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Quick little post

The end of the semester is merely TWO WEEKS away from now, and I fucking lost my notebook. Thank God, a kind person found it and has kept it for me. Well, I need to take a shower, but for the next few weeks I need to dedicate as much time as possible to finish my very fucking complicated projects. *screeching sounds* *grinds her teeth*

Last night I was about to start my Photoshop class' final project when I realized my notebook was nowhere to be found, so instead I went on a hunt for a job, specifically something for an architecture student like myself, then after a few miserable hours on the internet I decided that is not the place to look for the kind of opportunity I want, so I went berserk and compiled a list of architecture firms and construction companies in my city I have to get in contact with. I looked up their social media, their previous work, their location, how convenient they would be for me, etcetera. Research was done, now I just have to knock on some doors (write emails, send emails). I´m leaving that for the end of the semester, so I can have all my time available to make efforts and catch an opportunity. It makes me really nervous tho, writing those emails. How will I introduce myself? How can I explain what I´m looking for? How can I appear less incompetent than I actually am?

#confessions of an architecture student #studyblr #architecture student #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester

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My favorite moment from this week has to be when I was talking with my family over dinner about how I'm struggling with creativity at my design class, and how this friend of mine came up with such a cool s-shaped design, and my dad went "she totally took it from Pinterest". Period.

#confessions of an architecture student #architecture studyblr #architecture school

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Watcher, once they read all the comments to their announcement:

#NO BUT IT´S REALLY SAD #I´m just assuming Ryan and Shane care a lot about watcher #they put so much work into it #I hope their hearts don´t shrink when they learn how the audience received the news #watcher #shane and ryan

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3rd April 2024

Went to the new library in our campus and it was absolutely beautiful. I can spend whole day here.

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The lessons you learn on your journey towards your destination will always be more valuable than the destination itself.

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Thank you again for the greatest April Fools of my life

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01 | 04 | 24

have driving lessons early in the morning. gotta go to the bank before that. which means I gotta go to bed at 11:30 to get seven and a half hours of sleep. Gotta study the regulations on driving and vehicles for my city before I go to bed. and I can´t do that because I can´t stop booping people on main!!!

#night before driving lessons start #personal #journal #confessions of an architecture student #diaries #boop

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22 | 03 | 24 end of the first half of the semester

the last few days have been really wonderful. even amid all the work and stress, I´ve had so much fun lately. I´ve met with friends. I´ve seen wonderful blue skies. I´ve laughed. I´ve hugged. And I´ve done miserably with my assignments but I´m not going to hate myself for it. I´ll try and I´ll do better. I wanted to accompany this post with a few pictures I have taken in the last few days, of moments where I felt hopeful and fresh and ready to start living. I suppose it is, indeed, because of spring. Actually, on march 21st I met with my bestie, D. I hadn´t seen her, nor really talked to her, since, idk, somewhere before may last year? I had such a good time. I loved having her around again, even if just for a few hours. It was weird tho, how she suddenly showed so much interest in meeting and having a chat and just being with me. Wanting to be back in my life, for an evening. As opposed to her usual attitude of never asking about me and never being able to make it when we set up a time and place to hang out, and never reaching out to set up anything. I´d given up, I thought I should not put pressure on her. I was right. It was hard at first. I was upset. And really stressed, trying to finish my floor plans in time. I understand it, now. Our friendship somehow doesn´t really change much, no matter how long we haven´t hanged out or talked. As if time and distance didn´t really touch it. It is really weird, but if that´s how it is I suppose I won´t ever be mad again when we haven´t seen each other for a long time. I believe all relationships requiere some considerable level of commitment, interest, investment, frequency. But maybe some don´t attain to those laws. Like family. It is thanks to her, though, not to me. If it were up to me, we would just be highschool friends by now. Once friends, long distance, well out of each other´s lives. I don´t think I should get too excited either though. She does have this habit of never really texting and disappearing whenever she wants for whatever reason she must always definitely have. I don´t think this new attitude of hers will last. Even so, it was good, that evening together. I am writing this because my computer needed a break from Photoshop, the poor baby. I´ll be back at it now tho. Happy spring break everybody, and keep a holy penance if you are catholic too!

#confessions of an architecture student #diaries #studyblr #architecture student #personal #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester #spring

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I did not finish it, I had to take my computer with me to the faculty and I managed to put something together in the breaks between classes. The professor roasted me. Got a pretty depressing grade but good enough to pass.

I have to take a shower in four hours and then head to uni. I will not be sleeping. It will be a miracle if I finish the absolute minimum necessary to show up to my study class. But this is also really exciting. I am trying to see it as exciting rather than dreadful. Anywho, pray that I can finish my project in four hours :)

#confessions of an architecture student #diaries #studyblr #architecture student #personal #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester #sleepless night #it is almost so over!!! #just one more class to go!

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I have to take a shower in four hours and then head to uni. I will not be sleeping. It will be a miracle if I finish the absolute minimum necessary to show up to my study class. But this is also really exciting. I am trying to see it as exciting rather than dreadful. Anywho, pray that I can finish my project in four hours :)

#confessions of an architecture student #diaries #studyblr #architecture student #personal #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester #sleepless night

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the universal college experience, no matter your major, is learning how remarkably fucked everything is. except business majors theyre having a great time learning to do basic arithmetic and and staring at that one supply and demand graph where the line goes up

#JAJAJAJAJJAJAJAAJ #shoot

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03 | 15 | 24

I am really excited and scared at the same time because there are so many assignments due next week. So much work. An overwhelming amount of work. But we´ll get through this and it will be all swell. If you are also in this challenging situation I wish you the best, we can do this!!!

#confessions of an architecture student #diaries #studyblr #architecture student #personal #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester

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11.03.24 || hello there

After very much failing to concentrate in the library yesterday, I am staying at home today, focusing just on myself and my studies. I watched one of the Wes Anderson shorts yesterday and I think I will do so every evening now, as a little treat.

Not sharing my to do list here today, to keep my anxiety levels low, but I want to do at least six hours of studying today.

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08 | 03 | 24

My stomach hasn´t been so well in the last few weeks, so I´m loaded with work and drained of energy. All I could manage to eat at school was a chicken sandwich, which I love. I had a wonderful time yesterday, since I was feeling better and the sky was a clear deep blue. I will change my habits. I will get better. I am on my way. This is not over. I´ve also been reading How To Stop Time by Matt Haig, I am enjoying it.

#confessions of an architecture student #diaries #studyblr #architecture student #personal #architecture studyblr #university #architecture school #spring semester

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