killing loneliness | em
pairing| Eddie Munson x female reader
synopsis| Â Youâve wanted him for so long. Dreamed of him, yearned for him, but could never have him. But now, heâs yours.
an| part 2 in my Heaven in Hiding series, weâre getting filthy in here baby. 18+ only part 1 hereÂ
this was quickly edited at midnight so i apologize for any editing errorsÂ
warnings| oral (f receiving), overstimulation, slight choking, protected sex, eddie musnon the pussy eating kingÂ
Eddie Munson has always been an impatient man. Even as a child waiting for his father to visit, Eddie would sit by the open window of Wayneâs trailer ripping the wings off dead flies, every loud motor had him throwing his head out the screen less window in hope it was his fathers beat up Chevy. Heâd eye the ticking hands of the old wall clock, hound Wayne with âWhat time did he say, again?â and âWhat time is it now?â.
Heâd sit in that window from the time he woke up till the sun was setting, the candescent moon peeking out from the apricot sky. Heâd pick his nail beds, cuticles bloody and torn, socked toes tapping anxiously against the wooden panel walls. His father would call later, something about the truck wouldnât start or he got held up with some business, and young Eddie Munson would slump onto the couch next to his uncle and wallow.Â
Eddie Munson has always been impatient, so it should come as no surprise that he counted every waking minute since you walked out his trailer door. Thirteen days. He could tell you the exact amount of hours, minutes, seconds, since he saw you last. He canât help himself, really. Itâs what he did between his fathers visits, his way of coping with the inability to make things happen when he wants them to.Â
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sneak peak of Eddie Munson fic
Summary: Y/N has only been a resident of Hawkins for a couple of months, having moved from her home state of California to get away from an abusive ex-boyfriend. In the summer of 1989 she meets Eddie Munson at the local bar where he bartends and has to overcome her past trauma and trust issues while living her best smutty life with Eddie.
Pairing: fem!reader x Eddie, third person from reader and Eddieâs POV
A/N: I have literally 0 experience writing fanfic, so any constructive criticism is appreciated. Please be gentle with me :) THIS IS JUST A PREVIEW, it is not the full fic. I just wanted to put feelers out to see if I'm any good before I continue! This is just a rough draft!
Warnings: Fluff in the beginning and end with lots of mature content in the middle. Minors DNI! Bit of a slow burn. Reader and Eddie are both in their early 20âs. Idk what else to put for thew preview, if I'm missing anything please let me know.
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Eddie:
He had been wiping down the bar counter when she walked in.
Eddie was finishing up his shift for the night at the bar heâd been working at since he finally graduated high school. He barely scraped through that so he knew college wasnât going to do it for him. Instead, Eddieâs Uncle Wayne had a buddy who owned a local bar and got him a job there while he figured his life out. But after his uncle died last year Eddie had been living a life of relative solitude. He did his best to stay busy either working or attending band gigs with Corroded Coffin to avoid coming home to his empty trailer.
At least that was how it was until she came into his bar on a slow Saturday night. Eddie had never seen a woman like her in all his years in Hawkins. The way she dressed, the way she sauntered up to his bar, even the way she talked when she ordered herself a beer. A girl ordering a beer, seriously??
Eddie tried not to stare as he took her money for the drink, but she didnât make it easy on him. Her breasts barely covered by the top that she wore briefly rested on the bartop as she reached for her drink and he guiltily looked away.
He decided to strike up a conversation with her, it was part of the job after all. Eddie did his best to sound as casual as possible when he asked, âI donât think Iâve seen you in here before, you new here?â
Reader:
Y/N nervously entered the bar when she first laid his eyes on him.
She knew she was on her own for a while before her friends met her there, but she didnât care about any of that when she saw the bartender for the first time. He had the kindest, deep brown eyes Y/N had ever seen; she couldnât help herself from taking in his figure in the old band tee he wore with the sleeves ripped off and sides stretched down almost to his waist.
Y/N didnât make it a habit to frequent bars and tried to play it cool by ordering the first thing that came to mind.
âHi, Iâll have a beer, please.â A beer? GrossâŚâ She knew she would be able to order something more to her tastes when Steve got here, heâd know what to order her. Until then she was desperate to appear nonchalant to this beautiful bartender.
As he poured her beer she took the chance to look harder at him without being obvious. Y/N was intrigued by the tattoos scattered on his arms and the long fluffy curls brushing his strong shoulders. She was startled back into reality when he asked her if she was new in town. Really? What a clichĂŠ question.
âKind of, yeah. I moved here a couple months ago but I havenât been around town too much,â she answered.
âWell, I could have told you that. You donât exactly fit in,â the bartender said sarcastically with a small smile.
Y/N would have asked why he bothered asking her if he already knew, but she was grateful for his ice-breaking conversation.
