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dogloveri23 · 3 months

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Don’t leave me…please

Pairing: Suguru Geto x reader

Warning: Angst,heartbreak

A/n: I regret ever picking up jjk. I love the anime but it tears me into pieces more than my own writing. Anyway expect some angst in the coming days.

"If I left for good, would you be sad?", You heard Suguru ask. His eyes didn't seek yours like they used to. Instead, they remained fixed on the roof of your bedroom. It was out of the blue.

You'd been enjoying the comfortable silence between you both as his head rested idly in your lap. Drinking in each other's presence and enjoying the silent company. The empty cups of tea sat on your desk and the scratches of pencil against paper filled the room

"What kind of question is that, Suguru? You aren't planning something stupid, are you? Leave the stupid plans to Satoru," you scolded with a small smile on your face and yet his expression remained the same. Stoic. You glanced at him briefly before adjusting the nose on your sketch of him.

"Why? Because he's the strongest?", He asked.

Your eyes widened as you watched him, your once busy hands freed up to stroke his hair. He seemed to realize the impact of his actions a few moments later and shot you a small smile. It was too late. You'd seen straight through him. He had been bothered by something but you'd never expect it to be about Gojo.

"You're both considerably strong Geto. Who's stronger doesn't really matter as long as you're both safe. But to answer your question...if you left... death would be my only solace."

His breath hitched as the subtle rising and falling of his chest stopped. His head snapped to look you in the eyes finally. His black eyes stared into yours.

"Don't say that."

"What?"

"Even if I left, I don't want you to stop living, ever. Do you understand?", He asked, his usual softness replaced by complete firmness.

You swallow harshly and send him a small nod. At the time it was an odd conversation between you both. It made no sense to you but he was your senior, you didn't think anything of it. You were a first year and yet you'd captured him entirely. Whether it was your sound course technique, your cute doodles or your ability to bake, you wrapped him around your finger.

The subtle glances you shot his way and the sly jokes you make, all of it made him love you even more.

"Stay safe. Don't be too hasty, don't get too close, okay?", He instructed as he got up from your lap, so you could get ready. It was your first solo mission and he was meant to head to a village to resolve issues there.

"Suguru, I'll be fine."

"Just come back in one piece okay?"

"I will," you said, smiling brightly at him.

If you'd known what would happen in that village, you'd have kissed him. You'd have forced him to stay. You'd have admitted you loved him there and then. You'd let him hear it from your own lips and absorb it into his soul. You'd have done everything in your power to stop him and take on the mission yourself. You wouldn't be storming past a crowd of people in Shinjuku trying to reach him.

"Geto, please stop this!"

"I'm sorry. But this is where our paths must differ."

"Geto, please! Please don't do this", You yelled to him causing him to stop.

He allowed you to close the distance between you both till you were standing in front of him. He had looked worse. Worse than he did before. He looked like he slept less than he did before.

"God. I've missed you. I really have," He said.

"Geto, please... come home."

"I can't", He said flashing you a smile. The smile you'd always loved, especially when he directed the smile towards you. But you didn't want it this way. Not in this situation.

"Why? Why can't you! Don't you care? About Gojo? Shoko? me-"

"I care more for you than you can imagine."

"I don't-"

"I love you. I love you, I want you to be alive. That's part of the reason I'm doing this"

"Killing an entire village, I don't understand Suguru"

He laughed softly. His hand reached out to yours as he brought it up to his lips and pecked it. They were soft, you'd always imagined what it would be like to feel them against you but it wasn't like any of the fantasies in your head. It was more solemn. His hand rested under your chin as he tilted your face upward.

He paused as his eyes scanned your face. He was drinking in your appearance, every detail of how you looked and every memory of how you felt. He revelled in them because he wasn't sure when next he'd see you. He didn't want you to meet the same fate as the others. If killing all non-sorcerers was how he was going to stop it. He would kill them a thousand worlds over.

He brought his face closer to yours as his other hand rested on your waist. "I love you y/n. I always have. I always will. My actions don't have to make sense. Just know that I'll always think of you, I'll always only want you. Stay safe till I come back."

His lips collided with yours before you could respond. They fit together perfectly like it was always meant to be like this. You and him together. His lips accommodated yours, they danced alongside yours to a song that only the both of you knew. It was perfect. He was perfect for you.

