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S P I D E R.

#the day i get albaedo- it´s over for u peeps who ever co-op with me- #i´ll tell u; ´i know a place´ #and the moment u let me guide u--- #BOOM #we are on that liyue cave that has spiders #d i n n e r. #and yes in that icon he is eating a spider leg- #tw: spiders

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@risingsol​​ said ; "I'm not saying that you need to drop by for your birthday, but I've just had to stop a couple of other people from coming with me up the mountain today, just so you know." Of course, this was all out of a respect for the other's need for solitude in pursuit of his research - Aether decently sure that a birthday was just another day to the alchemist. Still, he would be the dutiful friend as he unloaded presents from others - a brand new beaker set from Sucrose, some thrown together papers and flasks from Timaeus, and a simple bag of sweets from Aether. "I don't know if you and Sucrose actually have a sweet tooth or if its out of convenience, but hey - happy birthday, Albedo."

            𝐀𝐥𝐛𝐞𝐝𝐨  𝐡𝐚𝐬  𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬  𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧  𝐚  𝐦𝐚𝐧  𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝  𝐢𝐧  𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬 . Possessing a fogged and unknown past that nobody knew of except for a long lost distant mentor of his, it was in this way that the story of Mondstadt’s renowned alchemist´s was a mistery to everyone, just like his very own existence to him. A being brought to the world, not out of love, nor to accomplish a clear duty from the start, his desitny had been marked to wander around life, tasked to find the meaning of the world— .......yet..... Was that task even possible to accomplish when he was not even aware of the meaning of his very own existence to begin with......?

Precision leaked from his fingers as he carefully mixed the two liquids hanging on their respective test-tubes together, only to then start to gently shake the newly formed substance on one of the test-tubes when a sudden yet familiar voice made its way from behind his back, almost startling him (key word, ‘almost’) which in response made him turn around- yet of course, not before carefully placing back the test tubes on their respective places.

        ❝ — Ah, traveler—  ❞  Then the alchemist suddenly interrupts himself, and a little smile slowly begins to tug at the corner of his lips;  ❝ Aether. ❞  He confirms, yet right as he utters his name, his sight suddenly falls down to the bag Aether started rummaging through. Wait- a bag? could he have brough him those specimens of silk flowers? or maybe a rare specimen of a spider- and just by those thoughts alone, his usual calm gaze now acquired a certain....... something- His eyes— there was now a sudden little spark glazing over them, and like that, curious little objects began to appear in between Aether´s arms; beakers, flasks, and—

They were all now presented to the alchemist, and like that, his eyes widened in both confusion and surprise, — surprise over something so unexpected, and confusion over—? Ah, right— it was his birthday wasn´t it? How curious..... 

When it came to celebrations like birthdays, it truly was no secret that those days slipped and flew past Albedo´s fingers like thin leaves, afterall, during those specific dates in which his birthday fell upon, there wasn´t anything particularly out of the ordinary happening; his height has remained the same, his sighting as sharp as always- perhaps his hair did grow a little.... Yet aside that, there was a much deeper reason as of why Albedo found no particular reason to celebrate his birthday, in a way, because he was simply not fully human, not in the strict sense of the word, and secondly.... What was there to celebrate to begin with? that such a dangerous existence was brought without a clear reason to the world, destined to wander around and find its own meaning alongside the meaning of the world? That he——

“-but hey - happy birthday, Albedo." 

      And just like that, those thoughts that had started clouding his mind, now begun to dissipate in thin air, and his gaze made its way back to aether- and the small simple bag of sweets now promptly placed in between the alchemist´s hands       ❝ — Are..... these all meant for...... me?  ❞  he questioned with incredulity, and inevitably, like a rainbow after a heavy storm, it became difficult for the alchemist to even contain the amusement and joy something he would have considered as ‘trivial’ in the past, now became so precious to him. It wasn´t so much the gifts, but the thought behind them. -

        He wasn´t alone anymore huh....? He now had important people to care for, to protect.... friends, that was the word, friends that he cared for, people worth staying for, who gave that mysterious complicated existence of his a little bit more of color, of liveliness... A smile now inevitably made its way back to his lips, only to stay, as he carefully took hold of all the little treasures.

        What a blessed existence......

