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torturing my para knowing that i know her whole life and it’s gonna get worse

#im so sorry prim #para: prim #my paras #madd

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i cant live here anymore. im sorry mom. i cant live with my dad. i cant.

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here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

everyone who keeps saying shit like "sounds like something a mind reader would say" or "mind readers are real actually" i will eat you to death and enjoy every minute of it. not the time or place

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rip prim you would have killed yourself if you heard ethel cain

#it would be her final straw #para: prim #madd #my paras #death mention #suicide mention

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there is a scar in the middle of my heart in the shape of my paras’ names

#i feel like they’ve been etched in with a knife #prim right in the middle. #para: prim #para: kit #para: julie #para: tec #madd

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prim just fell to her knees

#this is her. #this is fucking Her #para: prim #my paras #madd #actually madd

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listening to ethel cain and all of a sudden all my paras are murderers

#they are officially the gods of punishment #my paras #para: prim #madd #actually maladaptive #actually madd #madd things #paras

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ALL THIS BITCH DO IS DAYDREAM (im bitch)

#help me #madd #actually maladaptive #actually madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #madd things #madd problems

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so this is prim

if i’m starting any kind of videogame with a customisable character you BEST believe i’ll be making my paras.

#para: prim #my paras

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if i’m starting any kind of videogame with a customisable character you BEST believe i’ll be making my paras.

#prim in every damn game #para: prim #madd #actually maladaptive #my paras #actually madd #madd things #madd paras #madd problems

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therapy isn’t enough i need to live in my daydream world

#i need to be prim so bad #i actually just want a father figure #jem….. #madd #actually maladaptive #actually madd #madd things #madd problems #am i crazy?

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ALSO I PREDICTED HIS STORYLINE IN THE BOOKS WITH MY OWN DAMN PLOT

. i said this mf will live with jem and tessa. what happened in the books? exactly that. what the fuck.

love my fictparas. i love that one day in 2016 i read the first page of a book and saw this character with one line, grabbed him and ran for the hills. i have not looked back since. he is mine now.

#para: kit #u can guess the book by now

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i love even more that he had no content. he was 15. he was in the prologue and then had 1-2 scenes later on in the book. we knew nothing about him until the next 2 books. his pov books aren’t being released until 2026. he is MINE. i grew up with this motherfucker I RAISED THIS MOTHERFUCKER

love my fictparas. i love that one day in 2016 i read the first page of a book and saw this character with one line, grabbed him and ran for the hills. i have not looked back since. he is mine now.

#para: kit #madd #guess the book lol

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love my fictparas. i love that one day in 2016 i read the first page of a book and saw this character with one line, grabbed him and ran for the hills. i have not looked back since. he is mine now.

#para: kit #guess the book lol #madd #actually maladaptive #my paras #madd things #actually madd #madd problems

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anyone else’s daydreaming get worse at a certain time of year ?? for me it’s always spring/summer (probably bc my seasonal depression is reversed)

#madd #actually maladaptive #actually madd #madd things

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hate madd love my paras love this community love love love HATE MADD hate having my time sucked away from me hate having no life hate failing college loooooove my paras and u guys tho

#madd #actually madd #actually maladaptive #maladaptive daydreaming

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ohhhh i forgot about how much i’ve destroyed their lives yup i’m going to hide under a table actually, thank you for bringing this to my attention

what if you walk into your house today and your paras jump out from the shadows with balloons like APRIL FOOLSSSSS WE WERE REAL THIS WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!

#madd