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today on the steve-has-two-boyfriends agenda...

singing in the old bars by morphosyntactic

Tony fucks Steve like he’s got all the time in the world to make it last. It makes sense to Bucky, fits with everything he’s learnt these days about Tony Stark.

on my open mouth by morphosyntactic

Steve, Tony, Bucky, and double penetration.

in the midst of lovers by @thebrooklynnway

"And while Bucky and Tony don’t see eye-to-eye very often, loving Steve has always been the one thing they’ve had in common."

What Am I Watching, and Why Can’t I Stop? by writedirtytome

Bucky’s managed to train the algorithm on his favorite porn site to per-fucking-fection. Maybe too perfectly. He finds an unbelievably hot video that leads him to another and then more that must be fucking pranks. There’s no way that his roommate, his best friend makes amateur porn like a total slut.

How can it really be Steve in those videos?

And how is Bucky supposed to not jerk off to them, pretending it’s a totally normal, not at all creepy thing to do?

I'll Take Care of You by @kandisheek

Steve has never liked being in heat, but Bucky and Tony make it a lot more bearable.

make me unmade by meidui

“Stark made all this?” Bucky asks, running one hand down the front of the uniform. It really is incredibly well-made, probably some material that they can’t afford for the whole unit.

“I had some ideas about the uniform, so I gave him a sketch last week,” Steve says as he watches Bucky’s hand slide down his body. “And then he made it. With adjustments.”

Of course he did, Bucky thinks.

thread the needle by meidui

It’s bad that Tony is alone in his workshop when he should be turning in for the night because he can’t stop thinking about Steve Rogers. It’s bad because that boy isn’t his, not even if his breath caught and his cheeks turned red whenever he came in for a uniform fitting and Tony’s hands grazed his bare skin.

From the first time they met, Tony has known who Steve belonged to, and it’s that beautiful dark haired young man who’s always at his back. James fucking Barnes.

a beautiful vision by Anonymous

"Tony knows Bucky is watching."

To the hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet by sphagnum

The phone shows a photo of the Captain kneeling on a mat in the middle of a nearly empty room. He wears thin gray pants and a white shirt. He looks tired. The Soldier notes that automatically, as part of cataloging the weaknesses of a potential opponent, but the thought lingers longer than it should. The Captain is enhanced like the Soldier, but better, his serum more powerful. He still looks tired.

The Soldier swipes to the next photo. It shows the Captain from behind, his wrists and ankles caught in thick coils of strange bindings. They shine midnight blue in the soft light, their surface smooth and reflective, unlike any rope the Soldier has seen before. They look seamless and strong.

“You benched him,” the Soldier says, slow and uncertain. The pictures have him off-balance. He remembers--not this, not this strong back and broad shoulders, but this pose, this hair above a much thinner neck. A handkerchief held in two bony fists, and don't let go or I'll stop, Stevie--

when he found what he had done by @chibisquirt

Sometimes, Steve does some very brave, very stupid things.

Sometimes, Bucky punishes him for that.

#one of the best genres argue with the wall!!! #stuckony #tonystevebucky #fic rec

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IT'S MY BIRTHDAYYY ✨🍰🎉💞 2️⃣1️⃣ !!

#birthday #lav's birthday #EVERYONE SAY CONGRATS OR ELSE 👹🎂🎉🥳🎊

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I'm sorry I gave everyone the impression that I was gonna be active allie when I first joined this fandom 😔🙏🏿 I planned on it but I should have warned the masses that my life often loves to backhand me away from my interest.

