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?

🚲 BICYCLE - can they ride a bike? what do they remember from learning to ride a bicycle?

weather

🌩️ LIGHTNING - are they scared of lightning?

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

❄️ SNOWFLAKE - do people consider them cold? if so, what made them this way?

🌪️ TORNADO - what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?

🌈 RAINBOW - what advice would they give to their younger self?

🔥 FIRE - do they have any self destructive tendencies? what habits do they have that hinder them from becoming their best self?

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

🌟 GLOWING STAR - what do they think about when they look at the night sky? is there someone they want to star gaze with?

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

hearts

💓 BEATING HEART - what gets their heart racing?

💘 HEART W/ ARROW - what traits do they look for in a relationship? do they believe in love at first sight?

💗 GROWING HEART - if they have a crush, is it noticable? what changes when they're in love?

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?

💙 BLUE HEART - do they miss their s/o easily? how do they act when their s/o isn't around?

💚 GREEN HEART - what things make your oc feel comforted? hugs, kisses, food?

💖 SPARKLING HEART - are they a subtle or a showy lover?

💌 LOVE LETTER - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?

💔 BROKEN HEART - what could their partner do that would absolutely break their heart?

#ask games <3

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#ʚĭɞ ― KIYEON ˊˎ-

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ENVIE.ㅤ ⠀✿ㅤ ⠀⸺ ㅤ THE BATS, THE BIRDS, AND THE BEASTS

the birds and the beasts declared war against each other. no compromise was possible, and so they went at it tooth and claw. It is said the quarrel grew out of the persecution the race of Geese suffered at the teeth of the fox family.

FEATURED. envie ensemble

WARNINGS. several mentions of a sexually and emotionally abusive boyfriend—this boyfriend and his doing was weaponized as an attack toward the girlfriend on multiple occasions, mentions of infidelity, physical violence, fist fighting, cursing, just mean words throughout the whole thing, and if any of these topics are too triggering to read about feel free to click away and i’ll see you in the next piece !

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Yana’s been on edge for awhile now. She’s always teetering off the handle, that's the norm for her. But it’s been worse as of late. She’s been waiting for a moment to snap. She has so much rage in her that started from love. She thinks that’s the worst part of all of this. She has so much love, she just doesn’t know where to put it. So it all turns into misplaced anger.

And be reminded that Yana’s been waiting for a moment to snap. She’s almost there. All she needs is a little push and consider her snapped.

“How are you and Hyunjae doing?” The question takes Yana aback. She freezes right as she’s going to grab for the box of cereal in the pantry.

“Excuse me?” Yana says.

“I was asking about you and Hyunjae. How are you two doing?” Jiali repeats, picking another almond from the small glass bowl in front of her.

Yana finally unfreezes, grabbing the box of banana flavored cereal. She turns around, now watching her as she carelessly chews on the almond. “Oh, I didn’t realize you were so interested in my love life.”

Jiali looks at the younger girl before turning her attention back to her book. She lets out an airy laugh, popping another two almonds into her mouth.

“I was just wondering. I mean, since you did kinda cheat on him, I was wondering if you guys were doing okay. It’s no big deal.”

Yana hates when people try to dismiss her. That’s one of her biggest pet peeves. It sends her to the edge. And another one of her pet peeves, is when she feels like someone’s trying to threaten her. That’s what sends her over the edge. If it’s anything she learned from living with her mother, it’s that if you feel like someone’s gonna attack you, you attack first. Yana lives by that. Maybe always being in fight mode isn’t a healthy mechanism, but it keeps her at bay.

She retrieves a bowl from the cabinet, sitting it on the counter.

“You’re right. It’s not a big deal, which is why I’m wondering why you care,” Yana replies with a sickeningly sweet smile on her face. “What I do is my own business, dear.”

“That sounded really bratty, didn’t it?” Jiali returns.

“Bratty?” Yana questions, her eyes turning sharp and pointed.

Jiali shrugs, another mocking giggle bubbling past her lips. “Yana, come on. I mean, you did fuck another girls man to make a point. I’m sure that qualifies as cheating and I don’t think cheating really helps a relationship, right?”

“I would fuck yours too if he wasn’t a creep,” counters Yana.

