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[dearestrenny]

Your Lips and Me — Oneshot… ish thingy

The kid is crying on the swingset, and also the highest in class. The parakeet hasn’t moved its wings yet, all good things come to pass. I think of sunshine, and roses in bloom, but you’re off sitting with another someone in another room.

Trina hummed while she cooked dinner for her small family. Marvin was with a friend in the living room, and Jason was up in his room doing whatever 10 year old boys do in their room. She couldn’t help but notice how handsy the pair in the living room was; They held hands and sat shoulder-to-shoulder. As far as Trina knew, Marvin despised any type of physical contact unless it came from Jason, who also despised touch.

Marvin mentioned that he became friends with the other man in the living room, Whizzer, because he felt pretty lonely without having friends. Trina really enjoyed Whizzer’s presence, but she always had a weird feeling about him. She was glad that Marvin was being social, though.

That’s alright, dear, keep digging your grave, dear. I didn’t know that you were lonely, I thought you’d agree.

Trina placed the lid over the pot for a moment to check up on the men in the living room. The two were laughing over something, but immediately stopped when the lady walked in. The weird gut feeling was back for her.

“I was just checking on you both. Dinner’s almost ready,” Trina said while pointing her thumb to the kitchen. Marvin slumped back on the couch, and Whizzer nodded to acknowledge her. “If you’re both still hungry, I’ll make desert. Jason probably won’t eat it, knowing how he has a really low metabolism.”

“That would be great, thank you, Trin,” Marvin added. Trina hummed in response, walking over and placing a gentle peck on Marvin’s lips. Their kisses have never been long, as for Marvin’s wishes. His lips only started to feel forbidden more recently. “You should go, I don’t want you to accidentally overcook anything.”

“Oh, yeah, I should go check up on the food.” Trina headed back to the kitchen, and the men started talking again. She sighed, something feeling heavy in her heart. There was something off, that was for sure. She was too scared to try to call out her feelings.

But when I saw your lips, I knew it didn’t belong to me.

Trina continued to cook some food when Jason came downstairs. It was clear that he had just awoken from a nap, since his hair was all over the place and his clothes were horribly wrinkled. He was rubbing his eyes when he made eye contact with Trina.

“Hey, sweetheart,” Trina mumbled, stirring the soup and turning off the stove. Jason waved, then looked over at the two men. Jason was also visibly aware of who Whizzer was, and he didn’t like the older man very much. He also had a weird feeling, expressed to his mother.

“Does he have to always be here?” Jason messed with his hair and sat at the dining table, pulling the chess board close to him. Trina shrugged, pouring the soup into bowls and placing them aside. Jason looked over before heading back to set up his chess game. Trina called the men to the dining room, and they ate.

It was pretty tense. Jason was eating slowly while focused on his game, Whizzer and Marvin giving each other stares from across the table, and Trina observed every move made. The way that the two men stared at each other…it reminded her of wanting. The gut feeling got horrible.

“Marv,” Trina cleared her throat. Marvin looked away from Whizzer and looked at the lady. He also cleared her throat to give her the knowledge that he was listening. “You keep looking at Whizzer, is something wrong?”

“I’m fine.” Marvin said no other word, then looked down at his soup and continued to eat. Trina looked at Whizzer, who wasn’t visibly paying attention to her as well. He looked up eventually, and looked at her. He knew he was about to get asked the same question.

“I’m alright too, thanks for the concern, though.” Whizzer picked up his spoon and stopped staring at Marvin. She sighed, scarfing her food down before standing up and heading for the kitchen without another word. Trina was pretty confident that she heard Marvin starting to talk once more, perhaps about her. She really loved him, but she felt as if he didn’t love her back. She held her love away.

Your mother reports your father’s blue, dear, and your father reports he’s fine. Your mother withheld her love from you, dear, I try withholding mine.

Trina had leftover soup and didn’t want leftovers tomorrow, so she packed some soup in some containers and placed it in a plastic grocery bag. She walked past the men that were still at the dinner table and walked out to talk to the neighbors. The Applebaums were lovely, and they liked her. They felt like family to her, to say the least. The lady knocked on the door and left the soup on the doorstep with a little note. She smiled gently before walking back home.

When she headed back, Whizzer and Marvin were back on the couch, watching a show together. They were giggling like school children, but stopped when Trina opened the door. Trina didn’t say a word to them, just placed her house keys down and walked back to the kitchen to start making her desert for them.