#me my mine #TMI i joined therapy again recently and it's taking up all my mental energy and im trying not to quit it 😩🤞🏿 #when i die the first thing im gonna do is rip god's throat out with my teeth for giving me all these PROBLEMS 🤣 #shower thought of a (culturally) christian #also my name is not allie i just wanted the alliteration #i actually dont mind giving out my real name if i havent already but i feel like people would be uncomfortable with it #for reasons that are too long to tag but anyways im 99% sure ive said my actually name here at least 7 times #also in case it wasn't clear im not really christian #i grew up as an evangelical yes but it's been so long since me and my family have been active in religion #my dad likes to call us “spiritual” now #you may be thinking “user cloudbells whu do you overexplain so much when you're inactive for more than a coupoe weeks?” #and to that i answer “still working that out”

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My most unpopular Stony opinion is that I generally loved CACW and think it's absolutely necessary for Steve and Tony's relationship and individual character development that it happened the way it did.

#me my mine #obviously excluding the things I didn't like about it #but i've always been open that i hated the audience reaction rather than the movie itself #stony #stevetony #cacw wasn't a miscommunication btw it was more of an ideological/emotional conflict #i strongly believe that both tony and steve understood each other but staunchly disagreed for various reasons #the most compelling reason (to me) being the lining of their character arcs till then #cacw #also i lied this probably isn't my MOST unpopular stony opinion

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steve sleeping through the avengers and ending up with tony for the last square on my captain bottom bingo, "kink: high heels"!! 👠

Steve isn’t intentionally sleeping through the team one by one and leaving Tony off the list.

Rating: E

Word count: 3.4k

Ship(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, Clint Barton/Steve Rogers, Bruce Banner/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers/Thor

Major tags: No Archive Warnings Apply

Additional tags: High Heels, Steve Rogers Wears High Heels, Bottom Steve Rogers, Team Bicycle Steve Rogers, Porn with Feelings, Dirty Talking Tony Stark, Endgame Steve Rogers/Tony Stark

#everyone read it now this is a stick up #meidui fics

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some of your posts actually got me thinking about these questions! i'm very curious how people feel about this sort of stuff, since my own fandom opinions are relatively mild and it got me wondering how other people's experiences compare...

so how about #'s 2 (for stony), #9 and #27 (other than frostshield??😉)

Thank you for the ask (and for creating the game)! Lol, I'm glad me and my inability to keep an opinion to myself was a part of the inspo <3 And sorry for the long wait!!!

2) What's your biggest stony pet peeve?

BIGGEST? Oh man, I'm not sure...Teenification of Tony Stark. He's written so...infantile and emotionally weak (I love vulnerability, but my word choice of him being written as weak is my gripe) in many Stony fics. It genuinely gets on my last nerve. He's damn near 40 in AV1. And he only gets older. And sure, maybe there's some arrested development there, but he isn't a damn child. He knows this. And actually conducts himself well enough in canon (in a way that matches his issues) but it's the fanon portrayal I don't like.

WAIT...I think I have something that's popular for the ship itself. Not very fan of the lengths that misunderstandings go for Steve and Tony...Like, I understand they aren't great at communication, but sometimes it gets to the point where I'm like, "It's passed dense and shot straight into pure asshole territory". I know a lot of people write like this because of CACW, but hot take, I don't think CW was so much of a communication or misunderstandings problem. I'll elaborate on this in a separate post, maybe. But the way misunderstandings are drawn out with seemingly no reason gets on my nerves, but it really depends. I can love misunderstandings, but it can't be something that's contrived for drama's sake.

Oh! Another one is in AUs where Steve was still Captain America, and Tony is still Iron Man, and Howard was still lovesick after Steve died and Tony knew all about Steve as a child....and then the AU has Steve undercover or something and Tony doesn't recognize Steve's face. LOL. This sounds specific, but this exact set up has happened enough to where it bothers me. Like, it's kind of funny though, how annoyed I get over it lmao.

9) What's something that bugs you in fanfiction that you encounter often but isn't necessarily a dealbreaker for you as a reader?

I have a lot of not-dealbreakers. Primarily because if I were to strictly stick to my vision of every possible portrayal, I'd have like 3 fics to read. I'm picky in theory, not so much in practice because I'm also extremely greedy. I'll give one each for Stucky and Stony.