Silence falls over the two of them. Yana smirks to herself. She loves the sound of silence, because it means that she won. To her, there’s no better feeling than winning. She pours the yellow cereal into the ceramic bowl, the sound of the breakfast treats hitting the glass filling the kitchen. She gets a gallon of milk from the refrigerator and pours it in the bowl until her cereal is practically drenched. She thinks she should reward herself.

She knows the way to push Jiali’s buttons. It’s to talk about her boyfriend.

“I suppose you thought you got me with that one, didn’t you?” Jiali huffs.

Yana says nothing in reply. She just stands at the counter with a victorious grin wiped over her face. She scoops up a spoonful of cereal and stuffs it into her mouth.

“Well, you didn’t. In fact, you only proved a long-standing theory of my own.”

“And what is that bullshit theory?” Yana asks.

A moment passes before she responds.

“It’s that you’re just as insecure and fucking weird as I thought,” Jiali says, getting up from her seat at the table, grasping her almonds in one hand and her book in the other.

The smug grin is wiped clean off of Yana’s face, replaced with a nasty scowl. She follows the older girl into the living room.

“Insecure?” Yana incredulously scoffs. “Me? Insecure?”

“Yes, I know it’s hard to believe that a narcissistic bitch like you could be insecure but that’s all just a front to hide the fact that you are an insecure, shallow whore who’s way too afraid of what’s in her own ugly insides so she projects on everyone else.”

“So, yes. You. Insecure.”

Yana feels that piece in her hanging by a thread.

“Oh, I’m the one projecting because she’s scared? You’re the one who’s taking all of your anger out on me because you’re too fucking pussy to take it out on your psychotic boyfriend!” She yells pointedly, stepping closer to the taller girl.

Suddenly, the door to Kiyeon’s room opens, revealing her slightly disheveled figure, her pajamas hanging loosely off of her body. She rubs her eyes, attempting to wipe the sleep out of her eyes. “What is going on?” She groggily asks.

“Ask this freak,” Yana narrows her eyes.

“What the fuck are you talking about, Kannika?” Kiyeon questions.

“She’s talking about a bunch of nothing,” Jiali interrupts. “That’s all she does.”

“Or is it too much truth? You never want to hear the fucking truth,” Yana challenges, stepping closer.

The two stand there, staring the other down with eyes so fiery they could burn holes through any material. Neither of them had realized up until this moment, but both of them have so much anger inside of them that it’s practically swallowing them whole. They can feel it engulf their bones and degenerate the marrow.

Yana has so much love inside of her that she doesn’t know where to put it. So it all turns into anger. Jiali has so much hatred inside of her that she never puts it anywhere. So it all just turns into anger.

“Everyone tries to tell you the truth but you just tune it out. All you know how to do is listen to your boyfriend and do what he tells you to do. You let him feed you lies, you ignore very real girls who suffer at the hands of your boyfriend, and you do nothing about it,” Yana growls. “You’re just as bad as he is and you know it. That’s the real reason you ignore it.”

“Kannika!” Kiyeon shouts in protest.

Jiali can feel tears swell in her eyes, hot at her waterline but she pushes them back for as long as she possibly can. If she cries now she knows that she’ll never hear the end of it from the younger girl. So she stands there, letting all the rage bubble in her. She can feel her body get hot, her head beginning to pound—courtesy of the irritation bulging in the pit of her stomach. She’s not sure she’s ever been this angry. It’s physically painful. It scares her. She never wanted to get this angry. Ever.

She clenches her fist so tight that her nails dig into the skin of her palms and draw blood. She hears her heartbeat pounding in her ears but she turns away from Yana nonetheless.

“You can’t just run away now—” Yana begins, her hand reaching to her shoulder to aggressively turn Jiali back toward her. However, she’s briefly cut off when Jiali grabs the shorter girl by both arms and slings her against the wall with a thud.

“How dare you talk to me like that after all I’ve done for you?” She yells, the tears beginning to slip, her throat tightening as she speaks from the bottom of her heart. There’s power behind every word she spits out. “For you to even raise your dirty fucking tongue and talk crazy to me? Have you lost your fucking mind, you ungrateful bitch!”