The neighbors love me, they tell me I’m great, but you’re off with another floozie in another state. That’s alright, dear, you go on digging your grave, dear.

Trina sat at the dinner table, where Jason still sat. He looked up from his game, then went back to focusing. “You seem distraught.”

“Don’t worry about it, Jace,” Trina covered up. He stopped for a moment, pinching his queen between his fingers before throwing the king off the board. He smiled out of satisfaction, then looked over at his mother. She didn’t talk to him like she normally would, and that was out of the sorts for the younger boy.

“I feel like this is about dad and Whizzer. I don’t like that,” Jason jeered. Trina nodded in response, looking over at the men. They obviously couldn’t hear the mother and son, and they were in their own bubble. Whizzer was joking a ton about how “attractive” Marvin was.

Trina’s gaze moved over to Marvin’s lips and how they moved. He grabbed Whizzer’s hand and pressed his lips against the skin on his hand. Trina rolled her eyes and sighed loudly. “I don’t think you should be involved in this, Jace.”

“I’m not totally inept with feelings, mom,” He attested. When his mom didn’t respond, he nodded and got up. He looked at Whizzer and Marvin, then scoffed. “I’ll leave you alone for now.”

With that, Jason grabbed the chess board and packed it up, then walked out of the room. Trina was left alone with her thoughts, and she just sat there for a small moment.

I didn’t know you’re so…attractive. I thought you’d agree. But when I saw your lips, I knew they didn’t belong to me. Nice day, nice life, precious few people squawk. Nice. Good friends, high life, isn’t it fun to talk? Nice.

The oldest just snides, he’s loudly wailing, and the parakeet still can’t fly. Your mother reports your father’s failing; true, he has failed to die.

Whizzer walked into the kitchen and waved to Trina who was still at the table. She gently waved back, standing up and walking over to the kitchen.

“I was just getting some water. Mind if I stay the night? My roommate isn’t very pleased with me right now. Marvin said to ask you.” Trina could’ve taken to opportunity to tell Whizzer to go away, to stay with the roommate that was upset with him, but she couldn’t help but say yes. “Thank you, Trina. You’re an amazing friend.”

He grabbed a glass of water and left. Trina sighed and stepped outside for a moment. The Applebaums were finally home and they had taken the soup she packed. They spotted Trina outside, and walked over.

“Hey, Trin, why the frown?” Mrs. Applebaum一who’s name is Chana一started a conversation. Trina shrugged, then rested her back against the house wall. “Is it about that man that Marvin is seeing?”

“He isn’t seeing him, they’re just friends.” Mr. Applebaum一who’s name is Saul一raised an eyebrow at her. “Don’t look at me like that, Marvin’s a nice man.”

“But is he faithful, Trina?” Chana gently rested a hand against her shoulder. Trina thought about that for a moment, then shrugged gently. “You deserve so much, dear, the thing that you don’t deserve is an unloving man.”

“I don’t think he’s unfaithful,” Trina replied. Chana looked over at Saul, then shrugged. “I’m sorry, but I love him. Marvin wouldn’t do that to me.”

“Alright, Trin, we’ll trust your word on it. Please tell us if he does anything wrong to you, though.” Saul patted her shoulder, and walked off with Chana. Trina watched them walk off, then stepped back in.

The neighbors love me, they saw I’m a clown. It’s awful dressing in my blue carnation when you’re out of town. Pay no mind, dear, just go on digging your grave, dear, I didn’t ask to be your own mother; your lips were the key.

Trina decided to walk over to Marvin. She gently tapped his shoulder to place a peck on his lips before heading over to the kitchen. His lips felt forbidden after that talk. It felt right, but it also felt forbidden.

But when I saw your lips, I knew they didn’t belong, no, they didn’t belong, I’m sure they didn’t belong to me.

(Should I post this on ao3??)