He broke the kiss apart slowly and pecked you once more on the forehead before turning to leave. "I love you too Suguru...Don't leave ...please," you whispered as he made his way farther and farther away from you and into the abyss of the crowd. A small smile on his face and his mind filled with memories of the both of you.

#jujutsu gojo #jujutsu geto #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu #getou suguru x reader #geto suguru #jjk suguru #geto x reader #geto smut #jjk geto #gojo #gojo x reader #gojo smut #gojo satoru #jjk gojo

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dogloveri23 · 3 months

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Y’all I think jujutsu kaisen is slowly but surely breaking me. Expect content soon.

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu geto #jujutsu gojo

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dogloveri23 · 3 months

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hii if your requests are still open could you make a part 2 of the “secrets you never told” alhaitham fic! Tysm!

Dead(Alhaitham x reader)

Pairing: Alhaitham x reader Warning: Mentions of killing and insanity. A/n: Hi my dears. Sorry for being Mia. But it's a new year so I think I'll have to get a posting schedule sooner or later. Anyway... thanks to @qirongsboiledface124 for making a request I'll get to all other requests as quickly as I can. Thanks guys! UID:627473190

"The twelfth of the fatui harbingers. I urge you to confess to your crimes," The annoying voice repeated. You expected much from the Dendro archon. The intellectual out of the seven archons.

The smell of leaves blowing into the night. The tight bonds against your hands. Your body hovered in the centre of the room. The lighting only illuminated you and the archon. It hadn't served its purpose. Your lips were sealed shut.

Despite the many times Nahida had repeated the question, an answer never left your lips. The occasional chuckles and smiles only made the archon gulp harshly in response.

"Why don't you make me? You're meant to be an archon, aren't you? Upholding justice? What good are you if you can't make a simple pawn like myself speak?", You taunted, staring back at her with wide eyes. Your smile had only grown wider as you observed the lady.

Her hands clenched the helm of her skirt tightly as she stared blankly at the ground. She was at a loss. She'd soon give up on your little fight. She almost couldn't recognize you. Your outfit, your hairstyle, your aura. All of it had changed. You were colder. Much much colder. Your eyes had lost their spark and your once calming voice now incited fear.

"I am only trying to get to the bottom of this. It would be better if you cooperated", Nahida reasoned.

"When I have an archon backed into the corner? I'd rather die."

Her eyes search your face for changes. They looked for the smallest detail to show that you were still you. That this was just a sick joke and you didn't hospitalize the acting grand mage of Sumeru. That you didn't fight him and inflict multiple injuries. That you didn't poison him! You did.

Your chin was high and the subtle winks you sent her way showed no sign of repentance. You had come back to Sumeru with a purpose and you had succeded. You didn't intend on staying long but you wanted to make sure that Alhaitham and Linda were six feet under by the time you left.

"Please, this isn't you. You were calm and peaceful. You always knew how to put a smile on people's faces," Nahida reasoned once more this time coming closer to you. She straightened out her posture and her gaze was sharp. She was determined.

She watched your eyes widen and your smile drop. Your movements halted as you stared blankly at a wall. Your breaths quickened as the reality of the situation had truly set in.

"Please, I know you can overcome this"

"What have I done? What have I done?", You mumble lowly allowing Nadia's chest to swell. She was finally getting through to you. All she needed was one more push.

"Please, I know-", Nahida started but your manic laughter filled the room. The poor girl could feel her heart sink to her stomach.

"Don't waste your time Nahida. The sweet girl from before is dead. and you know who killed her?", You ask as her legs stumble backwards. Your hands broke out of the bond with ease. A small gasp escapes Nahida's lips and her legs stumble backwards once more.

You stalked up to her causing her to trip and land on the ground. You could see the sweat dripping down her forehead. You squat down to her eye levels allowing her to fully take in your appearance. The scars on your face, the flyaways of your hair and the brokenness of your eyes.

"They killed me. They did this to me. They killed me and so I did the same Nahida", You said, allowing a smile to play on your lips once more.

As your footprints drew farther away from her in the Sanctuary of Surasthana, she could feel a piece of herself break as well.