Yana’s eyes widened, her heart dropping at the sudden impact. She’s never seen Jiali so serious. Looking into her eyes now, Yana sees something different. They’ve argued before but this time is ten times more intense than the others.

“Get your hands off of me!” Yana lets out an ear-piercing scream. She reaches for Jiali’s hair and tugs roughly, enough to make her stumble but Jiali doesn’t go down without slamming the younger girl into the marble floors.

“Stop! Are you guys fucking crazy?!” Kiyeon gasps, immediately going to the two girls pummeling each other on the floor. She attempts to break it up but the two are stubborn as they swing at each other, fists hitting faces and grabbing at whatever they can to hurt the other.

Another figure descends from a room, completely stunned by the phenomenon occurring in her home. Mijoo’s hands rush to her mouth in utter shock. “Oh, my God! What is going on?”

“Don’t just stand there, help me!” Kiyeon commands.

Mijoo finally awakens from her frozen state, rushing to their sides, trying to pull apart the girls with what little upper body strength she does have. After what seems like forever, they finally pull the two apart, Mijoo holding Yana in what could be considered a bear hug on one side of the room and Kiyeon keeping Jiali backed against a wall, her own body serving as a cage on the other side of the room.

“At some point you guys have to stop this stupid high school bullshit,” Kiyeon scolds, her voice an embodiment of tired agitation. “I don’t know what problem you two have but it’s going to have to reach a head now because it’s not fair to Mijoo and I to have to break up your shit every day.”

Mijoo stays silent—per usual. She never knows what to do in these situations, never being accustomed to conflict.

“She’s the one who’s always mad. Tell them the reason you’re really mad, unnie,” Yana barks, staring pointedly at the other girl, her lip already bleeding from the altercation.

“And you…you need to respect her. She does so much for this group. And she sure as hell does more for you than your mother ever has,” Kiyeon assures.

“Oh, you really wanna talk about fucked up mothers?” Yana scoffs. “And I’ll respect her when she finally wakes up and respects herself.”

She still never drops the patronizing tone and mocking smile and lilt in her eyes. It’s enough to make Jiali want to fight all over again, having to take a deep breath to keep her from pushing Kiyeon into the nearest glass table, jumping over that, and clawing her face even more than she already has.

“Well if you can’t find it in that ugly soul of yours to respect her then you can’t stay here,” Kiyeon says.

Yana incredulously laughs with the roll of her eyes. “So I have to leave but the creep still gets to come over? Right.”

Everyone is silent after she says that.

“You know what, that’s fine with me,” Yana says. “I’m safer when I’m not anywhere he’s allowed.”

“Actually,” Kiyeon looks at Jiali. “She’s right. I don’t think he should be allowed here anymore. It’s not safe for anyone who stays in the dorm. I honestly don’t want him anywhere near us or you, for that matter.”

Jiali clicks her tongue angrily, pushing the younger girl, making her stumble where she stands.

“This is bullshit!” She argues. “Because she’s a bitch I get punished? This is so—so unfair and you all know it. I never stop you guys from having company over.”

“Well, it’s not really the same…” Yana snarkily comments.

“Worry about being homeless, stupid cunt,” Jiali argues.

“I always have somewhere to stay.”

“Well while you run back to that spineless boyfriend of yours, try not to give him any diseases,” Jiali fumes.

“Slut shaming, how cute,” Yana retorts. “At least my boyfriend’s not a felon.”

Jiali grits her teeth, pushing Kiyeon once again, this time hard enough to create space between the two of them. She steps to the side, “I hope you rot in hell, dumbass.”

Yana says nothing, just standing there with a smirk on her face as she watches the older girl descend up the stairs. Mijoo finally lets her go. Kiyeon and Mijoo both turn to look at her with a frankly annoyed expression.

Kiyeon lets out a deep breath, turning back to the rest of the living room, which has almonds and cereal sprawled over the nice flooring. She places a stressed palm onto her forehead.

“It’s not even ten in the morning yet,” is all she says, standing in disbelief. She’s tired. That’s all she can say and feel right now. This whole situation isn’t even worth being angry over anymore. She’s seen this play out time and time again. She’s tired of waking up with a headache. She’s tired of having to play mediator. She’s tired of having to walk on eggshells around them no matter if she’s at work or at home. The screaming, the fighting, the crying—she’s just tired of it all.