âI guess youâre right! But itâs nice to meet you â Y/N,â she introduced herself and bravely put her hand out to him. âY/N! Itâs even nicer to meet you, Iâm Eddie. Eddie Munson.â
He put his warm hand into hers for a friendly shake, and it felt like a jolt of electricity went right through her. Eddieâs touch was doing something to her, and Y/N couldnât help but to wonder how his hands would feel on other parts of her body. He quickly withdrew his hand, as though he felt the shock, too. Oh God, can he read my mind??
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Can you do an Eddie x reader angst where reader is a cheerleader that has a MASSIVE crush on Eddie. She asked him out but because sheâs a cheerleader he thinks it a joke and mocks her etc
a/n: hey sweetheartss- thank you so fkn much for all the love on my last Eddie post. This is sorta similar but a different scenario- hope you enjoy <3ďżź
warnings: kinda mean!eddie in the beginning obv, reader feeling humiliated, super mega fluffy cute ending!!!!
Nice fucking try - e. m.
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He was never at any of the games- which fair enough, why would he be?
Yet you couldnât help the disappointment when you scanned the crowd for a specific mop of curls with no luck. You had practiced the fuck out of this routine and yet no one would probably be looking at you- theyâd all look at chrissy instead.
It was like this often. Youâd search for Eddie, and when you finally caught him, youâd sit and watch his sporadic movements and tales, admiring him from afar. He had sent a couple of sweet smiles your way; that was your only lifeline to him and you being a possibility. You were a cheerleader after all, and you knew how the basket team treated people like Eddie. You knew he probably thought the same of you but you were aching to prove him otherwise.
You had to do something about the way your heart was on fire for him, a bird beating itself to death in a cage, a moth around a lamppost- you couldnât keep letting it burn until there was only ashes left.
You knew he had his usual hellfire club meeting today, and suddenly the routine you were doing was the least of your concerns- you even stepped on someoneâs toes in the process but it didnât matter. You were going for it. You were gonna give him the sweetest smile and the most sincere smile and ask Eddie Munson on a date, no matter what any of your friends thought. No matter to what depths your social status would go. You would risk it for him, you were head over heels after all.
After changing quickly while ignoring the annoyed look from your friends âcause of your routine slip up, you hurried to the hellfire club room.
Rocking back and forth in your converse, you leaned against a locker while fiddling with the strap of your gym bag. No sooner did the door fling open and several members left the room, mainly ignoring you or giving you a suspicious side-eye, except Mike who waved to you, since you knew Nancy. She was one of the few people who you trusted with your feelings about Eddie. When all had left, you stepped inside to see Eddie packing up from the campaign.
You didnât say anything, heart suddenly in your throat and palms sweaty. The fabric of his white t-shirt was stretching over his back and he reached over the table, not yet noticing your presence.
âEddie?â You asked softly, but he still jumped at your voice, a few dices clattering to the ground. The room was ominously lit, casting amber shadows over his pretty face.
âUh, yes?â He asked slightly confused- suspicion already bleeding from his tone. He picked the dice off of the floor and continued to pack everything away while you stood.
âI uhm- well I donât know if you know my name-â
â- y/n, yeah. I know.â He grumbled, not seeming particularly interested in what you had to say. You tried not to let it defeat the courage that had etched into your skin, dripping on your tongue.
âWas it a good⌠campaign?â You asked with a weary voice. You had secretly picked up a little starter guide to the dice game Eddie seemed so passionate about, to try and understand him better.
He scoffed. What kind of fucking foolery was the jocks up to now?
He didnât even bother replying, knowing that wasnât the reason you were here, was probably a fucking trick question already. You cheerleaders were like little heathens.
When he didnât reply you felt your face flush in embarrassment- had you said something wrong?
âOkay well uh- I was wondering if,â you stuttered, fumbled over all your words as you kept fidgeting with your bag. The bird in the cage surely almost done for. The moth was growing tired.
â- if youâd like to do something with me sometime? Like hangout? On- on a date or something like that?â You asked. Your voice was breathy and the words came out a lot faster and unsure than you wouldâve liked.
Finally he diverted his attention to you, his figure turning torturously slow, a finger raised in the air in front of him. âYouâre asking me out?â He asked incredulously. He didnât believe they would try such an old trick on him.
âNice fucking tryyyy Princess,â he said loudly, voice dragging out the words- in case any of your friends were on the other side of the door laughing their asses off.
âWhat, youâd take me out to a nice dinner, laugh at my jokes and let me take you home to my scrappy little trailer? Is that what you want?â He laughed humourlessly, tongue rolling around his cheek while he stalked towards you.
âI- I mean that sounds fine to me?â You tried, voice more unsteady than ever. You couldnât tell what was happening but the bird and the moth were lying helplessly in your heart and hot tears tickled the corners of your eyes.
