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Dylan O'Brien dancing with his friends Desus Nice, Sam Lerner, Olivia Sui, Ana Corrigan, Sheela Awe and other friends at his and his friend Danny’s birthday party in Hermosa Beach, California. (August 26, 2022)

🎥©: dorothywang’s Instagram Stories

#him dancing shirtless like this is the sole reason for my suffering #with the hair and beard like that #thanks I hate it #dylan o'brien #dylan dancing #dylan with friends #shirtless dylan #i’ve forgotten what all of my tags are oh well

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Dylan O'Brien hanging out in the pool with his friends Logan Lerman and Ana Corrigan. (October 2, 2022)

🎥©: analuisacorrigan’s Instagram Stories

#LOOK AT HOW LONG HIS HAIR GOT!!!!! #and now it’s all gone again #he is the laziest man alive #buzzes hair > let’s hair grow long > buzzes hair #and repeat #dylan o’brien #dylan with friends #wet!dylan

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h-word

#so apparently i’ve had an unintentional near 2 month hiatus from here??? #so hi i’m still alive #had lots going on in the last 2 months #promotion at work #major surgery #and huge life adjustment #the usual!!!! #but i have REALLY missed being on here and mindlessly flailing over this man #although i have kept up on new content #despite there being a HUGE lack of it in the time i’ve been away #god dammit dylan stop being a hermit #dylan o’brien #these pics are a fave

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Dylan O’Brien with his mom Lisa, his sister Julia and her girlfriend Aly and their friends Tommy and Kaylynn at Tommy’s and Kaylynn’s wedding. (August 20, 2022)

📷©: julzbob417 on Instagram

#can't believe i never reblogged any of these wedding photos #because he looks like an absolute TREAT #proper peak dylan moment with that hair and beard #and the bowtie and braces 🥲 #delectable #dylan o'brien #dylan with family #peak!dylan #dylan in a suit

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Dylan O'Brien and Tommy Alter at Interview Magazine and Van's New York Fashion Week dinner party last night - 9.6.22

#holy shitttt #look at him #also isn't that the same cardigan as the photoshoot #love it #cute cute cute #his jawline looks snatched here #perfect about of scruff on that face #mmmhmmm #dylan o'brien #dylan with friends

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DYLAN O’BRIEN 2022 | Interview Magazine Dinner Party, New York City (September 6)

#fucking hell this man makes me want to take up smoking again #why does he have to look so good #i am actually weak at the knees for this #and it's pathetic #his hand in the first gif 😩😩😩 #jesus lorddddd #dylan o'brien #dylan smoking #the hands #also his hair is absolutely choice right now

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Happy 31st Birthday, Dylan!

#sad that i missed dyl's birthday but rest assured i was still lurking to see all the new fine content #glad to see he had a good one #it's so cute that he got all his pals together in one place #it says a lot about him as a person that everyone wants to celebrate him #of course we knew that already #when did he get so good at twerking? #who do we reckon taught him? #dylan o'brien #dylan dancing #dylan's ass #dylan's birthday 2022

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Dylan O'Brien at the 2022 VMAs

#i have risen from my totally unplanned hiatus #this look has brought me back to life #the gold chains and gold rings #i absolutely cannot stand the torture #the fact he is now a ring wearing guy #when i didn't think i could fancy him anymore #HE DOES THIS SHIT #i need a moment #or 50 #dylan o'brien #vmas 2022

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Dylan O’Brien Reads Thirst Tweets

#i love nobody else #just this man #and yes i agree with the first one #dylan o'brien

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Dylan O'Brien Reads Thirst Tweets

#OKAY OKAY OKAY #i have a lot of thoughts #i am very grateful for this and all the good dylan giggles we go #but compared to other thirst tweet videos #this is soooo tame #and i'm disappointed because i've literally been waiting 2 years for this #BUT ANYWAY #MOAN OVER #I LOVE HIM ALL THE SAME #AND HIS REACTIONS WERE ALL I NEEDED #dylan o'brien #not okay press #dylan o'brien thirst tweets #thirst tweets #buzzfeed thirst tweets

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i am finding keeping up all this new Dylan content exhausting (that's not to say i don't love it)

i'm in the midst of training at a new job and my brain is just overloaded constantly, so my blog is even more chaotic than it usually is 💀 if you see me spam reblogging content I APOLOGISE (chances are i saw the content as soon as it came out but just haven't had a chance to actually sit down and reblog it and do tags that satisfy my brain's desire for order, despite not achieving it)

#i don't even know what the point of this post is #i just like to rationalise my brain sometimes #even though most of the time it cannot be rationalised #because i am as ADHD as you can get #i literally feel like...uneasy if i haven't reblogged new content #but then i still don't have time to do it #so it's a vicious cycle #lol should having a blog feel like a full time job??? #probably not #personal #but also kinda Dylan related #still love this man enough to do stupid shit for him

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Far Away From L.A.