She’s tired of being tired.

#good morning 🩷

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ENVIE.ㅤ ⠀✿ㅤ ⠀⸺ ㅤ THE BATS, THE BIRDS, AND THE BEASTS

FEATURED. envie ensemble

WORD COUNT. 2.1k

And be reminded that Yana’s been waiting for a moment to snap. She’s almost there. All she needs is a little push and consider her snapped.

“How are you and Hyunjae doing?” The question takes Yana aback. She freezes right as she’s going to grab for the box of cereal in the pantry.

“Excuse me?” Yana says.

“I was asking about you and Hyunjae. How are you two doing?” Jiali repeats, picking another almond from the small glass bowl in front of her.

Jiali looks at the younger girl before turning her attention back to her book. She lets out an airy laugh, popping another two almonds into her mouth.

“I was just wondering. I mean, since you did kinda cheat on him, I was wondering if you guys were doing okay. It’s no big deal.”

She retrieves a bowl from the cabinet, sitting it on the counter.

“You’re right. It’s not a big deal, which is why I’m wondering why you care,” Yana replies with a sickeningly sweet smile on her face. “What I do is my own business, dear.”

“That sounded really bratty, didn’t it?” Jiali returns.

“Bratty?” Yana questions, her eyes turning sharp and pointed.

“I would fuck yours too if he wasn’t a creep,” counters Yana.

She knows the way to push Jiali’s buttons. It’s to talk about her boyfriend.

“I suppose you thought you got me with that one, didn’t you?” Jiali huffs.

Yana says nothing in reply. She just stands at the counter with a victorious grin wiped over her face. She scoops up a spoonful of cereal and stuffs it into her mouth.

“Well, you didn’t. In fact, you only proved a long-standing theory of my own.”

“And what is that bullshit theory?” Yana asks.

A moment passes before she responds.

“It’s that you’re just as insecure and fucking weird as I thought,” Jiali says, getting up from her seat at the table, grasping her almonds in one hand and her book in the other.

The smug grin is wiped clean off of Yana’s face, replaced with a nasty scowl. She follows the older girl into the living room.

“Insecure?” Yana incredulously scoffs. “Me? Insecure?”

“So, yes. You. Insecure.”

Yana feels that piece in her hanging by a thread.

“Ask this freak,” Yana narrows her eyes.

“What the fuck are you talking about, Kannika?” Kiyeon questions.

“She’s talking about a bunch of nothing,” Jiali interrupts. “That’s all she does.”

“Or is it too much truth? You never want to hear the fucking truth,” Yana challenges, stepping closer.

“Kannika!” Kiyeon shouts in protest.

She clenches her fist so tight that her nails dig into the skin of her palms and draw blood. She hears her heartbeat pounding in her ears but she turns away from Yana nonetheless.

Another figure descends from a room, completely stunned by the phenomenon occurring in her home. Mijoo’s hands rush to her mouth in utter shock. “Oh, my God! What is going on?”

“Don’t just stand there, help me!” Kiyeon commands.

Mijoo stays silent—per usual. She never knows what to do in these situations, never being accustomed to conflict.

“She’s the one who’s always mad. Tell them the reason you’re really mad, unnie,” Yana barks, staring pointedly at the other girl, her lip already bleeding from the altercation.

“And you…you need to respect her. She does so much for this group. And she sure as hell does more for you than your mother ever has,” Kiyeon assures.

“Oh, you really wanna talk about fucked up mothers?” Yana scoffs. “And I’ll respect her when she finally wakes up and respects herself.”

“Well if you can’t find it in that ugly soul of yours to respect her then you can’t stay here,” Kiyeon says.

Yana incredulously laughs with the roll of her eyes. “So I have to leave but the creep still gets to come over? Right.”

Everyone is silent after she says that.

“You know what, that’s fine with me,” Yana says. “I’m safer when I’m not anywhere he’s allowed.”

Jiali clicks her tongue angrily, pushing the younger girl, making her stumble where she stands.

“This is bullshit!” She argues. “Because she’s a bitch I get punished? This is so—so unfair and you all know it. I never stop you guys from having company over.”

