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Hello!

I absolutely hate asking for help but I am currently facing homelessness, literally anything helps. I'm trying to make it to the next biggest city so I can have access to a case worker and better homeless shelters. I need to raise $80. Please please help or donate.

I am actively fleeing an abusive situation, that was supposed to be a safe option once I got away from my primary abuser. However she ended up being just as unsafe.

$lunarbowen cash app

https://www.paypal.me/mascmedusa1

#hc did #ramcoa #runaway #mutual aid #cripple punk #transgender #send help #pls help

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if you think grocery delivery is “lazy” and only for rich/privileged people then fucking block me right now

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Genuinely hate being told "oh so you can do X, but not Y or Z??" Even worse when x is like something that takes much less energy.

But I wanna know how they think energy works exactly? Say I had the energy to make a meal and that wiped me out. So why would I have the energy to help clean or organize something??

If you spend 10 hours doing manual labor what excuse do you have not to clean your entire house immediately after?? Pfft, you had energy when you were heavy lifting so why can't you just scrub some floors and vacuum every room??? Come on you're able bodied AND already showed that you have the energy to do something! Sounds like an excuse to me!!!

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neurotypicals will be like "you can't self diagnose" and then diagnose everyone they dislike as a narcissist

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STOP FUCKING YELLING AT DISABLED PEOPLE FOR CALLING OURSELVES BROKEN

Stop being the fucking language police. I am in pain and I will bitch about it however the fuck I want, even (and ESPECIALLY) if it's in a way that makes you uncomfortable.

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Valentine’s Day is barely for couples it is most importantly for elementary schoolers to exchange candy and for thematic fanart and fandom events.

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We thought y'all might like our new krip4krip stickers!! Available in matte, glossy, and holographic 💞

[ID: two photos with stickers featuring two disabled access icons overlaid so one is in the other’s lap on a pink background with a blue outline cut in a heart shape. One photo has six stickers laid out on a white lace background, the other has two stickers being held up in front of a purple and blue Monet print background]

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apparently people are now purchasing thick water to make slimes with because of a trend on tiktok

thick water is for disabled people who can’t swallow properly. stores usually have extremely limited supplies of it.

please don’t buy thick water for fun or to make slime with. it’s literally the only way some disabled people can drink anything. It’s not a fucking toy

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i'm just thinking abt how many providers i've had who heard my story abt psychiatric abuse + immediately individualized it. "oh, you're so smart + kind+ obviously sane! you didn't deserve that! i can't believe they gave you that diagnosis when you're obviously not like that! they shouldn't have treated u like that when all you did was xyz! they shouldn't have assumed you were crazy like that!"

there is always a third person haunting this interaction- the patient who does deserve that, who is "actually" that evilscary diagnosis, who did Have To be treated like that. if i want to soak up the affirmations of these providers, i must be careful to never become this third person. i must affirm myself by setting myself apart from her- i did not deserve to be treated like that because i am not like that.

i reject this. not only was i like that, she + everyone else like that deserve everything i deserve. they are my siblings + my friends + my lovers. i do not need to cut them out of me to believe i deserved better. i refuse to comfort myself through the lens of someone else's dehumanization. the tragedy is not that psychiatric violence was applied to someone who not insane enough to warrant it. the tragedy is the violence.

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government is trying to ban tiktok meanwhile millions of poor and disabled americans are about to completely lose their internet access at the end of april because congress wont renew funding for the affordable connectivity program

hell fucking world

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“ew thick water gross and weird” ITS NOT FUCKING FOR YOU!!!!! “ew why buy pre-cut vegetables when you can cut your own” ITS NOT FUCKING FOR YOU!!!!!! “I don’t need a device to help me put my socks on I’m not lazy” ITS NOT FUCKING FOR YOU !!!!!!!!! “Why drink liquid meals when you can cook them” ITS!!!!! NOT!!!!!! FOR!!!!!! YOU!!!!!!!!

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I love you cripples

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you will NEVER unlearn your internalized hatred of severely disabled people until you get over the fact we don’t owe you infinite kindness, education, and hand holding in exchange for you treating us like HUMAN FUCKING PEOPLE

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It's been so long since I broke out my coloured pencils!! Please take this little happy sun my beloved ☀️💗

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Hi!

I really wanna talk with your "scary-looking" and "gross" headmates

I see you, rotting corpses

I see you, guts-out

I see you, person with no face but flesh

I see you, alter with all limbs amputated

I see you, nonhuman horror strait from lovecraft's stories

I see you, even if your eyes can't see me

I see you, human flashlights

I see you, ripped sex-dolls

I see you, a single moving organ

I see you, deformed figures that are not humans anymore

I see you, whos skin is covered full in rot and pus

I see you, "no skin but burns"

I see you, even if I can't even imagine you.

Even if you are not hc-did, even if body survived just SA and you exist now, even if you feel like system have not enoth trauma for your existence.

You are not as disgusting as you think you are, and I see you, and I love you, and you fucking deserve love

-greetings from Stump

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