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[dietmineralwater]

Finally lost the will to 347

I finally lost the will to eat, like I legit couldn't bring myself to take more than 7? bits of strawberry

It just feels like a chore at this point and I'm like damn

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss #m14blr

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can you guys please reblog this if you're an 4n4m1a blog active in May 2024 please :( i lost all of my mutuals..tumblr feels dead now

[dietmineralwater]

my absense

guys sorry for being gone for so long (like a week) i was like busy and ive been on a bad binge streak ngl so ive been feeling pretty shit, im back tho

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss #m14blr

[dietmineralwater]

do u have any tips for making excuses to not eat at school? i’m in marching band and my saxophone section will feed us lunch but it’s always pizza 🤢 how can i get out of eating?

saying your sick, spending lunch in the bathroom/library, saying you ate at break, saying you had a big breakfast.. those can all work

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee

[dietmineralwater]

Boy or gurl

girl

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tw $h

guess who decided to not res today and felt guilty and fell back to bad habits like an idiot

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss #self h@rm #$h tumblr #$hblr

[dietmineralwater]

day dreaming about all the food I want to c/s

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss

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[dietmineralwater]

Idk why but rn I feel a type of hopeless sadness

#off topic

[dietmineralwater]

scran

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss

[dietmineralwater]

I can't wait till my aprents do the shopping I'm gonne c/s a cheese sandwhich it'll be so good

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #ed relapse #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss

[dietmineralwater]

Guys help im in sm pain rn my legs r like growing cause i reached 5x hgh production in a fast and have been manifesting height growth

its like nice but ik i aint sleeping tonight w this strong ahh pain

[dietmineralwater]

my dad asked 'do you want rice and chicken?' like yea I want rice and chicken but I'm not having any

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss

[dietmineralwater]

Everything is going to be okay actually, ive decided

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I genuinly cannot sleep all I can think about is what the scale will say in the morning and future wl and when I'll hit my ugw and AHHHHHHHHHHH

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss #3d vent #4n4 vent #@na vent #tw 3d vent #tw ana rant

[dietmineralwater]

I hope my $h heals by summer (and I dont r3l@pse) so I don't have to keep on wearing swimming costumes w shorts 🙏🙏

[dietmineralwater]

I didn't binge but I overate a bit and didnt track it :/

new diet starts tmmrw

#ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran #toxic weight loss