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i am PISSED

why do we need calories to live like fr it’s so stressful figuring out what to eat why do we need FOOD ffs

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PLS why is my mum fat shaming my sister for NO reason she literally got a happy meal for dinner and my mum was so mad ?? i got more than her and she didn’t give a single shit. like we’re almost the same size i don’t need this bitch giving my sister an ED and competing with me 😭😭

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doing this pretending i don’t already know the answer

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oh ! this will not make me worse at all 🤠🤠

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my mental health goes down the fucken toilet whenever i even gain 200 grams overnight after i’ve eaten maintenance like the fuck? fuck you body you’re meant to AT LEAST stay the weight u were yesterday not gain u stupid bitch

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i’ve given up hiding using mfp in public like take one look at my MUSCLELESS arms and you’d know anyway so now all the nosy ppl looking over my shoulder on the train get to look at me stressing over what i’m eating too idc

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renee bellerive holy fuck she legit has my dream body oh my god

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they don’t understand… im ugly so i at least need to be skinny

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was eating 1200 for a week and i’m GAINING so back to RESTRICTING like a mf fr u will NOT catch me gaining a single gram

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i’ve lost abt 6kg in 3 months i’m acc happy w myself and i’m not binging a lot anymore. i’m uw and life is coming together bc i look sm better now ahh

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CONVINCED my scales are broken bc how did i drop 0.6kg overnight even though i ate like shit yesterday and got my period this morning 🤨🤨

the math isn’t mathing

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the way i wanted chocolate today but couldn’t bring myself to actually have a single timtam so i just stood in the middle of the kitchen smelling the packet of them. it lowkey worked though.

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i’m losing my mind why do i have to lose fat everywhere except my stomach. i’ve lost my boobs and my ass and even fat on my legs but my stomach fr tryna be unique 😭😭

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i lose my fucking shit every time my bmi tells me i’m a healthy weight. wtf u mean bro ur meant to be on my side gimme uw like yesterday.

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✨thou shalt pop as much ritalin as thou needs in order to become skinny through having no appetite✨💕

i tell myself this daily even though i’m prescribed less than i’m taking :)

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I REFUSE to even log into mfp until January 1 bc my diet has mainly consisted of gingerbread, coke zero and mcdonald’s wraps for the past week. idk how many calories are in gingerbread but we have so fucking much of the tastiest gingerbread ever that i’m munching 24/7.

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ITS CHRISTMAS WOO

i’m allowing myself to eat what I want today as i get to see all my extended family and have a big dinner. i haven’t felt as hungry as i thought i would so i’m just going to relax and try to eat intuitively instead of binging everything in sight.

good luck everyone and don’t worry about the damage one day can do, just have fun and enjoy the holiday, ik it’s hard but everyone’s in the same boat. stay strong :))

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