      ❝ — I am beyond grateful for the consideration- You all have made this day... very special to me—  ❞

#risingsol #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #THANK U XUE THIS WAS SO SWEET IM SOBBING??? #he will come thank sucrose and timaeus properly later- #albedo does believe his birthday is like any other day; yet he also believes there is nothing to celebrate about it as well #he thinks;; what is there to celebrate to begin with? #birthdays commemorate the birth of a person; #he was not the product of love; nor was he aware of his purpose at the start; #with dangerous knowledge that make him a threat; is there something to celebrate? he truly questions that #BUT aaaaaaaAAAAA IM RAMBLING ANYWAYS I CRY THIS WAS VERY SWEET AND #i may have written a chunk of wall- #the summarized version of all of this is: albaedo is very grateful

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I CRY- I did not forget about my bedo’s birthday okie, I was just too tired during his birthy to write on his blog  ( ꒦ິㅂ꒦ີ )

#;ooc #ooc #BU T #if u wanted to send something for his birthy then do feel free to do so! #I´m just a slow molusk with too many muses to love i so bb #I also have been wanting to change his blog´s aesthetic for some time now but i cant htink of anything he lp

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i dont know how to respond to this

#;self #self #ah yes- #THE WAY IM SCREAMING AAIEIRUEOEHKGKF

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sometimes. I worry I don't actually know what love feels like.

#;musing #musing

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Alchemy in Albe.do´s design;

            I just !! want to drop by and talk about how great Albedo´s design actually is- Starting by his name,,, ´Albedo´ is one of the four stages of the magnum opus (or the called “great work” ; an alchemical term used to refer to the process of creating the philosopher stone, aka that thing that supposedly is an elixir for life & also used to describe a personal and spiritual transmutation , yet it doesn´t end there- the stage called Albedo in its latinicized term means “whiteness”, and from this point is where his entire design makes sense;; as albedo´s clothes / color palette mostly consist on white, yellow, and red ( we will exclude blue bc i haven´t found a correlation yet with that color)

white: symbolizes the previously stated stage called “albedo” a state of purification often associated with the color white & also represents the spirit being cleaned of impurities, leading to new growth

black: symbolizes anoter stage of the magnum opus called “Nigredo” which is actually the first stage of the magnum opus, which in a more philosophical note sort of represents the idea that one has to go through hardship in order to grow and learn

yellow: symbolizes the stage called “Citrinitas” often associated with the color yellow and basically represents the  transmutation of silver into gold

red: symbolizes the stage called “rubedo”, that is a latin word that means “redness” & also consists on the final stage of the magnum opus , and represents an alchemical success, the completion of it.

All these colors tend to be associated with alchemy, and quoting this amazing post from where i was able to realize all of this (x!) It makes his design have so much sense! to be so tied to alchemy in such a subtle way- i dont know if this was intetional or not but, you see the white on his cloak, the black on his gloves and pants, the yellow on the details of his cloack and hair, and the red on his gloves as well !

IN CONCLUSION,,,, I think his design is very neat 

Credit | It was thanks to their amazing explanation that i was able to realize how their explanation also fits Albedo!

#;headcanons #headcanons #dont mind me as i put my albaedo headcanons in here- #your honor; i absolutely adore him #i have been thinking of changing the blog's aesthetic qnd icons and such- particularly the icon psd

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thinking about the casual intimacy of showing someone you love an unfinished work of art, the underlying message saying, i trust you with my unpolished heart

#;wishlist #wishlist #;musing #musing #THIS!!!!!! BIG THIS!!!!! #i trust you with my unpolished art #AGH!!! IM SOFT THIS #this is albaedo's love language

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In the topic of love, i´m thinking- Albedo seeing people in love and experiencing these type of emotions and deep down it only makes him feel more like an outcast, a piece of a puzzle that will never fit, because he has never felt something akin to that, which only reinforces the idea that he is not a human-

#;headcanons #headcanons #AGHHHHHHHHHH!!!! #this of course in like; default bedo #BUT THE THING IS!!!! #sucks to u mr bedo; bc u c a n feel #just bc his time hasn+t come (in default verse) doesnt mean it wont come #and i feel like everyone in mondstadt would make him slowly realize internally that #despite the fact that he is not a human; he c a n feel emotions like humans #he cares a lot for those dear to him even if he isn´t aware of it #when he tells the traveler that he trust them to stop him if anything happens to him #he says it because he cares; bc he doesn´t want anyone he holds dear to him to get hurt #AGH!!!!! #i just had to come cry about albaedo

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☕️ albedo..?

