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the thoughts

the feelings

the cries of desperation

all stubbornly refused to let themselves be put on paper

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they did not wish to be immortalized

despite the keening wail within this lonely poet's heart

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azuki lynn

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The Resurrectionist

The Lost Work of Dr. Spencer Black

- E. B. Hudspeth

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A soul survivor.

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Orange skies- a time before you.

You could have just left me alone

where my mind danced through fields of lillies and painted orange

where my mind traveled through alternate universes of scenarios that could never be brought to life

where my mind and body could have been entombed in a sacred temple-

undisturbed

where movies and fiction were a reality for my soul to cascade through

...fumble through.

before I ever knew the true heart wrenching reality of the world

where there were no limits to what I could imagine

you were a barrier

a transparent wall in my universe that I never seen coming

while I frolicked around in my own temple splattering paint on the walls

I thought I had created a new painting

one of you.

I gazed into this painting of you in awe

my imagination created so many visions and dreams of you

all of the new worlds I could explore with you

a painting in my temple

but your paint was poison.

the very essence of you started to erode my walls while I frantically tried to hold onto the rubble that lie beneath you

how could such a beautiful painting, creation...lover

create so much destruction?

when my temple came tumbling down, my past creations came with it.

my fields of lillies, my orange skies..

gone.

you could have just left me alone.

I sometimes wonder how high my temple would sit if it weren’t for you

An open field with tall walls- open gates

A simple treasure to behold

if you could have just left me alone

#poetry #beginner #relationship #abuse #mentalabuse #lillies #orangeskies

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might fuck around and let myself be stolen by fairies

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Someday.

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GOODFELLAS (1990)  Dir. Martin Scorsese

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Dion & The Belmonts perform on American Bandstand (Airdate: April 3, 1959)

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My Instagram

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Beautyful Sweden by :

© Andre Schirok

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2019-11-10

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