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ep 15 of fhjy wont phase me brennan lee mulligan, i WILL manifest inkblade into being canon 😤

#YES YES YES YES THIS A THOUSAND TIMES THIS #OP YOU SEE THE VISION YOU SEE THE DREAM #IM MANIFESTING THIS SO HARD PLEASE #oisaine #adaine abernant #oisin hakinvar #d20 #fhjy #fantasy high

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the whole story of changing the party's name from high five heroes to rat grinders makes me so sad. like what do you mean ruben only voted to change it because he knew it would upset kipperlilly

#me and nick: yeah man oisin and ivy are so sick of just fighting rats #brennan: you see the name rat grinders was pitched by best friends oisin and ivy #what do you MEAN literally WHY #i think the ruben thing is weird and klck is an unreliable narrator due to her rage and victim complex #but literally whyyyy was this name brought up at all why the name change #rat grinders im studying you like bugs #rage issues already had to be a thing bc your telling me ruben is just gonna be a dick Just Because #while hes still in his jason mraz 'im yours' jack johnson 'im just people watching' era?? #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #d20 spoilers #fhjy spoilers #the rat grinders

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Ruben voting to change the rat grinders' party name specifically because it made kipperlilly upset is fucking crazy by the way. that's not one of those things where you upset your friend in an unserious way, or poke some fun at them and you both lie about it, especially cause like. Their adventuring party is obviously of extreme importance to all of them and the name Especially was important to kipperlilly...

Pointing out the painfully obvious here, but i just find that Insane because i want to know so BADLY what the ratgrinders' interpersonal dynamic is like; we know oisin and ivy are best friends, and kipperlilly and... Lucy... were very close... But ruben probably just does not like kipperlilly? or maybe just... doesn't care. like, why are they even all together? what are the others' friendships like? are they even friendships? im thinking back to when oisin told ivy they had to leave because kipperlilly was calling them, and, to me, that did not read as 'oh, my friend needs us," but more like, "ugh, kipperlilly needs us to do something again."

Just what is your DEAL. and obviously i know that students get failed if their adventuring parties change during the school year, but they still could've changed parties over the summers and faced no penalty. how did they form? how did they start off? what are they like together? how much do they even like each other, how much have they ever liked each other? what happened to them? What the fuck happened to lucy dawg. WHAT IS GOING ON???????????????

#i want a freshman year season for them so bad #i want the high five heroes before things started fracturing #before rage seeped into the cracks in their armor #because i cannot imagine this jack johnson making banana pancakes ass kid choosing to be a dick to his friend #without the rage starting to drip into their minds #rat grinders im STUDYING YOU LIKE BUGS #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #d20 spoilers #fhjy spoilers #the rat grinders

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thinking about sandra lynn and polyamory. her first experience exploring polyamory being enrapturing and enlightening until it was turned against her. being made to be the villain by an older man once him and his wife decided they were done with her.

this experience tainting her and making her believe polyamory could never be an option. that she would never be able to make it work in a healthy and happy way. her continuing to fracture her own life and relationships as a consequence of this.

sandra lynn meeting jawbone, someone who is openly and happily polyamorous but agreed to a monogamous relationship with her for her comfort and peace of mind. but her own feelings and identity hadn't gone away, her past still haunted her and she continued to make mistakes as a result of it.

sandra lynn and her penchant for impulsiveness mixed with her deep capability for love and affection. how different would her life had been if the dawns hadn't turned everyone she cared about against her. could she have felt safe in loving those she wanted to in life if her early experience hadn't gone so utterly wrong.

#YOU GET IT OP!!!!!!!! YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!! YOU SEE THE VISION!!!!!!!!!! #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 spoilers #sandra lynn faeth

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how does one even go about explaining this to anyone??!?

