enbycupcake

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damn im fucking stupid im missing on out repeat bingliu week

#i forgot about the first week and then ive been in pain all this week so i havent done any drawing commissions or otherwise #crying #zack.txt #okay thats a lie i got maybe an hour or two overall of drawing in for a comm one day but 😔💔

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dick in hand thinking about the dual dom possibilites for yue qingyuan 😩 shen jiu is MEAN and mu qingfang takes no bullshit they could BOTH bully him or they could play good cop/bad cop hnggggggg

i think overly possessive shen jiu should tolerate mu qingfang as qi-ge's lover only bc mu qingfang brought yue qingyuan back from the brink of death. how can he not see the /advantage/ of having someone so intimate with yue qingyuan's meridians devoted to him? and mu qingfang is mild enough manner to /understand/ qi-ge belongs to shen jiu, even if shen jiu deigns to let him touch yue qingyuan—

#svsss

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hatsune miku with the qing jing peak female uniform for something in twitter dot com

shout out to svsss you will always have a place in my heart

#FROTHING AT THE FUCKING MOUTH #thank you meatloaf for the ID! #vocaloids #svsss #fanart #hatsune miku

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i think overly possessive shen jiu should tolerate mu qingfang as qi-ge's lover only bc mu qingfang brought yue qingyuan back from the brink of death. how can he not see the /advantage/ of having someone so intimate with yue qingyuan's meridians devoted to him? and mu qingfang is mild enough manner to /understand/ qi-ge belongs to shen jiu, even if shen jiu deigns to let him touch yue qingyuan—

#i dont care if its not canon mqf was there in the aftermath of xuan su #this is thinky thoughts for my 'yqy/mqf find sj in sy's body' au but i think it is my foundation for the ship regardless #svsss

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anyways i sadly have not been able to draw much the last few days bc of pain and work thanking everyone for their patience 😔

#the two of you waiting on art thank you i didnt plan to basically die lmao😭😭 #tbd #zack.txt

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what the FUCK did i do to my left ribs 😭😭😭

#showered ✌️ #put a stove on the pot #at least my stomach is back to the low level annoyance its been....but my lowers ribs.... #bitch what the FUCK #tbd #zack.txt

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gonna try to shower and eat and then i will hopefully be able to sit T.T

#being in bed all day was NOT on my day off plan lmao #zack.txt

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maybe a second nap and ill wake up not hurting 😭

#tbd #zack.txt #the pain is less than it was earlier but bruh #can my body give me a break

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😭😭 i feel bad i had to kick my dog out of my room

#im just in too much pain i cant pay attention to him like he wants 😔 #moving.....hurts lmao #tbd #zack.txt

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ha.....ha.....ha.......reallt need.....insurance to stop being processed and go through............

#✌️✌️ just in a lot of pain no biggie #and i never stop feeling like i have to pee regardless of when i last peed #pain right inside my lower ribs and then i have moving stabbing pain from my left and right side around bellybutton level #and i yesterday i felt bloated and unable to pass gas #can uncle sam PLEASE hurry it up #tbd #if u need me im in bed lmao #zack.txt

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#when bluetooth worked in my car i'd listen to podfics but lmao #now it's radio music #polls #not fandom #fought all the way to get to queue

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“taylor swift haters need to get a life and stop obsessing over her” ma’am i cannot begin to explain to you how much that woman is shoved down my throat. i do not willingly consume anything she interacts with, and yet i get emails announcing her releases, the social media algorithms push whatever new thing she did onto my feeds, not to mention the fact that any time a post criticizing her does numbers, no matter how valid the criticism, her fans will harass the creator relentlessly

y’all are annoying and inescapable! i used to be neutral on her until i could not turn anywhere without hearing about her mediocrity! you made me this way!

#free me from her mediocre white woman reign #text #not fandom

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bruh i took ibuprofen why won't the pain STOP T.T

#uterus when i'm back on insurance and have money again......i'm fucking killing you....... #zack.txt

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No see results option, I'm forcing you to perceive yourself. rb for more results plus

#oh besties i know i don't come across as cool #i definitely think i come across more fuckable to gay ppl online than offline tho which is what is most important #polls

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sad clown

#oh op ur artstyle is so pretty! #one piece #fanart #op buggy #fought all the way to get to queue

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my hormones sure are doing SOMETHING in there T.T

#i'm bleeding i'm horny i'm bloated i'm fine then i'm nOT #i need to take my shot tonight but i haven't MISSED IT THIS WEEK #i take it in the evenings #zack.txt

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remember when i was a bright-eyed 20-year old and i thought i would get a career in the art or game industry and live a moderately happy life alone but unbothered

#and then i had a mental breakdown and dropped out of college........ #cringe #text #not fandom #fought all the way to get to queue