donttellmeimreal
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i think one of the mutually agreed upon pieces of fanon that’s my favorite is when Merlin is pissed off at Arthur, he does his job Perfectly. and Arthur Hates it.
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To the two girls I've loved...
Maybe a cliche start but honestly it's what's running through my head.
To the first, it was such a messy loss, in such a short amount of time. You made me realize what I was supposed to look for in someone that is supposed to be around me. You showed me how nice it is to have someone close to me all the time that just knew what was going on, you didn't let me sink but you didn't save me. I am constantly wondering if you were here if you could tell how dead I am inside. I want to know if you could see how empty I am, how blank my eyes are... or if you would be just like everyone else and would just be seeing the mask I'm wearing. I wanna thank you for being around for the things you were and say that I hate the things you won't be here for.
To the second, there were so many times I should have been better to you. Should have focused on you more. I didn't intentionally ignore or neglect you. We never would have worked, but I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm glad you are still in my life at all. You're still Hella important to me. And I do miss having you close. I think I'd be a better person now but I want you to find your forever and it ain't me and I'm ok with that. I wish that you could read this and know its for you, so that you know how much you mean to me but if this finds your dash I'll just know that you know I'm me and this is for you.
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it was me..
That last day that we really talked is now probably over a year ago…. I mean it started before that.. You were off since the middle of my fall semester… you came up in the fall for us to talk. We weren’t alone. We only got half of it solved. I got the bracelets in the hopes that it would connect us more. In the end it became an accessory to our downfall… Every time I turned around it was something else. Something I hadn’t done. Or had done too much.
When people say heartbreak hurts, I knew they weren’t lying, but I felt it. It’s odd how it started small… I was breaking, not just chipping where you could brush the dust away, I was literally fracturing.. Reaching for you, but every time I got close, she was there. First, closer, faster, more. All the things that I wasn’t able to be from three hours away.
God it hurt every time I reached for you but you were holding her instead…. I’d ask, beg, plead in every way that I could handle, and you cleared me before you even listened to me.
I wanted to blame it on myself.. Say that it was my fault, I was being selfish. If I just adjusted to sharing then it wouldn’t be so bad, and yet it didn’t get better. One thing led to another and I didn’t ever have you anymore… it was Y’all, then me. It was like watching someone invade your space, but rather than moving you, they just broke your spirit instead.
I wanted to hate you, her. All of it. But I can’t. I honestly don’t know what you would do if you came back around. If I had any sense I would tell you to go back to where ever you’ve been. But who knows what I would actually do…. I am broken, and thus far, any attempts at fixing me are just others who have cleaned up someone else. I am stuck sitting in a pile of pieces, and it’s halfway my fault.
But regardless, I don’t know if you got the letter. I can’t ask if you did.. All I know is that I don’t want to hate you anymore. I don’t want to be connected anymore.
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“Is it okay if I draw fanart of your fanfic?👉🏼👈🏼”
My brother in Christ we shall have a spring wedding
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Btw that rule about not trusting how you feel after 4pm in the winter or 9pm in the summer (really we should just say after the sun goes down but whatever) is only about negative feelings. if you are chilling with your best friend drinking hot chocolate and have never felt more loved and safe, that is 100% true and you can and should trust
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Hate being at work when I feel like shit. Am Hella sweaty. Kinda dizzy. Don't wanna do a damn thing.
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Work is currently hotter than the dessert where Jesus lost his sandals....
I can't do this...
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I don't really understand all the ins and outs of zodiac signs but it's my favorite thing to watch people who do get horrified at the make up of my house...
In age order,
December Sagittarius
July leo
July cancer
April aries
Ya know. It's fine.
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You're grown now. Or at least you think you are... but even when you're leaving to go on a date you still make sure to tell me I love you before you leave... you don't care that you're yelling it to your older sister because it's a normal thing in our house.
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I think of the idiosyncrasies that make my life, or life in general work...
We have one bathroom... the door squeaks. We probably have 3 different cans of wd40. It would take 3 seconds to fix. Yet, we continue to let it squeal bc in the mornings when everyone needs the bathroom it let's us know when someone comes out. It sounds goofy bc in a house as small as this you could just ask if there is someone in there.
But we don't... instead we just listen to the door as a trick of our house...
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Harry gets upset that he doesn't want to be an auror but Draco loves him regardless...
#my art <3#please be nice#fanart#harry/draco#harry james potter#drarry#drarry fanart#draco lucius malfoy
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Sherlock doesn't always listen when left to his own devices... so John has to be a little more hands on...
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Picture-
Spock looking out the window, Jim sitting on the bed.
Jim- "Spock come back to bed."
Spock- "T'hy'la, the stars look so different down here..."
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