“Well, it’s not really the same…” Yana snarkily comments.

“Worry about being homeless, stupid cunt,” Jiali argues.

“I always have somewhere to stay.”

“Well while you run back to that spineless boyfriend of yours, try not to give him any diseases,” Jiali fumes.

“Slut shaming, how cute,” Yana retorts. “At least my boyfriend’s not a felon.”

Jiali grits her teeth, pushing Kiyeon once again, this time hard enough to create space between the two of them. She steps to the side, “I hope you rot in hell, dumbass.”

Kiyeon lets out a deep breath, turning back to the rest of the living room, which has almonds and cereal sprawled over the nice flooring. She places a stressed palm onto her forehead.

She’s tired of being tired.

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NATTY ♡ Singles Korea

#ʚĭɞ ― YANA ˊˎ-

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ENVIE.ㅤ ⠀✿ㅤ ⠀⸺ ㅤ MASCARA

cause there’s still blood in your hair. got the bruise of the year.

FEATURED. yana shinawatra, lee hyunjae

WARNINGS. infidelity, emotionally manipulative girlfriend, controlling partner, semi-narcissistic behavior is exhibited in this piece…and if any of these topics are too triggering to read about feel free to click away and i’ll see you in the next piece !

WORD COUNT. 1.5k

Yana isn’t sure about a lot of things in life. She’s not sure why the sky is blue. She’s not sure why she felt the need to be in the limelight all the time, she just knew she had to. And there’s another thing she’s not sure about. Yana isn’t sure why she cheated on Hyunjae. She knows why she slept with Iseul but she’s not quite sure why she did that to her sweet Hyunjae.

Sometimes she curses herself for ruining a good thing with her boyfriend. But at the same time, she thinks it was almost worth it. A little part of her doesn’t feel the shame the greater part of her does. Yana feels bad but sometimes her craving for revenge outweighs her guilt. Yana was raised to be a blood-thirsty girl. She was born of the concept that nothing tastes sweeter than revenge. She had to come out on top, no matter the cost, no matter the wreckage. Yana always leaves destruction in her path. Nothing changed when she saw Hana snake a hand around Iseul’s arm, eyeing Yana suspiciously. She took that as a challenge. Yana works in mysterious ways, see, so when she saw Hana practically beckon her over to battle. Yana took that as her opening to approach the two with a sickening smile, warmly saying: “You two make an adorable couple!” Hana obviously didn’t miss the way the younger girl’s eyes glazed over her boyfriend’s wider ones. She watched the way she stared up at him, basically fucking him with her eyes. “I think so too!” was all Hana said before she tugged him closer to her. From then, Yana’s plan was pretty clear to her. Of course, she didn’t pay that much mind as to what that would mean for her own boyfriend. Now that she’s here, sitting on his bed as he lies against the headboard in silence.

It’s been like this since she got here. He refuses to say something. His throat is getting dry from not speaking for so long. He’s not sure he has anything to say. He said it all before, it hurts him to look at her now. That’s why he’s been looking at his lap for the entirety of her stay. His eyes are switching locks between his lap and his phone because if he looks at her he’s going to be reminded of the fact that she had sex with another man. He would be reminded that she shared her body with another man the same way that she shared it with him and he would just cry. He hates crying. It makes him feel weak. But when he’s alone by himself, sometimes all he can do is cry when he thinks about her.

“Baby, you can’t just ignore me forever,” Yana says, her eyes peering holes through the boy. He says nothing, continuing to look down in his lap.

“I’m sorry. I’ve said it a thousand times. I’ve paid my dues, trust me, I regret it.”

Hyunjae can’t help but just let out an incredulous scoff. Yana doesn’t take this sentiment lightly, though. She raises a brow, crossing her arms. “And what’s that supposed to mean?”

“You’ve really outdone yourself this time.” Finally, he looks at her and he can immediately feel pain in his chest that trails down to the pit of his stomach.

“Look, I know I fucked up but that doesn’t give you the right to play this sinister ass hole act.” Yana refutes.

“I just…I just wish I felt the same way you do about this situation. You think that you paid your dues? That–that isn’t for you to decide Kannika, it’s for me to decide when you’ve ‘paid your dues’,” Hyunjae shoots down.

