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uh oh guys it's gut wrenching wall punching tear jerking fic time

sorry sorry sorry i'm either going to end up going on another break again or i'm going to end up writing a million fics and they're going to be gut wrenching wall punching tear jerking there's no in between 😧🤗

gosh i love men! 😂

#harley can't stfu ★

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sorry sorry sorry i'm either going to end up going on another break again or i'm going to end up writing a million fics and they're going to be gut wrenching wall punching tear jerking there's no in between 😧🤗

gosh i love men! 😂

#harley can't stfu ★

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ty for the tag!

my 10 songs on repeat are . . .

III. Telegraph Ave. ("Oakland") - Childish Gambino

The Spins - Mac Miller

I Smoked Away My Brain - A$AP Rocky

Frisky - Dominic Fike

I Hate It Here - Taylor Swift

Lot Of Me - Lil Tecca

That's No Fun - Steve Lacy

Lost - Frank Ocean

Açaí Bowl - Dominic Fike

prove it - 21 Savage

npt ; @fenoy7 @st4rgzer and whoever else!

10 Songs Tag Game

thank you for the tag, @sky-kiss 💋 here are ten from my recently played list

paging @atlabeth @rosewrites @onlycambions @cambion-companion @adevilyoudo @djmorn @muertawrites @hydropyro @tiefling-enjoyer @inaconstantstateofchange (sorry if you’ve already been tagged!)

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fav song on ttpd

i haven't listened to the whole album but i think I Hate It Here

#ask #...he writes her love letters... #anonymous! #taylor swift

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IM OBSESSED.

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1 year on tumblr!

this is absolutely insane to think about how long i've been on here, and how close i am to THREE years on wattpad??? and 4 years w the triplets???

like holy moly

i just wanna say thank you to everyone, especially the people who have been reading since my first post!

laser tag hit 500 notes in two days and that's actually crazy

1 year later, and i'm almost to 2000 followers

thank you to everyone who helped encourage me through my work, and ultimately helped me decide to go down the journalism/creative writing path!

#harley can't stfu ★

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hey gang happy 420

#dont smoke #maybe js a lil bit #harley can't stfu ★

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His new tiktok😍😍🤤🤤🤤

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guys TTPD was notttt itt for me 😭

idk what i thought it was gonna be like but it's OKAY

i put a few songs on my playlists but i hated more than i liked 😧

#ask #...he writes her love letters... #secret-sturniolo!

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wait i take this back it's hitting the spot now

u swiftie?

i'm a proud part time swiftie

i'm listening to the new album rn but it's not really hitting sorry guys 😧

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u swiftie?

i'm a proud part time swiftie

i'm listening to the new album rn but it's not really hitting sorry guys 😧

#ask #...he writes her love letters... #anonymous!

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ty for the tag!

i shuffled my liked playlist for this

I. Pink Toes - Childish Gambino

Bound 2 - Kanye

The Less I Know The Better - Tame Imapala

Roommates - Malcom Todd

Search & Rescue - Drake

Money Trees - Kendrick Lamar

Kickin Incredibly Dope Shit - Mac Miller

Lost - Frank Ocean

That's No Fun - Steve Lacy

SWEET / I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE - Tyler, The Creator

npt ; @st4rgzer @evrithingbagel @lvrsparadise and whoever else

@healution tagged me to do 10 songs 10 mutuals thank you girlieeee 🫶🏻

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7. I can't not sing along to this

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Thanks for the taaaag 🥰

I tag @onismus @vedrividia @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad @sucha-coolcat @trockenerosen @punk-bxtch @therearenonamesthatarenttaken @peachesandghosts @astheeniaa @toms-plaid-shirt @fenoy7 @l-o-s-t--hope @misfit-among-the-angels @maybe-memories @stetsil @willwont2005 and every1 who wants to do it

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replayed that water bottle part more times that i would like the admit.

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tell me why the last two weeks felt like summer and it was so yay! but then i wake up this morning and there's fucking snow on the ground what

#harley can't stfu ★

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ty for the tag!

5 things i like about myself-

my eyes, my freckles, my literature, my clothing style, and how hard i work

npt; @fenoy7 @evrithingbagel @st4rgzer and anyone else!

(Srry if you've gotten this Before)

Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ^_^

Ok, i like this idea

5 things I like about myself are my athleticism, my eyes, my body build (muscle, links to athleticism), my writing skills, and my cooking.

I'm sending this too:

@matchalattegreen

@urlocalnonbinarybastard

@therealtwobitmatthews

@rileyh20

@jeremiahxaesthetic

@sturniololvrrr

@02wrldz

@mattssluttywaist

@dailyheartbreakhigh

@rafesmuse

I love you all <3

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HAND MAKING matt sturniolo

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎, dwntwn-strnlo.