Story Summary: Dylan arrives ahead of production to a new filming location to get a break from L.A. It’s a small town in eastern Canada that’s remote and serene. While he’s enjoying the touch of anonymity that comes with filming in a rural town where most people couldn’t care less who he was, he meets Amelia.

Pairing: Dylan x OFC

Warnings: eventual smut, RPF, slight angst, general naughtiness

Authors Note: Uhhhh. I didn't really expect this to be the last chapter, but shit happens? Enjoy? Sorry? I love you?

Index: Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 / Chapter 12 / Chapter 13 / Chapter 14 / Chapter 15 / Chapter 16 / Chapter 17 / Chapter 18 / Chapter 19 / Chapter 20 / Epilogue (Coming Eventually)

Chapter 20: If You Love Someone (Dylan POV/Mia POV)

Dylan drove, his foot heavy on the pedal, perhaps heavier than it should be on a narrow, country road. The yellow lines flashed by in the spray of his headlights as he replayed what had just happened in his mind until it had him feeling so torn and frayed that he had to pull over on the gravel shoulder. 

He sat there, looking out through the windshield at the high grass lit by his headlights, at the dark sky beyond, and then slammed his hands on the steering wheel, cursing so loud his ears rang. 

He didn’t want to be driving away from her. Away from the only genuine connection, he’d felt for another person in years. Of course he didn’t, but that was precisely the reason he had to. He refused to allow the affection he felt for her to cloud his judgment. He couldn’t be what she needed. What she deserved. How could he? His lifestyle was nearly that of a vagrant. What could he possibly be to this girl who deserved far better than he knew himself capable of offering? He ached at the thought of how quickly everything had seemed to curdle and sour. He’d been so willfully blind, entranced by her and chasing the high of how it felt to be in her presence. He’d been selfish. To assume this day, this entire thing, could have gone any other way was foolish. 

He buried his face in his palm and rubbed his temples to try to coax away the beginnings of the headache that was forming between them. The slow creep of these realizations had been nauseating him all evening, but it was Amelia’s father’s words playing over in his mind that had the bile rising in his throat. ‘Haven’t seen her this happy in so long. She’s smiling again. I suppose I have you to thank for that.’ All of those words should have been more comforting to hear from her father than they were. Instead, each of them only stung. Their implications were biting and cruel. ‘You’ll be the next reason for her sadness. You’ll rip away that smile. I’ll have you to blame.’  

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I don't know what to say, everyone. I hope you enjoy the final chapter. I've been working on this damn thing for more than a year... Which is just insane? I will be writing an epilogue, so please do not despair ;) I do want to say thank you to all of my readers. You guys have no idea how much your faithful dedication to this story has meant. I really appreciate each and every single one of you so much more than you could ever know! <3 Much love, and happy reading! Trashy xoxo

#AHHHH #i can't believe it's over!!!!! #but also i think we can all agree that this ending is everything we could have hoped for #a very lovely and enjoyable fic which I can't wait to re-read!!! #congrats trashy <3 #if you haven't already read this #then what u doin??? #dylan o'brien #dylan o'brien fanfiction #trashy writing #fic rec

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Promotional picture of Dylan O'Brien as Colin in “Not Okay”.

📷©: hulu on Instagram

#how he can pull off such a ridiculous look #and still make me want to get on my knees #is truly astounding #ughhh #dylan o'brien #colin not okay #not okay movie #weedboiicolin

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Zoey Deutch and Dylan O’Brien in Not Okay (2022), dir. Quinn Shephard

#holy fffffuck #can we just pretend that this was the extent of the scene #and that it didn't include what happened after #because THIS #THIS is what i am living for #lil bit of degradation never hurt no one #yes daddy colin i am indeed helpless #dylan o'brien #zoey deutch #not okay movie #choke me colin #is my tag for this scene okay #colin not okay

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Dylan O'Brien and Zoey Deutch at the "Not Okay" premiere at the Angelika Film Center in New York. (July 28, 2022)

🎥©: whowhatwear on TikTok

#this is the best video to come out of the premiere #props to them for making it hahahaha #it speaks to US ALLLLL #dylan o'brien #zoey deutch #not okay premiere #not okay cast #not okay movie #red carpet dylan #dylan in a suit

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NOT OKAY (dir. Quinn Shephard, 2022)

#okay but THESE GIFS THO 🥵 #best ones yet #i'm dead #but also thankful coz i sent these gifs to my bf #and he came home from his night out and fucked me silly #whilst he was a lil drunk #and yes it lasted longer than colin's bathroom performance #so I'm a winner #and going to sleep very happy #dylan o'brien #zoey deutch #not okay movie #colin not okay #choke me colin #the hands

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Dylan O’Brien with a fan at the Not Okay pop-up - 7.29.22

#so fucking cute i could actually be sick #dylan o'brien #dylan with fans #not okay press #peak!dylan