#falsettos #falsettos musical #jason falsettos #marvin falsettos #whizzer falsettos #trina falsettos #whizzer brown #falsettos oneshot #i should post my oneshots here more

[dearestrenny]

i cant draw. someone PLEASE draw this with jason from falsettos ill do anything (if you do… please tag me because I CANT DRAWW)

#falsettos musical #falsettos #anthony rosenthal #jason falsettos #jason weisenbachfeld

[dearestrenny]

Falsettos brain dump in the form of moodboards and crappy art

[dearestrenny]

guys guys guys guys legally blonde legally blonde

okay okay so i’m so in for trans emmett forrest like have you seen that silly goose

you can’t tell me he’s not

okay back to writing idea because yes

trans emmett forrest !1!!1 i just imagine one day elle is in his dorm for once maybe looking for a file he left at his desk, and she spots little baby emmett photos that was definitely taken by his mom!!!!!1!1 she puts two and two together (because yk he looks so much like a girl in that photo, and the curls and the coduroy coat [yes hes been wearing it since he was a kid] kinda gave elle the idea that it was emmett) and interrogates him in a really respectful manner, just in case he didn’t want to come out but he does so and so the interrogating is called off for now… then when it’s night, he definitely spends the night in her dorm sometimes to help her study and he excuses himself to remove his chest binder or binding tape or anything that suits emmett so he can sleep peacefully and

and

and

elle figures out he’s been sleeping in a chest binder 😭😭

#legally blonde musical #legally blonde #elle woods #emmett forrest #trans emmett forrest #guys i #trans people #trans #christian borle #laura bell bundy #EMMETT YOU DUMBASS DONT SLEEP IN A BINDER #it’s so in character though #slightly based off of a fic i read on my way to a bat mitzvah

[dearestrenny]

Ignore how I’m using caps for once in my life— I’m writing said idea as we speak.

Does anyone still like falsettos? Because I had a random AU idea. Royalty. I know, I know, not original, but think about it! Marvin’s either a king or a prince, and Whizzer works for him. Or vice versa. I’ve written so many royalty AUs that I already have a hang of what I’m writing. God, my falsettos brainrot is getting to me

#falsettos #falsettos musical #marvin falsettos #marvin gardens #whizzer brown #whizzer falsettos #marvin x whizzer #my tragic gays #royalty au

[dearestrenny]

im on that passionflowers grind now coughs loud!! basically im mixing one of my oldest hyperfixations on the internet and my current one.

amrev x rtc, a cute little love story between talia and mischa! it’s all of the cute stuff too; the formal introductions, possibly forbidden love trope (rich and poor…ish), love letters, finally getting talia’s father’s blessing, wedding, fighting in the war with da homies (noel, ricky), girl gossip with da ladies (ocean, constance, penny), winning the war, and continuing on life. i could expand but aaaaughhhh!!!!1!11!1!1!!

#ride the cyclone #hamilton #american revolution #amrev #rtc #ocean rtc #noel rtc #mischa rtc #ricky rtc #jane doe rtc #penny lamb rtc #constance rtc #ocean o’connell rosenberg #noel gruber #mischa bachinski #ricky potts #constance blackwood #autism’s worst creation!!!11!1!!1

[dearestrenny]

The best rtc ships are Noel/Mischa and Ocean/Jane

I am right

[dearestrenny]

jesus christ new fanfic idea! streamer / youtuber au :3 its… maybe perfectdolls… OKAY ANYWAY

penny lamb is a faceless content creator who goes under the name of jane doe. in hopes of finding some friends, she goes to a convention that she was invited to, covering her face the best she can. she met some friends. and someone special.

ocean o’connell rosenberg is a vlogger who does occasional gaming with her friend, noel gruber. she’s well known for her known rivalry with noel. behind the cameras and crowd, she has a close bond with him. meeting up with her online friend, constance blackwood, she goes to a convention she was invited to. she met some friends. and someone special.

a little backstory on the others too, since they have an important role

noel gruber is a gamer under the name “poetcentric”, where he plays a ton of games. on occasion he’ll invite ocean to play games with him. they’d bicker on camera, making him well known for his known rivalry with ocean. behind the cameras and crowd, he has a close bond with her. noel convinced ocean to go to the convention thet everyone was invited to, only for the sole fact that her friend, constance, was going. after penny and ocean met, he became the wingman.

constance blackwood is a calm youtuber who plays acnh and stuff like that, and on occasion makes baking videos with her family. originally only mutuals with ocean, the two got along pretty well, and became best friends. she also became the wingman.

mischa bachinski is a rage streamer who literally makes everyone’s ears bleed. he gets cancelled like every other day. surprisingly, not a lot of people hate him (besides the hecklers who decide to cancel him for no reason), and he’s actually quite nice when he isn’t raging. he calls it his “passionate / vulnerable” side.

ricky’s the editor. he edits for these group of people, and is the main reason why they all became friends. he does a ton of posting on tumblr (hey look this app!), and that explains why a good amount of people know who he is. without ricky, no one would’ve met the other in person.