Stucky: That Steve crashed the Valkyrie because he was so sad about Bucky dying. I talk a little about how much I generally dislike this trope here. I think it's a huge disservice to this character, I will never take it seriously, and I will never write it. But, it's not a dealbreaker as long as it's not repeatedly more than....let's say 3 times in a fic. Looking back, I already gave this answer, so an additional one - Bucky being community dick and then getting upset that Steve doesn't realize that Bucky wants him and the tone of the fic also supporting that Bucky has a right to be mad lol. It's a weirdly common narrative point in a lot of fics and I just don't care for it. It's actually one of the reasons I tend to stay away from pre-CATFA fics. This trope also happens in Stony too, now that I'm thinking about it. What's up with that?

Stony: I (unsurprisingly) have a few to choose from, but I'll say - when it's written like Steve was horrifically out of line or the aggressor in AV1. It's super common (from throwaway lines to paragraphs about how Steve was an asshole) and there is a fine line that this has to walk for me not to dip. Usually, it's a couple of line about it, which I can ignore.

27) What's something that you think [insert fandom/pairing] doesn't have nearly enough of that you're starving for?

I have an embarrassing amount of rare pairs that I ship and I've been itching for a chance to let them out (/ = romantic or sexual, & = platonic).

Steve & Wanda. Oh my goodness, I am absolutely starving for more fics that show their growing bond from AOU to CACW. I would eat it up. Even in AUs, honestly. I said in another ask that I dislike kidfics, but guess what I'm outlining right now involving kid!Wanda...I just think there is something to explore there with Steve's care towards Wanda in canon. I feel like he understands her, to an extent, and anything he doesn't understand, he tries to sympathize with. He reaches out to her and that's so, so important to me. Because I adore Wanda. So much.

Rumlow/Steve. I want to clarify, not so much as a romance pairing (though I have read a couple like that), but more so as a one-sided creepfest on Rumlow's end. Something about him feeling an erotized violence/hatred towards Steve is so delicious to me. In my mind, it's not even love/hate - it's obsession. Maybe even coupled with a childhood admiration morphing into a disturbed/twisted fixation on Steve. I think this Rumlow likes to see Steve hurt. I also think he hates to be kept away from him. He's not deluded enough to think that Steve loves him back, he in fact, probably loves how much Steve hates him after the Hydra reveal. Yum.

Carol & Steve. Nothing much to say here, but I'm sure it's not too surprising. Captain Marvel is my 2nd most-watched MCU movie after CATFA. And I think their stories and journeys and experiences are so, so amazingly similar that I cannot resist the temptation of wanting them to be in every scene together. The squeal I let out when she first met Steve probably broke a few records.

Can I get a little more obscure? I have Steve-ships with characters who aren't in the MCU. Here's a speedrun, no elaboration:

Din Djarin (The Mandalorian)/Steve Rogers

Kushina (Naruto) & Steve Rogers

Sesshomaru (Inuyasha) /Steve Rogers

Ginko (Mushishi) & Steve Rogers

Epsilon (Pluto) & Steve Rogers

Kurenai/Steve/Asuma (Naruto).

Izaya Orihara (Durarara) & Steve....or Izaya/Steve...Izaya would hate him so much haha.

#INTERROGATE ME #me my mine

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somebody needs to write a fic abt tony jerking it to thoughts of steve i think that would be very very nice

#my first and only smut fic wow #THANK YOU CASSIE FOR RECCING ME ♡ #tony msturbating to thoughts of steve is like one of my BIGGEST things so not only do i have a collection #(that i will share when i get my laptop if i remember) #but i also have a few variations sitting in my docs #it's so yum #there's one on this list i havent read yet so i need to do that ASAP #stevetony #stony #fic rec

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I've been so inactive omg (at least by my standards)!!! I think I've subconsciously put a ban on activity until I've finished some fics and it just translates into radio silence 😭

ALSO I will still get to everyone's asks on this and my main account soon!