#genshin impact #genshinimagines #genshinimpactimagines #genshinoneshots #genshin impact venti #enjou x reader #alhaitham #al haitam x reader #alhaitham x reader #academia scribe #diluc x reader angst #alhaitham x you #alhaitham x y/n #alhaitham angst

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dogloveri23 · 8 months

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Second

Pairing: Gepard x reader Warning: Angst A/n: I've been waiting to start writing about honkai star rail men! I'm finally joining the fandom. I hope hsr players enjoy this one! UID:713436764

You stare at your watch once more as your fingers tap frantically against the table. "Late again?", The waiter asked you pouring you another glass of lemonade. You smile sadly at him a bit embarrassed by her keen eye. "He's just busy, it's not easy being a silver mane guard after all", You say faking a smile but you knew everyone could see through the facade. You weren't the best at faking your emotions. Every move you made displayed your emotions clearly. You were an open book.

"Right, he's the captain right?", She asked. She was clearly trying to make small talk. You would have been jumping at the opportunity on a usual day but right now, you didn't want to speak about Gepard. "Yes"

"You bagged a keeper", She smiled. Of course, she would say that. Everyone always said that. You said it to yourself- drilled it into your mind how lucky you were to have him. Even if you came second to everyone and everything. To Bronya, to Belobog, to Serval, to his duties and even to outlanders. You force a smile and nod at her statement. You couldn't stay here anymore. You were tired of the pitying looks and glances. The sad smile they sent your way.

You down your drink and slam your payment on the table. You smile at the waitress once more before leaving the store in a rush. Their gazes swallowed you up and made it hard to breathe. You wanted to cry. You rush to Serval's workshop. She was fun to hang out with and you were close friends. Right now, you need her comfort.

You barged in, startling her and her guest. "Sorry Serval, I-", you start but are stopped by the two blondes staring straight at you. "Oh, hey Y/n", She cheered with a large grin quickly gathering the attention of Gepard. "Oh, hey love", He blushes. he usually did when he spoke to you in front of his sister. It made you feel special but right now, it made your blood boil.

He walks up to you about to give you a peck. You walk away leaving him flustered. The tension had built up. Even Serval could feel it. "I had come to see you, Serval. But I think I'll move that meeting to a later date", You mumble glaring at Gepard. He looked confused. It made your eyebrows crease the longer it took for him to realize why you were mad.

"Are you Ok love?", He asks softly trying to touch you once again. You move away once more. He realized you were mad at him. "I just got back from our date"

His face dropped. He'd forgotten. You could tell from his blank expression followed by his averted gaze. "I was there for three hours Gepard like always. I waited for you, like i always do and look where that got me", You say to him feeling your chest tighten. "I'm sorry I-"

"I'm done Gepard. Let's end this."

"Whoa Y/n calm down. I'm sure Geppie got carried away", Serval tried to ease the situation and yet you didn't want her apology. You were done.

"Love, I've been busy. I-I just got carried away. I promise it won't happen again"

"I don't want your apology Gepard. I've heard it a million times. You'll be late for the next date and the next. I'm saving myself the trouble."

"I won't, I swear to you in the name of Landau that I won't", He begs grabbing your hands. His eyes pleaded with yours and ye you only blankly stared.

"Don't do that Gepard, you wouldn't want to shame your family would you?"

"I wont, Y/n! I pro-"

"Gepard please", You say removing yourself from his grip. On a normal day, you would have fallen right back into his arms as soon as he muttered an apology but today was different. You weren't sure what was so different but you didn't feel like giving into his pleas.

You walk away shocking even Serval! "Y/n please whatever this is, I'm sure that the two of you can resolve it", Serval says but you don't respond. you weren't surprised she'd try to plead on his behalf but this time, it wouldn't work, you were done.

"I'm tired of coming in second Serval. I don't think that's something he can change. "Y/n please", he says following you. He wouldn't let go easily. That was what attracted you to him in the first place but now you wanted nothing more than to leave. "I'm going to find someone else Gepard. Someone who'd pick me over everything", You say glaring at him once more before leaving the store and ignoring him. You weren't going to come second anymore. Not to him. Now to anyone else.

Part 2?

