elcyy

[elcyy]

When your late wife has never told to you about the friendly shadow monster vibing in the local sewers

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[elcyy]

A small comic about shane's worry

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only been playing for about a week and I have a wife

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Me in every sdv save:

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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#image #ugh fine ill watch breaking bad with you.

[elcyy]

i've got seven missed calls and eight apologies in drafts and the thought of anyone wanting me makes me so afraid that i ask them to leave even when i want them to stay. inside my mind i am begging; please don't go— please love me anyways

grit, a poetry collection/ in image/ mayakovsky by frank o'hara/ sue zhao/ unknown / Ruth Madievsky, All-Night Pharmacy / gone girl, gillian flyn/ Cotton Candy on a Rainy Day, Nikki Giovanni / supernatural season 12 ep 22 (thanks @count-woe-laf) / I Put The Coffin Out To Sea by Lisa Marie Basile/ Sorry by Halsey/ Sorry by Halsey / unknown

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[elcyy]

Funger and hear and fun and fear and hunger-

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[elcyy]

Game:💀🫀🩸🦴🦷🪚⛓️🥩

My fanarts: 🥰💓🥳💗uwuu found family 💓💓🌿🐕🤩💖💗

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[elcyy]

together they are cat ear headphones (redraw of something from 4 months ago)

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[elcyy]

I love Halsin "I will turn into a mouse and hide if you dare compliment me" Silverbough very much

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[elcyy]

creepy crawlies 🕷️

also

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[elcyy]

I still think about EA Gale and that little promo pic of him with the lightning heart

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[elcyy]

[[MORE]]

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[elcyy]

thank you julia shi for confirming heartsteel sett and phel have matching rings

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[elcyy]

True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

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