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I hate my big calves sm why can't I be skinnier?? And be perfect?

#vent #fatspo #ana #bodycheck

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August 27 2022

Today's calories count

breakfast

2 zucchini pancakes - 120 calories

0.5g suger 0.5g added suger 2g protein 15g carbs 1g fibre

snack

2 12 oz cherry lime suger free energy drinks - 20 calories

1g suger 1g added suger 1g protein 2g carbs ??g fibre

1 plum - 30 calories

7g suger 0.5g protein 8g carbs 0.9g fiber

1 banana - 105 calories

1 tbsp peanut butter - 97 calories

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took a shower, had to see my body not cool, not epic, i want to kms 

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Reblog if you hate your thighs

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skinni trick, wearing big shoes like filas or doc martens make your legs look and feel skinner 😉

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I love the feeling of drinking water on an empty stomach, it's so much better compared to eating, to feeling absolutely disgusting.𖤐

I'm such a good boy for going this long, I'm learning discipline, and I'm learning self control, and I'm getting prettier.

I'm the best boy, I'm getting thinner and so much prettier. <3

I deserve to be pretty𖤐

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I'm so fat:( how so I lose weight fast and become bonespo?

#body check #ana #ed #tw #advice #thinsp0

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August 26th 2022

Today's calorie count

Breakfast

2 bottles of cold water - burned 16 calories

5.3oz dannons strawberry banana yogurt - 80 calories

7g suger 2g added suger 12g protein 8g carbs 0.5g fibre

7 almonds - 49 calories

0.4g sugar 1.79g protein 1.66g carbs 1g fibre

Snack

starbucks vanilla zero sugar energy drink 15 oz - 25 calories

0.5g suger 0.5g added suger protein 1g 5g carb 0.5g fibre

4 almonds - 28 calories

0.23g suger 1.02g protein 0.95g carb 0.6g fibre

Lunch

2 plain slices of honey wheat bread - 130 calories

3g suger 5g protein 25g carb 2g fibre

Snack - skipped

Dinner

1 zucchini pancake - 70 calories

0.5g suger 2g protein 8g carb 1g fibre

1 plum - 30 calories

7g suger 5g protein 8g carb 0.9g fibre

1 apricot - 70 calories

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August 25 2022

Today's calories count:

breakfast

Dannons Greek strawberry banana yogurt 5.3 oz - 80 calories

7g suger 1g added suger 12g protein 8g carb 0.5g fibre

7 almonds - 37 calories

0.4g suger 1.79g protein 1.66g carb 1g fibre

10 blueberries - 8 calories

1.35g suger 0.1g protein 1.97g carb 0.3g fibre

total = 137 calories

snacks

6 baby carrots - 24 calories

2.86g suger 0.38g protein 4.94g carb 1.1g fibre

starbucks vanilla zero sugar energy drink 15 oz - 25 calories

0.5g suger 0.5g added suger protein 1g 5g carb 0.5g fibre

Total = 49 calories

walked for 40 minutes and burned 123 calories

Lunch

1 slice honey wheat bread - 70 calories

1g suger 2g protein 13g carb 0.5g fibre

1 tsp Philadelphia vegetable cream cheese - 17 calories

0.5g suger 0.5g protein 0.5g carb 0.5g fibre

Danimals strawberry yogurt 3.1 oz - 50 calories

9g suger 7g added suger 2g protein 11g carb 0.5 fibre

Total = 147 calories

snack

large tomato - 33 calories

dinner

Make your own salad

2 cup spring mix - 20 calories

2g protein 3g carbs 1g fibre

chickpeas - 45 calories

lentils - 60 calories

pickled carrots and celery - 5 calories

Total: 130 calories

Total: 496 calories

walked for 80 minutes burned 247 calories

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220824

Accidentally ordered 260 calories so I'm gonna burn 175 calories by drinking 15 cups of boiling water. Each boiling cup of water burns 12 calories. Microwaving my water for 40 seconds gives me boiling water.