“Okay…what more do you want me to do?” Yana asks.

“Kannika, I don’t think you realize the severity of what you did,” Hyunjae replies. “I can’t even look at you because every time I see you I see a man fucking you the way you swore only I could. And for what? All over some girl looking at you? Because you have some weird hate boner for every other girl? Because you’re–’’ Hyunjae starts but is ultimately cut off by the shorter girl.

“Is this what you think of me? Have you been holding all this shit in the entire time we were together?” Yana speaks nastily.

“It’s the fucking truth!” He raises his voice. It’s a first for Hyunjae, even taking Yana aback. Hyunjae never handles Yana with anything but gentle love and care. She’s his ‘little Kannika.’ He shocks himself and he immediately regrets it when he sees her surprised reaction, looking down at the floor before moving closer to her, only by a little. “I didn’t mean to yell at you like that, it’s just…Kannika, I love you. So much. And to me, this was the ultimate betrayal.”

Yana softens her expression, hearing the way Hyunjae slowly speaks. She doesn’t say anything, though. She just watches his saddened eyes.

“It feels like…” his voice cracks when he begins to speak, a warm sensation beginning to pool in his eyes. “It feels like you might as well have killed me.”

“I love you, Jae. I love you so much. I didn’t mean to hurt you,” Yana says softly.

Hyunjae wants to tell her that he wishes he could feel it. He wishes that she could show it and not just say it. She tells him that she loves him but he can’t tell. Especially now.

He doesn’t say anything. He looks down, he looks around, he looks at anything but her. She breathes through her nose, her eyes semi-softening when she sees him. She scoots closer to him, this time without his body subconsciously protesting. She takes her hand and places it to cup his chin, making him look at her. “I love you. No one means anything to me like you do.”

His lip trembles as he cowers under her touch. His eyes burn trying to keep his tears at bay but he can’t help it when he finally looks into her eyes. He covers his face with the palm of his hand, sobbing in her embrace.

“Is there anything that I can do? I mean…to make it up to you?”

Hyunjae shakes his head. “I don’t think there’s anything you can do that can make it hurt less. Just—can you just try to understand?”

Yana nods with a pout. She rubs soothing circles into his back, listening to the sound of his sniffles. For once, Yana feels bad. She feels the slightest bit of guilt. But that guilt is still overpowered by her need to win. She feels that she always has something to prove. She has to see the look on a person's face after she proves that she will always come out on top and that she will always get the last laugh.

“Okay, this might sound crazy but,” Yana starts, nibbling her lip thinking of the proposal she’s about to make. “Maybe you should go out and find someone to…see.”

Hyunjae stops in his tracks before looking up at her once again with a newfound disbelieving expression. “Are you suggesting that I cheat on you?”

“Look, hear me out, it might help to get a taste of…revenge? I don’t know. Revenge always helps me,” Yana says. “Then we can be even.”

“I’m not going to cheat on you, Kannika, are you serious?” Hyunjae lets out a bellow of incredulity.

“You don’t even have to tell me, I don’t even have to know with whom,” Yana convinces. “You can have meaningless sex, get your lick back, and we can just be even. So, yes, I did it first but you—you won over me.”

Hyunjae lets out a low sigh that tickles the ears of the younger girl. She knows that means that he’s about to give in to her. That he can't believe he’s about to agree to it but he knows he is. He can’t resist just hearing her out. It’s something about Yana that always makes him melt.

“Will it make you happy if I do this?” Hyunjae questions.

She nods, eyes peering into his sad ones. “Then fine, I’ll think about it.”

She quickly kisses his cheek, rubbing the skin on the back of his neck with the pad of her thumb. “I love you, okay?”

He just nods with a hum. Hyunjae knows that he’s not doing this for himself. And he knows that Yana isn’t doing this to benefit him. She wants him to cheat on her so that she doesn’t have to feel bad about what she did. Because she’s not truly guilty about what she did because she knows why she did it and only she understands it. Hyunjae just hopes that one day that he can understand why Yana does anything and that he can come to terms with it. He hopes that one day maybe it won’t hurt as much when she does the things that she does.

#just in case u missed it earlier 🤞🏾

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