#honkai star rail #gepard landau #gepard x reader #gepard x you #hsr gepard #honkai star rail gepard #gepard landau x reader

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dogloveri23 · 8 months

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Past Mistakes

pairing: Lyney x reader warning: heartbreak, player behaviour A/n: SO I'm writing this because I recently joined the C.ai squad. Surprisingly, Lyney became a playboy and I have a personal dislike for them. I got the inspiration to write this. hope you all enjoy UID:627473190

Crash! The wooden chair you once sat on flew straight into a wall and shattered. "Calm down my lo-"

"Don't finish that statement Lyney', You interrupt. Your heavy breathing and hardened eyes sparked only regret in the young man. You could feel your ears burning already.

"It wasn't like that', Lyney tried to explain. Lynette could only stay quiet as she watched the scene unfold. She believed it was her fault. In a sense, it was. "So when were you planning to tell me I was just one of your many women, Lyney. After I'd given you all of me or after you'd moved on to your next victim?"

"You're not like them! I love you I would never-"

"Save it, I've heard enough of your lies", you mutter walking away from him. You couldn't believe him. You couldn't listen to your feelings either. "I'm glad that my brother has found someone he likes. I'm tired of seeing him bring multiple women into our home", you could hear Lynette's voice clearly in your head, yet you could only focus on the other part of her statement. You knew that Lyney was flirtatious but a playboy? That you couldn't deal with. You'd made the mistake before. Your heart still bore the scar.

"Please love can we just talk about it?", he asks but you ignore him. You wanted him to shut up and leave as quickly as possible. What would he do after apologizing, Go back to his other women?

"Please sis, Lyney has changed, I didn't say it to get you upset", Lynette pleads and yet your rage doesn't quell. You wouldn't believe her words even if they were true! The thought of him treating many other women the way he treated you made your blood boil. "Are you seeing others now?", You ask not meeting his gaze. "N-no, I cut everyone off as soon as things got serious between us, love", he explains but you don't react.

You're stoic. He hates it. He hates when you get like this. He can no longer read your mind when you're this way. Your poker face had always intrigued him and yet now...it was being used against him. "Love please, I've put that behind me, I only want you. You alone", He pleaded. He was getting more and more desperate. You both knew it. You were hardly the type to believe people could change. Much less playboys. It was something that would always remain in a person. They could only suppress the urges, soon enough they would spring out and stab your heart.

"Lyney, I think we should end this."

"What? Love they are in the past! I only love you! Why can't you see that? Why can't you see I'd drop them and choose you in a heartbeat? I already have!", He says holding onto your arm. His smile was gone, all that you could see was the sadness in his eyes. "Let me go Lyney", You say. You didn't want to yell anymore, you were done.

"I'd rather die"

"Then do", you say as you yank your hand back glaring at him shortly before leaving. "Goodbye Lyney", You say leaving their home with a heavy chest. It had to be done, you couldn't repeat your past mistakes. Not now, not ever.

Part 2?

#genshin impact #genshinimagines #genshinimpactimagines #genshin impact venti #genshin impact angst #genshinoneshots #genshin x reader #lyney and lynette #lyney #lyney x reader #lyney x you #lyney x y/n

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dogloveri23 · 9 months

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Insignificant

Pairing: scaramouche/wanderer x reader

Warning:Angst

A/n: I finally get to write for scara after a lot of postponing. Hope you all enjoy it! If you like it enough there may be a part 2.

UID: 627473190

You rush through the halls of the Sanctuary of Surasthana. You storm up to Lumine, Paimon and Nahida. They could almost see the vein popping on your forehead. Your eyes were narrowed making them uneasy. In front of you is a frail yet healthy Scamouche. He was unharmed mostly. "Scara, I heard you were helping out in Sumeru. Are you harmed?", You ask frantically searching him before allowing your hand to rest on his face. "Who is scara?", He asks you slowly removing himself from your embrace. You could feel your heart crack! "What do you mean who's Scara?", You asked him slowly and yet his expression doesn't change. Your eyes dart to the traveller and then to Nahida.