#im actually in an appointment rn and shouldn't be on tumblr at all #but this suddenly popped in my head #i actually have 3 un-beta'd ficlets (for a new verse!) and im working on a seperate one-shot thats maybe almost done #i want to finish 2 more fics this month and i think it's doable but i am a slow writer #my muse is a woman of mystery #she comes and goes as she pleases #i shot out some posts on my main but that's it #STEVE DISCORD ILL RETURN TO YOU SOON

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HAYLEY ATWELL & CHRIS EVANS as PEGGY CARTER & STEVE ROGERS CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE FIRST AVENGER (2011) dir. Joe Johnston

#walk him like a dog #steve rogers #peggy carter #steggy #catfa

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Of all the people Tony’s ever seduced into bed for one night, Steve Rogers was the worst.

If he’d known how judgemental the guy was gonna be about his lifestyle, he would’ve thought twice about inviting him to live in the tower. (and then he would’ve invited him anyway, because he really couldn’t handle that lost, orphaned look that Rogers was terrible at hiding, and also because he couldn’t resist the comic irony of offering up his “big, ugly” tower as a place to call home). 

The joke was on him, though, because Rogers accepted his offer and moved in a week later. 

If Rogers was naive enough to expect that Tony would adjust his infamously promiscuous behavior just because he had a 240lb, 6’2” boy scout living under his roof, now, that was on him. Not Tony’s fault that the guy was out of touch with reality. Tony liked sex; needed it, really, to keep his brain chemistry at optimal performance. There was nothing more effective than no-strings-attached sex to keep his overactive mind from tipping into the kind of territory that left him strung-out and agitated to the point that it affected his productivity — which, if you thought about it, really made this an international security thing, since Tony was an Avenger, now.

Cap hadn't thought it through that far, though. Didn't see the bigger picture. All he saw was some new, hot thing climbing all over Tony as they took the elevator up to the penthouse, and that judgy face was back in full force. He’d even gotten weird about it the day after, too, whenever he’d caught Tony at it again. As if, by radiating such obvious disapproval, he might actually shame Tony into rethinking his life choices instead of just provoking him to flaunt his playboy ways even more shamelessly, just to make a point.

That was all it was supposed to be. He was just trying to make a point.

He’d really miscalculated, though, when their weird little argument about “propriety” and “self-respect” had escalated past their usual passive-aggressive barbs and gotten unexpectedly direct; when he’d gotten all up in Rogers’ personal space because Rogers was being a dick so he'd felt the need to be an even bigger one; when he’d shot back with a sultry, “What... you jealous or something? Is that it, Cap? You tired of waiting around for your turn?”

There had been a challenge in his eyes, sure — and maybe he’d gotten just a tiny bit hard from even suggesting such a thing — but it still surprised him, the way that Rogers’ whole face had changed in response for one brief, spectacular moment before the stubbornness returned; but it was different, then... tinted with something that Tony recognized for what it really was, despite the incredulity of seeing it coming from Steve Rogers, of all people.

Maybe that’s why he’d done it. Maybe he hadn’t quite believed what he was seeing, and had wanted to test it — just to be certain. 

Or maybe it was because he just couldn’t resist flirting with Captain America, because he was a horny disaster with a long history of bad decision-making when it came to screwing around. 

Whatever the case, he’d gone from pissy to intrigued in a matter of seconds, turning on all of his famous powers of seduction as he shifted his stance and softened his gaze and adjusted the tone of his voice, prompting, “...All you had to do was ask…”

It was a very dumb thing to say. He gets that, now. At the time, though, he’d had no clue that the surprised, nervously uncertain, interested look that Steve Rogers would favor him with in response would burn itself into his memory and leave a lasting impression that would haunt him long afterwards. 

That look, and the kiss that followed it. 

That kiss, and the feeling behind it. 