#clowns tw #everyone needs to watch dropout tbh #dropout #game changer

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Icb this week gave us both "everybody do the wenis" and "you gotta honor the cock"

#d20 #dropout #fhjy #fantasy high #game changer #lmk if yall need this spoiler tagged but i think it's vague enough for game changer #and an out of character moment in d20 so #christina.txt

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the rat grinders

#op this art is ADORABLE #so vibrant and shapey!!!!!!! #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #the rat grinders #ivy embra #kipperlilly copperkettle #oisin hakinvar #mary ann skuttle #buddy dawn #ruben hopclap

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Uh oh lads, I think I projected a little too hard onto a character

#christina.txt #me: i have a really great sandra lynn fic idea after this week's ep and i can draw from my own survivor experience #me realizing im just sitting here thinking about my own survivor experience: ah #we have so little in common except our abusers both being older men and us being barely adults #but i think this concept is getting away from me and now it's 4 am and im just. Thinking of my own trauma #hate it here lads

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something something sandra lynn's initial insistence on monogamy, even with a polyam partner

something something buddy dawn's art being very clearly modeled after a mormon missionary

something something younger bobby and pam dawn taking advantage of a starry eyed impulsive adventurer, literally a high school dropout, barely an adult, and convincing her to try not polyamory but stereotypical mormon polygamy

something something pam finding out she's pregnant with buddy's dad (or mom, presumably dad bc family name) with one of buddy's uncles or aunts*, and her and bobby twisting the situation to smear sandra lynn's name and blacklist her

*edited bc I realized timeline wise that would not make sense for them to have a kid whose kid would then be sandra lynn's kid's age but I feel like there should be SOME internal impetus between the dawns to break things off

#this is barely coherent but i had to get my thoughts out #it ALWAYS read as botched/manipulative/faux polyamory to me instead of just. cheating #maybe it was the 'she fell in love with a member of that union who did not treat her very kindly' that made me think that idk #idk!!! i have thoughts!!! #d20 spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #d20 #fantasy high #sandra lynn faeth #bobby dawn #pamela dawn

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There was fucking so much in that episode, I have nothing coherent to say yet. It's all rotating in my brain like 7-11 hot dogs

#christina.txt #all you gotta say is honor the cock tbh

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things nick and i called prior to this episode:

the legend lore voice being a version of the identify spell voice

oisin and ivy being best friends

return of aviator club guy

things we did not call and would never have considered:

the fucking bobby dawn sandra lynn connection

#christina.txt #d20 spoilers #fhjy spoilers #d20 #fhjy #fantasy high #cannot believe my girl fucked young colonel sanders

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Here's my casting of the Rat Grinders...

Vic Michaelis as Kipperlilly Copperkettle

Ross Bryant as Buddy Dawn

Surena Marie as Mary Anne Skuttle

Omar Najam as Ruben Hopclap

Johnny Stanton as Oisin Hakinvar

Dani Fernandez as Ivy Embra

And here's my Lucy casting as a bonus ❤️

Alex Song-xia as Lucy Frostblade

Quick edit because I am apparently not up to date on dnd controversies 💀

#vic kipperlily FUELS ME what a concept #literally just their angry letter to the condos bit from make some noise #i love how many people are like 'oh ross HAS to be buddy“ bc Correct #d20 #dropout cast #fantasy high #the rat grinders

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Do not ask me why my brain has just been repeating on a loop:

"YOU LET HIS FRIENDS CALL HIM "THE BALL," ADAINE!"

"HE LIKES THAT!!! HE LIKES BEING RAD!!!!"

#christina.txt #I just love lou in this entire moment #truly took 'attack the party in a horrifying way' and ran

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Gonna be scarce bc I can't watch the new ep until tomorrow but, if people wanna help me figure out if my front runner for new url is too pretentious, pls pls pls

#i got such !!!!! at the idea of a new alias to go with it but fucking latin #christina.txt

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#i Am that one hyper specific shirt meme #this song is an absolute BOP #also the punk goes pop cover equally slaps #music #obvi heard before and adore ot #polls

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Considering a new url but. Idk if how it looks

#christina.txt