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Send me to the shadows,

banish me to pain.

You think you can hurt me?

Everything's the same.

You can tell me that you love me,

but i know its just a game.

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See me in your dreams,

and i'll see you in mine.

Touch me with your hands,

and i'll kiss you till my mouth goes dry.

Tell me that you love me,

can't help but give you all of mine.

You say i'm all you ever think,

you're all that's on my mind.

Say you love me in your dreams,

and i'll say it back in mine.

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I need you in my life like i need nicotine.

The way you take over me,

Rushing through me like the addictive chemical you are.

your fucking me over,

whilst i still cant help but love you.

Going through withdraws without your touch.

Cant be with you,

yet cant survive your absence.

be mine

go away

be mine

I know you hate me,

so please just let me hate you too.

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I see you at dawn,

in my dreams,

and everywhere but consciousness.

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You don't want to hurt me,

but i want nothing more.

Give me a reason to hate you,

give me a reason not to stay.

Why are you so perfect?

Sadness is an addiction,

and you wont let me relapse.

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the artist must suffer for the art

that's why its called Painting

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ima jus leave this here

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site for when you can only remember part of a word/its definition 

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Addiction by Emma Rose

Addiction

You said you’d be right back,

But where are you?

The winters are getting colder,

The nights are getting longer,

Now that I’m without you

I’m still exactly where you left me,

On the same stuff you gave me,

Can you fight addiction with addiction?

Self conflicting,

Identity crisis,

Can’t seem to figure out who I was before you appeared,

Can’t seem to find the girl I was the moment you left,

Nothing but false perceptions of each other,

False perceptions of myself,

Who I thought you were is who you could be,

Who I thought I was has burned from the fire you started,

With nothing left but ash and debris,

Now I’ve just become a ghost,

False perception of reality.

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he is definitely a red flag but reds my favorite color so what it do baby

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"I have a deeply hidden inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life"

- Virginia Woolf

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"She sees how her stomach looks when shes standing in her bra. She sees how her face looks without any makeup on. She sees sees how her chin looks when she looks down at her reflection. She sees how her arms sag when she has them up. She sees how her thighs jiggle when she walks or runs. She sees how her boobs look when she's wearing a top. She sees how her acne looks when she washes her face. She sees how her legs look when she looks at all her scars. She sees how her hair looks when she wakes up in the morning. She sees how her wrinkles show when she smiles. She sees how her stretch marks are visible when she sits down. See, the thing about girls, they can see every detail about themselves, details that other people cant see and they see every little flaw that other people don't notice. So when a girl doesn't accept your compliments about her being beautiful, it's honestly because she feels like she isn't and she'd be lying if she said she was"

- Nash Grier

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tell me the story of how the moon loved the sun so much

he died every night to let her breathe...

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but how do you let go of the person that felt like home?

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i wanna be with you more than anything

i wanna love you

i wanna be yours

i just cant do that to myself again

and i think that hurts more...

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Life doesn't always give you the people you want, and sometimes it takes away the people you need most.

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Every part of me is so sick of loving him loving. Im sick of constantly checking my phone, constantly crying, being in heart dropping situations. Im sick of my happiness depending on whether or not he pays attention to me. Im sick of feeling like the whole world is going to collapse. Sick of feeling like my whole world is him. He is the best and worse thing for me i swear.

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i'm always tired, but never of you <3