That feeling, and the mounting desperation to chase it off with more heat; more urgency; more careful hands feeling out new territory and getting singed by everything they touched, until everything burned too hot and groping turned to pulling and pulling turned to slamming against the elevator wall and by the time they made it into Tony’s bed and gotten each other’s clothing off, there was nothing left to do but completely immolate themselves on the fire they’d started. 

That should’ve been the end of it. Ashes to ashes. Slip out of bed before the other person wakes up and let JARVIS handle the messy part. 

But Tony had taken one look at Steve Rogers sleeping there and for the first time in a long time, his immediate reaction wasn’t the need to flee. 

He didn't want to leave the scene of the crime.

What he did want was impossible to even consider, so he took great pains not to consider it. 

Want something else, he’d vehemently told himself. 

Anything else.

Which was how he’d ended up giving Steve Rogers a blowjob that morning, since he’d honestly wanted to do that for a very long time. 

You’d think the guy would be more appreciative… Tony knows that he gives exceptionally good head. But a couple weeks later, Tony’s still trying to move on and get back into the swing of his former lifestyle, and Rogers is moping around looking even worse than he’d been back before Tony had offered him new digs. 

He’s making it impossible for Tony to just carry on and enjoy himself. Last week, when Tony had tried to bring someone up to his penthouse one evening, Rogers didn’t even have the decency to be judgemental about it. Instead, he’d looked at Tony with the most disappointed, sad-dog eyes in the history of face-making, and it had decisively killed Tony’s casual-hookup boner before he’d even had a hope in hell of getting it up again. 

He’d had to send the girl home with apologies and lame excuses. He’d had to go to bed feeling frustrated and confused and super guilty about something he hadn’t even done. 

Steve Rogers really was the worst one-night stand, ever. 

He was also the last one-night stand, ever.

Tony had to swear it. Had to basically perform backflips and handstands of “I’m sorrys" in order to convince Steve to give him another chance. But when the big lug finally relented — when he managed to get over his stubborn reluctance and put his hurt feelings aside long enough to hear Tony out — the making up was totally worth it. 

Steve might be the worst-ever one-night stand, but he’s far and away the best exclusive, all-mine-and-nobody-else’s long-term lover that Tony’s ever had. 

♥︎

#fohatic fics #stony #stevetony #going insane over this actually #breaking my enclosure with my jaw

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CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014)

#he has such a HUGE RACK #steve rogers #catws

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Somewhere in the attic

#stony #art #tsum stony #tsum tsum

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Can I just talk about how important this press conference is to me. He just got back from Afghanistan after months of torture. He refused to go to the hospital and instead immediately went to a press conference. He could barely stand, and instead had everybody sit with him, but he showed up.

“We have become comfortable with a system of zero accountability” Tony’s first thought when he arrived home, now aware that bad people were using his weapons was to stop it. He didn’t go to the hospital or to his own home. He went to the public and told them.

‘Hey bad shit happened because of me, so I’m going to hold me accountable, and I’m gonna tell you what I’m going to do so you can hold me accountable too.’

Now when I get home from vacation the only thing I want to do is go home, and I don’t generally have emotionally scarring things happen during my vacations. I just miss my home. After months in Afghanistan I’m sure Tony did too. Yet he prioritized shutting down weapons to that. Which he should have, but it shows incredible strength of character. 

I’m just so proud of him as a character. Like good for you Tony.

#oh god i'm so pathetically in love with this post. #oh tony my tony #what's in a hero #tony stark #tony stark meta

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yoooooo my new dice just arrived!!!

thank you so much to @bulkyphrase for DELIVERING on this @marveltrumpshate 2023 auction win!! they turned out SO GOOD 💙

the theme that i asked for was something that resembled the blue of the tesseract / the arc reactor / the color of steve's eyes ;) 🧊

they took that and ran with it, producing something more beautiful than i ever hoped for! this is truly a dream set and i'm beyond enchanted 💠 they're so gorgeous that they look like high-grade aquamarine crystals, and when they catch the sunlight they even MAKE RAINBOWS 🌈💎

check out the interior swirls!! they even look incredible against my sun-faded, incense-dusted tenugui 😍 absolutely magical

and bonus! new fish friends :)

#i want to eat these #SO DAMN GORGEOUS OMG #they remind me of blue jolly ranchers #bulkyphrase crafts

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Families In Gaza Who Need Your Help:

#palastine #gaza #aid

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Steve Rogers + Hydra Trash Party: A Valentine's Day Rec List

Happy Valentine's Day! There's nothing more romantic to me than absolutely terrible things happening to my favorite fictional men, so please enjoy this list of all my Steve-centric HTP faves.