âThat sounds fine to you? Iâm not falling for this shit, little witch. Run back to your friends, will ya?â He didnât even spare you another glance as he finished cleaning the table and flung his leather jacket on.
You stood motionless, throat bobbing in an effort not to cry. He hadnât just rejected you, he had completely misjudged you with no after thought- discarded you because of prejudices. You stormed out of the room with a horrible mix of rage and shame washing over you.
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âSomething sick happened when all you little sheep left hellfire yesterday,â Eddie began as he placed his lunch tray drown dramatically. He glared over to the jocks table, surprised to instead find you sitting alone, sulking.
âWhatâs up?â Dustin asked curiously, biting into his apple.
âLittle miss y/l/n tried to ask me out yesterday. Tried to humiliate me- but this mighty fucking game master didnât fall for it,â he said almost proudly, digging into his lunch.
âWoah she asked you out? Was that why she was outside hellfire?â Mike said, voice borderline serious in a way that caught both Dustin and Eddies attention.
âYes, so? Was expecting me to waltz right into that little trap,â he scoffed.
âY/n asked you out? Dude she likes you! Seriously- I heard Nance and her talking about it a couple weeks ago in the car. Sheâs like over the moon for you, man.â Mike gestured around wildly to punctuate his words and their meaning.
Eddie stopped eating instantly, whatever was in his hand clattering to the tray as he looked over to your hunched figure again- head down, not eating, not talking.
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuck- please tell me youâre joking kid.â He tried desperately, looking between Mike and Dustin who didnât waver at all. âNope. No joke. Canât stop talking about you I swear.â
Eddie buried his head in his hands.
A pretty, nice cheerleader had asked him out- had a fucking crush on him and he mocked her like that? Scared her away? The realisation hit him like a ton of bricks as he dragged his palms over his face and through his hair, reliving the whole experience yesterday; how nervous you had been, how you asked him about this campaign.
Before his mind could prepare him more, he jumped from his seat and ran through the cafeteria, nearly stumbling and drawing all eyes to him as usual.
You looked up, throat twisting into knots as you saw Eddie sit, literally, on his knees on the floor next to the bench where you sat in your solitude.
âY/n-â he said, almost out of breath. His eyes were so big and soft, so pleading and glossy, it touched your heart despite the way he broke it yesterday.
âY/n Iâm so sorry. I thought you were messing with me yesterday. Thought it was some kind of joke from your friends or- I didnât- I didnât know you meant it but Mike-â he breathed again, pausing. Everyone was looking at the two of you, your eyes wide at his hasty, guilty confessions.
âHey, hey-â you said, placing a hand on his shoulder â-lets uh- go somewhere else, hm?â You tried, standing from the bench. He swallowed loudly before looking around.
âYeah, yeah okay,â he breathed. When he looked at you then, he swore there was a gleam of something in your eyes.
It was hope.
You took his warm hand and dragged him out into the hall, ignoring the mocking from where your former friends sat. Where you used to be.
Eddie stuck his tongue out devilishly as you passed them before disappearing into the silent hall with you.
âHi,â you said then, a soft smile splaying on your lips. It made Eddieâs insides flutter, knowing you were being genuine.
âHey,â he replied with a huff, a broad grin adorning his features now too.
âIâm sorry-â he began again but you cut him off quickly; his dramatic cafeteria gesture was enough of an apology to you, and you couldnât even blame him for thinking like that with you being a part of the cheer squad.
âItâs okay, Eddie. I know I donât seem like the type, but I promise you I- I think I really like you,â you confessed nervously, eyes darting around the tile floor âand Iâm not friends with those dickheads anymore. Swear.â
The bird was beating around the cage, wilder and wilder and the moth dances excitedly around the bright burning lamppost.
âSo the offers still- its still on?â He asked hopefully. You couldnât possibly resist those puppy dog eyes he flashed you, the way his hands fidgeted with the rings adorning his slender fingers.
You nodded eagerly, not daring to believe any of this was really happening. âIâm not much for dinners, thoughâ you added. He laughed. A warm sound you could see yourself getting very used to.
âMe neither. Weâll figure something out, hm?â He asked rhetorically, head tilting to the side to peer down at your hopeful face. Your expression made the guilt from yesterday wash away from his conscience, albeit slowly. God you were gorgeous, and he had half a mind to believe he was dreaming in this moment.
âItâs a date, then.â You stated. Before he could reply, you raised to your tiptoes and kissed his cheek gently.
A furious red blush crept up on his cheek and neck, his lips parted in surprise.
âYeah. Yeah, itâs uh- itâs a date,â he smiled, flustered as he squeezed your hand.
So damn gorgeous, he thought.
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