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paper turned in at quite literally 0.00. so embarrassed that im gonna get drunk about it

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You know, when I see fictional characters who repress all their emotions, they're usually aloof and very blunt about keeping people at a distance, sometimes to an edgy degree—but what I don't see nearly enough are the emotionally repressed characters who are just…mellow.

Think about it. In real life, the person that's bottling up all their emotions is not the one that's brooding in the corner and snaps at you for trying to befriend them. More often than not, it's that friendly person in your circle who makes easy conversation with you, laughs with you, and listens and gives advice whenever you're upset. But you never see them upset, in fact they seem to have endless patience for you and everything around them—and so you call them their friend, you trust them. And only after months of telling them all your secrets do you realize…

…they've never actually told you anything about themselves.

#KAZUHAAAAAA #but he's aware it's very much a purposeful thing

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things that would be dope to be

the marble in spray paint

boulder at the bottom of a lake

the last leaf of autumn… take your sweet old time

lightbulb filament

grain of sand

pillbug that just discovered an insane composter

cumulonimbus cloud

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god i wan to give up on this paper so bad. but it will all be over. in a few hours.

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it would be one thing if it was just the horrors but it's all the little horrorcitos también

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i love using humor as my academic shield

anybody else up on that conceptual grind

#getting way too comfortable putting jokes amd joke adjacent shit on my essays lately #surely nothing bad will.come of this #im tired of being serious it's been way too many years of writing essays #currently walking into the. yknow what. I'm just gonna do whatever i feel like stage of academia #the academic struggler

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anybody else up on that conceptual grind

#paper is going well. so far #the academic struggler

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thanks for the tag :]

last song is Una serie de campechanas desdichas - Sons of Aguirre & Scila

open tag

[ID: cartoon digital art of a person with chin-length black hair and pale skin holding a red heart plush. they are smiling and have a sprout coming from their head /end ID]

otherside - young the giant

tagged by @enashinonome to post this picrew and the last song i listened to (oooh you want to listen to american bollywood ooh you want to sooo bad)

tagging @anurarana @theguardianace @orca-iguana @cloverpattch & anyone else is free to join!

#the song doesn't exactly fit the aesthetic of a picrew like. at all.

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i think they should let you add sound effects to your papers. i should be able to write *explosion effect* *ghostly ooO0Ooo* at the end of my points.

#the academic struggler

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somebody stop me from titling my essay on the social coding differences of humor in european feudal society "a peasant, a priest and a king walk into a bar"

#actually don't im still gonna do it #with an appropriately serious subtitle of course #YES the joke is abysmally historically inaccurate both to feudal society #and to the existance of bars #but im giving myself an academic license for the sake of humor okay #the academic struggler

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he can be funny when he wants

why am i developing a parasocial relationship with angelic doctor thomas aquinas

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why am i developing a parasocial relationship with angelic doctor thomas aquinas

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i'm gonna @#&$;#;@!$)#!@?"!#;@;;"!

#WAAA MITSUMI MI CORAZÓN R^T

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never let being a girl stop you from being a boy

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cherry blossoms 🌸

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el día que no sienta ganas de pelearme con medio sindicato es el día que morire feliz

#hermano a quien le importa incluír los jodidos logos de las organizaciones o no #estamos haciendo esto por palestina no por nosostros #como te explico que me importa un huevo tu organización #y la mia tambien #bueno chiquis deseenme suerte si la cosa progresa como quiero que progrese #me voy a pesar la epoca dr examenes estudiando en una acampada #que con un pocl de suerte puede que nos autoricen a hacer ? #nos ahorraria bastantes problemas

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yes yes characters doomed by the narrative always slap BUT what about characters saved by the narrative? characters who have already given up hope and don't know they have a happy ending? characters who believe they are a lost cause, characters who feel irredeemable, characters who think there's nothing left for them, but the narrative does provide a way out? what about the characters who don't expect anything good, who don't even remember how to wish for it anymore, who get the things they need anyway? what about the characters who actively run from being saved getting saved in a way they can't stop or control. what about being saved by the narrative!!!