crowfromfoggyforest

[crowfromfoggyforest]

"Who got you smiling like that?"

My friends. I'm so sorry that you can't gain joy from platonic interactions but I'm gonna go back to texting them now.

#me stupidly grinning while texting my friends #and my parents giving me weird looks like “what's going on you finally got a crush?” #no. absolutely not. let me just be happy okay

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8.46am__

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Uhm, just a relationship

#this omg i'm eating this #they're so messed up #rumbelle

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god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you

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Just a reminder because it’s 1:30 a.m.: Rumplestiltskin only turned back to the darkness in S4 because he was still riddled with PTSD from Zelena’s abuse and Baelfire’s death. He wanted more power so that he would never be helpless again, thus he could never lose Belle or anyone else he cared about. It was the writers’ ignoring his obvious mental illness that made him seem like a complete dick in a lot of places.

#ouat rumple

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can someone please be proud of me like fuck I’m trying

#<3 :3

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"sometimes you discover you're aroace because the bees in your bones tell you so

and that's ok'

-a quote from my friend, regarding one of my oc's,but also about being aroace

Very fitting!!

#love that

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y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.

#me finally going from only posting specific fandom stuff on this account to just posting anything lol #honestly freeing

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Looking at my friends, with the same adoration one would gaze up at a starry sky

Hoping I could admire their shine for a long long time.

#this omg what #i'm crying #why is this making me so emotional #frens <3

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kinda weird how my brain always associates places with things.

Often, when i listen to a song, i'll automatically think of a place where i once listened to it. Not even a memorable place, i'll really just associate one song with a specific turn on my way to uni, another one with a corner of a park...

It also works the other way around, mostly with characters. A bench at my uni is now my tma oc bench, because i sat there one time planning their backstory. A whole garden settlement in my neighborhood is Michael the Distortion territory. The list goes on.

I even sometimes just have the image of a random place in the back of my mind, often without realizing it. That's really a thing that i think will seem super weird to everyone else. I'll just be lost in my thoughts and then i'll think "huh, why am i picturing the terrace of a holiday home i went to 7 years ago?" Again, this happens for no apparent reason, it's often the same places, but not places where anything special or memorable happened. It's almost as if my brain needs a place for my thoughts to be, as if my thoughts wanted to take a walk. Does this make sense to anyone??

#good to know i'm not the only one whose brain does this sort of thing ^-^ #(wonder if that's a neurodivergent thing. (wonder if that's an autistic thing even aah))

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I feel like a lazy black cat that's found a warm and breezy spot and just refuses to move.

#me at any given time

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#aro mood #also where i live it's raining and it's cold :( #so the light jacket was a lie

[crowfromfoggyforest]

kinda weird how my brain always associates places with things.

Often, when i listen to a song, i'll automatically think of a place where i once listened to it. Not even a memorable place, i'll really just associate one song with a specific turn on my way to uni, another one with a corner of a park...

It also works the other way around, mostly with characters. A bench at my uni is now my tma oc bench, because i sat there one time planning their backstory. A whole garden settlement in my neighborhood is Michael the Distortion territory. The list goes on.

I even sometimes just have the image of a random place in the back of my mind, often without realizing it. That's really a thing that i think will seem super weird to everyone else. I'll just be lost in my thoughts and then i'll think "huh, why am i picturing the terrace of a holiday home i went to 7 years ago?" Again, this happens for no apparent reason, it's often the same places, but not places where anything special or memorable happened. It's almost as if my brain needs a place for my thoughts to be, as if my thoughts wanted to take a walk. Does this make sense to anyone??

#i wonder if anyone can relate to this #btw i wrote this post instead of getting work done lmao #spilled thoughts #brain things

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me having the lyrics "flames to dust, lovers to friends / why do all good things come to an end" stuck in my head is honestly so arophobic >:(

#srsly wtf brain #like these lyrics alone are the kind of “dating is the only valuable form of relationship” shit bordering on arophobia #and now i'm constantly thinking about them i want to cry #aromantic #aro

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#:3 #i'm proud of you

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Rotating my oc in my head and accidentally getting emotional damage

#relatable #what are ocs even for if not for emotional damage /hj