dog-of-seraph

[dog-of-seraph]

I love watching you cry. I love how much you cry. I love that you don’t fear crying. I love helping you whenever you cry so that you can feel better.

And I hate it. You should never feel sadness. You should never be in pain. You should never be depressed, lonely, scared, hopeless. How dare you know those emotions as much as I do. How dare you know them at all. You’re absolutely perfect and any of the things that hurt you should cease to exist.

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[dog-of-seraph]

I want to touch you in places no one else can, and not just metaphorically. I want my signature etched into your rib cage, I want my nails to have a place on your trachea. I want you to stretch out your arms and accidentally show off my bite marks to everyone. I don’t want you to exist without me somewhere… even in the most abstract sense. I don’t ever want to be separated from you, even in concept.

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[dog-of-seraph]

At this point, I think I was created only to meet you. Atoms upon atoms bounced against each other in the perfect predetermined order, just so that you could look into the darkness of my eyes and feel special. I was always meant to be so deeply, unnecessarily, and concerningly obsessed with you, only so you could end up the happiest boy on earth. Were you someone special in your past life, deserving of a reward even after your death? A benevolent king, who lead the empire you ruled into an era of peace and prosperity? Perhaps you were an inspirational activist, who gave up everything in the name of human rights and freedom? I don’t think it matters anymore. I just want you to know that I’m ready to give in to my only duty. If your enjoyment and pleasure is my purpose, I don’t see the need to focus on anything else besides it.

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[dog-of-seraph]

I’d love to be your housewife! I’ll cook all of your meals non stop while you go out and work, I’ll do your laundry while you’re thinking about me at your cubicle, and while I’m vacuuming our carpet floors, you can jerk off in the company bathroom while you scroll through photos of me! When you come home from a really shitty day, I will listen to you and take care of you in absolutely any way you ask. I’ll put all of my thoughts and feelings aside for your own sake only. I’ll live the rest of my life to prop you up and exist for no other reason. You can trust me, me and nobody else!

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[dog-of-seraph]

I want to go to medical school for several years of my life, working endlessly and tirelessly just for the sake of becoming an open heart surgeon. From there, I would open up layer and layer of skin and muscle to finally reach my fingers through the cage of your ribs, gently touching your soft beating heart from the inside, gently petting your core with all of my love for you, only to be the closest person to you for just a moment.

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[dog-of-seraph]

Thank you for thinking about me! You don’t think about me as much as I think about you, of course, but knowing that I occupy a space inside your mind makes me so grateful that I get to be loved by you! I haven’t even done anything to deserve someone like you, but you grace me with so much kindness and love that I can’t help but think about you over and over and over again! I can’t believe I do the same thing to you in some capacity, that’s impossible! And yet, you tell me otherwise!!

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[dog-of-seraph]

Why do you love me so much? Do you think you deserve me? Do you think every hurtful word said to you and awful action that you went through were perfectly just for the type of person you are and now you have to settle with someone such as me? Why don’t you see how starstriking you are? How could I ever be right for you? Perhaps you know nothing about me and how mentally unwell I am. If I was exactly how you describe me, I guess you would deserve me. I don’t want you to leave me for someone better, but I still don’t understand why you allowed me out of all people to get to feel this way about you.

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[dog-of-seraph]

This is so me except when I miss him I don’t cry I just start losing my mind ;P

everyone wants a clingy! obsessed! dependent! gf until they don’t leave your side, their mood depends on yours, they want to spend all your free time together, and they cry when they miss you.

[dog-of-seraph]

Please don’t ever love someone else. Don’t ever. I don’t think I could handle it, even for a second. I’d loathe everything and everyone, especially them. I would barely tether to my morality, and wouldn’t be safe anywhere. It’s the easiest way to devastate myself, body, spirit, and mind, telling me you don’t love me anymore. I’ve already hurt more than enough by being alive as long as I have. Please don’t do it anymore.

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[dog-of-seraph]

The harder you grip my hand, the more I know you love me! When you get scared over something and I can feel the pressure your fingers create against mine increasing by the millisecond, that’s when I realize how safe I make you feel to the point where you need me! When something pisses you off and you use my forearm as a way to release your stress, that tells me how important my presence is to you in your worst moment! I wish you would rely on me to save you from the emotions you feel. I don’t mind pain if it gives you any kind of pleasure!

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[dog-of-seraph]

I wish I had been talking to you all those years ago. You’d be a lot older than I am, and you’d be on that stupid image sharing app and I’d still have it in my head that if I was smart I could recognize danger. I’d be way too naive to say no. That way, you could really have your way with me, and I wouldn’t be puking at the thought of a man who probably can’t even remember what he told me. I could have been hurt by your affection instead.

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[dog-of-seraph]

I want you to obsess over me like I obsess over you. I want you to be next to me always, even when I don’t realize it. I want you to text me always, about anything, just for a chance to talk to me. I want you to become unnecessarily clingy over me when I get too close to other people. I want you to cyberstalk me through every post I’ve made on every social media just to get even more in tune with my mind. I want you to beg me for a chance to be next to me, to choose me over any and everything. I can’t be alone on this. I need you to love me in the same twisted way that I do, so that I can never be alone!

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[dog-of-seraph]

I love my boyfriend, he’s so pretty and kindhearted and sweet and tall and sexy and loving and clingy and pure! I hope he never ever changes, despite how many times I post about wanting him to physically, emotionally, and sexually abuse me, mostly because that mindset wouldn’t be healthy for him to be in anyways.

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[dog-of-seraph]

Today, I got so sick after hearing that another girl has a crush on you. In my mind, she wants to take you from me, she wants to make me feel as alone as I was before you found me, and she doesn’t care about how either of us feel. She seems so nice, but because of these things, she is evil. I don’t want to be as rude as I was to her, especially not in front of you, I really don’t. But at this point, she must be trying to kill me with how much she wants you to forget how much I rely on you to live. I’m sorry for how clingy and passive aggressive I’m about to become.

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[dog-of-seraph]

Please stop showing me as much love as you do. I don’t want it to stop, but I fear I might lose myself if you keep taking care of me in such a kindhearted way. The person I become when you spoil me with your affection is not who you deserve to be in love with.

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[dog-of-seraph]

Sometimes, I don’t sleep when I know you’re sleeping. I check if you’ve texted me, if you’ve posted anything, if you’re playing any games, even though I know that you’re not even aware of anything going on right now. It makes me feel like I’m watching over you in your most authentic and vulnerable state, as if I was sitting on your beside, making sure that you stay safe and innocent as long as possible. If I had less resolve than I was blessed with, I’d circle around your back porch enough to put your entire neighborhood on edge. Not out of malice, of course, but out of the truest feeling I have for you.

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[dog-of-seraph]

I want you and you only to claw at my skin, preferably with your hands. Not in a sexual way, but in a way of you marking me. I want red and white lines running down my face so that everyone can know that I am being used by someone else, someone better and more pure than any of the rest of our unfortunate species. In the same way women walk around with purses that scream the name of a high end designer, or how men buy the most aerodynamic and brightly patterned cars on the market, and how they all buy the tallest apartments in the city and the fanciest modern castles in the state, I want everyone to know how lucky and full of pride I am to be born in a world where we exist at the same time.

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