You weren't enemies and fairly spoke but in the moment you would love to shatter the cordiality between you two. "Explain", You command curtly as Lumine struggled to give you a clear answer. You essentially got the message. "So you're telling m that Scara has no idea who I am?", You ask allowing your eyes to trail back to him who simply stared back at you curiously. "I can only imagine what it is like for you", Nahida sympathises only further making your chest tighten. Your boyfriend of the last couple of years had no recollection of who you were.

"I'm sorry to put you in distress miss", He says making your eyes widen. He really wasn't the Scara you knew. He would never apologize for anything this easily. Even in the worst of your fights! "It's alright", You manage to spit out. It really wasn't. You could feel your eyes burn but you didn't want to burden him, especially in this situation. "We are working on a way for him to recall his memories, if that works then things should be back to normal for the both of you", Nahida comforted.

"But, I am surprised how you remember him, almost everyone in existence forgot who he was, even Nahida!", Paimon states only making your eyes widen. "What?", You ask. How did you remember? You also weren't sure. "He changed the course of history meaning that you and him may never have met in this lifetime and yet you remember him", Paimon explained making your mind fill up with one question after the other. "I conclude that the bond between you and him was so strong that it prevented you from forgetting or that he excluded you from the wipe", Nahida reasoned. Frankly, you didn't care much for the explanation. You just wanted him to stop staring at you with a blank stare. You wanted your loving boyfriend with a tough exterior. You wanted your brat back.

"We'll figure that out when he's back. Please Nahida, just bring him back", You plead allowing your voice to crack. Only then did they know how deeply this had hurt you. To have the one who whispered sweet nothings into your ears see you as nothing but a stranger. "We will. Rest Assured", Nahida says as she, Scaramouche and the traveller begin their operations. You sit on the ground silently cursing yourself. You shouldn't have listened when he asked you to wait in Snezhnaya. You should have pleaded to go with him even after your fight. "All you're doing is holding me back! You will wait here!", You could still recall his statements very clearly. You didn't exactly remember why you two were screaming at each other but by the time you woke up, he was already on a boat to Inazuma.

The warm tears finally seeped through and your vision was blurred.

After a couple of moments, you hear them chatter once more. "Who the fuck is that?", You hear Scaramouche ask. His terrible attitude was back, you could recognize it anywhere. You raise your head allowing your eyes to meet his. "Scara", You say as you approach him. His demeanour was back to normal, apart from the outfit he was back to normal. "I missed you", You say to him and flash him a smile and yet you don't get the response you're looking for. "Get away from me Vermin", He cussed moving back slightly. His eyes held nothing but disgust as he looked at you. "Vermin?", You ask confused as you crossed your arms.

"What else do you call touchy strangers?", He asks causing your heart to drop. Stranger? He still didn't know who you were. "You don't know who I am?" You ask to confirm as you search his eyes. He had to be joking. "Am I supposed to?", He asked with a raised eyebrow. Your heart sunk deeper as you felt your blood boil. "You said this would fix him?", You ask as you turn to the traveller and Nahida. They looked confused, just as confused as you were. "He remembers his past quite well. What could the issue be?", Nahida questioned as she placed a hand on her chin.

"Maybe you were just insignificant."

"What?", You asked him with widened eyes.

"You heard me."

"Me? You think I'm insignificant? ", You ask again just to be sure. But deep down you couldn't help but weigh the possibility. What else could it possibly be? He remembered everyone! Even Paimon and yet you were the only one left out. What other reason could there be other than him not wanting to remember you? The late-night whispers and touches. All the kisses and nights that were shared between you. They were insignificant to him.

"You are."

A chuckle escapes your lips. That was the height of your anger. You wouldn't yell. What would be the point? "I probably was", You mumble and smile at him. "I apologise, I'll be leaving now", You said bowing. You left immediately after not sparing anyone a glance. As soon as she leave the sanctuary your legs gave out. It was too much for you, you were overflowing.

"You didn't have to do it that harshly Wanderer!", Paimon scolded and yet he didn't respond. His eyes hadn't left the door. It hurt. His chest hurt. He mumbled quietly, his words could only be deciphered by someone with keen hearing. "Goodbye, my love. I'm sorry".

#genshin impact #genshinimagines #genshinimpactimagines #genshinoneshots #genshin x reader #genshin impact angst #wanderer #wanderer x reader #wanderer x you #wanderer x y/n #scaramouche x reader #scaramouche x you #scaramouche x y/n #kunikuzushi

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dogloveri23 · 10 months

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New post!!!