#;self #self #he serves u coffee wdyd #he is so pretty.....😳 sir albaedo-

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“I realize, for the first time, how very lonely I’ve been, and how comforting the presence of another human being can be.”

— Suzanne Collins

#;musing #musing

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阿貝多

#;self #self #im in love again

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@artificile​ replied ;  ALBEDO PRETTY....!!!!!!! but also pls smol your brain is so big i was literally all 👁👁 reading this like. /WOOOH/ i feel like i have gained brain cells actually

            LYNNNNN!!!!! YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY N O RIGHTS TO COME HERE, IN M Y HOUSE AND TELL ME MY BRAIN IS BIG WHEN UR WRITTING AND METAS A R E MINDBLOWING!!! you made me go from being completely indifferent about a character to absolutely loving them (moon menace) we may be gaining braincells now but in total we will always collectively share 1

#artificile #LISTEN IT JUST- #that post opened my mind and when i saw albaedo i was like; #WOAWWAOWOAOWAWWW!!! HIS DESIGN ACTUALLY MAKES A LOT OF SENSE- #also albaedo and moon menace interactions when #🤨🤨🤨🤨 #i live for two fellow non humans having existential crisis ok #;ooc #ooc

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Albaedo now has a header

#alBAEdo #i was planing to change his icon psd but i wasnt satisfied with anything i came up with so #f #;ooc #ooc #i´ll see if i can write in general

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SENTENCE STARTERS: MAYBE INTERACTIVE QUOTES BECAUSE I’M OBSESSED, PART 24.

⤿   lines that make me sad edition!    

❝ how do you know i’m not scared? ❞

❝ stop acting like you’re mad. i know you’re nervous. ❞ 

❝ i know you’re worried about me. ❞ 

❝ you don’t have to try so hard. ❞ 

❝ don’t you trust me? ❞

❝ there’s nobody i trust more than you! ❞

❝ you’re the only family i have. ❞

❝ you think too highly of me, don’t you think? ❞

❝ …i’m sorry. this was a mistake. ❞

❝ the distance between us is too great now. ❞

❝ stop. i know this isn’t you. ❞

❝ we’re in this together if you want to be. ❞

❝ didn’t i tell you to be careful? ❞

❝ do you remember anything about me? ❞

❝ are you having regrets? ❞

❝ i don’t regret any of the time we’ve had together. ❞

❝ i felt like… this was what you wanted. ❞

❝ what are you saying, exactly? ❞

❝ this can’t be goodbye forever, right? ❞

❝ not a fan of goodbyes? ❞

❝ you won’t forget me, right? ❞

❝ will you remember me too? ❞

❝ can’t you stay longer? ❞

❝ will i see you again? ❞

❝ what if we end up hating each other? ❞

❝ …i could never hate you. ❞

❝ will you be okay? ❞

❝ it hurts to know they left. ❞

❝ it’s a pleasure to finally meet you. ❞

❝ i’ve missed you so damn much. ❞

#;prompts #prompts #meme #;meme

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I will clean my inbox a lil! apologies in advance !

#;ooc #ooc #i´ll reblog a meme! #i really wanna- revamp some of his aesthetics too- #make a proper promo maybe- #ill clean a lil my inbox same with my other bloggus

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OKAY BUT- what if Albedo has more marks like the one on his neck but across his body? not necesarily in that shape, but rather; more marks reminding him that he is and homunculus, that he is not human when he sees himself in the mirror-

#;headcanons #headcanons #apologies i suddenly got albedo thoughts #wow i made myself sad look at that #sir albedo i love u sir-

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Also, my Albedo cooks spiders

#tw: spiders #tw: insects #thanks to lynnypoo this is now canon #he can cook spiders; turn them into perfumes; etc #would u let him fry u a spider? be honest- #IM #;crack #crack #;headcanons #headcanons #i tag as crack when it´s canon now in my blog #in the icon he has a spider leg sticking out of his mouth and i cry about it