↳ 𝐀/𝐍. im back :) . . . is this me trauma dumping? idk yeah probably

↳ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. matthew sturniolo x harvard student!reader

↳ 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘. to relax ones mind

↳ 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃? no!

↳ 𝐂𝐖! slight panic attack but not really, crying, failing school? happy ending, pet names ig idfk, profanity

"what are you doing?"

"im making your hands, darling!"

you felt like a crumbling mess. school has been pushing you to your brim, and you just left the building with the knowledge that you just failed two of your finals. you wanted to fall to the floor in front of your professors, and just cry. hoping that your desperate pleas for a stable future would be enough to let you retake the mind numbing tests over again.

how in the world could one study at the most prestigious university if they can't even ace a final? you worked your whole life for this school, practically threw away your childhood and lived with the gilmore mindset to get here. just to fail. just. to. fail.

stepping off the campus and reaching the city bus, it slowly started to set in. you felt nauseous. like you were being held upside down, feet in the air and your arms on the floor. but no. you were sitting in a bucket seat that matched some torn down 80's arcade floor. so, you held your bookbag close to you, closing your eyes. overcompensated with the feeling of dizziness and fatigue.

as much as you tried to tune it out, you couldn't get rid of the lingering smell of weed and coffee that permanently stained the crisp air that is of cambridge and boston.

---

nearing the inner city, you opened your eyes and picked up your phone. pressing it to your ear after hitting call.

the phone rang once before it was picked up on the other end and a gentle "hey," comes through. you could hear the smile in matt's voice; the one simple, sweet word rang in your brain. bouncing off the tissue walls before settling back to silence.

"im almost home," you mumbled. your voice was lower and raspy then you intended. the last thing you needed was for your boyfriend to grow worried. but that's exactly what you knew would happen.

you could hear him suck in a breath on the other end of the phone, "is something wrong? why are you coming home early, baby?"

"i uh- i finished my final early." your voice was still tiny in comparison to the chatter that danced over the bus.

he hums, not wanting to necessarily drop the conversation, but he knew that you would be more open about it face to face. and not on a public transport bus that has heard and spilled countless secrets.

"i'm almost home," you uttered. hanging up the phone call before matt could ask more questions.

you sat silent the rest of the ride, bouncing your leg until it grew numb.

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walking in the door, tears brisked at your eyes. you could finally let your walls down now that you were in a safe environment. you called out your boyfriends name as you walked up the stairs. the sound of ruffling and a door opening echoes through the house.

"hey, baby," he gently smiled, his attempt to comfort you immediately works. just his presence makes you giddy, your heart starting to race.

you didn't want to load your troubles onto him, but you could no longer fight the stray tears that glide down your cheeks.

dropping your bag on the floor, you close your eyes. attempting to stop your tears from flowing, but it doesn't work.

it doesnt take long for you to be embraced by matt. his arms snaking around your waist as you held yourself against his chest. sobbing quietly into his grey cotton shirt. "i fucked it all up, matt..." you cried. holding onto him tighter then you thought possible.

matt soothingly rubs his hands up and down your back, pressing a soft kiss atop your head. "c'mon," he whispers softly, "come talk to me." he carefully pulls you over to the couch, and you open your eyes but sit down without glancing at his face.

"i failed my finals," you sobbed, squeezing your eyes tight. tears streamed down your face, you felt like a total mess.

"aww baby..." he cooed. the frown in his voice ultimately made you feel worse. he took your hands in his, gently rubbing his thumb across the back of your palms. "i'm sorry."

you couldn't help but stay silent. even if you tried you didn't think you could speak again.

matt started massaging at your hands, and you perked up. he played at each knuckle and each indent, each scar and each freckle.

"what are you doing..?" you whispered, looking up to meet his swirling eyes.

he smiled softly, "i'm making your hands darling!" he giggled, trying to cheer you up.

you felt like clay under his touch, like he was molding you perfectly to fit with him. he held your hand close to him as he soothingly caressed your skin.

you felt like his sculpture in the back of an art studio, the lights blinding as it's a late night and school ended hours ago. your artistic sculpture was due days previous, but matt wouldn't settle for anything else other than perfection. taking his time to make you a work of art.

you felt like sand at the beach, matt's hands as the water as they came with the tide, and gently washed at the tiny beaded rocks that were your knuckles and scars.

you felt like-

"are you alright?" he asked sweetly, bringing your knuckles up to his lips as he pressed a kiss onto your skin.

until he spoke you didn't even realize that your tears had dried, and you were more focused on his touch than anything. school pushed to the back of your head, becoming the least of your worries in this very moment.

you slowly nodded, a small smile peaking over to meet his.

TAGLIST

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AHHHHHHHH

THANK YOU!!! :))))

literally insane

#milestones #harley can't stfu ★