I know these are not for everyone, so this first fic is a cute story where Hydra accidentally turns themselves into cephalopods:

The Better to Hug You With by Lauralot (@lauralot89) (General Audiences | 1,740 words | No Archive Warnings Apply)

Summary: As he's stepping off the Metro, Steve catches a glimpse of waving tentacles in his peripheral vision. An octopus is wriggling onto the platform. He's entering the Triskelion when it happens again: a flash of tentacles in the corner of his eye, this time roping around a filing cabinet. Clearly Steve needs more sleep.

Everything after this is more HTP-typical non-con and violence, so proceed with caution and be sure to check the tags before reading.

[Podfic] A Hostile Work Environment read by sallysparrow017 (Explicit, 45-60 Minutes, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings)

Note: The original has been deleted but at least we still have a great podfic version of this amazing fic

Summary: Podfic of stoatsandwich's 'A Hostile Work Environment' Five times Captain America fantasized about being gang-raped by the STRIKE Team, plus one more.

Blood from a Stone by shinelikethunder (tenlittlebullets) (@shinelikethunder) (Explicit | 23,651 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Once you passed a certain point in the hierarchy, getting ordered to do shit like lead a gangbang on Captain America was a surprise but not a shock. Fill for a hydratrashmeme prompt requesting a Hydra/Steve gangbang where Steve has been dosed with aphrodisiacs to force him to get off. Or, a trash party dumpster travesty in two acts:Act 1: Steve Rogers: World's Most Defiant Hydra Party FavorAct 2: Post-Rescue Hurt/Comfort: Now With Bonus Steve/Sam Sex Pollen Dubcon Also available as a podfic read by sallysparrow017

Catastrophe (Breeds Strength) by sock_bealady (Explicit | 21,272 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage)

Summary: Not long after the events of Iron Man 3, the Avengers are captured by what they thought were friends. Rumlow promises they won't remember a thing. Steve is starting to hope he's right.

For What it's Worth by throttlegainwell (@throttlegainwell) (Explicit | 11,654 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: When he found the safehouse, after it had been scoured for evidence, he’d personally taken it down to studs. He recognized the room from the tape. What he hadn’t recognized so far was any of the men from the tape. None of them had surfaced, none had been so involved in Project Insight that they hadn’t run for the hills when defeat was on the air. And he knew their faces. He knew them. He knew their ugly jeering voices and their obnoxious laughs and their appendectomy scars and at this point he might even recognize their dicks at a urinal. He’d know them the second he saw them. If he saw them. Part of him hoped that Bucky wouldn’t, but Bucky seemed to remember a lot more than he claimed, so it seemed a stretch too far. As he rather violently found out seven months later, on a side street in Prague at two thirty-three in the morning, it was.

Four Across by justanotherStonyfan (Explicit | 5,728 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Written for a prompt on the Hydra Trash Meme -So say HYDRA uses the Winter Soldier to seduce people as a spy as well as to assassinate people. Some people like it vanilla, some people like to dominate him - and some people want to be dominated by him. He's conditioned to be dominant when triggered by a certain word or phrase. There's a word/phrase to turn dom!WS off too, but the character of your choice has no idea what it is. They didn't mean to trigger this aspect of the Soldier, they just happened to say the wrong thing.