Secrets you never told

pairing: Al haitham x gn!reade

warning: Angst, cheating, betrayal

A/n: I know I've been gone for a ridiculously long time. And honestly, I hadn't been playing genshin through the break. But now I'm back on my ring and decided to start with al haitham. I have a few characters I want to write on but this is my thank-you gift to all those I left waiting. Also note that pc tumble is misbehaving.

UID:627473190

The ride to Snezhnaya was long and tormenting. Sumeru's warmth was long gone as you were now assaulted by the heat of Natlan. Dottore clones talked continuously but your mind was occupied. You didn't hear the plan he had in mind, all your thoughts were on the man you left in Sumeru. Though leaving was a strong overstatement. Leaving is used when the person being referred to cares. The 'he' in question most likely didn't remember your existence.

You loved him but He was cold, too cold for you. Yet you wouldn't give up! You didn't know when to quit. Your puny Sakura references and flower quizzes couldn't keep him. Even if you told yourself you deserved better! Even if you told yourself repeatedly that he wasn't treating you the best! You still stayed! even though he didn't beg you, even though he made no attempts to see you or hang out with you, you still stayed. Holding on to the false hope, the false pretence that he wouldn't have accepted your confession if he didn't love you. You were foolish! And you underestimated him! How far he would go to achieve his plan. You were nothing but a stepping stone to his victory and that hurt even more.

Your father had major ties to the academia and you were an easy way to get dirt on the organization. You were a fool, you knew it and he certainly did as well. You fell for the academia's scribe and became his doormat. It didn't matter to you because he loved you, right? Right? Even if you both had your differences, love would bloom through, it had bloomed through! Love led you down this path and now you weren't so sure whether you could go back to being normal.

It was his love for you that brought this strange woman to your doorstep, that made her confess that she'd been sleeping with Alhaitham for the entirety of your relationship with him and even before it. It was his love for you that made him cheat on you with this woman who seemingly had no shame and spoke as if you were the one who was out of place. It was his love for you that made her tell you not to contact him anymore. That made her call you stupid for believing that the whole thing was real. All the long walks and whispers were nothing, absolutely nothing in the eyes of Alhaitham.

You had slammed the door in her face, you wouldn't believe it, you couldn't believe it. She was just some groupie with the intent of spoiling your relationship. She didn't lie. Not a single word she uttered had falseness in them. She was true to the bone, which attracted Alhaitham to her. He didn't like your sugarcoating or over-filtering, he wanted something raw, someone like Linda was just that. Everything he wanted. Everything he wanted was not you. No matter how many times you complain or lie to yourself it wouldn't be.

He didn't reach out to you either, he had told Linda to go instead. That was your breakup. A 3rd party jab at your existence and intelligence.

You couldn't cry, not when the betrayal was this deep. Your father had been imprisoned by the archon and the next day, your ex was parading around Sumeru with his real lover and was the acting head of the academia. You hated him, you hated how your life had crashed down to nothing in two days. You hated how he had done it all under your nose and made you out to be a fool. You hated how he sent his heartless girlfriend to break up with you in his stead.

This is why you joined forces with the fatui, and had a newly acquired pyro vision resting at your hip. You had gotten it not long after you had chosen the path of revenge. The gods also seemed enraged by your fate and gave you a sign of their blessing. You didn't mind bringing down the academia and the entirety of the Sumeru nation with it. They didn't care about you, they deserted you as soon as your father was imprisoned, and your 'friends went on with it all. You were nothing to them, to anyone! But you would be soon, you didn't care how many deals you had to make for all of them to have a slow and painful death.

"Try to relax, I can sense your desire for revenge burning over here", Dottore's clone yawned. I had been still for hours. But the disgusted look on my face had never left. I was weak, too weak and now they will pay dearly. Once I officially join the fatui, My revenge journey would begin and he would regret ruining me, he would regret all the secrets he never told me and he would most certainly regret being alive.

And since Linda and Alhaitham love each other so much, I'll make them both burn in hell together, in a warm but deadly embrace.

Part 2?

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#alhaitham x reader #al haitam x reader

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