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The cutest snowflake ☺️

Mobei Jun is pleased 

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This is something I have learned throughout my years of reading fanfiction.

As a pre-Teen confused with my feelings and into my young adulthood, this is something that always remains in my mind. And I have fanfiction to thank for it.

I would not be the same without having read soul-crushing angst fanfics or those subtle and deeply philosophical Fics that pack you by the neck and force you to think.

“Your now is not your forever.”

— John Green, Turtles All The Way Down

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“Jim feels wetness beneath his fingers as Spock allows his tears to spill over and track rivulets down his cheeks, raising his own hand to meet Jim’s in a second kiss.”

joined by @hesbianspock (895 words)

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Beware of Hamster

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Definitely. I can’t quite escape it, since I’m part of it too, even if just the aroace spectrum of it.😂

Repost if your friends are gay nerds like mine are

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Yay!

Happy International Asexuality Day!! 💜 bringing back my favorite Demi power couple 

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I love it

This is my favorite type of Moshang

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Ruoye and E’ming winter activities 

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Here is my commission drawing for an amazing story by Savana_Marlark, which was also nominated in The Irondad Creator Awards 2021, so please...check the story out. It’s just...wow!😌 She is a very talented writer.

“Peter was here, face red, with tears dripping slowly down flushed cheeks. The boy was still clad in pale blue hospital pyjamas, caked in dirt and a few stains that looked suspiciously like blood. Wide brown eyes peeked up to look at him, pain, confusion and fear swirling in their depths.

For a heartbeat they just stared at each other.

“Mr Stark?”

The disbelieving, hopeful whisper broke the stalemate.

Tony was moving before his brain was fully aware of it, and he was just in time as forty pounds of distressed child slammed into him.

He sank to the floor, arms wrapped around the boy and cradling him close.”

By Savana _Marlark

#irondad fluff #spiderson #fanfic

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Chapter 6: here’s a heart II

This chapter is around 4,500 words long.

Enjoy! 😘💕❤️

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anything for the protagonist (☆-ｖ-)

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Brrr, I could read this again and again and my urge to write about Uta will just get stronger😩

Uta Headcanons

Summery: Just some random headcanons of stuff I think Uta would do/be like if he were to date a human

Warnings!: Mentions of sexual acts, cussing, gore, monster fucking?? (since Uta is a ghoul), Uta being a switch

Characters: Uta

Pairings: Uta x Human GN!Reader (Well I tried to make it gn)

!!!!Minors Be Warned!!!!

is honestly probably the best bf ever

He may be a literal monster and eat humans, but he is the best bf, prove me wrong

He will draw pictures of you all the time

Matching masks🖤

He will try his best to learn how to cook human food

If he fails, at least you two can enjoy coffee together🖤

He was afraid at first, he didn't want to lose control and hurt you

So he wasn't very affectionate at the first part of the relationship.

But now he is very affectionate, and doesn't mind pda.

Favorite cuddle position is spooning, he doesn't mind being the little spoon but usually is the big spoon.

He gives you gifts a lot...

but like a dog sometimes those gifts can be kinda gruesome, like pieces of humans, mainly eyeballs

He means well-

He has a closet full of masks that didnt turn out well, in his standards, in reality they are probably like the Mona Lisa or some shit.

Helps you with makeup, if you wear it

Like I swear, this man is probably hella good at eyeliner, any design it doesnt matter, he is soo good

Will try to refrain eating in front of you as to not gross you out since his diet is humans <33

Will randomly come up behind you and wrap his arms around you as he buries his head in your neck

Will also do this in public, and if he wants to embarrass you he will nibble/suck/kiss on your neck.

He doesn't care about your aesthetic type, or really song choices, but he does care about how creative you are, he wants someone who is a artist, singer, or writer, etc.

If you go to college, Uta will try and help the best he can with subjects

mans is big brain, doesn't act like it, he acts very chill, like he doesn't have a care in the world, but dont let that fool you.

Uta loves his human, if anyone dares to hurt you in any way he will hurt them back, either physically or career wise. If they have a great career but they hurt his baby, he will drag them down.

Idk if I mentioned it already, but Uta is very clingy.

When you guys go to bed he latches onto you and will not let you go until he wakes up.