Give Me Your Filth by Dira Sudis (dsudis) (@dsudis) (Explicit | 15,378 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: "I don't care," Bucky said. "I don't care which one was you and which one was someone else. You're underneath me now. It's my turn. I do things now, and you lie there and take it." This was going to hurt.

I Remembered You Were Mine by hobbitdragon (Explicit | 4,455 words | Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Steve awakes in a strange place with a familiar face standing over him. He has no idea where he is or how he got there, but at least Bucky is with him. Also available as a podfic read by Tipsy_Kitty (@tipsyxkitty)

Man in the Box by buckybleeds (@buckybleeds) (Explicit | 29,239 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: This is the fic I've been referring to as "the horrible boxfic." Hydra wins and Steve gets put into a put into a sex vending machine in the Strike team locker room.

Mnemosyne by MilesHibernus (Explicit | 6,924 words | Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Steve's working on dealing with a mission gone wrong when Bucky comes in from the cold.

Salt by throttlegainwell (@throttlegainwell) (Mature | 7,168 words | Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Memory is inconvenient – for so many reasons, in so many ways. Bucky’d read the books and seen the movies and, frankly, lived the horror show. He knew the misconceptions that people so easily believed. Memories weren’t like movies; they’re not so neat, not so cleanly edited, not so purposeful. They’re just bits of collected and confusingly collated data. Attempting to get around that fact, as had so been the case for the treatment of his mind, was unnatural.

Show You How by justanotherStonyfan (Explicit | 10,567 words | Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: Written for a prompt on the Hydra Trash Meme:Rumlow and Steve have started fooling around sometime shortly before the events of CA: TWS. They've done stuff - they've probably sucked each other off, maybe some fingering, whatever - but Rumlow hasn't actually fucked Steve yet. Steve is still a virgin in the sense of not having had penetrative sex, at least with a dude. Steve is taken into custody, maybe after the bridge fight if they didn't get rescued. He gets taken to whatever horrible gang-bang cell exists in the HYDRA sub-basement with Rumlow and other random thugs. Rumlow says something with super mean fake tenderness like, hey, sorry I've kept you waiting this long to get your cherry popped, but I really wanted it to be the right moment . Which, of course, is going to be right now in front of everybody. Up to the writer if other people then get involved too. Bonus points if Steve isn't particularly naive; he knows there's stuff Rumlow isn't telling him or maybe even that he's being played in some way, but obviously doesn't know the extent of it and is enjoying the sex and the general human contact/comfort before horrible things start going down.

The Wolf by ipoiledi (@ipoiledi) (Explicit | 5,114 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence)

Summary: So it started that way: a harmless joke.

to burn your kingdom down by glorious_spoon (@glorious-spoon) (Explicit | 12,370 words | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: The Avengers go after a Hydra splinter cell with a nasty habit of brutalizing their prisoners. Steve has some ugly history with them, and when a rescue mission gone wrong leaves him and Sam in enemy hands, the situation gets uglier still.

TsumBody to Love by buckybleeds (@buckybleeds) (Explicit | 7,067 words | Rape/Non-Con)

Summary: *handwavium* Bucky and Steve are now tsum tsums and Brock's gonna fuck 'em and they're going to be sad and squeaky about it.

#literally hilarious #warning: rec list writer may have fundamentally misunderstood the concepts of 'romance' and 'valentine's day' #marvel fic rec #hydra trash party #happy valentine's day #steve rogers

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steve isn't the type to go for anything fancy or flashy but he can tell the difference between the real thing and the cheap thing, and tony just buys steve stuff sometimes and steve takes whatever tony gives him, so he gets used to the good coffee and the good steak and expensive shampoo and well-made clothes and how full grain leather watch straps feel on his wrist and how top clarity grade diamonds catch the light, and there's a moment where tony catches steve wrinkling his nose at the wine being served at an event and tony is absolutely vibrating out of his body over the moon because steve is spoiled

#everyone moved on but i'm still here #stevetony #stony #okay last post before i ACTUALLY take a break LMAO