#ride the cyclone #constance blackwood #constance rtc #jane doe ride the cyclone #mischa bachinski #mischa rtc #musical #noel gruber #noel rtc #ocean rtc #ocean o’connell rosenberg #ricky potts #ricky rtc #jane doe rtc #penny lamb #penny lamb rtc #perfectdolls

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new fanfic idea dhmu, is it 2021 based? maybe.

okay so you guys remember squid games? this but w/ rtc. do u understand what i’m hinting at? okay but like. imagine the pairs in the marble game.

constance and ocean, bffs for life !! constance knows that ocean wants to win, so she gave ocean all of the marbles. poor redhead is devastated.

ricky and jane / penny, you know since they could bond pretty well. penny probably already knows that no one would remember her but ricky, so she loses on purpose. one thing that ricky was told to do? look after ezra after he wins.

of course, mischa and noel together. not even in a shipping way (could be if you wanted it, you interpret), but since you know— theyve been vulnerable around each other n shit. they tied, like twice during their games, so they were conflicted. noel wanted to live to have that fucked up life he wanted, and mischa just wanted to see his fiancée again. noel knew how much he wanted to see her again, so he gave up his dreams just so mischa could see talia again.

i would add on with cut characters, but i can’t think of anything for them 😭😭

#ride the cyclone #musical #squid games #marble game #ocean o’connell rosenberg #noel gruber #mischa bachinski #talia ride the cyclone #ricky potts #jane doe ride the cyclone #penny lamb #constance blackwood #ocean rtc #noel rtc #mischa rtc #ricky rtc #penny rtc #jane rtc #constance rtc

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fanfic idea w/ renny !!

i have horrible writers block, so ill write down my ideas here. no, you cannot take it w/o perms. :3

teacher au! basically ride the cyclone teachers but they’re high school teachers. plus ezra lamb! can you guess who the most crazy teacher is?

what do they teach?

ocean - english teacher

ocean chose english since she’s a really big perfectionist when it came to writing. she wanted to teach her strategies to the kids so they could be perfect writers. though she can be strict at times.

noel - history teacher

history! specifically AP Euro. noel’s interest in france made him branch out to teach himself about european history. due to his interest, he started to ramble about it to his peers. fed up with him— he became a teacher.

mischa - pe teacher

mischa has two emotions, rage and passion. thanks to his rage, he yells…or raps in autotune. we dont talk about that. mischa has the tough love in him, so he became a teacher.

ricky - science teacher

ricky cant exactly talk, but he doesnt let that from teaching science. he decided that science was really interesting for him, and he really needed a place to try stuff out with other people.

penny - math teacher

penny’s the sweet math teacher. not to get confused with the strict math teacher. she decided to teach math since she always had a hard time in this subject, no one would help her. she wanted to help kids understand the fun in it once you knew what you were doing.

ezra - homeroom

“easiest teaching job”

constance - band teacher

mischa was originally the band teacher, but he moved to pe. constance took over, and she really does know how to conduct a horrible marching band! when the kids fully ace a song, she likes to bake treats for that class and treat them to it! she does it with all class periods.

#musical #ride the cyclone #ocean o'connell rosenberg #noel gruber #mischa bachinski #ricky potts #penny lamb #jane doe ride the cyclone #ezra lamb #constance blackwood #ocean rtc #noel rtc #mischa rtc #ricky rtc #penny rtc #jane doe rtc #constance rtc #writing #teacher au

[dearestrenny]

intro !! 🫶

my name is emmett or whizzer, and im in an osdd1b system.

i like falsettos, ride the cyclone, and musicals in general!

he/they/boos + unlabeled

i write fanfics in my freetime, either falsettos or rtc related =3

my spam blog is @rennyspamz

and my tiktok is @mytightknitfamily

thats all!!

#introduction #ride the cyclone #falsettos

[dearestrenny]

i ahould be more active on here hhbsbsb

[dearestrenny]

ITS YOU!!! :D

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