Kisses you every time your face is in proximity to his.

He is also fairly romantic, he likes to kiss your hand when you go to his apartment

and his pet names for you are just 🥺

Uta calls you love a lot, he calls you babe/baby too, but mainly love or a shorter version of your name.

Uta is a very kinky boi

He owns multiple toys, robes, and chains.

He is very much a switch, and has no problem in being the one tied up.

He is definitely a exhibitionist, mans loves doing it in public where he could very easily get caught

Like a beach, or in his studio if he is expecting someone in the next 5 to 10 minutes.

If you aren't comfy with that, its fine, he will stick to only having sex in private.

He also has a daddy kink and breeding kink.

No matter your gender, he.will.breed.you.

Uta is very respectful, if you don't want to do it, he won't pressure you.

If you change your mind in the middle of doing it, he will immediatly stop and tend to you, making sure you are comfortable, and will just cuddle you for the rest of the night.

He likes to see you cry, he will not stop when you cry unless you say the safe word.

If your into it he has no problem fucking you awake in the morning.

He really likes cockwarming, mainly for the intimacy of it

When he is designing a mask late at night, and you want cuddles/be with him, he will suggest cock warming to be closer.

Again for the intimacy and closeness, when fucking, no matter how rough, he will intertwine your hands with his and gently pin them against the bed.

#Uta headcanons #uta tokyo ghoul #Uta smut #Uta smut headcanons #touka #kaneki #Tokyo Ghoul #headcanons #smut #emo boi

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Do NOT interrupt Tea Time

OR look at their mom, at all, not even for one second 😤

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This better work T-T

Reblog the writers’ fortune cookie for luck!

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Binghe screenshot redraw challenge!! 

I’m SO EXCITED for season 2!!! 

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Hey did you know its Lan Qiren week? I just found out about it today and you write some of my favorite Lan Qiren stories so I was wondering if you plan in participating.

I hadn't been planning to, since I'm already posting so much LQR content this month (and have more fics in the queue with him!) and I don't want to repeat stuff and/or inadvertently preview stuff that's been written better elsewhere but will come out later, but I am also weak so I will see what I can throw together today and see if I can post something on it tomorrow :)

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SHDUSBSKXHABSHAB MOSHANG MEET CUTE VIA ASSASSINATION ATTEMPTS IM LOSING MY MIND please. please 🙏🥺 tell me more

OKAY SO at first?? when mbj is asked to get rid of the an ding peak lord, he’s like pfft, i’ve seen that dude, anyone can assassinate him, i’ll just send a random demon. 

two days later, random demon #1 comes back, crying, asking mbj to forgive him, but he really can’t harm a hair on peak lord shang’s head, because his mother has been ill for months, and peak lord shang told him how to cure her ailment! he even packed the necessary herbs for him!! peak lord shang is his benefactor now, it would be dishonourable to kill him!!!

mbj is baffled by the whole thing, but he understands honour, and again, anyone can do this task. he won’t deliberately make life difficult for random demon #1; he sends random demon #2 to finish the job. 

another two days later, random demon #2 comes back, and asks mbj to release her from his service with mbj because peak lord shang has showed her that she can do more than to just fight in mbj’s service! she likes music!! peak lord shang has gifted her a qin! she’s actually pretty good at it!! peak lord shang says he’ll give her some lessons to start, before they find her someone more suited for the job! isn’t peak lord shang wonderful?

and okay, mbj is Really Annoyed now. he sends random demon #3. this time, the assassination will be successful. random demon #3 is known for not just his coldblooded kills but also his aloofness. he’s been in mbj’s service for 10+ years now, and mbj has never heard him say a word. 

random demon #3 comes back within the day, and declares that he is in love with peak lord shang. peak lord shang took one look at him, and sat him down on his bed, and bandaged that wound on random demon #3′s forehead, chiding him about how he needs to be more careful and take better care of himself, with such tender care. what was random demon #3 supposed to do? not fall in love with him???? impossible. 

mbj has Had Enough. he decides that he will go forth to an ding peak himself to take care of this peak lord shang himself. he steps out of sqh’s room an hour later, and goes on a hunt for some books - he urgently needs to learn how to court a human.