I could also take an excessive amount of salt and use it to throw up calories immediately, that'll lead me to only obtain half of 260 calories then I could go on for an hour walk lmfao

I actually walked around quite a lot w my dad already in the city if I go now I could burn more calories then I would usually do in a day

I need to find a container to put salt in darn

The two energy drink I drank today made me feel nauseous gross

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August 24 2022

Today's calorie count

1 cup warm water with 1 tsp of fresh lemon juice - 1 calorie

breakfast

5.3 oz Dannons light and fit raspberry yogurt with 10 almonds - 150 calories

7.58g sugar 14.55g protein 2.87g carb 1.5g fiber

lunch

5.3 oz Dannons light and fit strawberry banana yogurt with 5 almonds and 10 blueberries - 125 calories

1 plum - 30 calories

1 medium orange - 60 calories

20.64g suger 14.38g protein 26.55g carbs 4.5g fibre

Total

28.02g suger 28.93g protein 29.42g carb 6g fibre

Dinner

Salad: 240 calorie

Idk

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220824

Today's my doctors appointment and I asked my mother yesterday if she thinks I'll go to the hospital, she said she isn't even thinking about the hospital and how it depends on my weight... I literally lost 13 lbs in 10 days... I think there's a possibility she won't sign the papers because of subliminals & how everything stresses her out sm plus I'll miss school. This would be my 3rd time being forcibly hospitalized so she might come up with the conclusion that it isn't going to work? my mother personally never cared and even know says it's up to me? Is she being sarcastic? She brought up how I could have organ failure, I merely stood there and she then said that's too far. Smh. She leaves me alone and doesn't watch me eat tho... That's a plus.

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idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

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220823

Me and my dad are going to go grocery shopping tomorrow and here's a list of things I want

shitaki noodles

cauliflower rice

coconut water

canned tuna

mix dry nuts

stevia

bananas

avocados

strawberries

watermelon

grapes

protein bars

sausages

pickles

green beans

broccoli

apple cider vinegar

tortilla wrap

seaweed

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August 23rd 2022

Today's calories count:

Breakfast

5 almonds: 35 calories

2 raisens: 4 calories

1 cranberry: ?

1 seedless green grape: 3 calories

1 activia lowfat vanilla yogurt - 90 calories

Lunch

Salad - 55 calories

Dinner

2 Dannons light and fit Greek yogurt 5.3 oz - 160 calories

14 almonds - 97 calories

1 plum - 30 calories

Total - 474

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220822

You can stuff me with food, make me gain weight, send me to multiple therapists but in the end if I don't help myself gain weight no one can actually "help" me get better and when I finally turn 18 I'll have full rights and the full privilege over my own body instead of my guardians fuck you bitches for forcing me in the hospital again and again. Don't forget I'll be an adult soon.

Keep on harassing me bitches I'm willing to go to the hospital again and again until I'm 18 don't play with me. Everyone keeps guilt tripping me however, frankly I feel joy everytime they're stressed out because of "this". Don't send me to the hospital and don't bother me period. You deserve all the pain you have because of this constant harassment. My life, my body, my rules.

For the last two months I went into hospitalization two times if this pattern continues I'll be in hospital 9 more times before I'm 18 and I'd rather be in the hospital 9 more damn times. I won't stop. I won't ever stop. I'll hide food whenever I'm given the chance. I WILL control my body and if I can't right now then I'll make sure each one of them suffer and suffer.

So don't be nosy you sewer rats I won't ever reveal anything happening inside of my head. My mind is like a machine and I don't let anyone have any "fixes" in fact this merely increases my confidence in losing and gaining weight. Ik in the end no matter how much I'll gain I'll be always be able to lose the calories. Why? Because everyone in my life is busy and doesn't actually pay attention.

How can my mother check on me when she's working? Or how can my father check on me when he's drunk or at work? I'm comfortable with gaining weight as long as I lose it. Rn I'm 102 lbs the lowest I've ever been ik 3 weeks in that ed hospital I'll probably gain around 20 lbs but by restricting my diet to around 500 cal a day and exercising I can lose sm weight rlly quickly.

Hospitalization isn't that bad it's fun I need to start seeing hospitals as my second home since I'm there sm. Time will fly by fast and soon you can be thinspo. You won't even have to go to school since you're gonna be hospitalization constantly. At least you don't have the stress of schoolwork.

Subliminals work. They're my only hope. I'm listening to a subliminal that'll hopefully make my mother abuse me by not being concerned about my health and not sending me to hospital bc it'll stress her out even with a doctors recommendation

The fact I have anorexia. Not some girl down the street starving herself thin, not some boy at school working out extra after practice, not some woman at the grocery store checking all the calories on the food she buys. I let myself get this way, and I’m not going to stop until I’m satisfied. My body is the only thing I can control.